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I gained weight. I’m at 58kgs now and I feel disgusting. I’ll start a fast tomorrow

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Pushing everyone away so it hurts less when they leave me.

Lashing out to give my friends a reason to leave me.

Thinking about every off comment people have said so I can have a reason to be sad.

I want out of this cycle, but the familiarity brings me a sick sense of relief

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Morning weight: 59kg

it has to stop now!!! A few weeks ago I was at 52kg omg . I am fat. I am disgusting. And I’ll get fatter if I don’t stop now

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I spend the last weeks binging. I am disgusted by myself and I hate how I look. I’m going to weight myself tomorrow and I just started a fast.

You can join me in this group💗 I’ll track my weight and my calories everyday by now. I want to be uw by the 18th of September

#abnehmen #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #weight loss #weightloss #wl #ana meal #anorex14 #tw ana shit

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300 calories today - SGD is going weeeeell

#abnehmen #weightloss #wl #weight loss #tw ana shit #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #anorex14 #fast #skinnygirl #skinny girl diet

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reblog to loose 5 kg in 2 weeks

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when you're dropping pounds, eating nothing, nothing else matters.

It's like a little secret castle inside of me that no one else even knows is there. I can hide in there and waste away, and it's the only place where i feel safe.

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I’ll do the SGD (skinny girl diet) if you want to join - leave a comment. The plan from the skinny girl diet is the maximum I can have. So if I’m not hungry I don’t have to eat the amount of calories. And for me the calories from fruits and vegetables are also counting.

If I end up eating more I’ll burn the amount.

Day 1: maximum 400 kcal

#abnehmen #weightloss #weight loss #wl #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #skinny girl diet #ana meal #tw ana shit

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It’s Sunday so I had a more caloric meal for my omad (603 calories) but that’s it for today. Tomorrow I will fast. Who wants to join?

#tw ana diary #weight loss #abnehmen #weightloss #wl #tw ana fast #ana meal #anorex14

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𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘆 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝟮𝟰/𝟳:

• 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒊𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒏𝒚

• 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒇𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝟏𝟎𝒙 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒓

• 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒏, 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒔𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒈𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒂𝒕, 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒘𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒆

• 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒉𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒓𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆

• 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒆𝒂𝒕, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒊𝒆

• 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝒆𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒖𝒍𝒍