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Dir en grey - MACABRE era postcard

2000

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in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

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I don’t care about it at all (I have carried its weight around like a rock on my chest since the very day it happened)

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cease sending me your inane flirtations. i am already simultaneously married, widowed, divorced, and involuntarily celibate

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I had a dream about a cowboy movie last night and I woke up to write it down so I would remember

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'passion', robert wun | spring 2024

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"careful! thats fetish art!" girl you have no idea

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Ummmm sometimes you dread the weight of your life and other times it is an early morning in april and there are 5 species of birds singing and also the sun is shining through the baby leaves. Btw

#sometimes it's both. at the same time

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& yeah i started a rumor at school that your dad had a worm coming out of his ear

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let’s settle this shit but do NOT reblog if you’re gonna be modest about it like a little BITCH. anyway privilege check tell me which ones apply to you: hot, funny, can dance, can do math, can spell, can drive, can cook

#if you asked me? all of them #if you asked my loved ones? ............... #definitely can't spell tho not that one

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Okay so I'm totally alone and I will never be safe with another person the way I used to crave got it

#bc inevitably u always hit the wall #where they just stop caring about anything beyond their comfort zone #and it's uncomfortable to acknowledge short comings I guess #it literally is mostly my fault too #pointless #my parents <3

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