till my jaw locks. till i am no longer able to walk. till my knees give out. till the bed breaks in half. till my throat is sore. till i black out unconscious. till my organs are rearranged. till my hole remembers the shape. till the walls collapse on us.
hey definitely don’t think about this as josh giving a toast at yours and his wedding reception and smiling at all the family and friends there that love you both so much and cracking a joke because he’s so emotional and loves you so much and the moment and his own voice cracks🥲