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beeblelady · 2 days
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90s Andrew Marston
This Fanart is by the great: akusace from instagram (Make Sure to Follow the Artist)
Without the subtitles:
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c-t-r-l14 · 5 months
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Why Alex’s Break Up Audio Made Me Appreciate Andrew’s Character More
A couple of days ago, as I was drafting the dialogue for the second part of Alex’s story, I started to think about Andrew Marston, our beloved Literature Professor. I remember when I first listened to the Alex’s break up audio, in the description of the video, Saku states that this was the first break up audio he’s ever done. But that isn’t true, ‘cause Andrew broke up with his partner at some point in his story, too. And then I started thinking about Andrew’s break up audio—and what I realized is that throughout that breakup audio—It never felt like Andrew was trying to get rid of listener.
One of the biggest things that pissed me off about Alex was his blatant disregard of the person he claims to love. He absolutely refused to try and make the relationship work, he gaslights listener and blames the failure of their relationship all on them, makes dumbass excuses that hold no merit whatsoever, and tried to make it seem like it was such a hard decision to come to, when in reality, it probably wasn’t. He tells them that he loves them and how he wants to be with them so badly, but never gives them actual chance to make that happen. And it honestly feels like he made all of these excuses and blamed listener for their relationship falling apart so he wouldn’t feel bad for leaving them behind. It was quite obvious that he saw listener as a burden that was holding him back, and he wanted nothing than more to get rid of them so he could finally be free and run away from them. He is a selfish, manipulative, gaslighting asshole with a victim complex. If he really loved listener as much as he says he does, then none of the excuse making or gaslighting would be necessary; but it seemed like to him—doing all of that would be the only way out without feeling bad about it. So, instead of being truthful about how he actually feels and just straight up telling listener, “I don’t want to be in a long distance relationship,” or “I’ve fallen out of love with you”, or literally ANYTHING ELSE, he decided to make things a lot more harder for them by pulling any excuse out of his ass and praying that it will work. It just felt like he was just throwing them away—like how a child throws away a toy after they’ve outgrown it—and it’s SICKENING.
But, Andrew was never like this.
Through his entire break-up audio, you could feel that he truly felt like he was making the right decision here—because above all else, Darling was the only thing that mattered to him. Something I’ve learned from Alex’s audio is that it’s really easy to point the finger to someone else and put all the blame on one party. It would’ve been all too easy for Andrew to straight up tell listener that it was their fault for perusing him—and if they’d just simply looked somewhere else to find love, then their exposé would’ve never happened—and both of their reputations would be spared from online scrutiny and embarrassment. But he didn’t. He and Darling both perused this relationship with the consequences in the back of their mind. They knew what would happen if they got caught, and repercussions that will follow. Andrew had enough integrity and honesty within himself to pour his heart out to Darling and told them how much he loved them. And you can tell that he was doing it because he thought that it was the best thing he could do for them—and that’s because he was HONEST. He never once made excuses, or gaslit them into thinking this was entirely their fault. And it never felt like he was just throwing them aside when it suited him.
And it shows more even when he came back to apologize for his behavior. Even then, he realized that it was wrong to make definitive decisions about their relationship without talking to his partner first—and was ready to accept the consequences of his actions because he realized how much he hurt Darling. He was honest about everything—even when it was hard for him. He made sure to put in the effort in his relationship to make sure he keeps Darling by his side. Even when people came after him—even after he got publicly humiliated—even after he lost his job. He tried so hard because he told Darling how much he loved them—and he meant it.
I respect the living hell out of Andrew because his actions always matched his words.
I want to make this clear—I’m not saying that Alex has to stay with listener. And I’m not mad that he wanted to leave. I’m mad because of the way he broke up with them. There was absolutely no reason to blame them for everything. There was absolutely no reason to gaslight and manipulate them. And there was certainly no reason for his dumbass to make such stupid excuses. He tells listener he loves them and yet does everything he could to get away from them. He wasn’t even man enough to be honest during their break-up. His actions matched the opposite of his words and that makes me sick. Alex makes me sick.
