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allboutheyaoi · 1 year
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Wherever you go, I’ll go
By Old Xian
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pixiefms · 1 year
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we are in soup. we are in such hot hot soup.
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motianz · 13 days
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19 days Timeline - He Tian's departure
Ok so, lately I've had a few people asking me about when does HT come back after leaving, and why is everyone assuming he goes away for years, so I'm making this post to explain the time-line for anyone who's confused about it.
First of all, 19 Days is mainly told through 2 timelines. The first one (1) is the present, when the boys are in college. The second one (2) where most of the story takes place, is in the past, when the boys are in middle school.
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The story starts in time-line 1, with Zhang Zheng Xi talking about how Jian Yi used to be with him all the time, disappeared in high school and then came back, (remember, high school and middle school work differently in different countries) then he starts to think about the time before all of that happened, during middle school (timeline 2). So the main story in 19 Days is actually a flashback, where Zzx of time-line one is thinking about time-line 2.
We mainly get timeline 1 during Christmas specials. And we know that timeline 1 is during college because after Jian Yi comes back, he talks about still being in high school while everyone else is in college (chapt 224), and because he talks about wanting to get into the same college as Zzx.
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Now, in the same chapter (224) we see that while Zzx and Jy are having this conversation, Mo is working and He tian comes back for what is implied to be the first time. Here we see that 1 Mo and Ht haven't kept fully in contact, and 2 He tian was gone (and gone to another country on top of that)
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Jumping ahead to the next Crishtmas special (chapter 271) (still in timeline 1) we get more proof that He tian has been gone for a long while:
1 - He tian doesn't know where Mo's living (so he's been away for at least as long as Mo has lived there) 2 - He quite literally says he has been gone for a long time.
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So, we know He Tian only comes back after everyone is around 18 or older.
And why does everyone think he's leaving now?
We do know a little of what Ht was doing while being gone, and can get a a few hints on when he leaves because of that. In the most recent Christmas special confirms He tian was working to be able to take care of Mo.
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Now, we have seen he tian struggle to become someone strong enough to protect the people he loves for a while now, and we know he wants to do it apart from his family, but recently we have seen him come face to face with the fact he still can't do that yet (chapter 406). So he is finally at a point where his mentality is "I can't do anything without my family, so I need to grow my own legs" aka, start his own business to support little Mo.
On top of that, currently He Cheng is chasing He tian so he can transfer schools (the boys are on the last year of middle school, about to go to high school) (we've seen Zzx and Jy talk about wich high school they want to go).
And we know He tian getting transferred has something to do with his father and the family business (chapter 348, timeline 2)
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Wich means 1 He tian will be more involved with his family after the transfer, and 2 He tian will gain more power/influence because of that.
So if there ever was a time for He tian to dissappear, get his own business and stand on his own two legs, it's now.
So the status of the characters are:
Timeline 1
Zzx - College. JY- High school trying for college. Mgs - Working. Ht - Working/coming back to China.
Timeline 2
Zzx- middle school about to go to high school. Jy -middle school about to dissappear. Mgs - middle school about to go to high school. Ht - middle school about to be transferred and disappear (family business).
TLDR: He tian goes away now and only comes back during college years. Jian Yi goes away during the second day of high school and comes back during college years as well.
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ichigokeks · 1 month
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Since the 19 days plot has stalled for a while now and both couples are very comfortable, happy and have their little romantic moments, I have the strong feeling that we are progressing towards the High School arc. Because what could be more devastating than He Tian not keeping his promise of coming back and Jian Yi disappearing without a word just as Zhan Zheng Xi and Momo have started to accept their feelings and be openly vulnerable and romantic with their partners.
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nightfayre · 10 months
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Jealousy isn’t quite what Guan Shan felt when Jian Yi returned.
When he’d gotten Zheng Xi’s text — a mere ‘Jian Yi’s back.’, as if Zheng Xi wasn’t rendered half-mute when Guan Shan called him immediately afterward — the feeling had started deep in Guan Shan’s chest, clawing outwards as if rediscovering the world after a period of dormancy. It didn’t hurt, but it took hold of something he forgot existed within him, rattling it back to life despite him believing it was dead.
To his defense, it had spent seven years in the grave. Guan Shan had thrown a fistful of soil atop its polished casket — then another, and another, until it was secured six feet under and he could stand on top of the mound and press his shoe prints into the wet earth and pretend like that meant he’d overcome it. Like he’d gotten the last word.
