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quijabored · 3 days
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Okay. So, let me just preface this with; I love Dazai, he’s great, probably my favourite character actually.
But oh my goodness, Ryuunosuke deserved so much better 😭😭 i know that Dazai just taught him the only way he knew how, but… He taught him to be a monster, and then left him behind with newly acquired abandonment/daddy issues and a problem with crazily unhealthy obsessions.
Like, I know you’re trying, but maybe you should extend a bit of that effort towards the lil child you saved?? Cuz bbg, how is Akutagawa supposed to live laugh love now, huh?
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quijabored · 25 days
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spoilers for S3 of BSD, I'm just yapping about the first 2 episodes though.
I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE FIRST 2 EPISODES OF S3 BSD AND AJDJSKSHJASSAAAAA WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON??? I LOVE THIS SERIES SO MUCH I THOUGHT ARAHABAKI WAS AKUTAGAWA BECAUSE OF THE COLOR PALLATE AND IT SEEMED TO LINE UP SINCE IK DAZAI YOINKS HIM WHEN HES IN THE PORT MAFIA AND THEN CHUUYAS LIKE OOOO ITS MEEEE LIKE WHAT??? I DONT UNDERSTAND BUT LIKE AAHDSJSHKDS??? I COULDVE SWORN AKU WAS LIKE THE CAUSE OF THE BIG CRATER BUT IF ARAHABAKI = CHUUYA THEN THATD MAKE SENSE SINCE HE MAKES CRATERS WHENRVER HE USES HIS ABILITY BUT NOW IM WONDERING HOW THE HELL THIS WORKS AND AAAAAAAA I LOVE BSD SO MUCH
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real footage of me after finding the will to live again (Legit just BSD and fanfiction /hj)
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quijabored · 29 days
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I love looking at very very noticeable warnings like "NEWEST BSD CHAPTER SPOILERS, I REPEAT, THIS IS A POST WITH SPOILERS" and then I read a middle line where it goes like "Yeah Fyodor actually did this action where it almost led to-" or a Manga panel where it's like "Chuuya!! Dostoeyevskys ability is actually-!" And then I stop reading and feel so proud that I didn't get spoiled when I absolutely should have.
One of these days I AM gonna get major spoilers and I'm gonna cry
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quijabored · 29 days
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...you're telling me. I could've just. Continued watching the show??? FOR THE THREE MONTHS THAT IVE BEEN MOURNING MY SILLY BSD WATCH HOURS, YOURE TELLING ME I COULDVE BEEN *WATHCING* MY SILLY BSD WATCH HOURS??? I feel silly now. Silly enough to CONTINUE WATCHING BSD YIIPEEE anyways I'm gonna go binge the Dead Apple equivalent watch time of the show, thank you @burntoutloud ((o(^∇^)o))
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quijabored · 1 month
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Having a dillema. I've never really enjoyed anime-movies, not for any particular reason, it's just that I physically cannot bring myself to watch them. I know it's not an attention span issue because I can binge movies and shows, and I've spent movie equivalent watch time on episodes, I just can't watch anime-movies. I've been trying to want to watch Dead Apple but I haven't for like 3 months *because* it's an anime-movie. I just wanna know if I should just force myself to watch it so I can continue the story or if I should just pick up the Manga and read the rest of it. So do I read the Manga or continue just watching the show??
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quijabored · 1 month
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Reblogging this because I cannot read this yet due to potential spoilers
I’m just going to throw down my thoughts now real quick. Someone is obviously going to get taken over by Fyodor. This takeover seems to require blood to activate. Here are the potential options, rated lowest to highest by my own personal interest.
Random character we’ve never met - the easy and boring answer. Fyodor will body snatch one of the vampire guards he was communicating with. Fair amount of likelihood since he could easily have made the transfer of blood at any point, though I’m not sure yet if it needs to be an instantaneous thing or if his blood can lie dormant. Either way I think it’s a bit of an ass-pull with no stakes on our cast so I’m hoping this isn’t the case.
A named character outside Meursault - Probably someone he’s had a lot of contact with, so Fukuchi. This depends on the blood having a latency period and is also insanely contrived. I actually hate it more than the random guard.
The Catgirl thief - I’m assuming this is extremely unlikely since the host needs to be alive. But anyways. Women lovers here’s how we lose even worse.
Having said this now, I think it’s fairly obvious it has to be one of the other Meursault four. This is appropriately thematic and tragic, given that all of them place a lot of value on free will and self-determination, which a takeover by Fyodor would rob them of.
Chuuya - He spent a lot of time around Chuuya to be sure but there’s no blood on him. If there’s a latency period though, it is possible. I’m not feeling this one though, to be honest. I don’t see what narrative purpose it serves - Chuuya hasn’t had enough of a role in the manga for this to mean much, other than royally pissing Dazai off (which to be fair is definitely in character for Fyodor). I think it far more likely that Chuuya is going to be a witness for whatever comes next.
