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oh ballerina, bend under the weight of it all ain't it fun to hold the world in your hands?

@yellowjacketsnetwork event 01: dynamics (part two) — CALLIE & SHAUNA

#yellowjackets

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#azealia banks to beyoncé

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JEN LINDLEY in Dawson's Creek Season 5, Episode 13 - Something Wilder

#dawson's creek

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Victoria Pedretti as Dani Clayton The Haunting of Bly Manor, The Pupil

#the haunting of bly manor

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HILARIE BURTON MORGAN as PEYTON SAWYER  ONE TREE HILL (2003-2012)

#oth

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salt slow / julia armfield

#jackieshauna #yellowjackets

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i am a loser in ways you can’t even wrap your head around

#me #new directions loserism

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SUCCESSION (2018–2023)

#succession

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YELLOWJACKETS + mbti types @lgbtqcreators creator bingo - mbti, blending, free choice (in/sp)

#yellowjackets

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9K MAKE ME CHOOSE:･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ@maisieepeters ASKED: Lexie Grey or Sutton Brady?

You can kiss my hardcore, diaper wearing ass.

#<3 #grey's anatomy

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the story i just told in the tags of my last post is one of my classic stories i love telling it we're actually intimate now

#like the fact that we stopped talking to him i don't know why but i think it's hilarious #and for like two years after that in november i was like one year ago today we stopped talking to julie.r (our nickname his real name was #julian) like i was so... #in my journal like it was that important #i have another great one but i don't know if it's worth telling because the punchline can't be translated like there's no english word and #i can just say it differently but it won't hit the same #and like. i was so witty it was so good i was so proud like 10-year-old me ate that #and no one would have expected little me to say that which is what made it so good. it was great. december 2011. you had to be there #and like i say: brf slt

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fun fact about me: i'm insecure about so many random things that i've never flipped anyone off in my 22 years of life because i think my middle finger looks awkward and ugly by itself

#and like i say: brf slt #i felt like this especially when i would have been likely to do it semi-regularly like in middle school. but like i was thinking about this #the other day and i did it in front of a mirror just to check and it looked as bad as i remember like it's just not for me #i have a story abour middle fingers though or just about what one would call the finger #when i was in what an american would call the 5th grade (i can never do when i was x years old because it's not an accurate representation #of the class i was in since i skipped a grade and the grade is what matters more to me. when i was 9 and my friends were 10 i was saying) #we would always play this game called girls catch guys or guys catch girls where the girls would run after the guys and like tap them on #the shoulder and then they would go to prison and they would line up and another guy could set them free by like touching one of the #prisoners it was a very fun game except it's way more fun to be like the ones getting caught than to be the ones catching and we would #ALWAYS play girls catching guys and it was very unfair we would be like okay in the morning we do guys catching girls in the afternoon #girls catching guys so it's fair like normal system but the guys NEVER wanted to do it (and we would always give in because like we still #wanted to play ig and idk guys. female socialization) they never wanted to be the ones doing the catching it was so unfair because we also #didn't like it as much and we did it all the time? #and i remember this one morning we were fighting about this we had literally all agreed that it was fair this way but they didn't want to #do it and my second best male friend flipped me and my best (female) friend off and (very #important detail) he did it with both of his hands so like two middle fingers and i don't know why because i'm not even sure that that's a #thing but one middle finger meant fuck you and two middle fingers meant go fuck yourself and to us that was very different? and i remember #my friend and i we like knew what it meant but for some reason we were like. he did do the one finger before doing the two does this mean #he...loves us because it literally means he wants to have sex with us #but what's funny is we never talked to him again after that and i don't even know why that was our last straw because i remember i #genuinely liked him before that like i said he was my second best male friend! so like maybe sixth best friend overall that's not bad #and he's not the only guy friend who flipped us off that year like it was so random to stop talking to him after that😭 #like he was an actual enemy we really did not like him we talked about him in letters we'd give each other using a nickname etc #and what's even funnier is in our last year of middle schoold FOUR YEARS AFTER THIS a friend of a friend told him he should become friends #with well my friend and he was like hm i don't think so have you seen who she hangs out with? marianne *last name* like why do YOU hate #me😭 it was so funny like wdym it was mutual this whole time. i had literally moved on by then i didn't even care about hating him #anymore like wow...i think he's the only person i hated who actually hated me back

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Lets play the game called "how did you find my blog and what made you want to follow"

#did this last year even though i never do prev in the tags things because i'm always like what if they don't care and they don't even like #me like that and it's embarrassing because i was like no prev and i have been mutuals for months and months we've interacted kind of a lot #it's fine and THEN they didn't even LIKE my reblog #so i was literally right #i privated the post (couldn't delete because i love an archive as you know) so you can't see who it was because it's someone you all know #and trust...

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Like brother, like sister, right? We share the same darkness. Isn’t that what you said?

#hihi #riverdale

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i softblocked a swiftie mutual the other day our post-album drop mutualship only lasted 24 hours

#and i was thinking that's right we've been mutuals since this summer there hadn't been an album release but there actually was 1989 tv but #a rerecording and five new songs is very different from an actually new album it turns out #and you don't know this but softblocking isn't my thing i know these days a lot of people are like sb me i don't want to keep following you #but that's not me like there's people i would want to keep following. i mean i don't know who exactly but like when people softblock me i'm #always like what did i do that was so wrong for me to not even be allowed to follow them anymore... #even though i know it's kinda standard #because not wanting to see someone's posts is very different from not wanting someone to see your posts! #and like i say: brf slt

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MISS CONGENIALITY 2000 — dir. Donald Petrie