“I don’t know what I should do,” Zheng Xi had said on the phone, his voice strange. Guan Shan couldn’t tell if he was crying or angry or both. “I don’t know if I’ll let him inside next time. It was a mess. He was so—”
There was a long pause.
“Did you fight?” Guan Shan asked.
Another pause. “No. We didn’t… yell. But he was upset that I was upset that he’s just appeared and I— I didn’t know what to tell him.” He sighed, and Guan Shan could see him with his head in a hand, staring at the floor. “I told him to leave, and he did.”
Guan Shan knew Zheng Xi well enough to recognize that any advice at that moment would fall on deaf ears. The first year of Jian Yi’s disappearance had a violent impact on Zheng Xi, and Guan Shan quickly learned that quiet company was the best medicine. If and when Zheng Xi wanted to talk, Guan Shan would be there. So he said, “I can catch the train.”
Zheng Xi hesitated. “It’s late.”
“I can be there in an hour.”
After a long moment: “Okay.”
They hung up and, pulling on his shoes, Guan Shan ignored the tremble of his hands. He thought of He Tian for the first time in months.
He wondered if it was possible for jealousy to feel like a ghost standing in the corner of the room.
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yukikoizumi · 1 year
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Random 19days head cannons bc it’s felt so long since an update and I’m bored and figure other ppl might want something to consume:
I feel like Momo resembles his father the most, but gets his fairness, eyes, hair color (obviously) from mama Mo.
And the opposite for the He brothers, I like to think they only got their Height & jaw structure from their father, but their silky hair, nose eyes lashes and lips from their mother who was probably gorgeous.
Xixi’s sister notices the change in him when Jian Yi disappears and puts two and two together
Jian Yi’s mom always knew about her son and Zheng Xi bc from an outsiders perspective it’s so totally obvious (lol)
Jian Yi & Xixi are a switch couple in a 50/50 way, Tian & mo are more like 20/80.
Momo only wants to experience penetrating Tian because of how good He Tian makes it sound when penetrating mo LOL
Mo never came out to buzzcut because there was no need to, but once in highschool Mo mentioned he tian and buzcut was just casually like “that dude you dated a couple years ago”?
He Tian modeled for one summer in another country to prove to his brother he could become rich without his help and it was working until He Tian realized he didn’t want to be in the spotlight
He Tian entrusted two of his lackeys he trusted the most to take pictures of Mo Gaun Shan and bring them to him while they were separated
Mo is one of those slender dudes with tiny waists and slender ribcages but is this really a head-cannon? We’ve seen Mo’s waist.
Jian Yi runs a popular Instagram account where he posts aesthetic photos of him and Xixi being couple and romantic (holding hands, cuddling, etc) all while censoring their faces ofc
He tian gives Jian Yi a hard time about the IG page only because Mo doesn’t allow him to make one of their own
They go on double dates and have couples game nights all the time where they all drink and play a game, and ofc He Tian & Jian Yi are the ones that get super competitive and loud. Mo only gets loud to tell tian to stfu, Xixi just sits in silence waiting for his turn.
He Tian never likes taking Mo to certain areas of the city where gay men are known to be because surprise surprise; Momo is a catch to other gay men and He Tian can see it and hates being jealous.
Same with Xixi except everywhere because Jian Yi is just so pretty.
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unforth · 6 months
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Chinese BL novels that I know of that have been adapted into animated or live actions shows
I just wrote this up in Discord, might as well post it here.
