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Indefinite Hiatus

Hi angels. I appreciate everyone who has been patient with me throughout everything that’s been going on for the past few months, and while I felt I was on track for a very short period of time, it seems that every time I finally have things sorted out, something else seems to happen. This makes me feel awful just as a whole because I want to give my all to everyone that is giving their all to me, and it’s because of that I’ve finally come to the decision that I’m gonna have an indefinite hiatus. I know I just came off of one not too long ago, but like I said with everything else going on, I feel like this is my best option. I hope everyone I was talking to can understand, and if you’d prefer to unfollow that’s completely fine and I understand also. Please everyone continue to stay healthy and please stay safe in this pandemic, because each and every one of you are so wonderful. I look forward to talking to you all again.

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Small update but our router is having the biggest fit (I'm hoping we don't have to get a new one🙃🤞), and on top of that I have literally no cell service for some reason?? Like even this I'm not sure if I'll be able to reblog it, but if it goes through it'll be a miracle. Anyway, sorry for the delay but I promise I'm trying :')

Ugly mobile post, but things have been adding up for the past few days, and I'm gonna pull away for a bit to binge watch Vagabond with my momma. I'll probably be actively back on tomorrow or Thursday. Love you all, and I hope everyone is staying safe 💜

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Ugly mobile post, but things have been adding up for the past few days, and I'm gonna pull away for a bit to binge watch Vagabond with my momma. I'll probably be actively back on tomorrow or Thursday. Love you all, and I hope everyone is staying safe 💜

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soojin… oh my god

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Jin Se Yeon @ autograph event “Enemies In Law Movie”

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#{ ♡ | atticus : likes } #lkasdjflk wow what a queen

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Jessica Rothe as Tree Gelbman in Happy Death Day 2U (2019)

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wow in his natural habitat

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No but seriously. Normalize finding love in your 40's. Normalize discovering and chasing new dreams in your 30's. Normalize finding yourself and your purpose in your 50's. Life doesn't end at 25. Let's stop acting like it does.

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mccnxhild‌:

sage liked that he seemed to have a rebellious past, he lived and got to have fun for some time, though he seemed to still be doing just that, honestly she was kind of envious having never done that herself before. she wished she could have done things on her own accord before, that she could have done something a little crazy that she could just do something for herself, which was her agreeing to her date, and then being stood up but then agreeing to this with a total stranger, it felt a little rebellious. she was shocked for a moment when he said he stuck people with needles for fun. and then laugh when he said he was a tattoo artist. “ah that’s so cool, what a creative and fun seeming career.” she smiled a small sparkle in her eyes. “i love tattoos – well on other people they always look so neat, though i’ve never thought of having one.” she said softly. hearing he had been in a band before she was in awe, he really seemed to have lived a fun life a smile wide on her lips. “that’s so cool, what position were you?” she giggles when he said he didn’t read the book but he saw the movie instead. “it does! though the book is much better and the details and emotion is stronger, but the movie was really great comparatively.” she assures with a warm smile. she quickly orders her drink after him and turns her attention back to the male before her. it almost felt like they lived on different planets how different they are, then again she felt like that with a lot of people. mainly because so many people lived for themselves whereas she was living for her father. she nods when he explains his paintings at his home a smile on her lips. “ah wow, that’s so neat, i would love to see sometime – i mean not like..come to your house – i mean like..” she stumbles over her words cheeks pink. “just to see the art ..or in a picture..” she slowly trails off trying not to put her foot further in her mouth. she nods at his question about her studies. “ah ..” she laughs a little nervously when he said that he had feeling. “i guess..i’m not sure. when i was a little kid that’s always what i was told i would do, so everything i’ve done is to get me there, honestly i’m not sure if that’s what i want but it’ what i know.” she said sheepishly. “but – i mean it’s not like a bad thing ya know!” she quickly retraced her steps to not make it sound so awful even if it kind of was.

