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HOLY SHIT

NOW I DON’T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THE DUMB SHIT

I’LL JUST REBLOG THIS WHENEVER I GET THE “reblog or horrible thing A will happen” AND I’LL BE SAFE!!!

Even I need to contribute positivity sometimes.

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i just did a purity test n i got 56/100 um im a child of god pls anoint me as a saint right this second!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if anyone wnts to do it heres de link

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reblog for good luck for the next year

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Hahahahah NOPE NO CHANCES NADA

Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

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Thicc Gay (I am nowhere near thicc. I am stick thin)

from now on your tumblr nickname is whatever you get from this sexual identity generator  ☆

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4:20 blaze it (or at least at my end)

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I SQUEAKED WHEN I READ THIS

OH MY GOD!!!! JACK!!!!! :D

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I really need to start posting again, but nothing interesting is happening and I’ve got pretty much every form of creativity block. Sorry, but I doubt I’ll be posting much for now.

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I love how this person’s criticism involves cursing. If you want to give good criticism without sounding angry, aggressive, or genuinely pissed off, type/say it without cursing. It’ll give you the impression that your advice should be taken instead of ignored and written off for hate speech. Just some “superior criticism.”

You’re fucking annoying. Stop putting meirl on every post. It’s genuinely irritating and not even clever or edgy, what ever the fuck you’re trying to do. So lay off. Caption ideas: you’re opinion on the meme, a quote from your favorite Harry Potter book, and bible verse, or an actually joke. Hope your brain cells will start coming back soon, I have no doubt that your IQ just raised at least 20 percent after reading my superior criticism.

meirl :(

#xxz0mbiekittiexx #nova #critisism #it's dark

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“... because fuck you.”

Reblog with an inside joke you have with your friends.

“Yes, Captain America has LEGS!”

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There’s a flag for it as well. I’ll link it:

Here it is.

I’m sorry, I try to stay out of these debates as much as possible, but this has to stop. If the LGBTQ+ actually ends up allowing this to happen, and adds a “P” for Pedosexual as an actual orientation? I’m fucking done.

A child cannot fucking consent. You damn “Pedosexual” need to go die in a fire. You aren’t wanted here and no one wants any of your shit. You are a threat to children. They don’t know any better for consent or not, you are a predator and you eat shit.

I don’t normally say this kind of vulgar stuff, but if you consider yourself a “Pedosexual”, you are welcome to go die. This world doesn’t have room for you anymore, nor did it ever have room for you. We are concerned about be safety of our children and you are endangering them.

If you are a Pedosexual or a Pedosexual sympathizer, please leave my blog immediately.

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Net Neutrality

Honestly, I do not give a shit about net neutrality. It was said that it would truly come into effect around April. It’s June now and nothing has happened.

I want to clarify something about this: YOU ARE NOT PAYING FOR EVERY WEBSITE YOU GET ON.

You are paying just a few dollars a month for a website that your router’s company doesn’t own or have good access to. So far nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen. These companies probably are so used to net neutrality that they’re not going to do anything. I’m not getting in on this bullshit. It’s the dumbest thing to worry about.

“Oh no! I have to pay a bit more for certain websites! It’s the worst thing to ever happen!”

Just know that we have way too many homeless and jobless people in this goddamn country and we don’t give a shit about that. We don’t care about the amount of poor people we have in this country either. FOCUS ON THE MORE IMPACTING EPIDEMICS RATHER THAN THE ONES THAT HAVE LITTLE IMPACT FIRST!!

I’m done with this bullshit. Goodbye.

#net neutrality bullshit #this is all bullshit #nothing's going to happen #nothing's going to change #you all are freaking out over nothing #seriously #this is the thing you're focusing on? #really? #focus on the larger epidemics #nova #rant #it's a dark place we live in

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Feeling a bit better.

#not as serious #feeling better now #slight headache #but nothing too painful #quite calming actually

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Something serious.

I just kinda want to talk about something a bit more serious. It happened last year, but I just remembered it. I no longer have the conversation I’m about to talk about, at least to my knowledge. If I do have it, I’ll reblog this with that addition.

So about a year back I met this person and I quickly became friends with him and his friend. I enjoyed their company, but one day that changed and it seemed like nothing to me. Just a small little thing. It wasn’t until after the conversation did I realize that multiple times before this conversation he was manipulating me. This time was just more identifiable. After a year on thinking back on it, I’ve realized that both him and his friend were manipulating me. They would tell me how no one loved them and they always got bullied. They said that they would love me no matter my gender, sexuality, or anything similar. They constantly bashed this into me at a time where I wasn’t in the best mental state. My mental state has only become worse since then and now I have a chance of seeing them again. Once school starts back up again, I’ll be, once again, attending the same school as these two boys. It terrifies me to think about it.

If someone has any advice on how to help me with this situation, please DM/PM me. I really need help before school starts back up again.

#I know it’s a lot to read #I’m sorry #serious topic #scared #nova #it’s dark

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One last reblog, but uhm... I found the texts and I took screenshots of them.

Something serious.

