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Why I Love Being A Submissive and Slave

I know a lot of times ‘being used’ is not something that most people want most people think if one person is using the other in a relationship it’s extremely unhealthy. At one point I thought the same thing, until my future hubby and I decided to turn our relationship into a submissive one. I can honestly say it’s the best decision I’ve ever made. I have officially given complete control of my life to my boyfriend and master. In order to have the best and healthiest relationship possible, you have to have full trust in your partner. Do you know how much trust it takes to both give up complete control to your partner and to take that full control and use it to help your relationship? It takes A LOT of trust and converting to a submissive relationship has been so good for my master and I. Not saying we didn’t have a great relationship before, because we did, but this has still improved our relationship to be the best it could possibly be. I’m sure most people are thinking how could being a slave make anything better for anyway but the one using you? I believe if you truly love someone than there’s an easy answer to that question. I’m not just talking about my love for my master, but his love for me as well. I love and trust him enough to give him full control of my body and my life to take exactly what he wants and he loves and trusts me enough with the control I’ve given him to make sure I’m getting exactly what I need and more. Control isn’t a bad thing if both people want it. My master is so good to me and no matter what we are doing or how he is using me, I don’t have to be afraid. He always takes care of me. Despite even the sexual things, I’ve became a slave in every aspect of our relationship, this allows me to not only give my master what he deserves in the bedroom, but also allows me to take care of him like a good wife should. My master and I see our submission as not necessarily being old fashioned, but the healthiest way to have a relationship. If you look at how relationships were a century ago, there were more like this and there was no divorce and people were happy. I think that speaks volumes. Also, the wife being a submissive to her husband is biblical. My master and I are both Christians that want a biblical relationship and submission is part of that. This is why a lot of insecurities are taken away thanks to our type of relationship. No one has to worry about cheating or lying or anything. I’m completely his and he is completely mine without a doubt. Submission takes every ounce of love and trust that you and your partner can have. I’m so thankful to have someone that I can trust this much to submit to. We are both beyond blessed to be able to have our submissive relationship. Things are better now than ever! My master and I are soon to be married and I couldn’t think of a better way to start our married life together. Thank you to my sweet master for being so good to me! I love being your slave and your submissive. I love you, darling!

