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Wet Beast Wednesday

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"Another Perfect Day, Another Perfect Night" Music and animation by me!

Full Song

#YeS YES YES #LETS FUCKIN GOOOOOOO #AWOOO

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day 143; commission for @heyokjc of their oc Noah!

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it is another WET BEAST WEDNESDAY

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There's a monster at the edge of town... 🌲🌆👿

#relatable

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A wretched thing holds my heart

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i take a very blunt approach to this, there isn't any medical backing for therianthropy so it doesn't make sense to gatekeep it. it's a system of belief. maybe that sounds invalidating, but i think your beliefs are real.

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Shout out to younger me who’s biggest personality trait was hating the color orange and the color brown

#hometown middle school colors lookin ass /silly

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fuuuck my stupid gay tail all the ideal dogs point at laugh at my dumb faggy tail

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Really been enjoying The Book of Hungry Names (there are amazing choose-your-own-adventures for grownups. Who knew!).

Here's a doodle of my disaster pup, Sierra.

#ideal form

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the wording on this Jack russell vid beamed a permanent mark onto my brain

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No, deadass tho, you're so right

I recently read Unmasking Autism by Devon Price and it made me realize how important it is to be fully inclusive of your psyche in your identity.

I AM autistic. I HAVE autism. I HAVE scars, physical and mental. All of these things tell a story. Every one of these things has an impact on who I fundamentally am.

I don’t think my therianthropy and mental illness can be separated. I feel so fundamentally different from my peers that I see myself as not human. Connecting with humans is very hard for me. My anxiety causes me to want to hide and growl like a frightened animal. My hallucinations cause me to feel things that aren’t really there. Sensory issues cause sensitive hearing. My dissociation and body issues cause me to feel separate from my body. I feel that this vessel I pilot is not me, but just the tool I use to interact with the world. I am mentally ill, causing therianthropy, but I am still a therian. The cause of my therianthropy doesn’t invalidate it. I have a screwed up creature brain teehee!

#awooo

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Well, my first charm is curing.

Theta Delta, oak and epoxy resin

#therian #wood carving #awooo

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being otherkin or therian isn't always having these crazy flashbacks, backstories, dreams or shifting. Sometimes you just are