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Trying to be straight can be so tough, it doesn't feel blessed or wholesome at all

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All my friends think I'm gay how peaketh

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#This girl I'm friends with has an incredible snap story and yesterday she posted a video of a really good drawing of that bee #from the bee movie #she honestly gives me life

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basically my next door neighbour has a boy round right now and i wanted to give them space but then i started feeling a panic attack coming on (i managed to stave it off) so now im in my room being a dick

#to be clear there is a wall and everything between us #its just that her crush is in there with her so

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#im sorry ive been here 10 days and this is the biggest fucking mood of my life #i never realised how accurate this shit was until i actually got to uni #if you want to know how my current surroundings and person looks right now its right here negl

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going from “today is a good day” to “i hate my life” takes me approximately 2.6 seconds

#in those 2.6 seconds a girl asked for my measurements and then said i was curvy :))))) #thats a passive aggressive smiley in case you couldnt tell #i literlaly want to die right now

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me as i walk into french class: please god let me have one day free of this eternal torment plea-

justin mcelroy in my head as I cross the threshold into the classroom: Amélie?

#remember when normal ppl used to be like ''yah i totes get intrusive thoughts katy perry's hit single Roar was in my head non stop yesterday #That Is Bull Shit

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#the actual fuck is this

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what the heck i only had one drink last night why do i feel like death this morning

#everything hurts :(

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Why the fuck is every boy I know so kind and good and supportive they're 👏 The 👏 Best👏 Boys always help me and my friends walk home when we're drunk and I was so shook because my brother said that boys wouldn't understand that it's dangerous for girls to get home alone but they really do and I appreciate it so much. People here at uni have been so kind to me I just wish I could show them how much I appreciate it in some way 🤔🤔

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I feel really self conscious of telling people I'm a Christian but I feel like it's disrespectful to God to not mention your belief/lie about it so I always tell people about my religion

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Im so shook at how insecure I get even now after losing all this weight

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Nah I'm fucked off about that he literally said "my friend came to stay" and he told everyone else it was his girlfriend

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What the fuck the guy who was flirting with me (very obviously might I add) has a girlfriend who he kept referring to as his friend wtf I didn't fancy him or anything but I was far too drunk last night so I was like "let's go get [boy]!" And my mate was like "cc he has a gf" I wouldn't do anything but if we're both super drunk in the same place at the moment it would not end well. I'm so embarrassed ugh ugh ugh

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facts

#just please get out of my way pigeons i have places to go