onthevergeofkillingmyself

[onthevergeofkillingmyself]

do you ever form close relationships with people in your dreams and then feel a little sad when you wake up

[onthevergeofkillingmyself]

I have done things. That's okay. They're done. I want to do things. I will. But everything in my own way. Why? Because I am probably the only person who actually does possess an idea of how things are, what should be done to make things turn out the way they're supposed to.

SO there's a lesson to learn.

Everything is relative. Every story is relative. There will always be some part that you don't know. Hence, it is to be noted and followed, the actions you take, shouldn't completely depend on the only perspective of the story you are aware of. It is impossible to not have actions. But the actions can have really unexpected and unfortunate consequences, that might run a lot. Take actions in a actions in a neutral way, considering the fact, if you aren't the narrator, you cannot suppose anything about anyone's life- even applies to the main character.

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It gets worst when you ask me a serious question

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Happy jennieeee day y'all

#jennie #blackpink #bp jennie #jennierubyjane

[onthevergeofkillingmyself]

I would never call her a shot of espresso; she's a midnight ride on a bike where I let my hair play with the wind, she's my kind of excitement in the first day of snow, she's warmth on a cold winter night, like fuzzy socks, wine, and soft music in front of the fire; she's my favorite sound of laughter, my polaroid girl, my lover, my home.

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I DON'T GET THE HYPE OF VISUALS AMONG KOREANS..

Don't say its an asian thing, I'm from asia too. They just worship people with good visuals so much like i absolutely hate it. Cuz visuals is something you can't control and you are naturally born with (maybe some PS helps) but nahh, I don't really like how they're soo heavily obssessed with it. If i see someone beautiful i go like "woww! anyways.." but they start comparing visuals and call kpop idols like Irene godess and insult idols with not so good visuals (chaer) just saw a performance compilation which had IVE, ITZY, STAYC, RV, AESPA.. and the thumbnail had wonyoung, chaer, winter the koreans were just appreciating wonyoung (her performance, her thumbnail) and stayc's live vocals, i found some comments appreciating winter's thumbnail pic too, but no cheary? Also the way they go gaga after karina's visuals is soo bad. And how wonyoung had a solo performance at sbs, i was so amazed that the backup dancers were also singing with her (not disrespecting)

AESPA stood in the middle of KBS end of show with all groups wearing extremely bright blue outfits they stood out a lot, ITZY stood almost in the middle of SBS end show wearing bright pink outfits which made them stand out a lot and they're getting hate for it??? WTF is wrong? I don't hate the visuals but the position and the hype around them, just like i hate Beauty Pageants comps. BEING A VISUAL ISN'T A TALENT.

#kpop unpopular opinions #kpop girls #kpop visuals #kpop thoughts #kpop idol #kpop things #kpop tumblr #kpop rant

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Just realised how much i have changed when a kid asked me today, name 11 words with ck sound, and my mind went like pick, kick, duck, luck, fuck and couldn't name more than this... I literally had to Google the rest, my mind was continuously repeating like "say fuck, say fuck"

I'm so fucked up LoL

#funny #text post