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[lostfanboy]

there's that post going around that's a short twit thread talking about "the obesity epidemic" as a result of economic oppression and everyone's snapping their little fingers for it but like. you guys know that we achieved socialist utopia tomorrow there would still be fat people right. you guys know that genetics play a bigger role in that than anything else and that some people will just be fat regardless of every other factor in their life right. you guys know that's fine right.

like idk I don't think it comes from a purposefully fatphobic place and like yes it sucks a lot that the demands of capitalism deny people a lot of opportunities to cook or learn to cook and be more engaged and intentional about their food. but it has this flavor of "poverty is bad because it makes people fat," which only holds up as an argument if you agree that being fat is a terrible thing that happens to people rather than being a completely neutral reality about some people's bodies.

anyone pulling any fatphobia on this post is getting blocked on sight I'm not playing.

#had this same thought abt that post

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“no one’s ever mad at me unless they tell me so” is the best assumption i’ve ever made

#literally one of the most life changing lessons to learn #i still have to actively wrestle myself into it #asking my friends ARE YOU MAD AT ME ARE YOU ANNOYED AT ME DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG #every ten minutes is just. frustrating for everyone. because until i address the base issue (rampant anxiety) no answer they give will #be satisfying #also #as a chronic people pleaser #let me tell you how satisfying it was the day i went actually. #fuck this. #im done bending over backwards trying to figure out what you want from me reading your increasingly obtuse social cues #fuck you. tell me what you need outright like a big boy or youre not getting it #if somethings wrong say it #and the reverse is also INCREDIBLY IMPORTANT #its. normal. to. get. upset. #its so normal to be annoyed sometimes or unreasonably angry #aometimes people are annoying even people you love with your whole heart #like sometimes theres an issue that needs addressing or feelings that need to be talked out and thats constructive #and sometimes i was overstimulated and hungry and they didnt actually do shit #your feelings are your responsibility to assess manage and communicare #and this applies to everyone around you #i do not expect anyone to read my mind anymore either. if i dont tell them whats up i dont expect them to know or solve the issue

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my parents have no issue with my art being explicit or sexual and are very supportive and this is great. the issue is they’re too supportive. my dad will whip out his phone and show neighbors we barely know paintings of naked trans men on their knees and be like ^_^ im so proud of my son!!!

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#dunmeshi

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tired of hearing about how saturn is the most fuckable planet just because it has the most rings. jupiter is clearly the most fuckable planet, and trust me, i’ve already heard your “oh the great red spot is an std” jokes, and i don’t care. and btw, the logistics of fucking the rings of a planet don’t make any sense. have fun trying to put your dick through a bunch of jagged rocks and ice, you piece of shit

#I mean Uranus is right there #but personally I would not fuck but make love to Pluto #why did I say that #<- prev tags TEA THIS MADE ME CACKLE OUT LOUD

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I love how Kunikida is now the assigned washer for Catzai. Does everyone leave Catzai caring all to him or do they share turn?

well for the most part kunikida's the one taking care of catzai (doesn't help that he may or may not specifically search kunikida out when he misbehaves) but the others do have quality time with him:

he likes hanging out with atsushi quite a lot. if you were to take a glance at them you'd see that catzai meows and atsushi seems to understand him perfectly fine and talks to him like he's talking to another human... and sometimes they... meow at each other ???

yosano takes little catzai on her shopping trips. he helps her pick her purchases and more often than not he'll get a little treat bought for him for being a sweetie and hanging out with her. she's also the one who changes his bandages

ranpo doesn't necessarily go out of his way to entertain him most of the time but it's fine because all catzai really cares about is being allowed to sleep at his desk. he plays with candy wraps/empty packages and throw them around (much to kunikida's dismay, which is a plus). if ranpo has an empty ramune bottle he'll shake it so the marble makes noise and catzai watches. he also understands his meowing just fine

kenji took it upon himself to plant catnip the second catzai became an official part of the agency, and he's always super excited about giving it to him. he also likes to eat alongside him, and gives him meat from his bowl even if there's still cat food available right there

kyouka really likes to hold catzai. sometimes she'll walk around and go about her day with him in her arms for hours on end until she gets told to let him go or if he leaves himself. if she's feeling under the weather, he'll go ahead and rub his cheeks against her and let her poke his paws

the tanizaki siblings play around with him if he happens to not be with the others or if the others are busy with their own things. jun'ichirou in particular likes to play magician with catzai and it always works. haruno joins if she's free of paperwork

since he's mostly entertained by the others at all times, catzai isn't really in fukuzawa's office often. but when he is, he's quick to go lay on his lap with the sole purpose of being pet and/or being spoken to, since fukuzawa will sometimes speak to him about whatever's on his mind at the moment

#bsd

[lostfanboy]

there is something horrifically grim to it, but illustrations for gaza and palestinians tend to catch more mass attention that actual photos of people. this made me feel incredibly helpless for a long while, seeing both how people would rather look at a neat drawing of red black green and white than look a human in the eyes, and how online platforms would rather push a viral drawing while suppressing those begging for help at the same time.

a way to cope with this feeling has been taking advantage of it to directly guide people to helping palestinians.

if art gets better traction, then there’s an incredible amount of good that can be done by creating art that immediately links to fundraisers. creating art of the many images of those who are asking for help.

within hours of posting my drawing, there has been jumps in the thousands for bashar from gaza’s fundraiser. it’s a small effort in the grand scheme of things. it’s not a fix it. but it’s something good. please take care of each other and do what you can. i think this could help a lot of people if a lot of people did it.

here is bashar. i’ve drawn him, spoken to him, and known him now for a few months. any shares help, any art helps. draw who you see, draw what you see. thanks all

[lostfanboy]

i love when characters don't get to die

#THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS #i've reblogged this so many times #but oh my god #its so my favorite #you will learn to live with yourself. you will learn to live. you have no other choice.

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#-comical cartoon bonk sfx-

[lostfanboy]

being an artist is having both a superiority and inferiority complex

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Glitradora cuddle pile for a kofi! :D ♥

#she-ra #<33333

[lostfanboy]

learning that people want you in their lives is a skill you can develop if it does not come naturally

[lostfanboy]

easy life hack for becoming a nicer person: get older and more tired. u simply do not have the energy to deal with drama. u do not entertain the bloodthirsty. don't care too sleeby

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#down #...

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Boku no Hero Academia || Bakugou Katsuki Episode 141

#i need to pack him into a jar and shake him around so hard #mha

[lostfanboy]

This evening, my children fell asleep hungry because there was no proper food for them. We also walked for three hours to save drinking water. The place was inhumane and the water was polluted, but there was no other choice. Please help me cover travel costs for me and my family. War life is very tiring, especially my children who suffer every day due to lack of food, medicine and hospitals. Please keep sharing and donating as much as you can, every $5 can help us escape to a safe place and start a new life.

This evening, my children fell asleep hungry because there was no proper food for them. We also walked for three hours to save drinking water. The place was inhumane and the water was polluted, but there was no other choice. Please help me cover travel costs for me and my family. War life is very tiring, especially my children who suffer every day due to lack of food, medicine and hospitals. Please keep sharing and donating as much as you can, every $5 can help us escape to a safe place and start a new life.

The food consists of unhealthy expired cheese and overcooked canned foods that are not suitable for cooking.

https://gofund.me/0f3edba2