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Heartwarming. Tear-jerker. The thought of a non-psychopathic Rafe used to disgust me but now I'm scouring Ao3 for more fics of him like this. Why did I binge it so fast😭

I will definitely be rereading this multiple times a week now

And honestly this is the best writing of JJ I've ever read. The author captures him so perfectly. Like damn

I wonder if rafe x jj fics exist. No reader, just them. I can't find any. I wanna read some so bad😭

Their paternal parallels go crazy and them as an enemies to lovers couple would heal something in me I didn't know i needed

#im crying bro when the author makes such a deep connection & chemistry between 2 characters that barely interact in the show #that's how yk it's fire #rafe x jj #outer banks fanfiction #rafe cameron #jj maybank

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/27567157/chapters/67430473

THIS FIC IS SO FUCKING GOOD😭

I wonder if rafe x jj fics exist. No reader, just them. I can't find any. I wanna read some so bad😭

Their paternal parallels go crazy and them as an enemies to lovers couple would heal something in me I didn't know i needed

#the author absolutely killed it w the rafe & jj banter the dialogue is so good #never knew i needed soft rafe til now #rafe x jj #rafe cameron x reader #jj maybank x reader #rafe x reader x jj #outer banks fanfiction #i must spread the rafe x jj gospel to at least 1 other person #i read something that isn't rafe cameron x reader or jj maybank x reader. shocking

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I totally ship JJ and Rafe 😭

#this gif is insane ngl #they hate fuck 10000% #rafe x jj

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I wonder if rafe x jj fics exist. No reader, just them. I can't find any. I wanna read some so bad😭

Their paternal parallels go crazy and them as an enemies to lovers couple would heal something in me I didn't know i needed

#rafe x jj #rafe cameron x reader #jj maybank x reader #lmk if yall know of any #rafe x reader x jj #i love reading that toxic shit

[lovedeathalice]

A Trick and A Treat

Warnings: allusions to non con/dubcon, bullying, and other possible dark elements. Proceed with caution.

Note: Here is another wish!

Please leave some feedback so I know you want me to do more of the wishes I got. Otherwise, I find it hard to keep my motivation.

Wish Corrupted: I wish Rafe Cameron would crash my Halloween party.

“I think we got everything,” you haul up the reusable grocery bag on your shoulder. 

“It’s going to be awesome,” Claire smiles back at you, “lowkey.”

“Did you hear back from Janie yet? I got the special oat milk she wanted.”

“Um, not yet. She wasn’t sure if she was chilling with us or–

“Huh, yeah, I mean, no worries,” you shrug it off. “Not all of us are cool enough to go to the shore.”

“Who wants to?” Claire wrinkles her nose, “just a bunch of drunk idiots with nothing better to do.”

“Isn’t that what college is?” You chuckle.

She hums in agreement. Neither of you have been a part of the popular crowd. You barely qualify for kook status and in your experience, Pogues are a lot nicer. It’s like walking a tightrope between them; not rich enough to skip college, and not poor enough to hang at the banks.

“I swear I saw one of my professors at the frat,” you lower your voice and giggle, “do you think they ever grow out of it?”

“Not if they can help it,” she rolls her eyes.

You chuckle and carry on. The weight of your snacks is heavier by the step. You should’ve just taken your mother’s Volvo but the walk isn’t that long and you hate to waste the gas. As you come up the incline of your street, you hear a motor rev, followed by a whistle.

“Hey, kitty, kitty,” a voice hollers and as you look back and egg cracks across your face. The shatter is painful as the shell breaks and the yolks leaks down your cheek and chin. 

“Look at that wet pussy!” Another voice calls as the truck chortles and veers off. You sputter and swipe the egg from your face, holding back a sob. You cradle your cheek at the tingling there. Ow.

“Fucking jackasses!” Claire cries out, “god! Go back to high school!” She hollers through cupped hands. She turns back to you and gasps, “oh my god, are you okay?”

“Yeah, yeah, it’s fine,” you sniff, “I’m fine. Just egg, right?”

“I can’t believe that,” she sneers as she pulls down her sleeve and wipes your face with it, “talk about never growing up.”

“Really, it’s okay,” you adjust the bag on your shoulder and reach to take off the cat ears you picked up from the grocery store as a joke. “I’m okay.”

“It’s not okay,” she grabs the headband from you, “don’t let them ruin the fun.”

She puts them back on your head and glares up the street. She huffs and shakes her head as she grabs your hands and hurries you along. You seal your lips and blink through the swell, you’re not going to cry. High school is over, you’re an adult.

