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trying to not let the anxiety win today

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Chino & Jon Davis

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{Quotes:Nitya prakash/Richard siken ,crush}

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I am still pregnant which feels like an eternity, I have died and resurrected so many times already

I am still letting go of what I cannot control and trying to relax into a more flexible being

Typically meet things with grace but these hormones make it a challenge

Sweet baby boy will be my new responsibility as he has been since he was conceived, I am grateful to have been chosen, I will not control you but guide you as you have not controlled me but guided me into this role

My little soul mate, we await for your arrival

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Reminder

Surrender is foundational. For me in my practice at least.

Allowing so helps energy flow inwards, it’ll allow for a deeper connection to it all. It’ll help build spiritual stamina to perform magick. It’ll help transform my dreams into visions, into realities.

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@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

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“how did you get into writing” girl nobody gets into writing. writing shows up one day at your door and gets into you

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Christmas Eve with the Roe Deers/rådjur in Käxsundet. Värmland, Sweden (December 24, 2023).

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ig : aoibluevi

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The purest form of love is consideration. When someone thinks about how things would make you feel. Pays attention to detail. Holds you in regard when making decisions that could affect you. In any bond, how much they care about you can be found in how much they consider you

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posting your thoughts on tumblr is so embarrassing like hey here’s what’s happening in my life in grotesque detail. here is my literal stream of consciousness. no one really cares about this. Whatever

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𝖩𝗂𝗃𝗂 & 𝖫𝗂𝗅𝗒 ♡