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first name: "any", last name: "pronouns", and my pronouns... well that's a funny story.. i only go by she/her

#unreality

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The Craft — 1996, dir. Andrew Fleming

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I was just thinking yesterday about what a cool and unique perception you have on the world and what a treasure its been to experience it through your expression. Thank you for being. Im sorry its so hard. I often think of not being here myself, but. I think the things we live for are worth it. Sometimes it just takes some time to remember. I hope you allow yourself that time. You enrich our lives, and I hope you can enrich yours and be celebrated by the ones around you. I celebrate you. 😌

thank you & no worries.. i will be okay, im taking the time.. its sweet of you to say ♡

#asks #ily

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LMAO "i bought her chanel bags until there was nothing left in her eyes"

#from the new dracula flow

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hey. we're facing some truly dark times. if life ever starts to feel unbearable, please just remember this: barrister and barista are remarkably similar words

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waiiit a second.. whats that going on over there.. im peering and... *adjusts my spectacles* that guy—that guy!! is misconstruing the intent of MY INTERNET POST?? FOLLOWERS: ATTACK, KILL THIS NITWIT AT ONCE!!

#j4

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(lifts my arms and the skin around my midriff rides up, revealing a seam into my body, which begind to ooze a pestilent swarm of centipedes and spiders, and cockroaches, etc)

AAEEEE >///< (wuickly puts my arms down and covers my abdomen with my hands)

h-how embarrassing... (hastily brushes a scorpion off my thigh)

#j1

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i understand youre tired. im sorry. it is exhausting. but you're never disconnected from us. please remember that. you touch lives

♡

#asks #trying my best to feel this. i just think that often.. others feel connected to me but i do not feel connected to them #i am trying to do what i can on my end to bridge that but its been very difficult my entire life #ily

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you cant kill yourself because you prop up the world. we need you

i know, and i will continue living even with death kneeling on my lungs. it just fuckin sucks, it is exhausting

#asks #ily

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ive been feeling disconnected from everyone, as if im only alive in brief & fleeting moments, like a shadow caught in the folds of the curtains.. it sucks, i don't like to be this way, im trying to get out, thrashing in a sea of deep fabric, gasping for air, choking on & coughing up velvet

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wow that termination time was a new record

#mutual recovery

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#info

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