by priest:
Tian Ya Ke (Faraway Wanderers) (live action adaptation: Word of Honor - on Netflix)
Zhenhun (Guardian) (live action adaptation, same name)
Can Ci Pin (The Defective) (animated adaptation, same name) (I haven't read or seen it yet)
Lie Huo Jiao Chou (Drowning Sorrows in Raging Fire) (animated adaptation, same name) (I haven't read or seen it yet)
Mo Du (Silent Reading) (live action adaptation: Justice in the Dark, was pulled after 8 episodes aired due to censorship, I only managed to see one episode before it disappeared)
Sha Po Lang (Stars of Chaos) (live action adaptation: Winner is King, filmed but never aired due to censorship) (I haven't read it yet)
by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu
Mo Dao Zu Shi (Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation) (animated adaptation, same name; live action adaptation: The Untamed - LA is on Netflix)
Tian Guan Ci Fu (Heaven Official's Blessing) (animated adaptation, same name - on Netflix; live action adaptation: Eternal Faith, filmed but never aired due to censorship)
Ren Zha Fanpai Zijiu Xitong (Scum Villain's Self-Saving System) (animated adaptation: Scum System)
by Meng Xi Shi
Chenghua Shisi Nian (The Fourteenth Year of Chenghua) (live action adaptation: The Sleuth of Ming Dynasty)
Qian Qiu (Thousand Autumns) (animated adaptation: Shanhe Jian Xin)
by Fei Tian Ye Xiang
Tianbao Fuyao Lu (Legend of Exorcism) (animated adaptation, same name - s1 out of 2 is on Netflix) (I haven't read the book yet, but I've read the manhua)
Dinghai Fusheng Lu (Dinghai Fusheng Records (animated adaptation, same name) (I haven't watched it yet)
by Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
Erha he Ta de Baimao Shizun (The Husky and His White Cat Shizun) (live action adaptation: Hao Yi Xing, filmed but never aired due to censorship)
That's everything I can think of right now.
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goliig68 · 8 months
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19 days fic rec pt.2
Making pt.2 cuz I couldn't add all of my favourite fics here( again, with no particular order )
Mark My Love by ria_green
( E | 12,525 | 9/? )
He Tian gently holds Mo Guanshan by the neck, thumb pressing into where a bond bite might one day appear.
Shivering, Mo Guanshan shoves him away. "Go do that with an omega, idiot."
Note: a funny omegaverse story. Don't let the omegaverse title put you off it's seriously very funny and cute. I love the interactions between guan shan and jian yi😂 he tian and zhen xi too! I swear they all have weirdest dynamics!
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It will come back by mgsdays (regencyaus)
( E | 44,417 | 12/12 )
He Tian leaving on self-protection, after Jian Yi's disappearance, makes Mo scared enough to make a move. They stumble into something together just as He Tian leaves the country, and they have to figure things out long-distance while waiting for He Tian to come back.
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Mo's known the gist of it since the dawn of his puberty. Water's wet, sky is blue, Mo's sexual desires are intertwined with his complicated feelings for He Tian. Big deal.
But the reality of it is- something else. This is something else entirely.
Did you miss me? – H
Barely noticed. - MGS
...did you? - MGS
Every minute of every day. - H
How the fuck does He Tian just say those things? Doesn't he feel embarrassed? Mo thinks he's feeling embarrassed for him, and he didn't even write it. He stares at the words until his phone light goes out, and then he turns it on again and stares some more.
Note: an amazing reunion au. I think author did a great job at handling tianshan's long-distance relationship and all of that mafia stuff. I think this fic has to be In everyone's "to read" list👌
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nothing fucks with my baby by figglypudding
( E | 23,897 | 3/3 )
unexpectedly, and in the most unlikely of places, mo stumbles upon a reunion he'd long given up on.
but how can he heal when he's only just begun to acknowledge the hurt?
Note: another reunion au. But angstier and so much sadder😭 but it's happy ending, so all of that sadness was worth going through.
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swimming in the blood by powerandpathos
( M | 29,455 | 1/1 )
Guan Shan’s nose wrinkles. ‘I sing like I mean it. I don’t sing it ‘cause I want everyone else to hear. That’s Jian Yi’s thing.’
’And what’s your thing?’
He Tian holds his gaze. Street lamps and car headlights are mirrored in the amber surface of Guan Shan’s eyes, and He Tian can see his own shadowed silhouette in his irises, a blocky shape of darkness with no detail. For some reason, that bothers him.
‘Still figurin’ that out,’ Guan Shan says.
Note: rock band au. Sex, drama and rock 'n roll. No drugs lol. This fic in in my top 10 favourite 19 days fics, And it is so underrated!! Go read it, it's truly wonderful!
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nail House by powerandpathos
( M | 13,309 | 1/1 )
‘God,’ Guan Shan mutters. He pushes himself up onto his elbows. His thighs are still trembling, and he rolls his ankles. ‘You fuckin’ love control, don’t you?’
He Tian sits back on his haunches. ‘Have you seen my family?’
‘I don’t wanna talk about your family right now.’ Guan Shan huffs. ‘Bet you can’t fuckin’ stand that I have to drive you about, right?’
‘I got used to it. It’s a shame the car isn’t a manual. I’ve enjoyed seeing your hand around the gear stick.’