I just kinda want to talk about something a bit more serious. It happened last year, but I just remembered it. I no longer have the conversation I’m about to talk about, at least to my knowledge. If I do have it, I’ll reblog this with that addition.

So about a year back I met this person and I quickly became friends with him and his friend. I enjoyed their company, but one day that changed and it seemed like nothing to me. Just a small little thing. It wasn’t until after the conversation did I realize that multiple times before this conversation he was manipulating me. This time was just more identifiable. After a year on thinking back on it, I’ve realized that both him and his friend were manipulating me. They would tell me how no one loved them and they always got bullied. They said that they would love me no matter my gender, sexuality, or anything similar. They constantly bashed this into me at a time where I wasn’t in the best mental state. My mental state has only become worse since then and now I have a chance of seeing them again. Once school starts back up again, I’ll be, once again, attending the same school as these two boys. It terrifies me to think about it.

If someone has any advice on how to help me with this situation, please DM/PM me. I really need help before school starts back up again.

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I found the messages. I’m changing my name to “Nova” since that’s still private to me and all other names will be left out or changed. I’m copy-pasting it from something, so I’m not posting the emojis with it. M = Me; H = Him; parentheses are some thoughts I had looking back on it.

H: I can't take it anymore Nova What's up M: Take what? H: *three emojis* Being rejected and bullied No one will ever like me or take a chance for me M: What about all of your friends? H: They hate and make fun of me M: Names? I don't care if I don't know them H: Parents know but *student name 1* and sometimes *student name 2* M: Then, they are not friends H: True And being rejected again and again no one accepts me at all or never will *two emojis* M: I've been rejected a lot in my life Don't give up H: I will M: Instead keep trying H: Cause of girls make fun of me if who I like And it will never work Nova M *me rambling about not really being the best person to talk to* H: Oh ok and I feel you It's just that every single girl I liked has rejected me or doesn't likes me or more commonly hates me Nova I have a confession M: Yes? H: I did used to like you and I was thinking on asking you out but I knew you would just say no or sorry or I just want to be friends or I don't want to (This is where the manipulation starts) M: *his name*, I hope you realize, I rarely ever want to date people. You wouldn't be the only one I would reject. H: I am such an idiot for saying that. (He really starts to manipulate me into feeling sorry for him) M: No, I would probably have done the same H: Yeah *crying emoji* Said the same thing and reject me like everyone else does *crying emoji* M: It's just I'm scared of a serious relationship, especially since I am more for polygamy instead of monogamy H: So I don't care what gender you are (Okay, do some research before assuming it means some form of gender) I will make you happy M: I don't want someone to think I'm cheating on them or think I want to leave them H: Are you dating rn M: No, because I keep getting rejected (I'm in the same boat that he's in and so why is he doing this to me?) H: Oh M: 1 more thing: I don't want to date someone in a different grade than me, because next year I probably won't see you  H: I would date you and *student name 2* would date you I could M: anyway... I'm just kinda scared. I've only asked 2 people out before because of fear of rejection and being heartbroken H: Ohh ok M: I just don't think I'm ready for any serious relationships yet H: I will date you but you don't like me and it will be fine (That is NOT a healthy relationship and that's when you should stop if you have to say that) M: That's not really what I would want in a relationship H: Hm? M: I don't want to date someone if I don't like them in that way H: Oi Nova would you date me and you are probably going to say no like everyone M: I don't want a serious relationship like dating right now. It's not that I don't like you, I'm just not ready for that kind of thing. (I had to tell him this so many times and he still didn't understand it!) H: Ohh and what thing? (Are you serious?) M: Serious relationship = thing H: Sex? (How oblivious are you right now?) M: A serious relationship is anything related to "more than a friend" Hey I gtg (I decided to end the conversation because I felt pressured) H: Oh ok Ok bye Nova

 I’m currently in a relationship, a monogamous one. I’m afraid to be near this person and his friend again. I don’t think explaining to them that I’m in to females will help either. At the time I thought I was pansexual and non-binary, I’ve figured out that I’m male, asexual, and heteroromantic.

Something serious.

I just kinda want to talk about something a bit more serious. It happened last year, but I just remembered it. I no longer have the conversation I’m about to talk about, at least to my knowledge. If I do have it, I’ll reblog this with that addition.

So about a year back I met this person and I quickly became friends with him and his friend. I enjoyed their company, but one day that changed and it seemed like nothing to me. Just a small little thing. It wasn’t until after the conversation did I realize that multiple times before this conversation he was manipulating me. This time was just more identifiable. After a year on thinking back on it, I’ve realized that both him and his friend were manipulating me. They would tell me how no one loved them and they always got bullied. They said that they would love me no matter my gender, sexuality, or anything similar. They constantly bashed this into me at a time where I wasn’t in the best mental state. My mental state has only become worse since then and now I have a chance of seeing them again. Once school starts back up again, I’ll be, once again, attending the same school as these two boys. It terrifies me to think about it.

If someone has any advice on how to help me with this situation, please DM/PM me. I really need help before school starts back up again.

#serious talk #I'm trying to find the pictures of the conversation #I need help #nova #it's dark