When he sees all of his friends move on to the next level in their relationships—whether that be marriage, or having kids—his stupid, sorry, good-for-nothing-except-crying-and-making-excuses headass will be ALONE. And he’ll stay that way until he realizes that being unwilling to put actual effort in a relationship and having no integrity is a rather unattractive trait of his. Although, I highly doubt that he’ll be smart enough to realize that AT ALL—because he has such a victim complex.
In short, fuck Alex, and stan Andrew. ❤️
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plaqying · 5 months
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andrew ‘are we even soulmates in this one’ marston
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soscarlett1twas · 1 month
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reunion
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faeskiss · 1 month
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ANDREW MARSTON??????
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xzhdjsj · 10 days
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Andrew x Reader
Bent over his desk. (NSFW)
melatonin tends to give me weirdass dreams BUTT SOMETIMES sometimessssss they swing in a different direction, like this :3
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Where does being a brat get you? 
Apparently bent all the way over a desk, with your boyfriend breathing down your neck.
You've had it coming. All day you'd been set on teasing him, whether it was dropping sly comments here and there or mischievously running your fingers across his body every chance you got. Yet your advances had been requited a grand total of ZERO times. It was safe to say you were annoyed.
You stood at the door, watching as Andrew typed away at his laptop, seemingly oblivious to your presence.
It was impossible that he simply hadn't noticed you all day, the only explanation would be he'd been purposefully ignoring you. 
You took a breath in and replaced the small frown on your face with a smile as you approached him from behind. One thing that's worked in the past was wearing his clothes, so you borrowed one of his shirts just for this occasion. 
Your hands gently massage his shoulder, and you lean down to kiss the side of his neck. "What are you working on?"
"Oh hello," He finally acknowledges your presence. "Nothing much, just finishing up some logs for this week."
"Ohhhh" You feign interest, "Mind if I join you?"
"I'm almost done, but sure."
You take the opportunity to make your way in front of him, his t-shirt falls just midthigh on you showing off your legs. Ignoring the way, he eyes roved over you, you plop yourself down right on his lap. "Hope I'm not distracting you." 
"Actually, I just realised I needed to get something from my bag." He gently ushers you off his lap. 
With a sigh, you frown even deeper, leaning against the side of his desk with your arms folded. He just ignored your boldest move to get something from his bag? That's not fair.
You're so absorbed by your thoughts you don't see Andrew moving his laptop from his desk to a nearby chair. 
"So, what's with the shirt?" He appears again, closer than before. He's so close, it’s difficult to breathe as he's corners you against his desk.
"Nothing, it's just comfy." You replied.
"You sure it wasn't just to rile me up?" He tilts his head, eyes narrowing slightly.
"What are you talking about?" You laugh, eyeing the bookshelf behind him. "Why would I do that?"
"I don't know. Maybe because you've been doing it all day." He punctuates his sentence with a kiss on your neck. "You think I didn't notice?"
You swallow at his words, but there was no way you can answer him now. Lying was out of the question and admitting the truth simply wasn't on your to-do list for today. So, you stay silent.
His eyes darkened with amusement and something more intense. "Where are your naughty remarks now?" He questions, nudging his knee between your legs. 
Before you could react, Andrew had both your wrists firmly locked above your head as he swiftly pins your body onto his desk. Your back is pressed against the cold wooden surface, but you could feel the warmth of his body radiating onto your chest. His body is a solid wall of muscle and heat. The contrast between the cold desk below you and Andrew's warm chest was intoxicating, even if you were trapped.
"You didn't really think you could get away with all you did today, did you?" 
Your heart pounded in your chest; Andrew could probably feel it too. "Andrew..." You breathed, unsure whether it was a plea or surrender.
"You've been driving me crazy all day. Now here you are in my shirt, testing my patience." His breath fans against your ear, warm and tingly. You shiver below him, turning your head to the side.