🐈‍⬛

Janie doesn’t turn up but Adelyn does. The three of you have a quaint Halloween planned. Hot drinks and horror movies, who could ask for more?

You make a mess of the kitchen with whipped cream and sprinkles before you crowd onto the couch under a shared blanket in the dark. The titles for the first Halloween play as the music sets a frightening ambience. You sip from your stacked apple cider as Claire licks cream from her fingers as it rips from the brim of her cocoa.

Adelyn turns to lean against the armrest and stretches her legs over Claire’s lap. You sink back into the cushy couch, transfixed by the classic film. You haven’t seen it in years so it’s like watching it all over again. The eerie soundtracks and jarring noises put you on edge and you sit up, leaning in as you expect Michael to pop out at any moment.

You hear a thump and look around. You can’t see much, the curtains are drawn and the screen doesn’t offer much illumination. It’s just the movie. That surround sound always confuses you. Besides, Claire and Adelyn aren’t bothered.

You lean forward and put down your sticky cup. The others are pretty much done too. You cross your arms and nestle into the side of the couch. The music turns frantic as Michael closes in on his next victim. You hold your breath…

“Boo!” The voice is right behind you.

Claire screams and throws her hands up. You look over as a shadow bends over her, grabbing her by the neck and dragging her over the back. What the fuck–

Your hair is clamped in someone’s hand as you’re wrenched against the side of the couch. You shriek as the speaker volume amps up, muffling out the real life terror. Adelyn whimpers as she hits the floor in front of the couch and tries to scramble away.

“Hey Claire Bear,” you recognise the voice as the screen glares off Topper’s features, “happy halloween.”

“Let go!” You hiss and kick out as your feet hit the floor, “get off–”

“Kitty, kitty,” Rafe’s snarls in your ear as his breath grazes against your skin, “I’ve been dying to get my hands on you.”

You can’t believe what’s happening. Your personal tormentor has you locked in his grip. Your face stings with the memory of the shattered egg, the cool drizzle of yolk down your cheek. You shiver and grasp blindly at his hands.

“What are you– why are you doing this?” You gulp out.

Adelyn is dragged under Kelce as he straddles her, groping her as the screen flickers over them. Rafe’s other arm hooks around your waist and he pulls you with him as he backs away. You flaily wildly, head stuck as he keeps his hand tight around your hair.

“Trick or treat,” he growls.

Claire screams and you hear a clatter. You don’t understand. Rafe Cameron hates your guts. He pushed your books on the floor, he shoved you in lockers, he spit on your graduation robes. He’s a monster but not the one you expected that night.

“I got both, don’t worry,” he rasps as he hurls you against a wall.

“Please,” you slide down to your knee, paralysed by the impact, “please, I didn’t do anything–”

“That doesn’t matter,” his shadow looms over you, “cause I’m about to do a whole lot of something.”

He bends over you as you shield yourself with an arm. He pushes it aside and frames your jaw, pulling your head up. He leans in as the surround sound bursts with noise, the metallic shink of stabbing and horrid screams.

“Let’s play a game, kitty,” he runs his finger along your chin, “hide and seek…” he draws his hand away, “I’ll count to ten and you can hide. Then I’ll come find you…”

“Please,” you sniffle.

“One,” he stands over you, “two…”

You put one foot down, shaking as you fight to get the other under you.

“Three,” you stand and stagger around blindly in the dark, “four,” you feel your way into the next room, “five…” you hit a table, sending a vase to the floor, “six…,” you get to the bottom of the stairs, “seven…” you hesitate and turn to face the front door. “Eight…” you stumble towards your escape, “nine…” hand on the knob, “ten.”

The door opens and you dash out. Three steps before you yanked back. You whimper as the door slams shut just as quickly, kicked by your accoster.

Rafe’s arm hooks around your neck and he pulls you back. He chuckles as he hauls you with him, dragging you to the stairs, your feet bouncing off each step as he ascends a step at a time.

“Not fast enough, kitty,” he taunts, “I choose…” his other hand crawls down your stomach and cups your cunt as he reaches the landing “treat.”

