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When in doubt,
broaden your perspective!
_Me ak.a. Alpha Essence
"That was my day. Eh.. You live and you learn." 🤷🏾♀️
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Accept It
"Accept [it] for who/what it is, then apply yourself accordingly. Doing anything else is self sabotage.
And a lesson for that ass.
A.K.A.
Issa boobie trap."
-Me b.k.a. Alpha Essence
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I find this interesting;
I've read that the degrees of your house placements play an important role in what might be the thing you focus on most in that house. Or that follows you through out your life.
1st house; this is the house of your rising/ascendant, your persona or how others see you in this world.
1-9º Physical Body
10-19º Self
20-29 º Early Environment
2nd house; this is our possessions/resources, our self worth. How good/bad we are with our finances. How we spend money on ourselves.
1-9º Money
10-19º Possessions
20-29º Earning ability
3rd house; this is the house of communication, siblings/neighbors, our thought patterns, small trips.
1-9º Brothers
10-19º Sisters
20-29º Short journeys & Communication
4th house; how we were brought up, our emotional conditioning, our support/support system.
1-9º Home
10-19º Support
20-29º End of life
5th house; our creativity, romance/flings, children, hobbies, social life.
1-9º Social life
10-19º Pleasure
20-29º Children
6th house; routines, work, our health, helping others.
1-9º Work
10-19º Service
20-29º Health
7th house; relationships, business agreements, marriage, unity, contracts.
1-9º Open opposition
10-19º Public relations
20-29º Partnerships
8th house; inheritance, death, business partnerships, mystical.
1-9º Taxes & Debt
10-19º Regeneration
20-29º Death
9th house; wisdom, travel, higher mind/learning, intuition.
1-9º Higher Education
10-19º Law
20-29º Long trips
10th house; career, status, recognition, authority, public persona, life's work.
1-9º Authority
10-19º Profession
20-29º Status
11th house; social circles, group associations, the humanitarian in us, the reputation you receive, hopes/dreams.
1-9º Friends
10-19º Hopes
20-29º Dreams & Wishes
12th house; limatations, unconscious thoughts, karmic patterns, mystical, dreams/secrets/emotions, self undoing.
1-9º Limitations
10-19º Secret Opposition
20-29º Self Undoing
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Planet & Point Overlays
ASCENDANT in house overlays: “Welcome to my life”
Where your Ascendant falls in your partner’s house is the area where you feel “introduced” or initiated in their life. It can say something about how you met, how they first saw you, the impression you left on them. Similar to the Sun’s overlay in that you express yourself naturally in that area of their life, your ego and identity and personal mark is made in that area of their life, you are seen and recognized by them, you represent a strong presence to them in that area.
NORTH + SOUTH NODE in house overlays: “You feel familiar”
Where your North Node falls in your partner’s house is the area of their life where you feel called towards, which most likely is a different house than where it falls in your own chart. This is because individuals can be called to pursue a different direction when considering how they fit in relation to another person’s life. They might have to work on a particular area in their own life, but when involved with someone else, the focus is elsewhere and pertaining to the partner’s life. This is the area of their life where your presence was meant to serve a larger purpose. You could learn the lessons of your North Node sign through involving yourself in the affairs of your partner’s house. Where your South Node falls in your partner’s house is the area where you are the ultimate experienced mastermind. Somehow, in relation to your partner’s life, you just know that area well and have mastered it previously, so you represent wisdom and knowledge to them regarding that area.
SUN in house overlays: “You light up my life”
Where your Sun falls in your partner’s house is the area where you vitalize and energize them. You could represent an authority figure or someone they look up to in that area, as you as the Sun are representative of a strong, beaming presence in their life. They feel seen and recognized as a unique, creative individual with purpose in that area. You are interested in that area of their life and want to shine a light on how they handle those matters. You inspire them to want to shine and be noticed in that area, to show themselves off and be more confident in how they do things. Ultimately, you bring this area into focus, it’s where you play a significant role - you lead them and end up taking charge here.
