newpiesworld

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I dont want anyone in my life

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I really wanna get killed .... it feels so dull . Wasting mother's money . And I know i am not gonna get anything by reading

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The best gonna be diluted someday , once uh find ur peak in ur bucket and things gonna be overcrowded and people gonna check the same list twice in ur diary and gonna make uh boredom . It's a fucking trap we gonna get limited by this word "success". There is nothing like success , once uh r on the peak , it seems like a good stuff gonna die shortly . It's like "char din ki chandani fir adheri rat". Dear myself we gonna make this day a better one and this gonna be the better than earlier . Trust me .

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C,mon chaps i have to do this . And I shall get this in my bucket .

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There is something worst in you , which you really wanna change but when the change knocks your door you just ask him for the last time to do. Why we can't control this . Either the distraction is more powerful than your mental strength. Why ain't we fight this fucking irregularities and distractions?. I really feel like giving up on everything and just attained salvation . I feel like pathetic on my part to get indulge in these stuff . There is some demon reside with in me , I wanna kick him out . Pls help me . I know this world is not a wish granting factory . We don't get what we desire . It's all about the happenings and being a part of happenings is another storyteller of that evening . This silence really kills me , I want someone to disturb me , touch me , kick me . I really don't like static environments. I really don't like an immobile person and why do we get confined to these people. Barely do I get a person of my kind .I don't know how people judge others , I really don't wanna judge others . It's hard to confine your emotion . I really don't wanna be the 2nd kind of person who will ignore the wrong done before my eyes . I will be the first human being to tinker that wrong .if you ask me , why I am alive the only reason is my parents . Else I do get many reason to get succumbed to death . I won't die , because I have been raised by the strongest person in this world . I can't make them loose on their part . They did their job greatly. It's not our ability to show what truly we are , it's our choices. I know the mirror of erised gonna laught at me always . I haven't followed me , I have followed what others have done. Being a copy cat , never followed my path. Though I had a dream to walk on the road which wasn't taken by others . I am kind of chaps which is sleeping under the cotton . I don't prefer tk girl for a long period . I don't like silence .

O God give me more power to deal with these odds . Though I am not scared of death but I am scared of losing me before this sun gets set .I will and I have to do it before the dusk .

God keep me away from this immortal environment.

Thank you myself for always remaind me about papa mummy.

#artists on tumblr

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I love writing, but these days I swear to God I wake up every morning to another rude ask, someone rewriting my story in the literal comments of my fic, or shady public bookmarks deriding my update schedule.

Y’all. Being mean to authors doesn’t make you interesting. It makes you an asshole, and it makes the authors sad :(

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Thank uh tumbler listening my story .. till this date . I am powerful , I am stronger , I have to win alone this battle. The battle is still on the way .

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The way I smile at the person who left me at the end , he feels like nothing happened to me . Only I can relate what he left behind . One day I will find a digital friend like tumbler to share my aloofness . Sometime it's okay to be alone , then only we realise where I was with myself . Thinking about to be with me , to be self independent. It's alright if I am without a group. The genuine thing remain with uh that is uh. I will be me .. mummy papa will always be there

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I won't give up. I have to win this game. I have to any cost and I will . That's for sure . It's fucking the worst desire failing everyday . I have to rise up. Can't leave my father in that situation. I have to do it for my papa .

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Limit , the only thing which wasn't taught by my parents . I don't know how to limit myself . The girl whome I met yesterday , is teaching me about the limit . When moon was in the sky , she crossed all the limit , but in the daylight she is teaching Me the meaning of limit . Let her do . It's all about the momentum which is against me .it's all about changing the momentum . If it doesn't have you , that's not yours. You have to accept the fact , the person who is with , will not be there in the next moment . So try to be a lone wolf . The knives uh kept to save the person , will be used once to stabbed you . It's all about the momentum . If you can't shift it towards you , you are a looser . And there is only one definition of looser that is you can't win . Be ferocious in the battle , remember the victory gonna be magnanimous. If loosing seems tough , you are on a right track . If defeating goes hard , your opponent is with a strong feet . Have a great day .

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Indeed the world I not a wish granting factory , I don't need friend , I just need me and wanna meet new stranger everyday and forget him next morning .

[newpiesworld]

She’s bisexual. She’s multilingual. She died and came back to life. She’s The Chosen One but also not because The Chosen One isn’t a thing and she had to choose for herself. Her girlfriend is a lesbian perfectionist due to high parental expectations. She has a crotchety old badass for a mentor. She loves adventure and wants to see the world. She’s kind and forgiving, and makes friends everywhere she goes. She’s clever and beats the odds with unconventional means. She kicks ass. Her nemesis is a religious freak who thinks he knows whats best for the world and is defeated by the power of a god channeled through HER.

I didn’t say her name but she popped into your head, didn’t she.

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unfortunately the world is not a. wish granting factory. The day will make uh awaken that's doesn't mean the night are made to make uh sleep. Some are good , some are pretending to be good and the only real gems are the bed one who is neither pretending nor try to be unreal . I would say I am the mixture of all but the first one would carry only 10% in me . Perhaps people never mind what I do because that doesn't cross the limit . always I try to maintain the limit.There are some person who are busy in himself , few are waiting for other's attention and others are busy in observing them . The day doesn't start by leaving the bed in the morning , it starts with the moment when uh start doing something for urself .I just prefer to sleep when other prefers to leave . I just pretend to be okay before the person with whom stays by breathing in the same year . Honestly if I say it's just a provocative demand of the hour . I just maintain my calmness amidst the violent shuttle . The scene gonna be blurred one day and I will never choose to be with the person who will never get defined by their duty. I am trying to stop pretending which genuinely makes me weired when I rethink about this .

I will stand before the universal power and will ask for a help and power. Pls make me out of the box . I am still feeling like a demon who is pretending to be silent but had a violent mindset crying inside a trapped bizarre.

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politely requesting to be groomed

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where is my smile?🙂

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the world is not a wish granting factory. the one who choose to be a violent, the people get stuck with them and I feel like it's the worst thing happening around me. I am feeling like the place which has been once a home for the two people seems like a haunted place for them. one of them is making efforts to save a relationship which was not initiated by that person but that person is trying best. that person is really good. that person is trying best to help me and I just feel like it's not happening on my side and I am just stepping back on my part and I just feel like it's the most unacceptable theory for any person who who counts his self esteem on the top. I know I haven't find stability in my life. I am just a weakest person I have ever seen in my life.