rose--anon

[rose--anon]

everything is my fault. i'm very sorry. i'm very sorry for what i put everyone through. i'm very sorry that i made everything fall apart. i'm very sorry if i ever made anyone uncomfortable. i'm just... very sorry.

i know i have no right to be forgiven, or to even ask for it, so i won't. i know i'm a horrible and monstrous person. i'm very sorry for causing everyone problems. none of you guys deserved it. i'm truly sorry that you all had the awful chance of meeting me.

this will probably be my last post on here. don't worry though. i'll be okay. i hope everyone will be happier without me around.

individual apologies under the cut.

Lyn: i'm so sorry that i've hurt you time and time again. i know you'll probably say i haven't hurt you, but i know i have. it's okay. it's okay to acknowledge i've treated you terribly at times. you deserve so much better. i'm sorry. you're an amazing writer. keep at it. stay strong as best as you can. i know it's hard, but i also know you are much stronger than you give yourself credit for. you're a good person, and an amazing friend.

Domi: i'm so sorry that i've made you uncomfortable in the past multiple times. you didn't deserve that. you deserve to have a safe space of your own where you can be yourself and talk about whatever you'd like without worrying about who sees. you are full of brilliant and creative ideas. your ideas always impressed me when you'd share them with me. keep pursuing your artistic interests. i think you'll see great success.

Nishi: we didn't know each other well, and we didn't talk much. however, i can't help but worry that i've also hurt you or made you uncomfortable as well. and for that, i'm sorry. you deserve much better. you're a brilliant person and you have such creative ideas. from what i know, you don't express them much from what i know, but keep working on your creative ideas, even if you don't think they're good. they're better than you think

all of you please keep creating. you're all brilliant people, even if you don't realize that quite yet. you all mean a lot to me, and i hope your lives go well. please take care of yourselves as best as you can.

#🌹 out of corpses

[rose--anon]

do u got the Hanahaki or smth

...It happens to me on occasion, yes... But it's not strictly tied to love.

#🌹 blue rose #anonymous

[rose--anon]

look!!! youre the first to show up there :3

Oh my. I sure hope Moon doesn't get jealous.

#🌹 out of corpses #mars-chidouin

[rose--anon]

i am!! emotional!! i love it!!

btw. overgrown garden by beetlebug. it has amazing potential for barkrose angst. maybe in an au i dont know. oughaghagh

"The thorns grew tighter everyday Round your ankles dripping red You placed a crown of marigolds on my head And then you said As you tried to pull your bloody hands away I'm never gonna leave you behind someday In the daisies and the bluebells weeping by the way Because I love you, and I would do anything I would do anything, anything at all"

if youve never heard it, there r some of the lyrics,,,,

@barkanon @rose--anon

#🌹 out of corpses

[rose--anon]

*Rose coughs up black rose petals into their hand*

...? What's this...? Nothing even happened... Why are... petals appearing in my lungs again?

#🌹 red rose

[rose--anon]

Nope! Color doesn’t matter. Thank you!!

*She leaves and a few ours later she comes back with a handful of seeds* Some of these might be other flowers but most of them should be what you asked for!

-🌻

Thank you kindly.

*They hand her four roses, tied up nicely in a little bouquet-holder-thingy with a yellow bow. One rose is yellow, one rose is peach, one is light pink, and one is orange.*

#ooc: yellow - friendship ; peach - thanks + gratitude ; light pink - appreciation ; orange - passion #🌻 Anon #🌹 blue rose

[rose--anon]

Hmm… I should have some… I’ll return soon with them! A handful for.. how about 4 roses? I don’t mind the color.

-🌻

That sounds good to me. Are you sure you don't mind the color?

#🌹 blue rose #🌻 Anon

[rose--anon]

I would like to trade a few roses for something. Just tell me your price.

-🌻

How about some hydrangea seeds? I've been wanting to grow some of those. I will ask that they are able to be maintained the same way my roses are.

#🌹 blue rose #🌻 Anon

[rose--anon]

Oohhhhh? You’re fond of one? Tell me about them!

And are you still growing roses? Because if so, I’d like to make a trade! :)

-🌻

Heehee! His name is Bark. He's isn't entirely human. True to his name, he's part canine. He's certainly an interesting one. He's quite emotional, but he's also quite charming in his own way. He enjoys collecting trinkets, among other things.