just a matter of a few hours ago, trace would have never imagined himself sitting here with a stranger, but the more he talked to her, the more he was glad that the chance had presented itself. sage was wonderful company, and the more time that passed, he hoped they'd get that much more in return. a small chuckle fell from his lips when he noticed the girl seemed shocked at first by his initial explanation of his job, only to be relieved moments later. nodding his head, trace couldn't lie that he did find the job fun, not to mention entertaining. he always got a kick out of these big dudes that were covered from head to toe who came in for a simple piece, only for them to squeal worse than these tiny little things that came in on their eighteenth birthday to get some intricate work done. "well if you ever want some temporary sharpie work, let me know and i can hook you up," he suggested with a grin, having done it once or twice in the past. "oh, only the best position there is, of course," the man all but boasted as he picked up a couple pieces of his silverware, tapping them on the table. "it's only a couple of guys playing guitars until you get a drummer in the mix," he added with a playful wink, setting the silver back on his napkin. he'd always wanted to read more, but he never knew where to start, not to mention it always seemed better to lost a few hours in a bad movie, rather than looks days after reading a bad book. "in that case i think you sold me," he commented, his gaze warm on her, "i'll try to look for my old library card somewhere at home to check it out. just to see how different it really is." the man had to hide the smirk that was creeping onto his face, only resulting in a playful side smile while doing so. before she could struggle with her words much more, trace pulled out his cell phone and to his most recent photo on his instagram. it was a rose, one that much resembled the ink on his own neck, which would have been much more prominent had it not been covered by the jacket he wore today. "you're welcome to see them in person if you'd want, but here's a few of the ones i've shared," scooting his chair closer to the girl's he scrolled down a few of the photos to give her an idea of what he had. "the little girl is actually my exes kid, she loves it when a draw her," he noted since there had been a few photos of her, smiling fondly at the very expressions she had through each before putting his phone back away. scooting his chair back a bit, only enough to get a better focus on her as he listened, he chair was still closer than it originally had been. after a moment, his gaze grew skeptical, wondering how much of what she said was true, but he didn't want to press on such a subject and make her feel uncomfortable. instead, he moved a bit to the side of the topic, but still adjacent nonetheless. "okay so i'm kind of curious now. hypothetically," he stressed the word in hopes it would make the question less serious, "if you could do something else, like if the business wasn't an option, have you ever thought about what maybe you'd like?"

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+Aquatic Dreams+

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Mino 💙

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jaillir-des-etincelles‌:

Lexi peered at the man driving, irritation heavy on her face that she just didn’t know what Atticus was thinking. When Atticus wanted to be, he could have the absolutely unpenetrable poker face. As an actress, Lexi liked to think she could pride herself on reading expressions, being a master at making expressions. But this skill didn’t always seem to apply to Atticus. What she could pick up on was his body language. She noticed that his shoulders were tensing and untensing, his muscles tightening against the fabric of his dark suit. Was he bothered by the fact that she was de facto engaged? She didn’t want to admit it, but part of her had been hoping that Atticus would have been angry when she entered the car. They had been sleeping together for more than a year now, moving into a strange territory when Lexi was more than fond of the man. Whatever it was that they had, Lexi expected a stronger reaction. But then again, she was talking about Atticus, a man who she had rarely ever seen fazed.  Suddenly, it was as if he had heard her complaints. The car was turning now into the parking lot in front of an old building. Before Lexi could even voice her thoughts, the sharp crack of the parking brake reverberated in the car which then fell into a confusing and uncomfortable silence. Often too talkative for her own good, even Lexi didn’t know how to break the silence. Instead she watched Atticus look like he was searching through his thoughts. Finally he spoke and Lexi felt almost speechless. Why didn’t she tell him? Was that what this was all about? That she hadn’t given him the “good” news directly? A heavy blanket of disappointment smothered Lexi. It wasn’t until he asked that specific question that she realized she had been wanting a completely different question to come from his lips. A, “I don’t want you to be engaged” would have been nice, or perhaps even an angry, “When did you start seeing somebody else?” The actress would have immediately tried to tell him that it wasn’t real. It was temporary and she was figuring it out. It was ironic. Lexi was almost angry now, a bubble of frustration rising inside of her. In fact, she wouldn’t even be in the whole god damn situation if it wasn’t for him. That Alexander Blythe had something on Atticus. What it was, she didn’t know yet. But it had been enough of a worry that she had faltered, and then her father had one-upped her. Now here she was wanting him to be upset about her engagement as much as she was. Her lips settled into a thin line, her arms remained crossed just as they were when she entered the car. “Tell you what? That I’m engaged?” Against my will. She was lashing out now, her voice on the brink of bitterness. “Does me being engaged bother you?” She was goading him now, wanting a satisfying reaction from him, knowing she was letting her anger get the better of her. But she just couldn’t stop. God, she was terrible. She was frustrated about the whole situation and here she was, taking it out onto Atticus. Her hands were on autopilot now. that she was on a roll, her fingers unclasping her seatbelt so she could fully turn towards the man. It was at that moment that she knew she was going to take the next step too far even before she took it, even before the words were pettily challenging Atticus. “Does it bother you that we won’t be able to sleep together anymore?” 