"You're not going to say anything?" He whispers, kissing down your neck. "Fine, have it your way but I want to hear your voice one way or another." 
He shifts slightly, free hand moving up your thigh and onto your hips where he quickly realises your lack of clothing under his shirt. Turns out you're wearing JUST his shirt and nothing else. 
He retracts his hand, using it to tilt your chin towards him, forcing you to meet his gaze. His eyes are intense, burning with mixture of frustration and desire. "You have no idea what you do to me." He murmurs against the skin of your neck, burying his face there. A rough laugh escaping his throat like you just played a sick joke on him. 
"It's not my fault you decided to ignore me all day." You finally speak.
"I was wondering how long you'd be able to keep that up before you come to me begging, but I suppose that was cruel of me, wasn't it?" He coos, smiling against your ear. "But you did just get yourself into a lot of trouble."
His lips find yours in a passionate kiss that made your knees weak. His grip on your wrists finally loosened, allowing you to free your hands, which you immediately use to grab the front of his shirt, pulling him even closer. Obligating to your silent request, Andrew presses harder against you making you gasp into the mouth. Your legs wrap around his hips and his hand slides from your chin to the back of your neck, deepening the kiss. His tongue explores your mouth fervently, stealing your breath and leaving you dizzy when he pulls away.
Andrew has no issue effortlessly flipping you over, it took you by surprise the way he casually flipped your body while you were still out of breath. He's leaning over you now, with one hand smoothing over the curve of your ass until it disappeared further to where you need him most. His middle finger works in circles around your entrance, applying gently pressure that has you squirming beneath him. When he finally pushes it inside you, a satisfied moan leaves your throat, and your knees struggle to keep you up. Andrew does his best to focus on your body, stretching you out to take him, but the way you sound leads his thoughts to unholy places.
"Fuck, I'm sorry but I can't wait anymore." He whispers down your neck, dangerous and low. "I need you."
He discards his clothes in an instant, hands on your hips as he lines himself up to you. Your hips has a mind of its own, pushing back onto him.
"Impatient, aren't you?" 
Slowly, he pushes himself into you, groaning when he bottoms out. "I'll never fucking get used to this." 
He pulls back before snapping his hip against yours. You gasp and moan at his sharp movements, fingernails digging into the side of his desk for stability.
"Does it feel good?" He kisses the back of your neck.
"So good, please keep going!"
He didn't have any intentions of stopping anyways as his hips hungrily slaps against yours with each thrust. He waited far too long and put up with your behaviour all day to stop now. He'd love to hear you beg after all you've done, but he was too lost in pleasure to punish you right now.
"Shit" He rasps. "I can never get enough of you."
His thrusts are quick and strong but somewhere along the way they begin to falter. "I'm so close. You going to come too?" He asks, forehead resting on your shoulder.
You nod frantically, your lips too occupied moaning and chanting his name like a prayer.
His thrusts continue to grow sloppier until his hips still against yours. His warmth floods your body as you come with him, hard. His hands wrap around you pulling you with him as he collapses onto his chair. You're both out of breath and sweaty.
"Was it worth the wait?"
"Mmm yeah, always worth the wait for you." You lay on his chest while you both catch your breath.
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belladonnadawn · 1 month
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But Daddy I Love Him
“Say they want what’s best for me. Sanctimoniously performing soliloquies I’ll never see. Thinking it can change the beat of my heart when he touches me.”
A day off with Andrew made you think about your domestic life and life before it. CW: mentions of sex 
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It's been years after the incident, yet your heart still aches whenever your mind drifts towards it. To say that it was hell was an understatement; you've been isolated, called every name under the sun, and met with condescension from the people who ‘want to save you’. The crowd was torn between dragging you to the mud and lifting you up in their arms. It was a painful, overwhelming, and disturbing experience. But all their noises fall deaf on your ears once you're with him.