I am still growing roses! Bark actually assists me. What's this trade you're talking about?

#🌹 blue rose #🌻 Anon

[rose--anon]

I’m doing quite well. I’m doing business with a few others around here and it’s definitely been fun. How about yourself?

-🌻

Oh yes, there are definitely quite a few interesting characters around here. I've become quite close with one; he's a cutie.

#🌹 blue rose #🌻 Anon

[rose--anon]

Rose! Hello! It has been awhile!

-🌻

Ah, hello there! It certainly has been a while. How are you?

#🌻 Anon #🌹 blue rose

[rose--anon]

Ah, I believe today is what the humans call "All Hallow's Eve" or simply "Halloween". I suppose it wouldn't hurt to celebrate.

*Instead of just dressing up as something, they reveal their ram-like horns(black with a blue tint), large wings(also black with a blue tint) and demon tail(black with the end in the shape of a heart, which the tip of the tail also has a blue tint*

There we go.

#🌹 red rose #ooc: rose confirmed as demon :O

[rose--anon]

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@rose--anon for u!!! ^w^

#ooc: WAAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOU #ooc: I LOVE THIS SO FUCKING MUCH #ooc: SCREAMS #ooc: LOOK AT IT!! IT'S PERFECT!! #fav #🌹 purple rose

[rose--anon]

i wrote a little drabble based off of Nishi saying the hanahaki thing. it actually is a fic about hanahaki >:3 enjoy! it's written from Rose's point-of-view.

When I first broke Bark out of prison, I didn’t see myself falling for him. He was cute, sure, but I wasn’t interested in anyone in such a way. I’ve taken interest in Midori as well as Bark, but I didn’t think that I’d fall for anyone. However, Bark has a very cute charm to him. After breaking him out of prison, I enlisted his help to take care of my precious roses. He seems to really like them too. That made me happy.��

However the more time we spent together, the more I found myself captivated by him. Unfortunately, there was one problem: Bark was not interested in me the way I was in him. His mismatched eyes were set on Midori. That shouldn’t have been a problem. I was content with that. Midori had a way of captivating people and drawing them in. I was content with that. I accepted that. At least, that was the lie I told myself.

However, everything changed when I started coughing up rose petals–specifically, blue rose petals. Blue roses stood for several things: mystery, secrecy, pride, and unrequited love. Oh no… Hopefully, Bark won’t ask about it… 

Over the next few days, whenever Bark was around, I did my absolute best to make sure I didn’t cough up any petals. I didn’t want him to worry about me. However, the more time I spent around him, the more intense the sickness became. 

Early one morning, I was tending to the pastel-colored roses. It’s important to prioritize pastel colors early in the morning. They thrive off of the gentle sunlight most. If you tend to them while the sun is still rising, they will live longer, and the colors will be very gentle and calming.

Bark usually sleeps in way past sunrise, so I wasn’t too worried about him sneaking up on me. I was about to pick up my enchanted watering can, but a rough coughing fit interrupted me. In a panic, I quickly covered my mouth with my left hand. The coughs made the inside of my throat burn as I felt spiny pricks crawling up through my lungs and into my throat. I coughed up more blue petals, but unfortunately they were splattered with my very own blood. I didn’t expect the thorns to show up so soon. 

“Rose…?” The usually upbeat voice that made my heart feel warm and brought a smile to my face was quiet and a tad shaky. 

I looked at my glove to see a few drops of blood staining it. Oh dear… However, not wanting to arouse suspicion, I turn to face him, taking great care to hide the blood-stained glove. “Ah, good afternoon, Bark.” My voice was a bit weak; I think that’s due to the thorns. “Is something the matter?” 

“That was a pretty nasty cough. Are you okay…?” He walked closer. 

With a soft giggle, I smiled at him. “Yes. I’m okay.” 

His eyes were full of suspicion. He fiddled with his hands for a few moments. “Okay…! If you say so.” The smile on his face was clearly forced. 

“I promise.” My attempts to reassure didn’t seem to work, but hopefully he’ll believe me if I keep telling him that.