Sigma - High likelihood. He did get stabbed and had the memory transfer. I can’t remember whether Fyodor touched him with his wounded hand. It would be brutal for this to happen to him after he’d just broken free from his manipulation. But honestly I don’t know that Sigma getting taken over is all that interesting. For one, they’re going to need his knowledge (though that may be a reason for Fyodor to off him truthfully), and for another, I just don’t think Sigma’s… done enough as a character. I feel it would kind of render his arc in Meursault pointless to end his story here.
Nikolai - The most likely possibility to me. He is holding Fyodor’s severed hand, which he touched to his face. Fyodor’s ability probably kickstarts after his death, and Nikolai was the first to get his blood on him. Sadly, I suspect that if this is the case, this will be the end for Nikolai. If he gets taken over, I can’t see a reason or method to restore him to himself. What a horribly tragic end this would be to our favourite clown, his freedom snatched away for good by the one person he couldn’t help but get attached to.
Dazai - I dismissed this off-hand at first. Of course I did, Dazai is immune to abilities. I also want to be clear that I seriously doubt Asagiri will off his favourite boy like this. But oh man. What if Fyodor’s ability isn’t an ability, much like in the first skk manga team up? What if them both being there is a call-back to Rimbaud who snatched corpses, and Lovecraft who could hurt Dazai? What if Fyodor really has become no longer human - and this is the proof? I was kind of hoping the Meursault arc would end with Dazai (temporarily!) out of the picture, and this would be a way to do it - Atsushi and Akutagawa would have to step up, Chuuya could be more relevant. We could even have more Kyouka if what I’m starting to wonder is true - that Fyodor was involved in the death of her parents. At the same time, Dazai’s special boy plot armour nullification and mysteriousness gives us a plausible reason to bring him back. And all the while maybe they could continue their mind games, with Dazai being an annoying little pest in the back of Fyodor’s mind.
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quijabored · 1 month
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Twas reading Fyolai fanfic while trying my hardest to avoid spoilers (so just a whole bunch of AU fics) and I saw that Nikolais backstory wasn't really confirmed in the show/Manga from one of the comments, so I'd like to drop a theory.
Nikolai jut got picked up off of the road and was like "hell yeah"
Thats it. That's the theory :3
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quijabored · 1 month
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'If you don't like graffiti look away like you do for genocide"
Seen in Austin, Texas
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quijabored · 2 months
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Terribly sorry if one day you like one of my posts and I like any and every post you've ever made.
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quijabored · 2 months
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Always find it funny to see deco fans joking about "oh we have to call this character DILEMMA!!!! and this one is VAMPIRE!!!!!!!! such ridiculous names......" because cmon those are acceptable names. Try having to explain to people the fact a character in your song series is called fucking Carl. Thanks guchiry
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quijabored · 2 months
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Mfs will be like "this is my comfort food!!" And it's just a loaf of raisen bread and a plate of 6 toaster stroodles.
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quijabored · 2 months
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I was asking my brother for help on figuring out what kind of drawing tablet I should get, and he reccomended one he used to use that he thought would fit me. I had, of course, thanked him, and told him I'd make him some food when we got home. He told me that not everything needed to be a trade and that he was helping me, not the other way around. I've thought about it a lot today, and even though I'm not quite sure what to do with this, it's a bit nice to have that realization finally settle in.
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quijabored · 2 months
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Actually watched Hazbin Hotel the other day and episode 4 hit so hard. I'm not the biggest fan of Hazbin as I think the show in general could be better, but I adore Angel Dust as a character. Doing character studies is very silly and fun, which is probably the only reason I'm gonna watch the second season, and Angel's very fun to pick apart. He puts on such a brave face and I just love his character so much
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quijabored · 2 months
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OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS
Atsushi had always hated the color black.
For him it symbolized despair, it reminded him of the pitch dark of the basement. It reminded him of a past suffering long gone.
But right now, black never looked so beautiful under the moonlight before.
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quijabored · 2 months
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Atsushi: "Hey, Dazai-san, can I get a bite of your cotton candy? I had to skip breakfast."
Dazai: "I would love to, Atsushi, but this is specially-made cotton candy for my unique dietary needs. You probably wouldn't li—"
Atsushi: "It's just fiberglass, isn't it?"
Dazai: "Don't tell Kunikida."
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quijabored · 3 months
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guys I figured it out
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quijabored · 3 months
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Sometimes Akutagawa and Dazai's relationship feels like a parentified child forced to raise their younger sibling despite not being mentally capable of handling themselves.
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