pissman12

[pissman12]

i hit my girl phase bitch im hot asl

Can’t wait for the day when I’m finally acting “right” and when I’m a pretty girl with a bubbly personality and great friends so my family can stop making fun of me and calling me a boy or telling me they’re waiting for me to finally hit my girl phase, whatever The Fuck that means

[pissman12]

TFW ITS BEEN 3 YEARS AND I HAVE EVERYTHING IN THIS POST LOL. DONT GIVE UP BITCH

im going to get better. even if it takes me until im old im gonna get better bitch

im gonna stop being so scared of talking to others and leaving the house without my brother at my side. im gonna have so many more best friends that i can tell everything and hug and love them

im gonna talk to my mom and my dad and my brothers and im gonna fix my relationship with them and we’re gonna love each other again

im gonna fall in love with someone and everything’s gonna be okay eventually

[pissman12]

I won’t throw in the towel yet.... I literally just got here???? I’m gonna introduce myself tmrw.

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[pissman12]

I am trying so very hard but I don’t feel like I fit anywhere

#I'm trying to join discord servers and stuff #and roleplay but it doesn't seem to help #they are just words on a screen I can't connect them to real breathing people #I dont wnna feel like this anymore #I'm so fucking alone and scared

[pissman12]

pretty girl who’s into the same stuff as me where are you.... where are you I fucking love you!!!!!!!!!!

#t #let me fall in love please bitch

[pissman12]

I think I could cry. I want to be in love and I want to feel alivev and I want to feel excited to talk to someone I want TO CALL SOMEON!!!! I don’t care if they’re irl or online I just want to love someone and know they love me back and be able to call them and want ot call them even if I’m scared but I really don’t know if i can do it. I am absolutely terrified of calls. I’m only comfortable with callign like two of myclose friends, and even then I’m fucking terrified. I’m so jealous of all those people I see on here, twitter, deviantart, whatever, talking about “oh ahhaaha [redacted] [redacted] on call today I’m gonna kill them hahah lol” like god!@!! I wanna be you. I want ot talk to people outside of just words on a screen I want to feel like they’re real peopl not just white text against a dark gray background but I CNA’T because I’m scared!  I’m scared of my own voice and I’m scared of not being able to find the wrods to say and the awkward silence anad having to deal with that! I just want to fall in love and hear their voice!!!! Please!!

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[pissman12]

sf I love you but I do not know how to talk. I’m sorry. I need to text d more too what the fuck he called me and I wasn’t awake so I didn’t answer I feel bad and I ddin’t do my homework....

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[pissman12]

re-reading all this is lol....

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[pissman12]

I'm going to take his face and fcuking crush it

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[pissman12]

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[pissman12]

I say bitch too much I blame bretma.n ro.c.k.......

#i lov him haha #but his language is rubbing off on me #t

[pissman12]

Some ppl out here really getting mad when some1 identifies w the same Fictional Character as them??? OK if ur uncomfortable, that's reasonable! But what The Fuck... Why would u get genuinely angry at someone bitch???? Why would u send them death threats and call them a "fake".... Bitch if they're fake u are too?? Lol???? It's just fiction fucking chill out and let people cope w/o shittjng on other people damn!

#t #im not even kin lol #and this is why i refuse to join the community #my god. ...... itw just fiction bitch? #yall acting like its the end of the world #GO OUTISDE!!!! BREATHE AIR FROM OUTSIDE BITCH!!!!!!

[pissman12]

AN-E-WAYZ middle school make-a me wannan die....

#t #shitty memories resurfscing #like embarassing iene #*ones #ae.......

[pissman12]

It passed.. he don't hate me.. but I hate him

#him and his phuckung face BITCH LEAVE... me.. alone...... #just thinking about him mkses me wanna fucking throw hands #but legit he would win #like i know thwt for sure #t

[pissman12]

bitch..... shut up

#HE JUST GOES ON AND ON! #NO ONE CARES! #t

[pissman12]

bitchass...

#t #still thikning about how i hate him... and wishes he'd stop talkin to me... lele

[pissman12]

e.............. he hates me now

i can feel it.... can feel it in my toes....

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