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what kind of i love you are you?

i hate you (i love you)

this is said with a sort of disbelief, that you can't believe you love this person, that you could never have imagined they would make you feel such affection and fondness for them. they're a little shit, the most ridiculous person you've ever met, and you would absolutely die for them. you say "i hate you," and they just shoot you that stupid grin of theirs. maybe they throw it back at you. neither of you has to say "i love you," to know that you do, it goes without saying.

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what color does your love feel like?

warm burnt orange

Riding off into the sunset, the hope of a happy ending, the bitter after taste that still in it's own way smells kinda great. Your love is all bitter hopefulness, all about a broken heart that refuses to quit, all about the unshakable knowledge that a burning fire has a great comforting warm and a soft glowing light, all about the way when the sun comes down there's a beautiful starry night. It's stubbornness, it's the refusal to give up, the clutching of broken shards despite the searing pain and being adamant that dammit you can still make a beautiful stained glass window out of it. Yours is a screaming heart, a pleading love, a bitter and almost belligerent hopefulness that things will still work out even if you have to roll up your sleeves and make them. And god, aren't you tired? Isn't your heart heavy? Is all your hard work worth it? Don't you just want to curl up and let it be? Let the fire turn to ashes and the sky turn dark and let love die down and watch people leave? But you don't, do you? You're the bravest out of all of us, so you pick up the pieces and you keep going, you keep believing and you keep your heart full of hope because some day. Some day you know you'll get it. You keep riding off into the sunset and you keep filling my heart with hope as you go because god, how do I wish you finally get it too.

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YOUR DATING SERVICE

Date with Marianne Nestmile. Date Fee: $51.37 Customer Comments: "Nothing was very special. (Female in 30s)"

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where should you be kissed?

palm.

you give and give. you are a gentle heart, broken but still standing... always lending a hand for those who need it, expecting nothing in return. you deserve someone taking your hand and kissing your open palm, the hands which have selflessly helped so many others.

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How Does Your Muse Carry Emotion?

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𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒: being unable to stop smiling.  laughter.  bear hugs.  happy tears.  waving arms around.  dancing.  contently sighing.  eyes twinkling.  laughter lines.  childlike playfulness.  skipping.  talking more.  affection.  cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking.  higher pitched voice.  squealing.  jumping around.  clapping.

𝐒𝐀𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒: tearing up.  self-hugging.  one-arm cross.  an aching chest.  scratchy throat. a runny nose.  turning away.  deep breaths.  quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object.  covering mouth.  puffy eyes.  eyes appear red. voice breaking.  a distant or empty stare.  monotone voice.  asking for comfort.  faking a smile.  crumbling.  shaking.  whimpering.  depression.  abusing an unhealthy habit.  withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑: furrowed brows.  baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments.  avoiding eye contact.  sarcasm.  headache.  sore muscles.  hiding clenched fists.  irritability. jumping to conclusions.  raising voice.  going silent.  demanding immediate action.  keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing.  making risky decisions.  middle finger.

𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑: wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling.  rapid breathing.  screaming.  a skewed sense of time.  irritability. keeping silent.  denying fear.  turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave.  nail-biting. lip-biting.  scratching skin.  a joking tone but a voice that cracks.  fainting.  insomnia.  panic attacks.  exhaustion.  substance abuse. tics.  rushing adrenaline.  face draining of color.  hair lifting on the back of the neck.  feeling rooted to the spot.  making body as small as possible.  staring but not seeing. crying.  a shrill voice.  whispering.  gripping something or someone.  stuttering. flinching at noises.  pleading.

𝐄𝐗𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍: constantly yawning. blurring words together.  dark circles or lines under eyes.  mood swings.  hallucinations.  calling people by the wrong name.  dizziness. denying they’re tired.  slow blinking.  trouble concentrating.  stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support.  sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things.  “i’m awake, i’m fine.”  shaking so bad they spill their drink.  falling asleep in their clothes.  laying their head on the table because they’re so tired.  passing out.

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HOW DO YOU NEED TO BE LOVED?

Carefully, like a gentle rain on dry Earth

You've been left beaten down and by someone you really trusted and loved, so now love doesn't come easy for you. You want it to. You want to love and be loved, but you're not sure you remember how. So you need someone else to take the lead. They have to be gentle and sweet and patient. They have to watch out for you, and make sure you're doing okay, because most days you feel a little fragile, if not totally shattered. But someone will come along who will put those pieces back together again.

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where does fear reside in your body?

down your spine

there is something so primal in your fear.... like your furthest ancestors a million years ago felt that exact same feeling, in the exact same way. it happens when you are stupid enough to watch a horror movie alone at night, when you see a spider on your bed, when you're alone in the forest. for a moment, you get chills deep inside you. like every shadow is a monster, every mirror - a portal to a nightmarish dimension. you wonder whether our ancestors felt like this when they walked alone in a world they couldn't understand... we haven't gone a very long way since then. we probably never will. all these things fascinate you.

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How Attractive are You

Marianne Nestmile, your attractiveness is 71.

