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Only place I can find you now, and you’re still alive and well on this planet.

The Enchanted City (1922)

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But that is as far as I am willing to go

Planning out the rest of both our lives

#the dears

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I still picture a life where we worked

Where I said all the right things

And did everything the right way

And if given one more chance

I’d give you everything

I was just afraid to lose

And boy did I lose

And id probably make more mistakes but i would never want to hurt you again and never did even then

And I’d never want to lose you again

You’re right about Everything

But I love you still

And you loved me

You loved me you did

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Jonas Kahnwald + causing the deaths and suffering of his lover, family and closest friends

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She’s not with me anymore

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I know I will love you forever

Nothing can stop that now

But this non stop haunting

This lurking in my dreams

Penetrating the seams of my subconscious

What I would do to see you again

What I would do to not have to pretend

But here I am having to live this life

Having to dream of you

Living a miserable lie

Two years later

And I’m still a broken heart

Love brought us together

And it also tore us apart

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It feels like years later

From everything that was

Still cold

Now old

It’s happening to us

We grew up while not knowing

That it would be this way

Leaves fall

Long nights

Things don’t feel quite right

But in a certain light

And on some cold nights

It feels like things might be alright

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#poem #pain #i miss you #spilled ink

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The October Country - art by Joseph Mugnaini (1955)

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Broken and Luke warm the message is to stay grown

I’m not going to do much not hot or cold

Not anytime bold

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This time it’s worse

Fell in love

Real love now causing real pain

She has now moved on

I no longer exist

I’m a ghost chasing a Ghost

Only prayer helps

So much pain

She hates me

Radio silence

Death

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So I’m here

In this strange situation I didn’t want to be in

Thinking of you all the time

Sorry to drag you through my life

But I love you

And I wish I could be with you

But things are complicated

Things seemed to be going in the right direction

And then I’m forced back in to my reality

And I feel stuck

But I’m going to try my luck

And work and see what happens

And try harder

To break through

For me and for you

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‘The Last Sitting’ by Bert Stern, 1962.

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Freeway Mystery Girl

I wish to know the story of your photo

pasted to a random freeway guardrail

only by accident or too much free time

could anyone stop to notice your face

is your pose someone’s loving memory

or do your eyes haunt someone’s broken heart?

perhaps some cathartic impulse

led a mourner to place it here,

their little tragic loss barely

noticeable in daily traffic,

yet defiantly forever present

-or maybe a stalker met his match?

fine hainas don’t smile for just any vato

especially types who jump off bridges

-or did a breakup strand you here

before merging south from your winter?

I will look for your face forever now

among the millions of our city

hoping if I someday see you,

gather courage and ask

what magic bindings kept that

pretty face public and secret at once

and learn which name

this freeway rightfully bears.

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