MOON in house overlays: “I’ll take care of you”
Where your Moon falls in your partner’s house is the area where you are emotionally invested, where you bring out the question of what they need to feel safe and secure, where you yourself want to care for and provide for them whatever it is they need. You nurture and protect this part of them. They feel prioritized, valued, and deeply understood by you in that area. They don’t need to say or explain much about that part of their life, you just instinctively know what they’re thinking about it and what they need to feel fulfilled in that area. A strong potential for intimate soul bonding surrounding the matters of that house. They may rely on you for comfort and security in that area.
MERCURY in house overlays: “Tell me about it”
Where your Mercury falls in your partner’s house is the area where you are interested in connecting mentally and intellectually with them. You are naturally curious about that part of their life and want to discuss those matters with them. You bring about topics concerning that area that they might not normally gravitate to, but feel an ease and openness around you to discuss them. Being around you helps stimulate their mind to think about and talk about that part of their life, it’s the subject that comes naturally to them when it comes to conversing with you. You might introduce new skills or new interests in that area.
VENUS in house overlays: “What I like about you”
Where your Venus falls in your partner’s houses is the area where you bring beauty, a sense of peace and harmony, and appreciation. Your partner feels at ease in that area because of you. They see you as an asset to that part of their life, or something to show off because of how good you make them feel in that area. Your Venus in that particular house shows that you are attracted to that part of them. You desire that part of them and in particular, to form a relationship with them based on the matters of that house.
MARS in house overlays: “I challenge you”
Where your Mars falls in your partner’s houses is the area where you stimulate them in a physical and aggressive sense. You instinctively start conflict with them in that area, pushing their buttons to provoke them, saying “I challenge you” here. This is where you bring heat, passion, and light a fire under their ass. It becomes a sensitive area for them because they feel you pushing, poking, and prodding them there. To them, It might be annoying, it might feel exciting, but it is definitely stimulating and will definitely bring out a reaction from them. You may get impatient with them in this area of their life. You will also motivate them to take more action and stand up for themselves in that area too.
JUPITER in house overlays: “I’m your biggest fan”
Where your Jupiter falls in your partner’s houses is the area where you are their biggest cheerleader and good luck charm. Things seem to work out very well for them in that area when you’re around. This is the area where your very presence seems to do wonders for them. They feel happier, more positive, and confident in that area because of you. You will also inspire them to be bolder and more risk-taking in that area, because your presence there helps them to believe the sky is the limit - they can’t go wrong, even if risk is involved. You think highly of them in that particular aspect of their life, and they see you as a confidante or guru within that realm as well.
CHIRON in house overlays: “Be careful with me”
Where your Chiron falls in your partner’s house is the area where you have the potential to either inflict upon them the most emotional, psychological, and karmic damage as a response to being hurt, or, having learned from the past, where you can impart wisdom to them.. You bring your own past baggage to this part of their life, making them feel more sensitive and self-conscious about that particular area when before it meant nothing to them. It can either feel intrusive or therapeutic for them, but you can’t help but share your past harmful experiences in that area, you’ve collected your fair share of bruises and are learning how to recover yourself. Perhaps you might be looking for recovery through them, via that particular area of their life. You seek comfort and understanding, which they provide that via the affairs of that house.
SATURN in house overlays: “You can do better”
Where your Saturn falls in your partner’s houses is the area where you play the role of the strict teacher or authority for them. You give them a hard time in that area because you are seen as the wiser, more experienced “authority” relating to those matters, and you’re there to help shape them up. It’s where you may look at how they handle the affairs of that house, and want to teach them how to do things better. You slow them down in that area. This is the area where they can feel judged by you or self-conscious when you watch how they handle that area. All of a sudden, that part of their life feels heavier and like they need to be more serious about it. They can feel either criticized by you or stabilized by your presence when they deal with that area.
URANUS in house overlays: “Spice up your life”
Where your Uranus falls in your partner’s house is the area where you can help break them out of a routine and completely change the way they deal with the matters of that house. You can help them see things in a new light, introduce an innovative approach, and bring about progress in that area. Relating to matters of that house, they can see you as unreliable or unpredictable, while you see that part of their life as needing to be shaken up and introduce them to a whole new perspective on how to deal with it. This is also where you can play devils advocate for them, challenge them to think differently, try handling things in a totally new, fresh and unexpected way. You represent a feeling of being limitless and totally free from restriction, in how they approach that part of their life.