However, he briskly walked over and grabbed my hands. “Please! Tell me if something’s wrong!” 

I felt my heart skip a beat. However, at that same time, I felt the thorns in my throat expand. At the same time, I felt blood drip down my throat. I wasn’t sure if it was because of how suddenly he took my hands or not, but it certainly made things worse. Part of me wanted to tell him to let go. However, I was certain that would just make him worry even more. On the other hand, I could feel the blood creeping up my throat along with the tell-tale itch that I needed to cough. “Bark, dear, can you let go of my hands please?” 

“But I’m worried about you!” He cried out. His grip on my hands tightened. “I’m your friend!” 

My stomach twisted into knots. “Please, Bark.” I mumbled as the urge to cough became even greater. 

Bark was about to say something, but the look in my eyes must’ve frightened him as he let go. 

As soon as he did, I immediately turned around. Coughs wracked my body and I could feel the thorns creeping up my throat, scratching it up from the inside. This time, more blood came up with my coughing.

Behind me, I heard a small whimper. 

“I-I’m sorry.” My voice was quiet, so I wasn’t even sure if he heard me. However, I didn’t bother waiting for a response. As quickly as I could, I ran deeper into the forest, blood staining my glove even more than it already was. 

I ran as far as I possibly could, hoping he wouldn’t follow me. However, I could feel the thorns spreading inside my lungs, piercing them. When I finally came to a stop, I could hardly breathe. Tears were brimming in my eyes as I started going into an intense coughing fit. I could feel the petals eject from my lungs and out onto my hand. The blue petals were stained in blood. This iron taste–I’ll never get used to this. 

With a bitter laugh, I sat down at the base of a tree. Ironically, I apparently ran over to the blue roses. “I didn’t even mean to come here…” I felt tears slip down my face. “Oh dear… When was the last time I cried…?” With a sigh, I gently wiped my eyes with my clean glove. “This is truly pathetic…” Before I knew it, the tears streamed down my face at an alarmingly unstoppable rate. 

I don’t know how long I sat down at the base of this tree for, but it was long enough for the sun to set. All around me were blood-stained, blue rose petals, ones I’ve been coughing up for hours. This was humiliating… Thankfully, the sobbing stopped roughly around the time the sun was setting. Unfortunately, I was too afraid to return to my cabin, especially after that scene with Bark. Hopefully, he’s enjoying the warmth of the cabin and isn’t worrying too much. 

Or perhaps, he’s with Midori instead. I’m sure he’s having fun and his heart was soaring sky-high. That thought made my heart go cold and start aching. Oh dear… Here comes the tears again. With a soft whimper, I broke down in tears again. Hopefully this will be the last time. Hopefully, everything will go back to normal soon, and I can continue to bury these feelings, for Bark’s sake. I’d much rather see him smiling and happy than worried about me with that sad look on his face. 

#🌹 red rose #🌹 out of corpses #🌹 Rileys Art

[rose--anon]

*Several hours later, there’s three bodies dumped near the wilting flowers for Rose to use*

*They show up in the garden with parts of the body they found earlier. As they show up, they see the other bodies. *They smile softly.*

Oh, did Bark leave these here for me...? I kind of assumed he was done working for me. I'll have to be sure to thank him...

*They tend to the wilted flowers and gently get rid of the dead ones*

#🌹 blue rose #barkanon

[rose--anon]

*Some of the lighter colored flowers--the ones that are harder to maintain and take care of--have started to wilt. A few of the white ones and very light pink ones have even died.*

*Rose goes out in the middle of the afternoon to check on them. *They bend down next to a few of the dead ones*

...When... did they start to wilt? ...I'm so sorry, little ones... You didn't deserve this.

*They wander deeper in the forest to find a new victim*

#🌹 red rose #ooc: Rose is so used to Bark bringing them the “”“fertilizer”“” for the roses that theyve forgotten to do it themself lately

[rose--anon]

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stimboard for rose anon! sorry this was late ,, ive been busy ,,

#🌹 out of corpses #OOC: I DIDNT HAVE A BLOG FOR ROSE BACK WHEN THIS WAS FIRST MADE #OOC: BUT I'M POSTING IT NOW BECAUSE I STILL LOVE THIS