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I made promise to you

Long time and not so long I made promise that I keep always. Remember. Now if you believe and I not ever break promise. My commitment to us. To you. If I any wrong it break promise. I you agree.

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Long time you and me.

I not trust people to. Now us I worry bout. Make me sick worry much. You see me and say no thing. I invite for phone you hack or whatever to see me no bad or cheat. But I think what? When I not do all much to worry every all day. I think this right. But me all day worry if ok. Now what me to think. Try to see all equipment computers n all my stuff now to get all to stay long time so you believe me or if you someone else you not love me and to me you big break promise. Me you no trust? You are my everything you and child my life. All I live for. And me you doubt. Change on me no? How this make seem you are. Here tests more will do to ease or I think OK you relax maybe. Change all everything yes would now. Then you not can call or know where to find only reason I leave anything same. That is you I do not you feel the same. No speak all time you send phone or something I set up p.o. box so room mate much nosey but not know if you get or not. Phone I have is other but never talk. Call me you don't. Much it hurt me. Pray all time. OK you travel to safe return to me. Tight I hold wish dream you call not me some other maybe. Make me think when I never hear love of life

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WHOEVER suggests these quotes

If one of my audience or if it my mental is tricking me again, I am not sure. But I thankyou. There have been very sweet ones and I appreciate much. I can relate to similar experiences in this life. I yes much also agree. It's hard to trust after closest to you hurt or betray. Even after friend has shown through many years they stay dedicated and loyal friend or lover. I too have that happen. Times least expected. Though see I find, if I love someone and know and say I believe they do love back. Then even if I get scared of have hurt done to me again. I think so I plan ways to see. Not much to exhaust them. But how they say to me sweet nice things. If they upset when I make mistake. Or if we deep feel of love and connect heart to heart. I feel if angry or sad. These yes emotions good if no care then nothing. Be so careful not to make feel unwanted too much will hurt and might kill the connect feeling away. Not mean to, when can do little thing to slowly breathe life into love once again. Must always show you love plus interest most yes when they ask again over again. They say me need you love many times. No return then one day maybe think they no love me no more and do bad things. Like hurt them self or other people maybe no care anymore turn cold. No one know. So be careful treat one like they make feel. Do not say nothing, that feel and make think is ignored many times much hurt. Not one they thought be different than most. Turn on them. Hurts so much. But still never turn on you. This very important in person. Valuable beyond measure. Get hurt and still wish you happy long good life. Never spread lies or words of the two of you share with each other. Those locked inside vault to grave. Good as never said anything. No snitch. Not a puss. Love you for you not because big super star or movie star or anything like this. Just want share life with you and be happy show you real side of true love is. Not some Hollywood drama. But make you feel how you make them feel. Give you all of them and do right by you. Nothing to gain by losing or hurt you. Maybe some say or see this way. But not this one. Long time no see, most all would be no more after first bit. But yes this one keep you. Not do nothing just dream of day you in arms and make passion. Real person no fake plastic vapid. Soul mate forever for real love want you safe happy and healthy. Sorry for crazy. Go crazy if lose the weight that held the one down keep them sane. You beautiful and no wanna lose you never. For no reason what so ever. Much too much love. So close to obsessed ...laughing face

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Gator or lightly cooked clean glazed ham? I'm wondering what I might try next. Any suggestions?

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He has a window to jump through

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When wondering why

The new service just been hooked up doesn’t receive any action.

Maybe because no one has it. Ha!

Yes attention always feels good. Uplifting even. When no mind is paid, wondering

#when the eyes flood #hard to explain #energy motivation inspiration #always a wonderful blessing

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The way you taught me to say I love you. The smile I could hear through the phone when complimenting you, or when ever explaining how much I love you. How we spoke about the strangest of topics and make each other laughhard our stomachs, faces, eyes would be cramping The stories late night. Listening to me Listening to you, then we fell asleep you were still awake. I have not forgotten. Nor will I ever forget. I hold those memories 2>1

#paining #fighting #waiting

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That soft loving voice of yours, that could easily hypnotize me. Always transported me to tranquillity. . . .

#I've clicked on links posted before #An invite to like a page was clicked on also #Video to show #I'd rather be in your arms

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No traps. Just focused. Beauty

#loyalty #plans #embrace #guess you read n got hot #not sure #AES

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Coffee kept true to its root rhythm.

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#Not intended #still making it happen #letter packaged sending shortly #maybe bc I spent the week trying to do too much #Don't know for sure #still in skyrocketing up to the quasars #stop at nothing

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Nightly sign off.

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I didn’t fall in love with you. I walked into love with you, my eyes wide open, choosing to take every step along the way. I do believe in fate and destiny, but I also believe we are only fated to do the things we’d choose anyway. And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.

The Chaos of Stars (via madelenemariee)

EVERYTIME.