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#Based on a real even where I almost cried on the bus bc I was watching all the people out in the sun and about to see my friends
hajihiko · 2 years
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🌤hello again, happiness🌤
(That AU where the boys help Hajime rediscover his feelings, prompted on Instagram)
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cookinguptales · 6 years
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SO. Some thoughts on the shorts presentations.
(Note: I only go to the live-action and animated ones; the documentary shorts are harder to see in my city and frankly, they’re often too intense for my current mental health.)
I went to see the shorts yesterday and like I said earlier, I thought the live-action shorts were generally very good and the animated shorts were generally a waste of time and In A Heartbeat was fucking robbed. The live-action shorts were mostly based on true stories, oddly enough, but they were still beautiful.
(This is two years of underwhelming animated nominees and I’m like ughhhh bc some years everything is amazing but recently I’ve not been agreeing with their picks at all.)
I’m about to discuss like 13 shorts, so it’s all under a cut.
Live-Action Shorts
DeKalb Elementary
I have to be honest with you, considering our current political climate, I started crying from the moment this short started until it ended. Like I saw the title come up on the screen and I was like OH NO. The short is based on the real-life school shooting at Ronald E. McNair Discovery Learning Academy, and I teared up just typing that sentence. However, this school had one of the few “happy” endings of a shooting; a receptionist at the school started talking to the shooter and calmed him down until he could admit that he really needed medical help and didn’t want to hurt anyone. She probably saved a lot of lives, and this dramatic interpretation of her 911 call is really deeply touching. The acting was really incredible, and the connection between the two of them was palpable without lessening the terrifying suspense of the moment. A really beautiful and deeply affecting short.
(Though, all that said, I wonder at the decision to create a mostly apolitical short about school shootings in today’s climate…)
(cw: guns, threatened violence, mental health issues)
A Silent Child
Surprise, I cried through this one, too! A Silent Child is a short about a young deaf girl in the UK whose parents refuse to learn sign language or teach it to her. This is a depressingly common experience in real life, and watching this girl’s nanny teach this girl sign language and seeing her really come alive now that she could truly communicate, neither the mother’s jealousy and self-consciousness nor her eventual decision to fire the nanny and forbid her child from ever using sign language again surprised me.
To keep a somewhat objective approach, I do think the end of the short was a bit maudlin; it seemed kind of odd that the girl, in that situation, would choose to sign “I love you” — this seemed more heartstring-yanking than something that felt realistic. That said, the rest of the short was really heartbreakingly realistic. It’s a personal subject for me; deafness runs in my family and my little sister is profoundly deaf. My parents started learning sign language the day she was born and made sure I did, too. I grew up in a truly bilingual household and didn’t understand until I was much older that many hearing parents don’t do this for their children. At first I was sitting in the theater like “well, my parents knew it might be a possibility; they were prepared before she was born” but then it is revealed that the mother in this short knew of a family history as well; her utter self-involvement and ego become more and more clear throughout the course of the story.
The short presents a very complicated familial relationship that felt very foreign and very familiar to me at the same time, and I’ll admit I cried a lot. Despite some shortcomings in the character writing, it really is a very important topic to talk about. I think I would have preferred that the emphasis be a little less on the nanny’s feelings and a little more on the girl, but it was overall a very good short — and notable for using an actual deaf actress and real BSL.
(cw: Ableism, child abuse)
My Nephew Emmett
This is a dramatic retelling of the experiences of Mose Wright as he tried to save his 14-year-old nephew, Emmett Till. If that name is familiar to you (and if it’s not, google this important case — but guard yourself for some deeply upsetting events and imagery) then you can probably figure out about how this short went. The story is a familiar, if horrifying one, but this film is interesting in that it doesn’t show much of the part we’re all familiar with. There isn’t that much graphic violence (IIRC, punching a boy in the stomach, manhandling him, and threatening folks with guns is the extent of it), and the very famous pictures of Emmett Till post-attack are not shown. (Though they are evoked in animation during the credits.)