Note: Triad au/driver!Guan shan. One of my favourite aus! I really enjoyed reading it, so I read it 3 more time.
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hook, line, and sinker by fayre
( Gen | 3,673 | 1/1 )
“So everything that happened,” Guan Shan says, trying and failing to keep a steady tone, “The shopping, the barbeque — everything was just because you didn’t want to go home alone? That's pretty damn convoluted if you ask me.”
He Tian huffs, amused. “Not exactly. I had nothing planned; no expectations. I just wanted to be with you.”
a post-chapter 292 drabble (the day after the BBQ/sleepover at the He family estate.)
Note: i loved all of the calm feelings I got from this fic. The descriptions of atmosphere and everything around them was so detailed that I literally could feel them too. It was very gentle and pure you know?
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allergy season by fayre
( T | 6,506 | 1/1 )
“You know, they say that sneezing a lot means you’re on someone’s mind.”
“Yeah?” Guan Shan says a bit drily, sniffing hard. “Then what a fuckin’ shame.”
He Tian watches him. “For you?”
“For the bastard unfortunate enough to have gotten me on their mind,” Guan Shan answers, walking again. He hates how nasally and gross his voice sounds, and the back of his throat feels sore. “If someone’s thinkin’ of me this fuckin’ much, it can’t be good news for either of us. Trust me.”
“Ah,” He Tian says, and then nothing more.
a post-chapter 348 oneshot (the He Tian & dog chapter).
Note: man...i remember reading this fic hoping that one day, we get a love confession and kiss scene between he tian and guan shan (and now we fucking have it)
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Knee high, stage fright (even if you're alright) by fayre
( Gen | 5,383 | 1/1 )
It’s no longer about what He Tian thinks; it’s about what he knows. And he knows Guan Shan — at least on a foundational level — and he knows how Guan Shan doesn’t just ask when he needs. He knows how Guan Shan doesn’t talk but doesn’t listen, either. He knows that Guan Shan doesn’t always think rationally but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t think, and he knows how his body goes on autopilot before his thoughts cause him to malfunction and crash and burn.
He knows.
After all, it's the little things that add up. He Tian can only pray that they won't come crashing back down.
(or: no matter how hard he may try, guan shan can't hide all his problems. fluff ensues.)
Note: a soft and cute tianshan oneshot, with a little bit of angst but it's mostly fluff. I loved the ending, it melted my heart and brought smile to my lips🫠❤
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singing in red by starlightstarshine
( T | 27,204 | 6/6 )
In which He Tian is the bassist for the most popular band in the world and Guan Shan is only doing modelling so that he could get enough money to pay for his next meal (based on that art by Old Xian).
Note: I love the fics where guan is head over heels for He tian haha😆
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Tell Me On A Sunday by Llybian
( T | 1,501 | 1/1 )
He’d begun, with great difficulty, to accept all of this in his heart. But he still could do nothing. What was he supposed to do? Confess his feelings like a pathetic little schoolgirl? Not a chance.
But then again, what did he really suppose would happen if he told He Tian he “liked” him? Well, the world would end, for one. That was just a given. But beyond that, they’d probably just make out. There was really no chance of He Tian shooting him down or saying this was all just some long con.
Despite that. He just couldn’t.
Note: I think by summary everyone can get a brief foresight that what this fic is about. In my opinion, this fic is very real and in character.
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Bites by Asfodel
( M | 24,263 | 7/? )
Turning to look at the black sky, he let his mind wander to a place he tried not to visit too often. To the last words Guan Shan heard He Tian say in that dim corridor.
« I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I love you, I’ll fix it, I’m sorry. »
Like a mantra.
or a rewrite of their reunion a few years after high school, basically disregarding the Christmas chapters. Side of ZhengYi, angsty but with a healthy dose of fluff, tags will be updated as the story goes.
Note: reunion au. It's such a beautiful but heartbreaking story. I love author's writing style, it captures feelings perfectly👌
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A dog by Alien_Kitsune
( E | 50,000 | 10/10 )
Mo Guanshan and He Tian didn't meet in the school and each went his own way. Several years passed and Mo became a criminal. But on the verge of death destiny surprises him.
Two broken men who are still trying to find themselves in this world were always fated to find each other.
Note: mafia au. Thanks to @maruuzen for recommending me this fic!❤ I really loved the process of tianshan's relationship development. I'm sure that's how their relationship would go if they didn't meet at middle school, and/or he tian joined his family business, just like how it's stated in fic, fate brought them together. also it's angsty (of course) so be warned.