#why did i just assume you NEVER wrote for rafe😭 #this was so good omggg #rafe cameron x reader

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5 years of obx —

so let thank the one who carry the whole show on his handsome shoulders — my daddy

#that's my man #rafe cameron

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AUSTIN BUTLER for Interview Magazine (October 2023)

#gahdamn #he looks like the rat from flushed away but in a good way🙏🏼 #austin butler

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Missing my Eren era

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They don't let Pope look like this on the show bc they know he'd be too powerful

#WHOAAAA #pope rafe & JJ outdo jon b IMMENSELY it's insane. characterwise jon b is wet soggy bread compared to them #they made the wrong guy the MC😭😭😭 #i remember forwarding all of jon b & his dad's parts in S3 cuz I literally couldn't give a single fuck abt them😭

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YALL?

#JESUS CHRIST #not me going feral over a shirtless mf that doesn't know me @ 7am😭 #rafe cameron

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which rafe cameron are u today?

#lawd #my man my man my man #my HUSBAND in fact #rafe cameron

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Season 1 rafe wya?

Come slut this pussy out

#S1 rafe was a bitch but he was my precious bitch😔💕 #rafe cameron

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WE'RE GETTING HOOCHIE DADDY RAFE??!?!?!?!? OH MY GAAAWWDDDDDD

I’m foaming at the mouth

#THIS MAN IS TOO FINE #losing my shit rn #rafe cameron

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no you're so right because i discovered fanfics early this year so i had a wide range of eren stuff i could read. ive either lost those saved fics (deactivated my old account) or the writers are no longer active ;((

all im left with now is stoner/fuckboy college eren, cheating eren or the same smut scene copy and pasted like 10 times in 10 line drabbles smh. atp i dont even read for eren anymore, im starting to migrate to other fandoms bc aot fanfics are so boring now... i wish people were more original (sorry) with their fics instead of doing the same stuff every time. like i watched aot bc the canon universe was completely different from real life. im not here to see eren in college when i literally go there every week

also is it just me or are fics with plots or atleast context (which is pretty rare now) wayyy better than just pure smut fanfics? i cant get interested in reading a fic if its entirely just gross moans and nasty ass nicknames being repeated like a broken record while they fuck in doggy style😭 i feel like ts lacks imagination and its so hard for me to enjoy fics like that

Ok I'm not gonna lie, I always absolutely LOVE whatever trope ends up becoming cliche or the main go to trope for a popular character😭

For example when I was into Ellie Williams & Eren, I could NEVER get enough of those college dealer fics where they would hit on reader & shit. And right now those Feyd-Rautha fics where reader is always an Atreides princess promised to the Harkonnens... like every character has that one trope that becomes their main it trope and I LOVE it, it's so good like IDC abt the tropes being different.

BUT with that being said, I totally get what you're saying. Those tropes aren't being put to good use, which is what makes them tired & boring.

Like you said, it's always smut repeated over and over again with the nasty weird nicknames the character would never say💀

Like I am SICK of reading 103829229 different variations of "oh fuck yeah babygirl princess let daddy fuck that tight wet pussy" like YUCKKKKK those fics seem to be universally copy & pasted for every popular character ever and it's so LAME.

Like don't get me wrong I love good hot smut scenes, but when that's all it is it's so lame😭 Like please give me some more shit to imagine!!

Unfortunately tho at this point the Eren fandom is very much dead, so I don't bother looking for fics with him in it anymore.

I wish I had the creativity and talent to write all the stories I've wanted to read for all the characters I've liked, but the fandoms are so dead now and for some reason readers don't engage with fics like they used to, thus killing off motivation for anyone starting to write.

Anyways you're so right, anon. Hopefully we find the fics we like and not just pointless smut🙏🏼

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hello! i recently read clipped wings and suffocate, and it was sooo good. there aren't a lot of yandere eren content so i really appreciate your work.

i hope it's okay to ask but i was wondering wdyt eren’s reaction would be if reader suddenly initiated or reciprocated his advances (like humping back or riding by herself willingly)? but reader, of course, has an ulterior motive because she needs eren in a good mood to ask if she could meet up with some old friends or something like that.

thank u & i hope u have a good day !!! 🤍🤍

Eren's not stupid he'd catch on😂 He'd play along only to not give Reader what she wants in the end.

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I'm curious though after reading clipped wings, how do you think would ur eren react when reader bakes him a cake on his birthday or maybe cuddle him at night? Lyk what would be his reaction if he notices that reader is starting to catch feelings for him? Love u, take careee and stay safe!! ❤

Reader would never lmao she hates his ass

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hey gina! firstly how r u I hope youre okay and well 💗if you dont mind i’d like to ask if or when will the first chapter of cp is going to be released?

Hello from 2024👽 it's never getting released, sorry.

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