i feel sooo bad disappearing but the holidays just got real and sad. a lot was going on, but Iβm not abandoning this blog at all just working on healing
where is the line between awakening and self destruction? is it thin? are you walking toward it? on it? already too far gone? there is nothing more disheartening than trying to find yourself, only to learn that you detest the person you've been looking for. can i tell you a secret? you are allowed to love yourself. required to, even. how can you go forward without it? make no mistakeβ it is not easy. but it is essential. you will get there, and it will be warm.
UPRIGHT: sudden change, upheaval, chaos, revelation, awakening
REVERSED: personal transformation, fear of change, averting disaster
tagged ; shhh mol stole it (;
tagging ; @nectaric @creatrix-mea @championsofthegate @spiderwarden & anyone else who wants to , i wanna see !!
i love the idea of mol being more of an inquisitor rogue, spying & using spies to gain information she can sell off or use. even as a tiefling she's incredibly skilled at going unnoticed, blending in, acting as 'just a wittle innocent girl'. no one thinks she's taking note of every lil detail of your conversations but she is
@creatrix-mea said: "there you are." (athena to mol)
" ahah - athena ! so glad to run into you. " if it was, indeed, accidental. her eyes were still adjusting to the light after a brief trip into the underdark with artemis, firstly interested in gathering a few materials to sell off. nothing unusual - and artemis always seemed willing to indulge her whims, if only to watch out for the younger tiefling. still -- mol felt her patron deserved the newest ( and weirdest ) information gathered. " did you know the sussar flowers are toxic around arty ? 'cause she sure didn't. "
@nectaric said: you caught the eye of a young woman in that last village. - aylin to isOBEL dhfjdm
" did i ? " her gentle voice carried a playful lilt to it, eyebrows rising curiously in aylin's direction. the cleric slowed her steps, biting back a smile. was her love ... jealous ? concerned ? it seemed outlandish after all they've been through, though perhaps that was the very reason for it. their separation hurt, and while isobel lay in darkened slumber, her most beloved suffered over and over and over ...
gloved hand found its way to aylin's scarred face, cradling her cheek within her palm. " it often surprises me, how much you notice. it escaped me ... i was too busy supplying my sweetest angel with favors. " a fond smile followed. " i have but one mate whom holds my heart in her capable hands. no one save you can capture my gaze, even after all this time. "
@nectaric said: β i know for a fact that you're special. i can feel it. β haha... ares to aphrodite
he looked like the same man. his low voice sounded like her husband, even the type of sword at his hip β¦ the same. yet he wasnβt, nor was fate ever too kind to the dirt-covered tiefling staring up at the barbarian. he gazed at her like a stranger. her features flickered in the light of the lanterns, fully capable of seeing each other through the bars of her cell. how β¦ ? it must have been a trick, or perhaps aphrodite truly began losing her mind here at moonrise.
glancing over her shoulder proved otherwise. eros stared at their visitor in equal shock and hesitation. finally she looked back at her husband - for who else could it possibly be ? - with wide eyes. β ares ? weβve ... met. β aphrodite spoke plainly ; talented in keeping her voice calmer than she felt. her hands rose to grasp the bars, bringing her face closer. vivid pink eyes glanced towards the other tieflings kept a few cells away. β we know each other quite well. it isnβt safe to explain that here, unfortunately. you β¦ do you not remember me ? β