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Dawn Rising by powerandpathos
( E | 78,968 | 13/? )
An Historical Fantasy AU—A poisoning; a death; a thief. A prince struggling to be a prince. A guard trying to stop one from getting killed. And everyone else on the sidelines. It has never been so hard to navigate the court of an empire when not everyone can survive.
Note: my favourite historical fantasy au, the plot, the drama, the characters it's just_ugh👌💞 unfortunately, this fic is probably abandoned, but don't let that stop you from reading it, even though it's unfinished, I think this fic is still amazing.
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Cold On The Inside by incorrect19days
( E | 4,879 | 6/6 )
‘Look at me.’
He Tian instructed softly.
He took a deep shuddering breath and opened his eyes.
Note: a short and oh-so-beautiful story. It's a little bit sad but it's happy end, or hopeful ending better to say.
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When I see people lamenting about the fact that He Tian will vanish abroad soon and I remember that there's a chance Jian Yi will disappear as well.
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Old Xian, give me strength.
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pixiefms · 1 year
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that zhanyi post took up all 30 tags i could use but i had to say my piece
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dntclosemt · 5 months
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Im gonna start posting on here more!! I haven’t been able to post due to my pregnancy being kinda harsh on me hahaha
N e ways.. HAPPY TIANSHAN 1ST KISS ANNIVERSARY 🎉🎉🎉🎉
Shit, I can’t believe it’s been a whole year😭 it felt like yesterday the kiss chapter came out and the fandom was going INSANE.
And I’m so happy that their relationship is getting stronger and stronger but I’m also sad because in reality He Tian is about to leave like really really soon :(( and Jian Yi is gonna disappear as well… but let’s enjoy while we can for now🥹🥹.
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ohrightgaypeople · 1 year
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n- nO but the way Xixi is always so gentle with Jian I- yUo dOn'T uNDeRstAnD 😭😭😭😭
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even in the future, when his pissed at Jian Yi disappearing and just coming back like nothing happened. like Zheng Xi's WORST nightmare didn't came true and he definitely felt like a failure - he couldn't keep his promise; and this bitch comes back like he just took a vacation (and it's justified, but Xixi doesn't know and maybe he can't know)
his anger and resentment and sadness and confusion; we can see he's struggling (in the current days) with all those feelings and the ones, the ones he couldn't name during their childhood and teenage years - that he wasn't ready to name, couldn't understand nor accept his romantic love and devotion (they're both boys! it shouldn't be like that, right?) - coming back full force.
and, oh, the regret! the feeling that maybe he was too late to save his bff; too late to name that feeling between them; the guilt - yet even then, despite having their relationship being put on pause for years, his all-encompassing care and protective nature when it comes to his best friend wins out everything else
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agostise · 1 year
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i've been seeing some theories about how long he tian will be gone, and i thought we all agreed it's gonna be like, for 3/4 years
jian yi disappears in the first year of highschool along with he tian, then, jian yi returns when zhan zheng xi is in the first year of college… i think most (if not all) of the specials take place after jian yi returns, so
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ichigokeks · 1 year
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gotta be real with yall for a moment. I am obviously known as a Tianshan person and Qiucheng but I think Zhan Zheng Xi and Jian Yi should get their consensual kiss and lots of cute moments so that when He Tian and Jian Yi disappear soon, we can all hurt extra especially painfully together :)
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suspiciousmotives · 1 year
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Not to make myself cry or anything but the parallels between tianshan and jian yi's parents are interesting, especially since he tian was able to come back and actually put a ring on mo's finger in a form of resolution that jian yi's mom never gets. I would bet that in the moment of he tian's actual departure, he will ask mo to make a similar promise to the one that jian yi's dad asked of jian yi's mom.
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WHICH, considering that the He and Jian families seem to be in similar activities and dangerous work, and considering that jian yi may potentially tell zhan zheng xi about his parent's past, and that zzx and mo will hang out in the years after both he tian and jian yi's disappearance-- maybe mo will find out about jian yi's parents tragic history from zzx or even from jian yi/someone else? He might see the similarities in his own experiences, and by the time he tian comes back, had already resigned himself to never seeing he tian again?
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kira-7 · 1 year
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I fear that when XiXi is ready to accept his feelings for Jian Yi, Jian will disappear...
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