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Mina in Melbourne

#OH SHE'S INSANE FOR THIS #JHSDNJFKDLK

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@chubbybones_glass 💕

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✧˚·Nana!! (someone please get me this I'll litterally do anything♡)✧˚ ·

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“Good luck. And DON’T fuck it up.”

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its crazy how tattoos are so affirming for me? like as someone who has been fat all their life i'd always feel discomfort showing my arms, but now that i'm getting them all tatted up i LOVE wearing sleeveless stuff showing them off 😭💕 i love alt fashion and the more tatts i get the cooler i feel lol

#rambling #i'll share pics of the new tatts soon #i'd rather they heal up a bit more since the scabbing is slowly peeling off

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NCUTI GATWA as KEN | Barbie (2023)

@lgbtqcreators creator bingo | free choice

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lol i saw someone's post abt how its been a month for them w/o weed and i didn't even realize its been like 2? maybe 3 months since the last time i went to the dispo? and its not even on purpose its just me not feeling like leaving the house snfknsfdj

#when i say i don't leave my house i mean it #usually when i go i get enough stuff to last me for like 3 weeks #like i cannot stress enough how much i prefer staying home over anything

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teehee another health update/rambling thingy uwu

one thing i used to do a lot was drink tea, so i decided to keep that in my daily routine. i have a looot of chamomile and lavender tea already, so i got some ginger/turmeric teas to help with some health concerns i have (both side of family have diabetes and i'm trying to watch that) i've been taking magnesium every night too because somehow it helps me with falling asleep? and i also got some ginseng supplements and i can already tell taking them on routine is going to help a LOT. had some w/ the ginger/turmeric tea before stream def gave me a boost. like internally i felt good lol so i'm def gonna keep that up. its late rn but i just finished my night time tea and added an extra ginger tea bag to the chamomile/lavender cup. gonna do some stretches after taking a hot shower so i'm hoping i'm not in as much pain as last night when i decided to do some stretches. adhd and depression be damned i promised myself i wasn't gonna succumb to the stuff i got going against me. also, i ordered some compression socks and i can't wait to use them lol, lately my ankles have def been swelling and its a little scary, but i think if i keep up with good habits it should be something i can make go away (currently my ankles aren't as swollen as they were yesterday after stretching and i hope tonight they go down again; there's been times where my feet/ankles have been super swollen, but with fasting and cutting out sugar/sodium the swelling completely goes away) kind of a lengthy rambling but i'm also glad i wrote this much and have this space to just let my thoughts go without much judgement. i know soon i might go on a adhd rambling about writing and reading (since i hate that my focus is so bad that i haven't been doing either for almost a decade now)

#rambling #health stuff #i'm feeling a lot better than yesterday #hoping for more days like this or better

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just some ramblings about health stuff

i'm trying so hard to get on track with my health. i've never felt so bad health-wise ever in my life and i don't like it. a lot of me being active in the past got associated with a friendship that ended with me developing lots of trauma (and maybe PTSD?) so i know deep down psychologically i associate being active with those bad times. but i need to work through this no matter how hard it is. i'm making this night one. first trying with just stretching everyday and its crazy how much it hurt trying to stretch lol i feel so stiff but i'm hoping over time it'll get easier and easier the more i do it. i'm looking at these videos too a friend sent in her server for yoga for plus size people in mind. i'm ngl... i keep crying feeling so terrible about myself, but i should just let those emotions ride out and keep trying. i'll try my best to write in the morning (i should really sleep) but i'm glad i at least got up and started something

#rambling #personal #i got to watch the barbie movie while i did stretches #i need to look up more stretches lol #day 1

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JEON SOMI Fast Forward, 230826

#SOMI??!?! #OH THIS EATS

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we really didn’t expect this, thank you for getting us this first place, thank you to our m1-keys. our ceos, directors and all of our glg staff who’ve worked so hard, thank you. (cr)

HAPPY 1ST WIN H1-KEY ❤

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omg also i had this dream (nightmare) last night where this really cute girl was cuddling with me and then asked if i could kiss her BUT THEN SHE BACKED AWAY BC MY BREATH WAS STANKY??!?!

#rambling #LITERALLY A NIGHTMARE #I'M STILL MESSED UP ABOUT IT

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girl why am i thinking about burgers and chicken nuggets???

#rambling #no bc i'm not even hungry #like???

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My (slight) edit of the collab I did with the awesome @treytrimble