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#hi. hello. been really busy. doodled this a bit back. but here. have it now lmao #fallout 4 #fo4 #rj maccready #nick valentine #fo4 maccready #fo4 fanart #fallout fanart #fallout 4 companions #Nick's Old Man™ behavior brings me endless joy ngl #You can't really blame Mac can ya huh? I mean. Wasteland lifespans probably aren't that long-lasting.... :/ (unless one is a ghoul) #Also- short lifespans aside -It probably has been a heck of a few years for Mac. Mans was stockpiling stressors lmao

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[Been really busy lately, but have a random diver haunting the sea floor, illuminating the depths, and luring the unwary curious deeper into the darkness below]

#I love old diving suits. Hate the idea of ever being in one. But love the look of them. #love the idea of things haunting the ocean. very fun concept imo #also. sea lamps my beloved <3 #diving suit #spooky #<perhaps? #pockets-draws #digital art #I dunno how to tag this lol #this was really fun to draw tho

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I'm actually in love with @pockets-full-of-beans head canon about duncan being disabled after he gets cured, it lives rent free in my mind actually

#fo4 rb #art rb #:0!!!! #omg look at him ;-; #The hcs I did about Duncan are still some of my fav ngl. I like to think he'd make a really interesting character if given the chance

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[Messy Mac sketches]

#i need to be packing for a trip rn. but anxiety doodles go brr #yay for shitty sketches #fallout 4 #fallout 3 #fo4 #fo3 #rj maccready #fo4 maccready #maccready fo3 #mayor maccready #fallout fanart #pockets-draws #i need to draw tiny maccready more. so small. so angry #Also. been attempting. (emphasis on *attempting*) to practice anatomy more.- #- so. I've been using various hcs and such of the companions body types to practice with. That said. Mac needs to eat more :/ #skin and bones. this man is. #I never know what to do with his hair :/ Like. I imagine it's quite tousled due to The Hat™. But I'm unsure what length to go with? Idk

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WIP, sorta Wednesday?

Thank you for the tag @edaworks :D!

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[Wasn't sure what scene to go with, so I randomly picked one? So uh, have some self-conscious Mac I suppose. Pardon any errors or wonky pacing.]

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From the floor, the mirror reflected the mud clinging to his boots and the leather armor wrapped around his shins and knees. Darker stains peeked out between the mud and dirt, standing out against the muted greens and browns.

 Stepping closer, he knelt down and met his own reflection. A spiderweb-like crack split his face in two, but he could see himself well enough to reach up and run his fingers over the dried mud across his face.

Maccready never thought of himself as someone concerned with appearances. He looked how he looked, and that was that. He preferred being cleaner than this, sure, but that was practicality, not vanity. It lessened his chances of getting sick, or catching some stupid infection or other. 

He didn’t care how people saw him. He didn’t care that he did, indeed, look like he might have “wrestled with a ‘lurk”,  but-

 ...Staring at the dark circles under his reddened eyes, the sweat slicked hair flattened to his forehead, the scatterings of uneven stubble across his chin and jaw, the hollow curves of his cheeks, and the dried blood dotted across his face- blood he knew for a fact wasn’t his own -Maccready couldn’t help but care, and care a lot. 

 He looked, ...different. He looked almost unrecognizable compared to his own memory. He looked dirtier, felt dirtier. He was thinner and colder. He looked tired, and christ, he really was tired. But more importantly, and more unnervingly, he looked just like the people he swore not to be. 

 Reflexively gritting his teeth into a scowl only made the image reflected back at him worse, and he faltered.

 Suddenly, his mind wandered closer and closer to thoughts he really didn’t want to face right now. Thoughts of small trembling hands, and big brown eyes, and a promise he was failing to fulfill…

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[Gunner life ain't fun apparently, especially not when you have conflicted feelings about your own morality and how far you're willing to push that morality to achieve necessary goals :)]

[But that aside, I started roughly planning this fic as like a, comedy/crack-fic-esque type deal? But as it's taken shape, it's gotten a lot less "comedy/crack-fic-y" than I originally planned. I'm not sure yet if that's a "good" thing or not, but we shall see I suppose. That said, I'm not going to abandon humor completely. It'll have it's moments.]

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#I'm very very tired lmao. gonna have to check this over again in the morning to see if i made any errors lol #pockets-writes #fo4 fanfic #fallout 4 #it's a bit iffy of a scene to me rn. but idk. i'll think about it later ig

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[Random Fo4 Screenshots]

#didn't have similar enough pics to group each of them. so. yeah #fo4 #fallout 4 #my screenshots #fo4 screenshots #fallout screenshots

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i’ve been absorbing lots of apocalypse media lately and MAN i am enjoying the discovery that like. there’s two kinds of apocalypse.

a rotting kind, where things kind of fall away and disappear and are quiet and hard (the walking dead, the last of us, hollow knight, ‘in a week’ by hozier).

and a rising kind where things kind of burn up and bounce back better than ever (fallout new vegas, ender’s game, breath of the wild, ‘ain’t no grave’ by johnny cash).

immaculate

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Some concept art for the beastiary!

#art rb #ooooooo #:0

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bitches have complicated feelings about me due to my inconsistent swag

#rb #oc: Drew

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#rb #oc: Joesy

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weeeeee

(via)

#rb #oc: Joesy #him with dogmeat

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ladies……. please, allow me. *immediately fucks it up*

#rb #oc: Drew

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Uh, ✨her✨

Mateo just met Cait, he's terrible at lock picking so she's been proving herself quite useful so far. However, they don't share the same principles and philosophies of life, which tells me things won't go too well 🗿

We'll see!

#fo4 rb #art rb #her <333 #:D!

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Road to the Glowing Sea.

#fo4 rb #art rb #ooooo #:0!

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Honorable mention to Piper and Preston ig

#fo4 rb #true and real #hats are hard ;-;

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#rb #:0!!! #this terrifies me. but also oooooo pretty

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Photography by Peter Solarz

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