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𝚆𝙷𝙸𝙲𝙷 𝙰𝚄𝚃𝚄𝙼𝙽 𝚂𝙿𝙸𝙲𝙴 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄 ?

Clove

Woodsy and aromatic, the intoxicating scent of clove evokes a moody and contemplative autumn night. You’re academic and introspective, tending to feel drawn to the mystical and the mysterious.

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𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂  :  𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑 𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

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𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐂 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑 :    gaslights. corsets. ballrooms. candlelight. mist. starless nights. full moons. cobbled streets. horse-drawn carriages. mysterious strangers. bogs. moors. forests. mountains. castles. velvet. silver. brass. gold. jewels. domino masks. the opera. dangerous romances. tragic romances. violins. roses. lilies. empty graves. crosses. cemeteries. snow. ice. the gallows. crows. ambiguous illness. fangs. pointed nails. something howling in the night. capes. gloves. top hats. straight razors. lightning. pipe organs. underground caverns. bats. mice. rats. ravens. cats. pearls. attics. talismans. axes. wood. isolation in a room full of people. vampires. werewolves. ghosts. coffins. western europe. eastern europe. bones. churches. catacombs. mausoleums. books.

𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐂 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑 :    black and white. powder puffs. red lipstick. winged eyeliner. white kitten heels. black lace lingerie. icy blue eyes. rain. abandoned cars. skeletons. acid. poison. voyeurism. switchblades. strangling. overcoats. looking over your shoulder. trans-atlantic accents. private detectives. dinner parties. haunted mansions. alcohol in glass decanters. cobwebs. perfect blonde curls. kitchen knives. shock. cellars. dust. dark alleys. empty streets. driving at night. horn-rimmed glasses. radiation. zombies. serial murder. paranoia. the city. witches. the devil. cannibalism. conspiracies. amulets. abject terror. the american south. the american northeast. england. analog cameras.

𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒 :    bloodbaths. massacres. wanton nudity. newspapers. leather jackets. letterman jackets. converse sneakers. obscured faces. social unrest. bonfires. lakes. babysitters. suburbia. high school. lockers. dead leaves in the fall. jack-o’-lanterns. outdated television sets. nightmares. psychiatrists. hospitals. unstoppable forces. gunfire. police. landline telephones. household objects turned into improvised weapons. halloween. secrets. revelations. character masks. scrunchies. queerness. wild curls. jeering children. parties. fire. swearing. revulsion. california. the american midwest. ambulances.

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑 :    malevolent spirits. seances. spells. missing bodies.  hidden graves. white noise. static. flickering lights. rings of salt. demons. poltergeists. dark histories. old buildings. cold air. mausoleums. wells. urban exploration. a dog barking at something you can’t see. black ooze. old photographs. faces you can swear you’ve seen before but can’t for the life of you figure out where. dark bodies of water. crucifixes. priests. possession. exorcisms. dolls.

𝐂𝐑𝐘𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐃 &  𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐍 𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑 :    aliens. blinding light. dark woods. driving at night. claw-marks. bite-marks. men in black. memory loss. dismembered bodies. sewers. flashlights. cell phones. video cameras. cars with tinted windows. abandoned houses. unlabeled cassette tapes. bugs. big cities. urban crimes. clowns. something rustling outside your window. glowing light. unsolved mysteries. suburbia. mirrors. the american Pacific Northwest. the american midwest. hiking  /  backpacking.

𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐒 :    daylight. fluorescent lighting. morgues. asylums. unwavering eye contact. tension. lit rooms with no one inside them. a dog digging in the newly-planted flower bed. steely gazes. paperwork. anagrams. codes. convicted killers. missing persons. law enforcement. federal agents. small towns. suspicion. paranoia. subdued terror. dimly-lit parking lots.

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WHAT SOFT ROMANCE CLICHE ARE YOU?

the almost kiss

you're unsure about things, always hesitating. why is that? maybe there's something to lose for you, but maybe (just maybe) the risk is worth it. you're the moment when the main characters lean in, lips parted and almost touching. but it's not the actual kiss everyone loves, it's the anticipation. when they look into each other's eyes before their lids flutter close. and there's a lot of frustration when things are interrupted. trust me though, you're a lot more memorable than the actual kiss. you're nervous, but at the end of the day all you want is to be loved.

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IF YOU WERE A DEITY...

Beauty and the Arts

You are the divine spirit of love, beauty and artistic expression, as well as the intoxication and revelry which often accompany both. Due to your association with pleasures of the flesh, you of all deities are perhaps the most closely enmeshed with the affairs of mortals, and you may even have a bit of mortal blood yourself. Your realm also encompasses the many elements which arouse intoxication, ecstasy, and spiritual transcendence for both mortals and divines—be they substances, music, or other sensory phenomena. Although you are certainly the life of the party, you also embody the spirit of healing, relaxation, and respite from the toils of the harsh mortal realm. Your mythological equivalents are Greece’s Apollo and Dionysus, Scandinavia’s Bragi, Mesoamerica’s Xōchipilli, and Mesopotamia’s Ishtar.

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NEGATIVE TRAITS OF THE ZODIAC.