Instead, this film really focuses on the emotional build-up of the event, and very palpably expresses the horrors and tensions of living during this time period in this place while black. There is some absolutely gorgeous imagery in this short, and some of the images of Mose sitting up all night with a gun, waiting for his nephew to come home, will stay with me forever. The acting and cinematography are top-notch, and there is a sort of dignity to these people that is not always afforded in shorts that can easily become misery porn for fascinated gawkers. Really just beautifully, meaningfully done. Media based on true stories like this can sometimes be wooden or insensitive. This was neither. A familiar story, but a breathtaking short.
(Cw: extreme racism, including racial slurs, violence, child death)
The 11 o’clock
In a year full of strong contenders, this Australian short was a glaring weak point. It’s a film about a psychiatrist who gets a patient who believes he’s a psychiatrist, and the rest of the fairly predictable short is pretty much just who’s on first shenanigans that get annoying very quickly. Also, after the powerful DeKalb Elementary, it felt uncomfortable poking fun at people with mental illness and using personal delusions for comedy.
But hey, at least it was short.
Watu Wote (All of Us)
Though it was a great year, this was probably my favorite of the shorts. As the film introduced itself as being about racial tensions between Christians and Muslims in Kenya, I was kind of bracing myself for some of the frankly racist/xenophobic content I’ve seen in some past years. However, this short was actually about an event in 2015 during which the militant group Al-Shabaab stopped a bus with an eye towards killing the Christians onboard, but were thwarted by the Muslim passengers who protected their Christian co-riders with, quite literally, their lives.
The short follows a Christian woman who is traveling home to visit with her sick mother, and the trip clearly terrifies her. It is later revealed that her husband and child had been killed by anti-Christian radicals years before and she still views Muslims with a large amount of wary mistrust. She clashes with other passengers on the bus, but she is shocked when the bus is pulled over and the Muslim passengers immediately move to protect and hide her. There are some truly tense scenes during which she is hiding from the militants and Muslim passengers are arguing with them about how un-Muslim their actions truly are. The short is not without bloodshed.
The short could have veered into being preachy at any time, but was instead a very raw depiction of these religious and ethnic tensions in this part of the world. While you could not fault the protagonist for being wary after her experiences, a lot of catharsis is felt when she realizes that there is a large difference between the men who killed her family and the terrified yet heroic passengers on her bus. It’s a true story and one respectfully told. I’d heard about the event when it happened, but didn’t know all the details; it was nice to have these heroes (particularly the fallen ones) commemorated in a moving short like this. The acting and directing was incredible, and again, I cried. A lot. I cried through basically this entire shorts presentation with a short break during the psychiatrist one, during which I ???ed a lot.
In a time where there is so much anti-Muslim sentiment in the world, I think this film made a very powerful statement, and I was glad to see it. I cannot believe this was a student film.
(Cw: ethnic/religious discrimination, blood, violence, death, child endangerment, mentions of dead children)
Honestly, this was a very strong year for the live-action shorts, and I would happy if any of the non-Australian shorts won.
Who I think will win: My Nephew Emmett or Watu Wote
Who should win: Very, very narrowly, Watu Wote
Animated Shorts
Negative Space
This is a French stop-motion film, and probably my favorite of the animated shorts this year — not that that’s saying much. It was kind of slight, frankly speaking, but the animation was really inventive and it was a joy to watch, at least, even if it was mostly just a guy relating a brief anecdote about his deceased father. Besides praising the really visually interesting animation, I’ll admit there’s not much to say about this one.
(Cw: death, you see an open-coffin funeral)
Garden Party
Beautiful animation, for the most part, but like. The entire plot is that a bunch of frogs take over this rich guy’s house after he’s murdered, which is…again, not that much of a plot. I guess the main point of it was “nature doesn’t care about riches or human life” and “corpses are funny”, which I’d tend to agree with and disagree with, respectively. While I appreciated the rising tension as you notice all the creepy details of this broken-into house in the background of cute frogs cavorting, the “punchline” of this short, which was a detailed close-up of the prior resident’s mutilated, bloated corpse that’d been sitting in the pool is just like. Pointlessly disgusting, and after watching a short about Emmett Till, it felt almost unconscionably callous. Honestly I was like. Mildly interested for most of it, and completely repelled by the end. People talk about this short’s “dark sense of humor” and I’m mostly just reminded of all those edgy assholes I met in college and was happy to never meet again.
