#ALSO happy three years of summerseed!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[hopecountyisforlovers]

part of me kinda wants a fresh start on tumblr and part of me just wants to. not use tumblr

#like. i could remake my blog and in fact have already #i have a new blog all set up that ive never touched #but also. idk. whats the point #i really dont want to make another selfship blog #lately i feel very out of place in selfship spaces #and being on here lately its like. like yeah posting memes or whatever is fun but i dont ahve a lot of content or things to say #plus theres just a lot of bad memories tied to being here. people id rather not think about #most people on here dont talk to me. i have like #a handful of muts who i really like #which isnt boohooing i know im not entitled to attention it just makes the experience of being here lately less impactful #lately i feel like im just here kinda messily reblogging things #but also idk what i would post on my new blog if i made it or why i would be doing it #bc i already made one and had no idea what to post on it #idk im just rambling a lot #if you read this far drink a glass of water its hot outside lately <3 i care about you #ALSO happy three years of summerseed!!!!!!!!!!!!! #woooooooo