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I don’t know who needs to hear this today, but intrusive thoughts are basically your brain’s (sometimes very upsetting) way of saying “If there were two guys on the moon and one of them killed the other with a rock would that be fucked up or what?”

I’ve personally found that adding the “would that be fucked or what?” part in myself really helps put the more disturbing thoughts we sometimes get into perspective. Helps me say “yeah thar sure would be fucked up” and move on with my day.

It’s not not a secret desire, it’s not something that only occurs to you because you’re a bad person. It’s just your brain deciding to process the fact that it knows an uncomfortable thing exists in the world by feeding it to you in an absurd “what if” with you as the main character.

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by popular request (one friend telling me to draw this)

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Neha Malhotra, ed. by Kate Rogers and Viki Holmes, from Not a Muse: The Inner Lives of Women: A World Poetry Anthology; "Menaka"

[Text ID: "I'll whisper my name in your ears. / Soon, your skin will want my breath,"]

#auuu #words

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Caitlin Bailey, from Solve for Desire: Poems; “Definition Of”

[Text ID: “To come to you willingly— / even now I ask foe this ache.”]

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Caitlin Bailey, from Solve for Desire: Poems; “Poppies”

[Text ID: “My body is a bruise, purpled with loss. / I am tired of swallowing your name, / finding ink on each of your shirts, / red petals in the pages of books.”]

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Oswald and Ed + Hunger

#wild as fuck

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Joseph Paelinck - Eros (detail)

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Now you call me immoral, a dangerous disgrace….

#I HAVE THE HONOR TO BE YOUR OBEDIENT SERVENT #prev

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Carl Phillips, from “Civilization”, Then the War: And Selected Poems, 2007-2020

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Happy tired and a little on edge Tuesday

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wet evening in April by Patrick Kavanagh

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its so brave that you have such a 2012-coded url in this 2024 world

would you call a bear brave for standing in a new construction suburb or would you recognize the unfamiliar world they built around him

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now its time to bring the haterism

if you think multiple are bad vote for the one you hate the most <3

#skyrim

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life in usamerica is so sad. They dont even have makovnjača