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WHY ARE YOU SO EMPTY

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I feel like speaking up only made everything worse

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I thought I was fine.

I thought I could handle this but I can't.

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I feel so disconnected from everything

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24/05/2022

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I couldn’t save us both.

sorry for leaving, I couldn’t save us both.

I hope you understand, I couldn’t save us both.

are you saved? Because I’m not.

I couldn’t save us both, I couldn’t save myself, I hope I saved you.

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you live in a house of god; praying on your knees; and wonder why he never saves you.

on being unloved by god

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Looming Doom.

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Jennifers Body // Hole

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i still get scared around strangers

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I miss that old house.

(where trauma lives in the floorboards, where I feel the radiator stabbing into my back from sitting against it, where the sunlight streaming in doesn’t cure me the way I want it to, where the corner store feels just as much like home as the actual house, where I dreamed of running away and living anywhere else, where I curled into a ball and never felt safer, where I curled into a ball and shook in terror)

I miss that old house with trauma seeped into the floorboards and screams stuck in the walls and tears stained on the windowsills

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I know you don't care

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I thought we could forgive each other

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