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Did anyone else go through a random recovery where your mental health just improved in general which allowed you to kick your ED mentality to the curb and see through body dysmorphia but then gained a decent amount of weight making you unhappy with your body and reverting back to ED habits even though you don’t have the same obsession anymore and now feel like you don’t really have an ED anymore because it’s not that bad you just have disordered eating and also kinda wish your mental health would just fuck up so you could at least go back to being a real Anorexic/bulimic ect. Because boy this feels shit and confusing and I really do feel like I’m faking it now.

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looking for @na m!@ servers on discord can someone send me a link or invite me?

#@na rant #st@rve #weight loss #tw ed diet #ed discord server

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Recipes around 100-200 calories

Chocolate lava cake (98)

Baked Zucchini Fritters (38)

Stuffed mushrooms (78.6)

Coconut cauliflower rice (107)

Roasted vegetable soup (100)

Salted caramel oatmeal (100)

Chocolate cake (70)

Brownies (46)

Blueberry muffins (62)

Strawberry cheesecake (47)

Carrot cake (72)

Green onion cakes (50)

Pumpkin and spinach quiches (53)

Zucchini noodles (80)

Low calorie wraps (90)

Stuffed bell pepper (166)

Easy zucchini parmesan (52)

Thai chicken & mushroom broth (179)

Mexican mini bell pepper nachos (190)

Celery, Onion and Spinach Soup (43)

Tomato soup (55)

Stir-Fried Veggies with Chicken (97)

Vegan leek and potato soup (170)

Healthy Creamy Vegetable Soup (124)

I'm sorry if they're too high, I tried to keep them around 100 but it's hard to find good recipes as well

If you find out some have more calories than said then tell me, I will remove them from the list

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oh to be so thin brandy shorts fit loose on you

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DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT

This is the fucking reason for my disorder

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Ed autumn

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Ed autumn

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its so easy to ⭐ve when ur mad at ur parents lmao

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hot girls use appetite, suppressants

(like caffeine or nicotine)

#weight loss #st@rve #4n4rexia #4n4blr #4n4t1ps #@n0r3xia

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TW: MEANSPO DNI IF ❤️‍🩹 RECOVERING POST IS ONLY FOR ME BUT IF IT HELPS YOU THEN I DON’T MIND

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Wow actually wtf, you are disgusting, you are literally rolling around on your bed, which is a mattress on the floor because your fatass broke the bed. Screws loose? No it’s not screws loose you fucking dumbass. It’s the fact that you can’t take any food from your piggy plate and put it back in the pantry. You get bored and you look around in the kitchen. That’s awful, rancid even. Don’t you love how much others are, looking at them hit all their goals when you are getting further and further away from yours? No? WELL THEN STOP EATING YOU FAT FUCK! No wonder why you haven’t been in a relationship at all, because your fat is larger than his/hers/theirs. It’s so fucking repulsive to look at, I might go purge just looking at you. Do you wanna look like her?

Or do you wanna be like this?

It’s your choice really. I would say you wanna look like the first one, huh? THEN DTART WORKING OUT! Do at least 15 sit ups every day. Matter of fact do 15 in the morning when you wake up and 15 when you go to bed because that’s how much of a tub of lard you are. It makes me sick to think people like you are still in this world, THRIVING!! Makes me want to throw out all the food in my house. Or matter of fact give it to you, since you have no chance of making it past 25, with your weight. Might as well right? Oh? You don’t want to be like that? GET TO IT! Fast for a day or two, eat under 1000 cals and no chips and shit. Or candy, or sugar. Get thin, or eat and gain 10 pounds. Your choice!

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Trying to check the cals of something w my mother around should be an Olympic sport

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🎀

pink thinspo 💕💕💕

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gonna add my own later

My reasons to lose weight

🔮 Looking small and delicate next to my boyfriend

🖤 Wearing skirts and dresses that show off the bottom of my small thighs

⚰️ Not taking up a lot of space in couches, beds and bathtubs

🌝 Thrifting and having to worry about clothes being to big rather than to small

💣Being lifted easily by my boyfriend

🥂 Fitting into clothes size XS or even XXS

🕷 Taking progress pics in my old jeans to see how huge they are on me now

🍂 Being the small friend in group pictures

🌊 Needing less alcohol to get drunk

🌲 People noticing that I am skinny rather than just not fat

⚔️ Getting comments about how tiny I am

♟ Having defined cheekbones, collarbones, ribs and hipbones

🥀 Wearing over knee socks (without them rolling down) and oversized shirts

🍷 People assuming I eat healthy and never gorge on junk food

🕯 Seeing faster results when strength training because fat does not hide my muscles (in other words, getting a cute butt)

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stolen from pinterest because i'm a basic bitch but 2nd row last column

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remember..

your morning skinny is someone else's bloated.