ARIES.   tries    to    do    everything    at    once.     doesn’t    know    when    to    stop    and    take    care    of    themselves.    bends    over    backwards    for    everyone    even    if    someone    did    them    dirty.        has    entirely    too    much    on    their    plate.

TAURUS.     idealistic.   spends    a    lot    of    time    trying    to    impress    others.       doesn’t    like    to    apologise.     eating    is    a    coping    mechanism    or    just    addictive    personalities    in    general.     a    tad    co  -  dependent.

GEMINI.       the    most    flip  -  floppy    people    ever.    what’s    today’s    mood    ?.    never    apologises.     in    denial    90%    of    the    time.     their    way    is    the    highway.     desperately    needs    a    break.      they    have    a    hard    time    setting    goals    because    their    goals    scare    them.

CANCER.    the    literal    meaning    of    “    i’ll    give    you    the    shirt    off    my    back    ”.     isolates    themselves    in    fear    of    someone    hurting    them.       wants    to    change    but    is    scared    of    change.    complains    a    lot    but    never    takes    advice    people    give    them.

LEO.     no    one    takes    them    seriously    because    they    always    have    to    portray    themselves    as    the    fun    one.     is    actually    really    sad    inside.       honestly    needs    a    hug.      exhausted    always.

VIRGO.       can    dish    it    but    can’t    take    it.      rushes    everything.      anxious.     plans    their    future    but    forgets    to    live    in    the    moment.       sometimes    ignores    their    friends    because    they    have    so    much    on    their    mind.     talks    about    themselves    a    lot    and    sometimes    forgets    to    ask    the    other    person    how    they    are.

LIBRA.      solves    everyone’s    problems    but    their    own.     is    actually    really    sad    and    lonely.        gets    easily    heartbroken    but    tries    not    to    show    it.   will    do    anything    to    justify    bad    decisions.     honestly    just    wants    everyone    to    love    them    but    doesn’t    really    love    themselves.

SCORPIO.        easily    set    off.        will    give    anyone    the    cold    shoulder    at    any    given    time    even    without    reason.       keeps    a    lot    in.      so    observant    that    they    oftentimes    find    out    things    that    hurt    them.       too    many    “    what    ifs    ”    swirling    in    their    heads.   has    trouble    showing    their    true    self.

SAGITTARIUS.        impatient.      brash.        commitment    issues.      body    issues.     doesn’t    realise    they    don’t    need    to    change    for    anyone.      has    a    lot    of    different    goals    to    a    point    where    they    get    overwhelmed.       just    wants    to    disappear    and    do    what    they    want    without    anyone    questioning    them.

CAPRICORN.        scared    people    won’t    like    them    unless    they’re    at    the    top    of    their    game    24/7.       takes    a    lot    for    them    to    talk    about    their    feelings.       secretly    struggling.    fake    happy.     needs    a    plan    but    doesn’t    know    what    that    plan    is.       confident    but    insecure    at    the    same    time.       wants    to    be    stable    but    sometimes    wishes    they    could    drop    everyone’s    expectations    of    them    and    live    normally.

AQUARIUS.        gets    heartbroken    like    thirty    times    a    week.        trust    issues.        can    be    unmotivated    and    disinterested.      feels    they    have    to    adapt    to    every    person    they    meet    so    they    can    be    liked.      doesn’t    know    how    to    tap    into    their    emotions    despite    being    very    intuitive.       confused.        expects    little.

PISCES.      empathetic    often    to    a    point    of    no    return.      plays    the    victim.       doesn’t    know    when    to    say    no.      cynical.        hermit.      is    very    impatient.        trusts    everyone    too    much.        can    be    secretly    very    critical    and    judgmental.       can    only    tolerate    maybe    ten    minutes    of    social    interaction.     needs    a    lot    of    validation.

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TAG SOME PEOPLE FOR FUN !    

FAVORITE DRINK : MoguMogu Lychee

ZODIAC SIGNS : Taurus

FAVORITE SEASON : Fall UwU

CURRENTLY WATCHING : Stranger Things Season 3

NUMBER OF ENEMIES : HmMmMmm alive or dead?

LAST PERSON TEXTED : My brother. July 11. See, I don’t even text people. 

LAST THING YOU BOUGHT : A big bottle of Gatorade. It wasn’t even for me!

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Marianne Nestmile has appeared! What to do?

>Confess

>Hold hands

>Caress cheek

>Play dead

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WHAT  TRAGIC  HORROR  CHARACTER  TROPE  ARE  YOU ?

that which cannot be known oh god. how did it come to this? to some extent, you've gone so far past your own idea of "human" that it must be kind of fun, right? maybe. i'm not sure. as an artefact of cosmic horror, you're wild and wacky and colourful and people are probably drawn to that, but you will never let them know you. the mystery intrigues for a while, but it'll wear everyone down. it'll wear you down, too. who are you? do you remember? are you so far gone that you can't go back? and maybe that's the most tragic thing of all- becoming so distorted in your identity, and for so long, that no matter how hard you want to return you can't ever seem to figure it out. but you've learned a vast amount up in the stars, and people will work hard to get to know you. it doesn't matter who you used to be. sometimes, you should just start from scratch: give yourself a name, a birthday. let someone celebrate these things with you.

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