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Control is Sexy

As my master and I are still in just the beginning steps of our submissive relationship, there has been many things we have been trying to work on since our first experience. Our second experience happened a little less than a week after our first and I was trying my best to mental prepare myself for this next time around. I wanted it to go so much better than the first time and I can definitely say it did. We started out our day in the car and my master told me he wanted a blow job on our way home. I had never finished something like that in the car before but of course, especially with how I had mentally prepared myself, I was more than willing to do this for my master. So on our way back, my master told me I was good to start anytime I wanted. So I began rubbing my master’s dick through his pants, trying my best to get him worked up for his blowjob. After unbuttoning his pants, unzipping them and pulling out my master’s perfect cock, I began going to work. I had never really enjoyed blow jobs up to this point in our relationship, maybe because I was just too lazy to put in the work for them. But this time, I knew I had to learn how to like them because this is something my master loved and I want to do anything to please him. At first, this was definitely not the blowjob experience I thought would get me to love them but the ending gave me a very different view on pleasing my master and what that was truly worth for me. This was quite a long blowjob. It lasted about 45 minutes, I believe. We were on a busy interstate, trying to avoid people seeing me going down on my master. That part made it very difficult because every time I felt like I was finally getting my master close to getting off, I’d have to stop because someone was passing us or we were passing someone. When people would drive by, I’d have to take as much of my master’s dick as I could. That also made it hard because at this point in the day, I was convinced I couldn’t take very much, so this part gagged me really bad. To be honest, throughout the course of just this one blowjob, I just wanted to give up. For the most part, I sort of felt worthless during it. I felt like I’d never be able to do it long enough or good enough for my master to get off. He kept reassuring me that I was doing well though and that did help some, but the feeling of wanting to give up was a little overwhelming through it all. My master did end up having to give me some help. He had to jack off to the point where he was close and then I finally finished him and swallowed every last drop of his cum. This also made me feel kind of worthless that I could just do it without his help, but I try to keep in mind that it was my first time and it was okay to not be perfect. I can at least say that I did swallow all of his cum, which made me feel good to know I could at least do that perfect. My master was extremely pleased with his blowjob and seeing his reaction after it was all over was priceless. In that moment when it was finally finished and I saw how happy I had made my master, I realized that no matter what I had to do or how long I had to do it, seeing my master happy was worth anything. Mentally, that’s when I knew this is what I was made to do. I was more than satisfied with myself after seeing how happy I’d made my master. This not only helped me to see I was a good slave, but also helped some of my insecurities go away. Now we had finally made it home. My master had instructed me after I was done eating to go get completely naked and bend over the bed. I did as my master told me and undressed and bent over the bed waiting on him. I had some punishments from earlier in the week that I still deserved, so when my master was ready, he came in and I took 7 whips on my bare ass. I thought that was always a good punishment but I do wish my master would’ve whipped so hard to the point that I was sore for days. But we are working on that and I believe my master is going to start even using his belt to make sure I get the most pain out of my punishments. Now even though my punishment that day weren’t as hard as I expected, my master definitely showed he was in control. He made sure I was still and quiet while he whipped me. Anytime I began to move or start to whine my master would grab me by my hair and slam my face down against the bed and tell me this is what I deserved and that I needed to shut up and take the punishments that I deserved. This was a big change from the first time my master punished me and I loved it. To see him be that controlling was more than sexy. Now for the fun part. My punishments were over and now my job was to work my master up to finally fucking me. I’d waiting all day for my master to fuck me and I was literally dripping at the thought of it even though at the time I knew I wouldn’t be able to get off. My master had set a rule that I wouldn’t be allowed to cum again until I could deep throat him, which I had not yet done. But I was still so excited to finally be fucked by my master. I got him worked up but before he would fuck me, he gave me three chances to try to deep throat. Each of the three times I got closer to doing it but never did. Which was both encouraging to me in the way that I was almost there but discouraging in the way that I was that close but couldn’t take the rest. After my three chances my master rolled me over on my back and started fucking me as hard as he could go. I absolutely loved it. It was a mixture of pain but somehow felt so good. I guess it was because I saw my master as finally just thinking of himself and taking exactly what he wanted, despite how much pain it caused me. Which to me is the BIGGEST turn on ever. That’s what I’ve always him to do. He was fucking me so hard my head was bouncing off the wall and it hurt so badly, all I could do was cry. Looking back, I do feel horrible about crying but it did hurt and I couldn’t stop myself. But also looking back I realized that my master never even missed a beat, he just simply put his hands on my head so it didn’t hurt so much and continued to fuck me just as hard as he wanted, which again was SUPER SEXY! Now my master had told me I had earned two orgasms for giving him such a good blowjob in the car, which I was more than thankful for, because I wanted to cum so bad. I felt like I was going to explode if I didn’t get to. My master then told me he’d let me get on top of him and cum but I was to try three more times to deep throat him. So I tried and I even can’t believe it myself, but I deep throated him the last two tries. The first just regular and the second even with my tongue out after I took him all the way down. My master was extremely impressed and to be honest, so was I. I had earned my orgasms back way more than I expected. My master was so pleased with me and seeing that he was that pleased with me turned me on even more and I felt like the most perfect slave in the world seeing how happy I made my sweet master. After this my master let me get on top of him and ride his perfect cock. It felt so amazing inside me and I came twice on his throbbing dick. It felt amazing and I was so happy I had finally deep throated to please my master. After I got off, my master wanted me to take it in the ass, which was very scary to me. I honestly was extremely proud at that moment that I had deep throated my master but now thinking of how I could fail but not taking it in my ass made me again feel horrible. I thought to myself, I had accomplished so much today and I feel like if I can’t take it in my ass I’ll just ruin the day. I tried not to show it but I was so worried I would basically let down my master after making him so happy already that day. But I tried to take it and it was so hard for me. My master didn’t get to fuck my ass but I did accomplish what I said I wanted to do that day, which was to take in my ass balls deep. My master did put it all in my ass but then took it out. He was pleased that I did at least take it all in my ass and I was pleased as well, but to be honest, I’m still quite disappointed in myself for not doing better. Now my master rolled me back over on my back and fucked me hard, then sprayed all his cum on me. Needless to say, today had been a day that a TON of progress was made for both me and my master. Seeing my master so happy today and seeing how much progress I’d made and how much better I felt about myself after accomplishing all this made me realize that this control is what I needed. I love it and can’t wait to continue our journey. I love being a slave to my sexy man!