(Cw: violence, very, very grotesquely graphic depictions of a corpse)
Lou
This one is Pixar’s inevitable nomination, and it’s very… Pixar. Idk, this one was kind of fun to watch, had a typical slightly-maudlin moment of sentimentality at the end, but it really wasn’t Pixar’s finest. It’s a pretty slight film about a bully befriending a sentient lost and found and learning to Be A Good Dude along with some stuff about the cycle of bullying that was dealt with too briefly to really be hard-hitting. What was odd to me while watching it is that I found myself thinking “wow, this animation does not seem up to Pixar’s usual standard”, which really surprised me. Like, it’s by no means bad! It just reminds me of the work that Pixar was doing several years ago, y’know? All in all, kind of cute but ultimately forgettable.
Revolting Rhymes, Part 1
(Longer review because this one was a half hour long as opposed to the rest, which were all 5-7 minutes.)
Ugh, okay. So the Academy, in their infinite wisdom, keeps nominating children’s specials for this award. They’re typically long-winded, rhyming adaptations of children’s picture books with subpar animation, and while Revolting Rhymes was better than The Gruffalo or Room on the Broom, I still felt my eyes glazing over. Plus, frankly, I take issue with this “short” even being eligible. It’s not a short. Shorts (in the Oscars) are 40 minutes or less. Revolting Rhymes is a two-episode miniseries that makes up one hour-long children’s program. In other words, if you see this at the short’s presentation, you will only see the first half of the story. (I googled the second half when I got home so I could properly review it.) They just split it into two; that doesn’t make it two discrete shorts. But I digress.
So this is your typical fairy tale retelling, and while I liked some aspects of it, others were trite and overdone. It was fun seeing Red Riding Hood go full vigilante, I suppose. It was actually frustrating as hell, especially because of In A Heartbeat’s snub; Revolting Rhymes really seemed like it was about to go to the f/f place with Red and Snow White. I was starting to get interested. These women were fighting for each other, giving each other flowers, embracing, leaning against each other, they eventually move in together… Like it was pretty fucking gay. AND THEN THEY NO HOMO’D IT AT THE END. I even looked up the second half to be completely sure. So that was really going to turn me against this film anyway because there’s nothing more tiring of getting one of those “in the future, they are gal pals and Red grew up and had kids!!” epilogues, especially when an actual queer love story was utterly ignored in favor of subpar shorts.
That aside, though, it’s just overly long, predictable, and kind of dull after a while. Frankly speaking, it’s for children and it doesn’t really have great crossover appeal for adults.
(Cw: pretty intense non-graphic violence, some sexist overtones, no homo-ing)
Dear Basketball
This short is just incomprehensible to me. It’s a short poem by Kobe Bryant that’s animated by the legendary Glen Keane with music by John Williams. Which should tell you how bewilderingly weird this whole scenario is. The whole time I was like “Is this a vanity project? How did he get such talent to sign on for such a self-indulgent little film? Did he just start throwing money around? Are both of these men closet Kobe fans?” Like I really don’t understand what even happened for this film to get made. It was inexplicable.
I guess it’s exactly what you’d expect. Kobe Bryant has written a saccharine poem about how much he has always loved basketball, and how he is now sad he has to give it up. It’s beautifully animated with a sweeping score. I am deeply confused, and cannot understand why this was even nominated in the wake of the #MeToo movement, considering the allegations against Bryant.
*shrugs???*
(And the highly commended shorts. IN A HEARTBEAT DIDN’T EVEN FUCKING MAKE HIGHLY COMMENDED, FUCK THE OSCARS COMMITTEE TBH.)
Lost Property Office
Another short about a lost and found…? I mean, okay, why the fuck not, this year is clearly a debacle anyway. This one was basically about a guy who works for the MTA lost and found, and he’s being let go because no one ever claims anything. The film, to be fair, does have a really interesting visual aesthetic… But the direction it goes in, again, is just kind of like. Okay. Not exactly emotionally gripping.
(Cw: no one actually commits suicide in this, but the short very clearly utilizes imagery that conjures up suicide)
Achoo
Trite little film about a dragon I’m supposed to think is cute but I really thought was kind of gross and annoying. It’s this thing about how this annoying dragon wants to make a fireworks display better than the mean bully dragons and he sneezes goop everywhere and uses chemicals (which feels like cheating..?) and accidentally invents fireworks. It’s always, uh, awkward when there’s a piece of animation that does some cutesy depiction of another culture’s faux “mythology”, and this one really didn’t particularly do it well.
