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[missiodei]

Hi I'm live rn on Twitch!

I'm doing a $20-$25 Ko fi donation Stream to help pay my overdue phone bill!

Boosts are appreciated!

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#boost #Please boost!

[missiodei]

Hi I'm taking 5 slots for Floral Portrait Commissions to help pay a overdue bill!

They're 50 USD Each!

DM me to claim or order through my VGEN

Boosts are appreciated <3!

Thank you!

#boost #friend art #This came out so gooddddd

[missiodei]

My character Nero.

If you would like an YCH Chibi of your own, please refer to this post.

#ffxiv #ff14 #final fantasy xiv #au ra #au ra xaela #myart

[missiodei]

old rocker that owns the Jester's Court clown bar be there or beeeee squaaareeee hehehehehehhahhahahahahahaha

ft bax (damitrolls)

#friend art #I'm looking....respectfully of course.

[missiodei]

"Japanese media is just so perverted towards teenagers :/" there's an entire genre of american tv dramas where teenagers having sex will be a major focus. Dan Schneider exists. there was a massive community of people in the 00s who had a countdown to Emma Watson turning 18 so it would be "okay" to sexualize her. what makes you think this is a problem with Japan specifically. why are you singling out Japanese media here?

#Exactly.

[missiodei]

Important rules/tips I've learned as an adult that helped with anxiety

If people are mad at you, it's their responsibility to tell you, not your responsibility to guess

If they're mad at you in secret anyways, they're the ones in the wrong, not you

If people don't like what you're doing, it's their responsibility to tell you

If they say it's fine when it's really not, they're the ones in the wrong, not you

People are allowed to be wrong about you

If they are wrong about you, wait for them to bring it up, because if you try to, you will inevitably overcorrect

Some people are committed to misunderstanding you. You will not win arguments against them. Yes, even if you explain your point of view. They do not care. Drop it

The worst thing that will happen from a first-time offense is being told not to do it again. Maybe with a replacement if you broke something

You can improve relationships and gauge willingness to talk to you by giving compliments. It's like a daily log-in bonus and nobody thinks twice about it

Most things are better after you sleep on them

Most things are better after you have a meal

Most things are better after you shower

Your brain makes up consequences that are irrational. If the worst DOES come to pass and someone acts like they do in your head, they are overreacting, and you are entitled to say "what the fuck"

If your chest hurts after you feel like you've made a social error, that's called rejection-sensitive dysphoria. It means your anxiety is so bad that it's causing you physical pain, which is a good indicator that you're overreacting. Tense yourself, hold it for 20 seconds, let it go, then find a distraction

If you're suddenly angry at someone after you feel like you made a social error, that's also rejection-sensitive dysphoria. You are going to feel annoyed about it for awhile, but being genuinely pissed off is your anxiety trying to find something to blame to take the responsibility off your shoulders, and getting scared because it can't justify itself. Deep breaths, ask yourself how much you ACTUALLY want to be angry at that person, then find a distraction

"Sour grapes" is more healthy for you than stewing. Deciding you don't like someone who's perpetually annoyed with you, won't talk to you, etc. makes letting go of anxiety over them easier

If people don't like you, they will find reasons to be annoyed with you when they otherwise wouldn't. If people do like you, they will find reasons NOT to be annoyed with you when they otherwise would. People do not ping-pong between the two

You DO have to make a conscious choice not to think about something. If you're having trouble circling back to it, say out loud that you're done thinking about it and why. Then find a distraction

When you're upset, part of you is going to want to make false bids for attention (suddenly texting differently, heavy sighs, etc. but when someone asks you about it, you tell them it's nothing). Do not listen to it. You gain nothing from it except more misery

People like to help people they care about. It makes them feel good about themselves

If you think you're insufferable for needing help, see above. Yes, really. They get a serotonin kick from it