Between bated breaths and heated touches, a scandalous tryst– not unheard of; you both found something deeper, something beyond lust and desire. Your nights of passion muted any screams from the world, drowning you in him and him only. In his bed– and yours, you were two lovers lost in paradise. 
All the men you've been with pales in comparison to him. Andrew was sweet, caring, passionate, and teasing. A true gentleman. It was painfully cliché, but it's true– no one knows him like you do. And if others did, they'd understand why you loved him like you did. 
Dusk crept in, it was peaceful as both of you had your day offs. You sat on his lap, mindlessly playing with his hair as he read his book. He looks good focused, handsome as ever. Smile crept into your face as butterflies went wild in your stomach. 
“Darling?” Andrew's soft voice dragged you back to reality. You hummed in response, wearing that same love struck smile. “What do you want for dinner?” His hands gently caressed your back in a gentle manner. Even after being with him for years, you were still electrified by his touches.
“I found this new recipe on the internet. Do you wanna try?” You suggested.
“Of course, darling.” He leaned closer, sealing it with a kiss. It was as sweet and loving as always, you had to fight the urge to pull him closer, wrap your arms around him for a full on make out session. “Do you want me to cook it for you?”
“No, I want us to cook together. I want to spend as much time with you while we have our day off.” 
He chuckles, closing the book and placing it on the table. “You’re quite needy today.”
“Is it bad that I want to spend time with my boyfriend?” The title rolls off your tongue smoothly, it feels nice knowing he’s the one holding it. 
“I understand, our time together these past few days was scarce. I missed being with you too.” Andrew pulled you closer, trailing small kisses on your jaw and neck. He pulled away with a grin, “We shall prepare then so we can go to bed early.”
You were disappointed as you both pulled away as you both walked towards the kitchen, wanting more of his physical affection; but you understand that that can wait. 
The apartment was small and cozy, enough for the two of you. Life with him so far was domestic and comfortable. You remembered your parents’ faces when they knew about your relations with him. And once you announced that you’re ready to move out, they immediately protested; screaming how he might be manipulative, dangerous, and what you and Andrew had was nothing but fleeting desire.
But you were firm, almost petulant, laying all the proofs that you had. It felt like a court case, justifying everything that you could to assure them. At last, they finally conceded after you told them that once there’s a problem you’ll immediately move out. They were still suspicious, you can’t blame them, but over time you could see how they were starting to accept him as a significant part of your life– your significant other.
“What’s on your mind, darling?” Andrew wrapped his arms around your waist. “Mind sharing it with me?” 
You gave him a small smile, knowing that you can’t lie to him due to how observant he is. “It’s just things… about us.”
His brow furrowed as his face became filled with concern, “What about us?” He asked gently, caressing your cheek with his thumb.
“Like what happened…” 
He nodded, but you could see a glimpse of sadness in his face. “I understand, sometimes our mind wanders in places we never expect to be in. But that’s all we do, we wander not stay” 
“I know, Andrew, I just think that it still feels surreal. Living this life with you domestically was something that I never thought we could achieve, back then I thought we’ll be apart after they almost tore us to shreds. I’m happy we’re not.” You gave him a soft smile, giving his lips a small peck.. 
As you pulled away, you looked at him, blush evident on his cheeks, “I am happy too, darling.” He responded softly. You could see his eyes glance at your lips, blood rushed to your cheek as you closed your eyes and leaned closer. 
A sigh escaped your lips as you felt your lips touched. It was magical and passionate as you expected. His arms around you tightened, you ran his fingers through his hair. Andrew leaned closer, deepening the kiss causing you to let out a sound of satisfaction. You were both insatiable, drunk on each other.
You both catch your breath as you pull away from each other. His hands on your cheek, the other on your thigh. “I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of you, darling.” Andrew’s eyes half lidded, filled with desire and love as he looked at you.
For a moment you were just two lovers in the kitchen, doting on each other endlessly. The past was far enough to reach you as you both ran away to your own world– the one you never wanted to escape from. 
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zsakuva · 2 months
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What does andrew and listeners apartment look like?