Weeds
Short about a dandelion (I guess? They didn’t really look like dandelions, but oh well.) trying to move from a dead yard to the yard next door full of sprinklers. It dies before it makes it and its seeds float over to the lawn. Then you get some inspirational quote about NEVER GIVING UP and I’m like okay but it died???? It didn’t make it????? Is this some really depressing point about the struggles of immigrant parents or something or did you actually think this was inspirational?
Forgettable.
Who I think will win: Negative Space or Revolting Rhymes Who I think should win: In A Heartbeat
IN A HEARTBEAT WAS ROBBED NEVER FORGIVE NEVER FORGET.
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kookno · 7 years
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70 horrible questions tag
i was tagged by @btees ❤ thanku bab
01: do you have a good relationship with your parents? i have a really good relationship with my parents. My dad and i are more best friends, whereas my mom and i are more a classical mom/daughter relationship. So its different, but good.
02: who did you last say “i love you” to?  victoria @flowercrownyoongi <3 
03: do you regret anything? uhhh yeah there are some things i could probably do better if i had the chance to do it again. But i dont really like to have regrets, because everything u do has a purpose and shapes you, i am the way i am today bcs of mistakes and errors so
04: are you insecure?  im generally quite confident, but ofc i have my moments as well
05: what is your relationship status?  very single, and would very much prefer for it to stay that way, i dont do relationships
06: how do you want to die?  peacefully, when im old. Preferrably never. (if ur a vamp hmu)
07: what did you last eat? chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream
08: played any sports?  HAH [ god laughs in the background ], the only sport i do seriously is alpine skiing. Other than that nou. 09: do you bite your nails?  no
10: when was your last physical fight? never dude. I only fight in the existential metaphorical sense.
11: do you like someone?  machiavelli will always have my heart 12: have you ever stayed up 48 hours?  no i prefer to stay alive
13: do you hate anyone at the moment?  not hate. Have a great distaste towards yes.
14: do you miss someone? not very, jst someone i havent seen in a small while that i always like to meet up w. but im seeing her today. All is good.
15: have any pets?  nah mate
16: how exactly are you feeling at the moment?  fairly content
17: ever made out in the bathroom?  havent made out period. Prefer to keep my tounge in my mouth. Other ppls tounges in their mouths. Mouths are great at that.
18: are you scared of spiders?  ye s. insects in general
19: would you go back in time if you were given the chance?  no only if it was for a brief period of time (bcs im curious about the past), but i much prefer this time
20: where was the last place you snogged someone? never jesus
21: what are your plans for this weekend?  party today, celebratory grad dinner tomorrow
22: do you want to have kids? how many? none. Maybe one.. M ay b e. depends.
23: do you have piercings? how many?  just my ears
24: what is/are/were your best subject(s)?  norwegian, english, chinese, philosophy, religion, social studies, marketing & leadership
25: do you miss anyone from your past?  n ah
26: what are you craving right now?  chocolate milk
27: have you ever broken someone’s heart?  uhyeah. Good couple of times.
28: have you ever been cheated on?  no one has ever had the opportunity.  U kno that meme, no one can cheat on u if ur just never in a relationship. See im an intellectual
29: have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?  never had one;)
30: what’s irritating you right now?  that im stressing over a thing i should not b stressing abt and i know it
31: does somebody love you?  yeah, i think im fairly loved?? Idk. I love myself alot at least. So thats a win
32: what is your favourite color?  midnight blue
33: do you have trust issues?  yes im the: trust no one not even yourself meme . im not That bad just a lil
34: who/what was your last dream about?  my dreams are on fukcing crack i dont even understand them while i have them
35: who was the last person you cried in front of?  uhhhhhhhhhhhh i mean i cry when i laugh but im assuming that doesnt count. I think last time i cried in front of someone was a funeral almost two years ago
36: do you give out second chances too easily?  i dont give out second chances. Im a very tolerant person but when u cross the line u cross the line and after that,.. no
37: is it easier to forgive or forget?  forgive, dont forget
38: is this year the best year of your life?  i think so . im older so im even more independent. Im getting to do alot of cool things, thru work etc. in general i feel more on top of the world. So yeah its been good for now at least
39: how old were you when you had your first kiss?  like i kissed a girl in third grade but idk if that counts
40: have you ever walked outside completely naked?  dude no
51: favourite food?  italian pizza
52: do you believe everything happens for a reason? the world is random and meaningless the only ones designating value are ourselves.