If you think you're insufferable for mannerisms you have, you either have to consciously choose not to do them, or accept that they're part of the package that comes with you. Being apologetic about existing does nothing except make you more miserable

If you do things you don't like when you feel meh about it, it makes it easier to do them when you hate it

If you avoid things you don't like when you feel meh about it, it reinforces and magnifies how bad it feels when you hate it

Seriously. Read those last two points again. If you can make yourself make a phone call when you've got nothing to lose, you will slowly lose that panic you get when you have to make a phone call you haven't prepared for. You do have to CONSCIOUSLY take that step

Hobbies that make you care for something get rid of that nagging feeling that you're not doing enough. Go grow some rosemary

If you don't engage with your hobbies regularly, you will feel miserable, and anxiety will spike

Hobbies are things that give you a bit of happiness. They do not have to be organized or named to do that. Go be creative in something. Play with coins. Make up lists. Start a new WIP

No one cares what you look like

If people point out things they don't like about how you look unprompted, they are being rude. You are entitled to say "what the fuck"

People who like you will find you pretty to some degree. Minor things about your appearance go completely unnoticed. Literally, scars and dots and blemishes do not register to someone who likes your company

You looking at yourself in the mirror is 10x more closely than anyone is going to look at you

If you're anxious about your body type, and you're creatively inclined, make/write an oc with that same shape. Give them nice things and make other characters love them. Put them on adventures. You'll start to see yourself in the mirror more kindly

You care about wording and perfect lines/colors way more than anyone who views your work ever will

Sometimes when you're upset, you're going to feel like not eating. Do not do that. Not eating makes you more miserable

Same with things you normally enjoy. Denying yourself helps no one. You are punishing yourself for being sad. Stop it

Both of these will take conscious decision to break the habit of. Make yourself do it anyways, and it will slowly get easier

And again, to reiterate: If someone is mad at you, it is THEIR responsibility to tell you, not your responsibility to guess

#Truth.

[missiodei]

Hello!! I have an overdue bill I need to pay so my emergency comms are open and discounted once more!

To order please dm me or head to VGEN

I am pretty open to most things but I do prefer ffxiv ocs or fantrolls!

TYSM <3

#boost

[missiodei]

Hello!! I have an overdue bill I need to pay so my emergency comms are open and discounted once more!

To order please dm me or head to VGEN

I am pretty open to most things but I do prefer ffxiv ocs or fantrolls!

TYSM <3

#boost

[missiodei]

Updated my YCH Chibi post to note that I do accept commissions for OCs and fantrolls as well with those bases.

You still have to pick a base and send me references of a weapon if any.

[missiodei]

[missiodei]

So I got the job! However, I need help making it to work!

Ko-fi | PayPal | Venmo | CashApp | Shop

Help me get pants < I need clothes for work.

It costs approximately 20-30 USD to get 20 mins anywhere in Indiana. And around 4-5 PM, it's about 35-45 USD. My brother also said he'd help if he can afford it.

I'm saving for an entire week. I'm gunning for 300 USD. I will be posting adopts all next week! ranging from 15-60 USD! You can check out my account @greaser-adopts!

I can't open commissions rn, I intend to refund the commissions I got back in April of 2023 if I didn't already start them.

Here's some of my cool art to look at.

#boost

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Here's my third round of adopts let's go.

This time I have some Elden Ring-inspired oc/troll designs.

ALL ADOPTS ARE $30 EACH.

ALSO AVAILABLE THROUGH KO-FI AND VGEN.

Black Death - SOLD to asks-n-trolls

Lotus Blade

Celestial Sorcerer

Dark Star

Blasphemous King

Skinsuit

Dragon Blight

Stone Kindred

Rules and Info:

Paypal, USD only. For an extra $8 I will make a minisprite for the adopt.

First come, first serve. I will hold for up to 5 days.

Contact me via direct messages, my email [email protected], or Discord if you have me added. I’ll invoice you for payment. NO REFUNDS.