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Our First Submission Experience

This past weekend has been one that's so unforgettable. Not only have my master and I got to enjoy each other all weekend, it was also our first weekend of full submission. The initial excitement of getting to see my master after a week apart followed by my master taking what he wanted from me multiple times on Saturday filled me with such joy. I can honestly say I don't think there is anything in the world that gives me more satisfaction and happiness then knowing I'm pleasing my master. As soon as I walked in I was greeted with sweet kisses from my master. Then the day full of submission began. My master had instructed me before I came to not wear panties and to strip when I got in. So that's what I did. As my master sat on the couch I stripped down for him and began rubbing my master all over. I did as he instructed and undressed him then climbed on his dick and began grinding on him. Ideally this isn't the position I like to start in especially when it's been a week since I've had sex. This part was uncomfortable for a while but I was so ready to take every inch of my master. I was just dripping for him. After grinding on him for a while I wanted to cum so and I couldn't stand it. Then my master put a vibrator on my clit making it so hard for me not to cum. I knew I wasn't allowed to and then my master told me I could cum but I had to get in the floor and finger myself to do so. I was a little confused at first and didn't believe I'd have to do it. But I knew from his stern look that I'd have to do it. So I got on the floor and began doing as my master said. Beside it just being hard to get off after going from his dick to my fingers, I also started feeling super embarrassed. I couldn't believe that I was so close to getting off on his dick and then had to get in the floor and struggle to get myself off. Then I had to taste myself which typically doesn't bother me that much but maybe it was just the fact I was already embarrassed thst made it worse. I also got bent over my master's knee during this. The spankings did hurt but not so bad that I couldn't stand them. I actually find myself being bent over his knee quite sexy. The pain that came from the spankings got me excited to how good I'd feel when my master finally took me to the bedroom. He finally carried me in there and started fucking my mouth. I gagged so much. I think it was from the taste of myself. It was so strong and literally dripping off my master. I felt hopeless at this point. I had never had this much trouble and I was just ready for my master to get off. Right before he actually came I had so many thoughts of giving up but I was also determined. Finally when my master came I felt so much better that I not long finally got him but took all his cum. The cum was definitely worth it. It's silly to say but it makes me proud to rake all my master's cum. Makes me feel like I've really done what he wanted. After a little break we went back to it and this time my master was just using me. This is when I began to hurt. It wasn't so bad I couldn't take it but I was getting there fast. I could tell I was making my master feel bad. I hated that. Finally the next go around my master finally let me cum. I always get on top of my master when I cum and God did it feel good. My master was extremely generous and let me get off 4 times. After the first 2 I was a little discouraged when I couldn't get off a third time but what helped me so much as while I was riding my master he whispered in my ear and reminded me what my goal was. That was to get him cum. That made it so easy for me to get off because it was so true. That's all I was after was his cum, I wanted him to cum a lot and hard in me. That's all I want is for my master to feel good. He's reminders were not only helpful but so extremely sexy. After I was done my master rolled me over and started going so hard on me. I actually kind of wanted him to bend me over the bed like he did earlier in the day but I was hurting so bad at this point I didn't know what position would be best. I do love when my master bends me  over and grabs my hair and fucks me just as hard as he can. Especially when he pulls me up by my neck and I can hear his breathing so heavy in my ear. It sends chills all over my body and I swear sometimes is so good I feel like I could get off to just the sound of him. As my master finished on top of me though he told me to scream even if it was in pain. And that's what I did. I believe my master and I both regret me doing it. Which reminds me that throughout the day I didn't make enough noise during it, I need to work on that. That was my master's last time using me. I appreciated him being done after that, he really considered me being in pain and that means the world to me. We also did try some anal stuff but not much. I was sore from my fingers earlier in the week. When I told my master I couldn't take it today it made me feel awful. I wanted to do it but it was scary and I knew it'd be painful. I think my master should've punished me for that. After all the sex was over my master had a little fun with the whip which I have to say has definitely put the fear in me. Especially now that my master has threatened to use it on my clit. The thought of that is exciting and unbearable at the same time. I really enjoyed my day with my master and look forward to doing more. But I felt so bad for being in pain and not giving my master all he wanted. He told me I did good though and that reinforcement really helps me to stay encouraged and determined. Here I am two days later with a sore ass and legs from probably the spankings and all the bending my master had me do. This soreness constantly reminds me how good I made my master feel that day. It's an amazing feeling and I can't wait to continue my journey as a submissive wife to my wonderful master.