As soon as the question had left Atticus' lips, he had a feeling he should have gone with something else, something better, but when his mind was going ninety to nothing it was hard for him to think coherently. Instead, he could feel the tension still rise between the both of them, wondering just why she would go so far to hide someone else from him in the first place? Maybe she felt like she didn't need to tell him, that all they truly had been was friends with benefits and nothing more? If that was the case though, why would she have been okay with him moving across the country for her? Atticus didn't like confusion and uncertainty, but that's all that seemed to surround him in this moment. Not to mention he could tell as soon as he spoke up that it wasn't what Lexi wanted to hear, the disapproval visible in her features. Before he could answer the girl's first two questions, attempting to finally find the right words to say so he wanted to choose them more carefully, he was silenced by the next. It was like all the words he had gathered and posed on his tongue were ripped straight out of his mouth before he could even try. Jaw dropping only slightly, the man's brows furrowed unbeknownst to him as he turned his attention completely on his company, trying to process if he had heard what he just did correctly. When he couldn't find the words, he turned straight forward again, an exasperated sigh escaping him as he did so.

"Jesus fucking Christ, Alexis," the man mumbled, an ironic chuckle echoing the words along with a bitter smile laced in frustration. He was bubbling with anger, something he always attempted to control, but with each question it was like his indignation was being pulled closer and closer to the surface. "Do you really think that's the only thing I want from you? Is your body?" he asked rhetorically with the shake of his head. "You've been coming to me for over a year now, whether it be good or bad, we've been finding solace in each other when we couldn't find it anywhere else in the world. And it was probably me just being foolish but I thought that maybe over time you felt-" he pushed his hair back in frustration, absentmindedly halting his words out of habit. "I thought you'd tell me if you were seeing someone else, let alone were engaged to someone else." Unbuckling his seat-belt just as his company had, the man sat mirrored her, making a point to try told hold her gaze the best he possibly could. He'd admitted that he wanted more than her physically, and that he'd hoped she would have told him if she were seeing someone, so it's not like it would be all that big of a stretch for him to spit out the truth that had been stewing in his mind for months on end now, would it?

The main problem with such a thought, though, was that once he did say it, there'd be no going back to what they knew as comfortable, but then again if she had a man in her life that wouldn't be an option anyway. "You deserve the absolute best man, Lexi, and I know that you deserve better than him," he admits earnestly. "I know that it could never even remotely be me but-" he choked on these last words, his Adam's apple bobbing as he gulped them down. Atticus' eyes had grown wide, wider than he could recall they'd been in quite some time, as his brain tried to scan how to save himself from the words he just admitted. He grew silent again, but only this time it was in defeat, defeat of trying to suppress everything to the point that of being an emotionless shell. Defeat in trying to prevent Lexi from knowing the true him for as long as he had. Sighing, his eyes looked down at the space between them, his fingers fidgeting subconsciously. "I'm sorry," the man all but whispered, "I can't be mad at you if I never told you that I..." he trailed off as the air seemed to be taken from his lungs yet again, an attempt to keep him from speaking further, but he pushed past it nonetheless. "That I wished I could be that person. I'm not mad at you, I'm mad at myself for-," his gaze moved up again, locking his darkened hues to her own, "for letting you get away."

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he looks like a dirtbag and i’m into it

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