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Kirsten Valentine, Untitled (Love Handle), 2019

#art #kristen valentine #2019 #with whom can you sit in the water?

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shame is so frustratingly paralyzing. like oh i'm ashamed i didn't do this thing im supposed to do and the guilt and embarrassment is cooking me from the inside out so bad that i can't face the thing or do the thing, even tho doing the thing would mitigate the hot boiling lava of shame currently giving me an ulcer

#👍 #if only i could get this clean once

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MADS MIKKELSEN and EVAN RACHEL WOOD in The Necessary Death of Charlie Countryman (2013)

#people #mads mikkelsen #evan rachel wood #the necessary death of charlie countryman #2013 #i remember when these dropped #this movie is such a fever dream #mads mancând shaorma pe bordură you will always be famous

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*takes both your hands and stares deeply into your eyes* i'll teach you how to torrent, just promise me you'll stop spending money on streaming services that will cancel shows after one season and wipe movies off their servers whenever they please and sell your personal data and don't even let you take a fucking screenshot, ok? ok.

#i'm so serious about this btw my dms are open #never buy a piece of media ever again and instead donate the extra money you would have spent on idk disney or some shit to someone #who needs it more than jeff fucking bezos #i pet thy head foul beast

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#h

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#i forgot i had this song in my likes #i pet thy head foul beast #music

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Vessel in the form of a mouse, Greece, 400-300 BC

from The Museum of Fine Arts, Houston

#sculpture #it is so......

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Well my life is fucked i lost my only special toy

#my cat whenever she loses her little petrified frog jellies under the washing machine

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standing ovulation from the crowd for that performance

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honor thy mother and thy father

#okay 💖 yay 💖

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My baby boy who passed away last year would have turned 10 today :( it's almost been a year without him but I still miss him every single day, frequently dream about him, and even think I hear his meowing sometimes before I remember he's gone. I love my new cats immensely of course, but nothing will ever replace the hole his passing left in me and I don't think it'll ever get less painful. And maybe that's okay.

#maybe im just overdramatic but i still feel like half my soul was ripped away #he was so much of my emotional support system and so much of my will to live #he was always there to comfort me :( #anyway. needless to say im crying a lot today #i pet thy head foul beast #pet death tw

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#the colors here are soooo tästy #fishposting #art

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worst part is she breaks his heart and then can't even be bothered to mention sebulba once the entire album 😒

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please call me a freak and a pervert more it's like drugs to me

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#ishmael ass post #(<- of moby dick fame i mean)

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#need her so bad #the sims

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there are no plotholes in saw because they re-explain the same events every movie. “but how did-” wait until hello zepp starts playing. “that still doesn’t explain-” they explain that two movies later.

#saw