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I’m Not Worthy

This evening has been a really bad evening. I’ve let my own problems get the best of me and make me completely selfish in regards to my master. I feel so horrible about it all, ruining my master’s plans that he had this evening. I didn’t think I could ever feel this guilty for something like this, but I sure do now. That honestly kind of scares me a bit. Maybe it’s because I care so much about my master or maybe it’s because I know that soon my master will finally make me his wife. I want to be so perfect for him. I have tried my hardest to submit to him in the best of my ability but I have just been so frustrated tonight. How selfish of me. I don’t feel worthy of soon being his wife when I act this way. He deserves perfection and that’s what he wants. Sometimes I just get overwhelmed in my petty little problems and start to feel sorry for myself. I need to learn to take a step back and realize what I have and what my goal is. I have the most perfect master a slave could ask for and my goal is to submit fully to him in every way. All I want is for him to be happier than he has ever been. I surely can’t do that acting the way I did tonight. It was completely out of role and disrespectful to my master. I even told him I deserved a punishment for what I’ve done and I do deserve one. My master has been so understanding with it though and he shouldn’t have to be. I shouldn’t do that to him. All I know is I have to get better. I can’t let all these other things get me down and interfere with my submission to my master. He is my number one priority. I want and need to please him in every aspect of our relationship and tonight, I’ve most certainly felt like I’ve failed him. Here’s to trying to be a better slave, hoping that one day that will make me the wife that my master deserves.

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Fantasy - Part 1

As a slave to my wonderful master, I can only imagine what kind of things I could earn if I obeyed and did what I was told all the time. My master is very generous and cares so much about me and like any submissive relationship, I earn my punishments and my rewards. I believe my master is so sweet for offering rewards to me and even giving me one night a week where we get to go out and I get a few hours off. That’s the night we can just enjoy one another. My fantasy most certainly takes place during one of our Thursday night dates. I can imagine it being a great week. I’ve done all my chores the past weekend and made sure to update our calendar so my master can adjust my chores and routines around what’s planned. I’ve got quite a bit going on that week and am feeling a little overwhelmed with everything I have to do plus trying to stay in a good mood to ensure that I am doing exactly as my master wants. Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday all seem like they are dragging by so slowly but also feel like I’m so busy that I can’t sit down. I’m looking forward to that Thursday night date so much and hoping that my master feels like giving me just those few hours off and taking me out. Finally Thursday is here and I’m beyond excited that my master has told me in the morning before he leaves for work that we do get to go out. It’s such a relief being able to have a night off. I go about my day as happy as ever, checking in with my master periodically throughout the day. I come home and begin getting ready for my master to get home as well. I lay out clothes for him and pick out a couple of outfits for me so he can approve which one he likes best or feels like seeing me in. I began getting fixed up and waiting for my master to get home. When he finally arrives he picks a dress for me to wear. Of course my master goes with no panties for me, so I’m hoping that means he is planning on giving me what I want even when we are out on our date. My master tells me what he has planned for us to do this evening. He is very thoughtful and takes me out to my favorite restaurant and to a movie I had been begging to see. The food was great, considering it was the only night I didn’t have to cook it was a real treat! We went to the movie after dinner and arrived quite a bit early, so my master wanted to just sit in the car for a little bit before we went in. Of course I knew what this meant and I was so hoping he’d give me permission to blow him. To my satisfaction, he did give me permission to do so. He told me he was going to smoke while I blew him and if I hadn’t gotten him off by the time he was done with his cigarette that I would be punished. The thought of what kind of punishment I could get for this was both frightening and exciting to me. He also told me to try to get myself off while blowing him. This was sort of a challenge for me but I was so excited that I just went at it. I was trying my best to get my master off fast and myself off as well. I loved blowing my master. Taking all of him every time I went down on his dick.  I alternated between rubbing myself and playing with his balls while I blew him. I swirled my tongue around the head of his dick as I went up and down on him, taking every last inch of it. I loved it so much and I could tell my master was enjoying it. But I didn’t make it in the time my master wanted, so just as he said, I would be punished. I was afraid at first he wouldn’t allow me to go to the movie because of it, but he was being so sweet tonight and told me we could still go. After we got in the movie and the lights went down, I began to rub on my master. He wanted me to always encourage him to use me so that’s what I did. I rub his dick throughout the movie, grabbing it hard and then rubbing it gently. I could tell my master wasn’t satisfied from my failure earlier and he was ready to get off. It was about half way through the movie when my master grabbed my hand and leaned over and whispered in my ear that we were leaving now. I didn’t object and we walked out of the theater heading to the car. When we got to the car my master opened one of the back doors and told to get in on my hands in knees. I crawled in and my master told me to get in his position. “His position” was something we used often because my master loved it so well. I bent over and my master crawled in behind me and then through my dress up towards my head. I spread my ass and pussy open for him, waiting to see which one he wanted to take. He chose my ass in the car and went as hard as he could. Pulling my hair with every thrust, telling me how I was his slut and how I needed to get that timing down on his blowjobs. I didn’t respond back but moaned every time he went in and out of me. Finally, my master came deep inside me. This drove me insane and I was dying to get off myself, but didn’t say a word because I knew I was already in trouble. My master instructed me to drive us home, so I did. When we got home he told me it was time for my punishment. My master had me bend over his knee, which I loved, and he spanked me hard a good 20 times. This turned me on even more, I almost couldn’t stand it any longer. My master kept asking me if I wanted to cum and of course I said yes. He said I could but I first had to jump in the shower with him and clean him from my fucking earlier. So I jumped in the shower and washed my master. He was being so sweet to me and began kissing all over me in the shower when I had finished washing him. He knew this was driving me insane. When we got out of the shower, my master told me to get down on my knees and blow him. He told me to get him close but not get him off with my mouth. I obeyed and started sucking his dick. My master then told me that when I got him close to stop and I could get on top of him and ride him. He said he would give me 10 minutes to get off as many times as I could, I was amazed at how generous my master was being today. I thanked him quickly and then started blowing again. Once I got him close he got on the bed and let me get on top of him. I rode his dick hard and fast. I got off once and bounced my ass on my master while I got the strength back up to start riding again. I did and ended up getting of two more times before my 10 minutes were up. After I got off my master rolled me over on my back and pushed my legs up where they were almost laying on each side of my head. I felt like a sexy little pretzel while my master fucked me this way. I could tell he was close so I grabbed him by the balls and started playing with them and jerked them towards me so he went as far as he could go. After my master came, I went down on him and started to lick off all of both mine and his juices. I then got a towel and made sure he was all clean and dry. I was more than pleased with how well this night off had went and my master seemed pleased as well. After we were all cleaned up and ready for bed we laid down and my sweet master turned on our favorite show and held me until we fell asleep. I thought to myself how lucky I was to have this man as my master. He was perfect and had made my night perfect. I’m beyond thankful that my master makes me a queen and fucks me senseless every single day.

