#○ ° ★ . * 𝑊𝑖𝑠𝘩𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡.

[rake-rake]

Something that I'd like to explore more with Yuta is his current mental and physical state/health. Both his position and his technique take a way too big toll on his mind and body, evident by how tired and sick he always looks. Due to his cursed technique he struggles a lot with keeping food down and constantly throws up, which has him being too thin and almost scrawny, always looking too pale and sick, with sunken features and unhealthy coloration to his skin. And the whole psychological aspect of the consumption of flesh, whether human or curses', is not much better. That combined with the dirty work he needs to do for the higher ups, being basically their glorified hitman, the blood in his hands, has his mental state in shambles. He's honestly suffering from depression and needs to take pills to be able to sleep some, permanent dark circles around his eyes. Of course, he's aware he's a mess, but there's nothing to do about it. He's gotta keep going, because who else is gonna keep everyone safe? Satoru already proved he's not gonna be the one. Yuta intends to keep pushing himself further and further until everything is said and done, and only then allow himself to process everything and break down.

#○ ° ★ . * 𝑊𝑖𝑠𝘩𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡. #○ ° ★ . * 𝐻𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑠. #○ ° ★ . * 𝑌𝑢𝑡𝑎. #cw: depression #cw: vomit #cw: mental health