NEPTUNE in house overlays: “You’re the inspiration”
Where your Neptune falls in your partner’s house is the area where you have the possibility of deceiving them the most, putting up something fake and pretty to disguise something less favorable. It’s where you can give them false hope, but also where you inspire them and give them a sense of idealism. You bring imagination and creativity to this area of their life, as well as compassion and sensitivity. You want to save them from themselves regarding the matters of that house. In that area of their life is where they feel the most enchanted by your spell, you are able to influence them in thinking things are better than they really are. They may feel you are there to help them with something and unknowingly use you as a carrier for all of their burdens or worries in that area. Life feels like it has a little more magic in that part of their life because of you.
PLUTO in house overlays: “Surrender to me”
Where your Pluto falls in your partner’s house is the area where you affect them in a deeply profound yet totally unspoken, mysterious way. They feel like they’re being closely watched and perhaps controlled by you in that area, even without you having to do anything. You possess dominion in that area of their life, whether this is consciously done or not. This is the part of them you want to know everything about, the part where you want to unearth their secrets, see firsthand everything they hate about themselves. It’s where you have the potential to help them out of the darkness by embracing it, or have them surrender totally to you by putting them through psychological pain and torture. They may feel resentful to you for showing such an interest in that area of their life, but can find the magnetic draw of your control and possession hard to resist.
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This shit bout Takeoff really hurting my heart man. 💔💔💔
We sick of yall lame as muthafuckas fuckin up the music and the good times on some real hatin ass shit.
R.I.P. Takeoff
Peace and condolences to the families and loved ones. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
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Positives about catching COVID...
Sitting in my room not talking to anyone and not feeling guilty about it.
😁
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“Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood.”
-George Orwell
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I know Im Black and "Black don't Crack" but everyone questions my age so much, I'm starting to question that shit myself.
-Me a.k.a. Alpha Essence b.k.a. Yung Lookin' Bytch Never Broke Again
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"The Cycle is Not Always What It Appears To Be "
Thinking about this Age of Aquarius and the young people of this day. Usually the older generation thinks the young ones are crazy and wild.... "wilder than we were", they say.
What do I see?
Casual sex is a thing. After growing up in a household that turned out broken what's the reason or meaning behind believing in love that can last a lifetime? There is no longer a reason to believe in the fairytale, it's never going to happen. No reason to have children, this world is shitty anyway.
I get it, both sides, I'm the millennial in the middle.
What I think they are missing is how extreme their views are. The younger generations of today have outer planets in Aquarius(extremism is a known quality) and they may miss a lot of things, to show them that tradition does matter, even if it doesn't come as a fairytale.
They don't want marriage or kids, because of their experiences. And I get it, my childhood sucked too. But I think what they are missing is how much of their own power they are giving away, over their own lives.
They are intending to avoid the pain by avoiding the outward manifestation that they witnessed. I hate to witness the Bible, "...the evidence of things not seen", but that's what the divorce and broken homes were. The broken homes were evidence of hurt and sorrow that was not being dealt with.
My parents weren't brought up in an environment that encouraged positive mental health, that has only recently become a thing. So they were still dealing with generational trauma and unconsciously passed it on, as it was done to them. Some from every generation in this diaspora of the U.S. are able to figure it out and enlighten themselves to prevent passing this same pain on to their children as much as possible.
And now Generation Z and beyond have to do the same. Although from my vantage point they really have the tools. There are those of the Millennials who have strong Scorpio, 8th house placements, that encourage transformation of the mind preparing them to usher in those that will need it. With more outer planets in Aquarius and Sagittarius, it inclines them towards groups, group thinking, higher learning, expansion, experience, and the ideal.
For these reasons I have faith in them. I realize many are living unconsciously right now, but as they begin to awaken they will make radical changes that will bless us all.
What about the cycle again?
I'm saying the cycle is not always what it appears to be. They think by not getting married, the pain of unconditional love will be solved with avoidance. But what about intimacy of emotion. And the limitations of casual sex? What they are missing is that we are all human and have the same needs to live a well rounded fulfilled life. Most of us want to live a fulfilled life and in order to do that all the elements of our nature must feel active and engaged, no energy wants to be left out.