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A Slave’s Perfect Day

I don’t believe there could be anything more satisfying than fully submitting to my master. The one who I trust with everything, I know my master will always take care of me and make sure I’m happy. I also know my master will take me and use me like I should be used, in however way he sees fit. My goal is to submit myself in every way to my master to make him as happy as he can possibly be. My master deserves it. My perfect day with my master would be a day devoted all to him. I would wake up at least 20 minutes before waking my master to make sure his clothes were ready for the day and to get his shower ready so he could get up and not have to worry. I will wake up my master by starting to go down on him and kissing him all over. Once my master has woken up fully I will get on my knees and finish his morning blow job before he gets in the shower, or if we were running short on time, I’d give his morning blowjob to him in the shower. After my master’s blow job is finished he will go to the bathroom and I will have the honor of holding his dick for him and then he will get in the shower that I had already prepared and then I’d be off to the kitchen to make his cup of coffee. After my master is out of the shower his coffee will be made and the bed will be made. I will then move to cleaning up after my master in the bathroom. Once my master is ready for work I will come to the door and kiss him goodbye and wish him a good day at work. I will contact my master throughout the day whenever he tells me to with nudes or any sort of picture he would want. I would go about my day doing all my daily chores and whatever else my master allowed me to do. When my master tells me he is on his way home from work, I will begin making dinner. My master will come home to me in nothing but an apron, just as he likes, with dinner on the table. I will greet my master with a kiss and then we will eat dinner. After he is finished eating, I will ask his permission to clean up, after he says yes, I will clean up the kitchen. I’ll then take my apron on and head to the bedroom and bend over the bed, waiting for my master to come in and fuck me to his pleasing, I’ll ask for permission to get off at least once and my sweet master lets me today. When he is done fucking me, I will lick his dick clean and make sure he is all good and clean after we are finished. I’ll then go and get my master a drink and whatever else he wants while I also get his controller and headset so he can finish the rest of his evening doing something he enjoys.  Throughout the day, I will ask my master for permission before I do anything, like using the bathroom or playing the game that we both enjoy. I understand and will always obey whatever my master tells me. After he is tired of playing, I will clean up his drink and snacks and put away his video games. I’ll fix the bed and have his shorts laying out for him. I’ll turn on a TV show for him and bring him another drink to keep by the bed. I’ll lie next to my master completely naked in case my master wants to call out a position to me that he wants to do before bed. I’ll wait until he gives me permission to sleep and the next day I’ll do it all over again, all to please my master.

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