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It's a lot healthier to go for a daily walk than to sign up for a gym membership you won't be using because you hate that kind of exercise. It's a lot healthier to eat a frozen meal than to skip a meal because you were too tired to cook something healthy. It's a lot healthier to take a quick shower than to procrastinate an elaborate routine for days. Don't aim so high that you won't be hitting anything!

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Ohio Total Solar Eclipse

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Bonnets

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You know when you open up a true crime documentary and they immediately start showing a tumblr user creating their blog journal that some real fucked up shit’s gunna go down

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From producers Annapurna Interactive and BlueTwelve Studio comes a much-anticipated game, Stray.

Stray was one of the featured games during the Playstation June 11, 2020, show, "The Future of Gaming Show" (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RuLci-lSeCo). This show not only showcased Stray but was the world's first look at the anticipated Playstation 5 that had released later that year. Two years late, and Stray was finally released on Steam and PS5 on July 19, 2022. For those who have PS Plus Premium, you can download the game for free. Let me tell you. The game is worth it!

You begin your time as a cat, hanging with other cats. Enjoying the sun, playing with the other cats, when you travel with them suddenly over large pipes, small railings, grass trodden landscapes. It's actually a very pretty game to witness. Then things turn darker as you, the beautiful, orange cat slipped and fell down a pretty steep slope. Thus began its journey through the closed off and forgotten city of robots. 

You meet some very interesting characters along the way in your journey to try to escape this domed city, as well as help those known as the Outsiders. The game is simple, but when looking around the city, you will find many small details that make exploration a large part of the game. 

This game is full of small little achievements to find, too, like playing basketball and playing chess. The game is cute, dark, and something unexpected. 

Picture from Playstation.com

Game on nerds! 

~ShadyoFayx

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One thing I love about my meds, is the almost IMMEDIATE ability to just function. When it hits, it's like the lights have turned on and suddenly I can Do The Thing.

#adhd #medication #brainpower

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(via meanboysclub)

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Another new work. Not really new, but a story I am getting serious about.

#wattpad #books #writinglife #writer #write #science fiction #moon #earth

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one of the most important things about dissociative identity disorder and generally being a system that i wish people would understand is that it truly isn’t as cut and dry as it may seem for member count.

you’ll see people who say they have “six alters” and then immediately assume it’s six fully fleshed out equal individuals with no confusion or fuzziness regarding identity. that’s simply not true in a majority of cases, as i have seen.

most systems still VERY much deal with confusion regarding potential splits, go through dissociative episodes where they’re unsure of who they are, sometimes feel no attachment towards any identities, feel like they might have split and then suddenly that person is gone, unsure if alters they haven’t heard from often have gone dormant, not sure how to react when alters do come out of dormancy, etc.

it’s not a fun feeling and it’s genuinely unfair in certain situations to force systems to list every single alter to you with full certainty, as if it will never change. because it will. for so many different reasons, systems will grow, they will shrink, they will fuse, they will develop. you can’t expect the person with the dissociative disorder and lack of core identity to be able to keep up a perfected list of forever, it’s simply impossible. you may have alters who stick with you, but that doesn’t mean changes won’t happen.

and systems who may be reading this — please don’t feel bad. you are not a hassle, you are not a headache, and you are not an inconvenience for simply coping with something like this. it’s out of your control and the only thing you can do is continue to cope to find ways to help yourself retrain from these reactions. please don’t allow yourself to be harmed by others who don’t understand what you are going through. there are people who will accept and love you for who you are, all of you.

past, present, and future.

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All too true.

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Finally, someone else has my thoughts on this.

can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024