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#(a few months later (which happened to be early March 2020. lol) they did shrooms and realized they wanted to talk to me again lmao)
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tbh when mitski said “you’re my best friend/now i’ve no one to tell/how i lost my best friend”
#my freshman year of college my best friend and I were both a wreck
#and on opposite sides of the country
#during winter break I made the decision to share certain information with their parents bc I was actively concerned for their safety
#they were deeply upset about me betraying their trust like that and asked for a break in our friendship
#(a few months later (which happened to be early March 2020. lol) they did shrooms and realized they wanted to talk to me again lmao)
#(so we talked and cried and now we’re still best friends almost 4 years later)
#and my birthday is in january so it fell right in the middle of the period we weren’t talking
#and my friends at school actually put together a really lovely party and it remains to this day the best bday party ive had
#(most of my bdays have been sad and shitty lol)
#but i just remember being drunk in my friends dorm room with my friends all around me
#it was the end of the night people were just kinda chatting in little groups or whatever
#and i was lying on my friends bed just miserable bc all I could think about was how my best friend was supposed to be there too
#bc my parents were going to fly them out for the weekend as a present
#and obviously that just got dropped
#and id been talking to my friends about it kind of but all I wanted was my actual best friend
#I left them a very embarrassing drunk voicemail that THANK GOD they deleted without listening to
#but it’s just. the quiet agony of being angry and sad and hurt because your person doesn’t want to be ur person anymore
#and still wanting to talk to them about it. still needing them to comfort you and give you their advice and insights
#i don’t want to talk to anyone else about it. they’re not you.
#sigh. anyway. ive actually lost several close friends for various reasons ranging from reasonable to bullshit
#and it always blindsides me how much I want to talk to THEM about it
#so thanks mitski for expressing that so artfully
#op
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