53: what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?  im currently reading a book on the first month of the first world war.. so i read that
54: is cheating ever okay?  no. Relationship is a commitment. If u cant commit then dont be in a relationship
55: are you mean?  not at my core. I think i can accidentally be mean bcs im a bit brash and sometimes a bit overpowering idk. But im p soft (victoria dont read this i never wrote this)
56: how many people have you fist fought?  none
57: do you believe in true love?  no. There r some ppl you get along with. Some people you chose to commit more with. But one tru love bish good luck w that
58: favourite weather?  sunny. Warm but with a mild wind 59: do you like the snow?  its ok for like a couple of days but after a month ur tired. I like it because i can go alpine skiing.
60: do you wanna get married?  platonically mayb
61: is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? as long as its platonic i dont mind
62: what makes you happy?  feeling productive, reading a good book / fic, having an interesting deep discussion with someone, sitting on the bus listening to music, painting, wearing a new outfit, my friends, bts, finding new good tv shows, learning
63: would you change your name?  nah im kinda attached to my name, even though helene doesnt really work in english so i use helen. But i like my name and in english i sound like the tru soccermom i really am. Or the old lady. Im both.
64: would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?  the girl i kissed in 3rd grade? I mean.. sure i could kiss her again it wouldnt really mean much
65: your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?  ok so ive been thru similar scenarios so i will base this on a real life account: tell them i dont feel the same way abt them. Say im flattered but no.  Done.
66: do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?  uhhh idk im mostly.. myself?? So yeah
67: who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?  my dad?
68: who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?  my dad
69: do you believe in soulmates?  i think there are people who you just have really really good chemistry with, so if you can combine commitment with that, then i think you’re getting somewhere
70: is there anyone you would die for?  nnno. But thats because im terrified of dying. not because i dont love people alot. Dying is my biggest fear. i tag: @flowercrownyoongi @jiminder @jeongokus @taesflower @cuteguk @lil-nenesy @9395x @fylloma  ❤
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jyess · 5 years
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15 questions 15 mutuals
@its-a-metephor-brian thank you for the tag jen! love these questions xx
Are you named after anyone?
My middle names come from my grandmas on both sides, Valerie and Louise. My mum almost called me valerie but she changed her mind last minute and we both regret it. 
When was the last time you cried?
yesterday i was riding to work and  the chain came off the gears in my bike and because it has a mud guard i couldn’t get it back on myself. I had no money for a bus and i don’t have a lock for the bike yet so i called may parents and neither of them could help and it was a real like realising im an adult and i have to sort my own shit moment. I didn’t wantto piss off work or the dude in the bike shop who helped me and it felt gross i hate having to depend on others lol. 
Do you have kids?
no! maybe one day!
Do you use sarcasm a lot?
in most scentences
What’s the first thing you notice about people?
I can tell pretty much straight away how much someone likes themself
What’s your eye color?
blue
Scary movie or happy ending?
happy ending I am a very very sappy person
Any special talents?
I can learn any musical instrument pretty quickly but I’ve never committed to one so i have a base level talent on like 6 different instruments
Where were you born?
Melbourne, Aus
What are your hobbies?
I cross stitch, i love listening to and playing music, cooking, bike riding but not intense just for leisure
Do you have any pets?
No real pet pets but we have snakes chickens birds and fish at our house
What sports do you play/have you played?
I played tennis when i was little but I was kept down year after year bc the bitchy mums hated my family and made sure i wasn't with their daughters so i quit that lol then I played softball for a couple of years when i was 11-13 but nothing since then
How tall are you?
165cm which i think is 5′4″
Favourite subject in school?
Probably woodwork and biology even thought they were really hard they were the most engaging and interesting
Dream job?
I want to design ethical and sustainable stuff and eventually run my own business making one off furniture pieces and doing restorations for people. 
Im tagging everyone who reads this! if u feel like doing it PLEASE do it and tag me! i want to get to know everyone
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