An apartment like this is what I'd imagine, with a nice, cosy space:
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And it would be in a house like this:
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claiestve · 28 days
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we got
ISACCCCC
and ELIASSSS
ANDREW’S IN THE HOUSE !!!
XANTHUS IS IN THE HOUSE 🎉🎉🥳
… and alex.
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aestheticpearl · 2 months
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𝐞𝐱 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐟 ! 𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐰 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧
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calling (more like texting, ha i’m hilarious) all andrew simps
.love always <3 pearl
.masterlist
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beeblelady · 3 days
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Something Andrew would do
Also loving the Frutiger Aero pic hehe 🐳🐋🐬🦭🐟🐠🐡🦈🐙🦀🦞🦐🦑🐚
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pocketisla · 2 months
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I love your drawings sosososo much 🫶🏽
could you draw Isaac Rhoades, our fav PI next?? 🤭😍
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Sure! I miss Isaac as well as Andrew so have both Aaa
I love them both
He's my favorite sleeping aid I'm glad there's a sakuverse character I can relate to it's comforting
I'll draw more of daddy Isaac My art drafts of Isaac are so intimate sweet sad and hot 🪭💨😮‍💨🫣 Ill post them when they're done
If you want me to make free sakuverse feel free to use my ask box chuchu you can also tell me what you want them to do (⁠´⁠(⁠ェ⁠)⁠`)ノ It'll mostly be in black and white though and Ill color them if many peeps want But Luca's will be colored most of the time I MISS LUCA how dare he cremate him in stream 😤🫵🏻
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elleneedsleep · 1 month
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Call me crazy, but I was reading Speak of the Devil (a bl manhwa) and you cannot tell me that there is no similarity between these two and Isaac & Andrew:
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soscarlett1twas · 15 days
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A Twin's Anger
I've been thinking about Twin Marston lately
I don't think "Twin" ever hated Andrew. Or, at least, not to the extent he did his parents. Because for how terrible the dismissals were, the neglect he faced for the sake of Andrew, Twin doesn't seem the kind to have hated him solely for that. After all, with how Andrew talks about them, they seemed like best friends in their younger years. Playing video games, sneaking out, etc. Was he jealous? Absolutely. Hatred? Eh..
Then Isaac and Darling happened.
Canonically, Twin didn't (at the time) know about Andrew and Isaac's relationship (see here) and there's no way to tell if he saw the video/knows about Andrew's current relationship, but this entire post is in the realm of speculation so let me indulge.
Because if he did know about both relationships? Oh god.
Isaac's the difficult one. It lends credence to both forgiving and despising Andrew. On one hand, it's rational to think that maybe Andrew didn't speak up because he was in a similar situation to Twin (that is, being queer). But, from another perspective, Andrew also being queer gives more reason to help his brother - what's being a golden child worth if it's spent at the expense of a man scorned from your shared vice?
That’s where the disdain begins. For Andrew to silently choose their abusive parents before him, despite also being queer, it solidifies Andrew’s indecisiveness. Or perhaps he thinks he’s better than Twin. That even if he’s into men, that can be forgiven because he’s him.
Either way he feels, Andrew is a hypocrite. And Twin leaves. And they’re both left to deal with the fallout, each emotionally constipated.
Years pass. Twin’s only exposure to Andrew is the occasional call or text. Voicemails left unheard. And then the scandal happens.
News is plastered everywhere on his phone, curated from the years he googled Andrew’s name in midnight depressive spirals: Professor caught… professor groomed… there’s even more headlines. A video. Two videos. Thrown drinks. And him, the disgraced professor, defending the relationship.
And Twin is reminded of when he didn’t.
In defending someone he had barely known (because Andrew and Darling really didn’t know each other, they lusted after each other) Andrew showed that he was willing. He was able. Just not for his brother. Because what does it say about Andrew, who was willing to defend a near-stranger in some selfish desire to keep his relationship and wasn't for the man whom he shared a womb with?