You will receive the full-sized png, both with the background in the image and a transparent background, without watermark. I'll move my signature to a corner. Do not remove it.

Skin color, gender and clothing are all free for you to change.

The addition/removal of horns tails, wings etc. is fine, but please keep the design recognizable.

Credit me when reposting. Do not claim the design as your own.

DO NOT edit/trace my work. Do not red-line my work. Do not make your own edits or pay another artist to edit my work.

DO NOT use my work as a base.

DO NOT use the adopts for weird shit. (Hate messages, NFTs, racism.)

You are NOT allowed to resell the adopts, however gifting is fine, please let me know who you gift it to.

[missiodei]

#504 we outchea

[missiodei]

Alexia for @meichiili

If you would like an YCH Chibi of your own, please refer to this post.

#ffxiv #ff14 #final fantasy xiv #au ra #au ra xaela #myart

[missiodei]

Porn gets banned on major internet space -> porn moves to new space -> new space gets surge of popularity usage and investors -> investors want porn gone because you can't advertise Better Help next to hq art of the scout from team fortress 2 getting backshots -> porn gets banned there -> porn moves to new space -> new space gets surge of popularity usage and-

[missiodei]

Lumi _ @meichiili

Nanabu - @honeybits Nasrin - @nevernill Rourke- :3 mine

Final Fantasy 14 hell me and my pal's characters

#friend art #Stares at these for 5 years.

[missiodei]

[FFXIV] YCH CHIBI COMMISSIONS

Hello I'm offering YCH chibis for FFXIV characters. These start at $45 USD for lined flat colors, and $60 USD for lined rendered chibis.

Note:

You MAY ALSO order these for ocs and characters not related to FFXIV. You will still need to specify which posing you would like, and provide references of your character and their weapon(s).

Please click below to learn more.

ALL PAYMENTS ARE IN USD.

If interested or if you have questions please contact me via Tumblr dms, my email @ [email protected] or discord if you have me added. You may also put in a request via Vgen, which will help me to get verified there.

Payment will be processed via Vgen if you place an order there. For all else, Paypal will be used.

Includes

A chibi of your character and their weapon of choice, lined and with flat colors. (Starting at $45.)

OR

A chibi of your character and their weapon of choice, lined and rendered. (Starting at $60.)

Details

You will receive the full-sized .png with a transparent background.

Slight modifications/alterations to the base pose may occur if the weapon would obscure too much of the body or face.

BLM includes the thunderball shown in the sample image free of charge.

Add-ons

More complex designs may incur additional fees.

Additional effects (flames, sparks, flowers etc.) will incur additional fees.

Vanilla Carbuncle/Egi/Fairy summons for SMN/SCH are an additional $5.

Bahamut/Phoenix summons, as well as modded summons (ie. Nald'Thal, Hades, etc.) will be counted as a second character and charged/calculated as such (ie. Bahamut/Phoenix will be $45 or $60. Hades/Nald'Thal summons will be the base of $45 or $60, plus extra for how complex they are.)

Vanilla MCH Automaton Queen will be treated and charged as an additional character.

Vanilla RPR avatar is an additional $5. Any modded avatars, depending on how complex, may incur additional fees or be charged as an additional character.

Fray or any modded Living Shadow will be charged and treated as an additional character for DRK.

I could mix and match poses (ie draw a caster with the drg/sam pose), though this may incur additional fees if it requires me to redraw much of the base.

Important

All transactions/Communication are via PayPal/Tumblr DMs/Email/Vgen.

I will draw all FFXIV races.

I will draw NPCs.

I will draw modded characters.

I don't mind topless characters including those with breasts, but I will not draw genitals. The vanilla look for the Emperor's New Breeches is what I will draw for bottoms if you want them near-nude.

I will not draw sexual content.

Please view my ToS here.

#ffxiv #ff14 #ych commission #final fantasy 14 #final fantasy xiv #myart #commissions