Fire, Air, Water, and Earth. Intimacy, 8th house, Scorpio, Pluto is Water. The themes here are sex, money, intensity, merging, intimacy, the psyche, the mind, power, where one engages with another and they become one. It's deep, transformative, occultic, maybe even taboo. Avoiding marriage to avoid intimacy also blocks other parts of yourself, you can't avoid the evidence of manifestation, what is going on within. It's not healthy, nor recommended. And if it is not acknowledged within it will make itself know externally. The true way to break the cycle would be to dive in. Therapy and occultic studies for those who want to go it alone, learn to understand your mind (the why's and how). Don't avoid intimacy, understand it. Break the cycle when you go ahead and fuck up, so then you can reap all the benefits and realize intimacy is really not so scary after all. Maybe those before you just didn't have the resources or tools, that you now do. You have the power to train your mind to think differently and see other perspectives outside your own.
Don't make the same mistakes by trying to not do what your parents did, that's the choice everyone always chooses to make, every generation does this. Lol. Stop making choices based out of fear... you're not in the jungle. If you were, then that may make sense. Lol.
Try something different for real and just live/be you. Meditate 🧘🏿♀️ and find what's aligned.
#aescripts#aeblogspot#aeblogpost#imjusayin#intjfemale#intj#alphaessence#notyoavgbytch#blmduh#millenials#generation z#selflove#generationalhealing#healing#generational curses#meditateonit#meditation#alignment
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"Niggas like bitches, cause it justifies they fuck-boy ways."
Try it. Let a fuck boy do fuck boy shit and maintain your lady on his ass. Even if it's his last time talking to you. That wakes a mf'er up, cause they never saw it coming and know they don't deserve you. It leaves them to face their own demons. They can either grow or shamefully jump back into the same ratchet cycle looking for another bitch.
This goes vice versa.
#aescripts#aeblogspot#aeblogpost#imjusayin#intj#intjfemale#alphaessence#notyoavgbytch#selflove#blmduh
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So I was choppin' it up with this cute young shawty, that's currently getting on my nerve, and he said:
"Is it the power of love or the love of power."
Damn, that's some sobering shit to think on.
And to also know he said that, makes him not so annoying right now.
Anyway we was talking about our childhood. Now let that sink in.
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I thought I wanted a man, but...
I don't know if I want to deal with this.
-Current Mood
#aescripts#imjusayin#aeblogspot#aeblogpost#intjfemale#intj#alphaessence#notyoavgbytch#selflove#blmduh
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"All people who have anti-astrology ideas most likely have never studied it. And it probably is suggested in their charts to have this type of anti-belief. 😁 It is what it is. We know there has to be this balance or else- there would be no mysteries. I'm jus' sayin'."
-Me
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"...a man that's whole can appreciate that shit. A man that's not [won't]."
- talkin' about my respect as a woman.
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And now 11/27/2021
Emotions are messages, only focus and what the emotion is trying to communicate.
Fear communicates, there is danger or a threat present. Ask yourself what do I feel threatened by? Why am I threatened? Is it a real threat or imagined? And so on...
Happy communicates joy, there is positive stimulation. Ask what do I feel stimulated by? What about it pleases me?
Mindfully Emotional is the new practice. As a woman I recognize my emotions are my power not something I should be ashamed of. That is the degradation that weak people try to put on other people that are in tune with the unknown. I mean think about it, it is a powerful thing to be in touch with what isn't seen.
So generally speaking through the eyes of our society, men wouldn't want us to have the confidence in something they are not in touch or in control of. THAT ALSO potentially has control over him.
I mean, men love the power of a woman. She can multiply whatever she is given. The receptive energy. With her lies the magic to make a baby. Man still doesn't know how it is done. And neither can the woman reveal the birth/essence of her powers. So then any logical thinking individual would think to want to control it. The power to posses the unknown.
It makes me think of the majestic beauty of a wild tiger or lion. And there is man, mesmerized by the beauty and strength of the animal. Something he did not create and cannot control, but man still tries. All the men and women that risk their lives to engage these animals in an effort to tame or control that that is not understood thoroughly.
So in an effort to enjoy the pleasures of such a creature some out of intimidation attempt to posses. Instead of just being with and apart of the wild nature of the unknown.
Fear or Love?
You’re either making your decisions out of one or the other. Now I ask myself this question all the time, which is influencing this choice?
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