Andrew had given up everything for Darling, we know this: But to Twin? Beyond the obvious, Andrew essentially threw away every year, the decade of abuse he suffered because of Andrew's "intelligence" for the sake of lust. And he was allowed to stay working at the university! Twin's love, the kind that got him thrown out and a reason he was discarded, was probably painted as just lust, not real love. But where he was so severely punished, Andrew didn't even loose his job — he made the choice to leave.
And if Andrew has a male listener? Then all this would be amplified ten fold. Golden-child Andrew is in a very public relationship with a man, defending them in some vain attempt to justify it! And they go out to museums together, they eat at nice restaurants, they get to be happy together. And Andrew is happier than he’s seemed in so long, because Twin knows his brother’s joy, and it sure as shit wasn’t there when he was alone and isolated as the young, prodigy professor. Andrew has turned Twin's eternal sin into his saving grace.
Could you imagine the anger? The bitterness? The feeling of watching the man you once called a ‘brother’ further drive the knife in your back?
That’s where the anger comes from. Not the original offense, but everything that came after. The ricochet of it all. If Twin wasn't coming back before, he certainly isn't now.
I guess the beauty of it all is how many parallels there are. A Marston is in a forbidden relationship, which is only forbidden due to the direct surrounding environment as outside of it there's really nothing wrong, and is found out by the very creators of said environment. They defend themselves, but upon lacking support from those he thought he could count on (Andrew or, in his case, the faculty) he leaves the situation completely and gives up on a huge factor of his life.
Crazy.
(Of course, this post doesn't take into account Andrew and Darling's POV, because Twin doesn't have that. We know that they argued and broke up, but he doesn't, and I really wanted to explore just how he may feel about all of this without further context.)
(Please somebody talk to me about Twin Marston I'm dying over here. Severe droughts in content for him I'm STARVING)
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Sometimes I wonder how darling didn’t beat up that bitch that threw the drink on Andrew….. lord knows if that was me OOOO ID KNOCK THAT BITCH CLEANNNNNNNN UGHHHHHHH
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xzhdjsj · 2 months
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Kisses with Andrew
@pocketisla drew ANDREW and HE HAS NOT LEFT MY MIND SINCE. And because I can't stop thinking about him, this now exists😌
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"Come onnnnn", you whine. "Stay still Andrewww!"
You're seated right on top him on the couch, stradling his thighs. Your lips are scarlet red but you continue dragging the lipstick across them anyways.
"Why are we even doing this?" His face glows red, and not just from the lipstick marks that stain his skin.
"Because I need a new wallpaper and I want your beautiful face plastered to my phone screen." You state matter-of-factly. "So stay still."
"What if it stains?"
You shrug, "I guess you'll be stuck with my lips marked on your face for life. Truly heartbreaking huh?" you laugh and kiss him again, right on his nose.
"I'm sure you could've just edited this onto a normal picture. Lipstick is so... sticky"
"Awwww where's the fun in that?" You frown, "I promise I'll get it off as soon as I'm done okay?"
"Fine", he grumbles.
You kiss him again, and again, and again. You kiss him until his face is covered red and he can't hold eye contact with you anymore. Until all the blood in his body rises to his cheeks.
"And last but not least!" You announce and kiss his lips, finally.
It was all too much for poor Andrew, you being so close, kissing every centimetre of his skin. You even started moving down to his neck! His brain was in overdrive, and one last kiss was enough to break him completely.
"That's it, I've had enough" he pushes you away, and down onto the couch, pinning your hands above your head.
"I'm starting to believe this wasn't just for a picture."
"What? Of course it was! I need to kiss you to get the colour on you, do I not?" You roll your eyes.
"Fine then, if that's the case," he snatched the lipstick tube from your hand, twisting it up and smearing it on his own lips. "I think I need a new wallpaper as well."
He smirks and leans in to give you a taste of your own medicine, not a care if the fabric of the couch got stained or if you created a mess.
If anything, in his mind, he was about to create art.
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