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seiwas · 7 months

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I just strolled, savored, sobbed through col and I-

the flavor. The characterization. I love getting to see Satoru be a real person with complex feelings without losing the goofy boyish side of him. I love getting to see both internal povs and how they see each other, I think there is such beauty and hope in that. Reader is genuinely such a role model of patience that I was just as in awe of as Satoru. I love how and where you chose to linger, highlighting the big and small moments and the moments that seem small but are actually big. If I could describe this story in a few words, it would be profound. Decadent. The work and love you've poured into the stories is beautiful to see and I am deeply, irrevocably moved. Beautiful, gorgeous, I feel like I've just eaten a full course meal while an orchestra plays on my heartstrings. I need to walk this off or stare at a wall or something.

hi!! sorry i got to this so late!! 🥺 i was so touched receiving this that i reread it so much 😭

aaaah thank you so much for taking the time to read col jaksnks i know some of the works are a bit lengthy and they jump through scenes a lot but !!! it is my baby and i am so touched that you went through it 🥺💗

it’s so lovely of you to come in my lil mailbox and type out this thoughtful message too 🥺 thank you so much i appreciate it and you 😭 the flavour 😭 am so happy that satoru’s complex characterisation was able to shine thru 🥺 it’s smth i consider and try hard to showcase when i write him, but can’t tell if am able to 😭 so i’m so glad that you see it 🥺💗 this is so validating for me!!!

and!! ur appreciation for the col couple too 🥺 i truly Love them and my heart does a little dance every time anyone talks abt them too 🫶🏻 esp col reader 🥺

to call col profound and decadent and all the lovely things you say my writing is oh that is so!!! i am so flattered and touched 🥺 how you notice the small and big moments and recognise their placement in everything too 🥺 i am so deeply moved by this message and you 🥺 thank YOU so much! i am keeping this message close to my chest aaaah

#am so glad you enjoy the switching povs too 🥺 i worry sometimes that it might be too back n forth and messy 🤧#but hearing this from you validates me so much too 🥺#and the lil full course meal while an orchestra is playing made me giggle but you are so sweet 😭🥺😭😭 staring at a wall pls aaaaaahh #i hope you know how much this message means!! i am so so so touched 🥺#thank you for taking the time to write this out and drop by!!!!!#starryknight565 #ask #rep #love mail #shotorus.feedback #matcha latte

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abimee · 2 years

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when i was in highschool around age 16 i was offered the chance to audition for a play at a local playhouse, and the way in which it was described to me i had thought the playhouse was putting on a play where they wanted disabled people to come and perform, an all-disabled performance to give us a chance at something that other playhouses probably wouldnt allow us

but when i got there with my friend we were the only two there, and when i was lead into the place we did a quick audition at the piano and then shown to the stage, where the picture became clear; this was not an audition for disabled kids to come and perform, it was an audition where they wanted two disabled kids to come play two one-scene roles that had a combined total of 8 lines, no song performance, and of which were two henchmen. the entire rest of the cast was a group of abled adults, and we would be the only disabled people performing at all

i promptly left the stage and out of the playhouse before we even finished the tour and i told my friends mother to tell them i am not going to participate and to throw my audition out, and then went home and made an original oc story called "The Lipsync Orchestra" and wrote it about a group of disabled highschoolers who all get accepted into a strange new production in town head by a retired performer, where they would be given full reigns of a production warehouse-turned-theatre to perform their own all-disabled plays, shoot and performance music videos, and be given the ability to seek out their performance dreams that they would not be otherwise given by other playhouses or theatres in their area. because i was so fucking mad LOL

#the reason theyre called the lip sync orchestra is the main bit is the main protagonist has always wanted to make like #music videos to songs she really loves but she cannot sing. her throat physically constricts close in certain situations #like being on the phone or on the stage even when she really wants to perform #so she cannot sing at all but shes always had an imagination to writing her own stories to the songs she listens to #so her main bit is making these music videos to her favorite songs and casting herself as the lead singer #and lip syncing the music to her performance #.and she becomes close friends with the girl who shoots all the music videos who dropped out of school due to her #learning disability and developmental disabilities making being physically at school a painful and struggling task #but who always wished she could go to school for film #and its based on an early oc story i had about a group of poor kids who spent all their day at a public parks skate ground #and have to try and save it from being destroyed and made into a football field for the local schools youth football team

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shouldhavebeenpersephone · 8 months

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Violinist????? Thats so cooool!!!!

Thank you! Honestly I sometimes forget that I'm classically trained and have been playing for like most of my life because I don't play much anymore unfortunately. Still a violinist at heart tho

#lore drop alert #sometimes I get my violin out just to stare longingly #I used to be in a youth movie-soundrack orchestra #it was so much fun #we did mostly Lord of the Rings but that's okay I love that shit so I wasn't bothered at all #definitely the highlight of my career #I played professional level for quite a few years too but imposter syndrome makes me not remember lmao #and then I didn't really have time anymore #nor the attention span to put in hours of practice daily for prolonged periods #but since I got my ADHD meds sorted I have slowly been getting back into it #Ash Answers

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theskoomacat · 11 months

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like. i get it. art is important. art that goes against authoritarian governments is important. but i've felt helpless regarding the russian political situation way before i was actually allowed to vote. and every time the news mention that yet another anti-govt singer/band has released a new anti-war album i feel the same helplessness as i did back when the only left-leaning presidential candidate we had whom i was supporting barely managed to reach 1% during the election. what is all this, why are we doing this

#i'm sure this is somehow helpful; many of them donate profits to the ukrainian army; people probably feel inspired thanks to them #still. it all sounds like the orchestra on titanic #"war is bad'' no fucking shit #wait what was that vonnegut quote #''During the Vietnam War... every respectable artist in this country was against the war. It was like a laser beam. We were all aimed in #the same direction. The power of this weapon turns out to be that of a custard pie dropped from a stepladder six feet high.''#it is more significant and dangerous to be against (or even mention) the war in russia than it was in the us and yet. same pie different #flavor #yes ''and what have you done to stop the war?'' nothing significant fuck off preemptively. this is my blog where i vent #you really don't have to care

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birlwrites · 1 year

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cannot decide if marlene should be a mezzo or a cellist

#pros of being a mezzo: pANTS ROLES #and every baroque opera about a soprano and a castrato is now about lesbians #it's what she deserves #also the chaos of marlene and evan being in the same voice studio #AND SIRIUS BEFORE HE DROPPED OUT????#pros of being a cellist are really just that then she's in the orchestra w lily #but maybe they were assigned to be roommates in their first year and that's how they became besties #musician au

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apocalypticdemon · 1 year

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ughhhhhhh the Depression Miasma is settling in, I fear

#wanna do nothing but socially isolate myself #just Stop Talking To People #and like. drop out of dnd and anime nights with my college friends and stop playing in orchestra #i wont bc thats Bad For Me. but i am so tired. i havent like. had a fun dnd sesh in months. literally almost cried after last weeks #just bc its not fun #mulling over cutting off contact with another college friend (no one here dont worry) bc i havent had a pleasant talk with him in ages #again. i wont. bc thats bad for me and also hella mean. but god.#i am so tired and no rest does anything for me. i get flashes of really good times and then just Dont Enjoy Things for a while. its great #sorry i really am just venting here bc i dont have anywhere else to post it #i just. am so tired. i feel like I've stalled out even though i realistically haven't. i should be Doing Important Things.#and instead i just sit at the dinner table and yell about music to the two people in my family who will still listen.#it sucks and makes me sad. this sucks #ill be fine just. ughhhhhhhh

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sunsmile-lou · 2 years

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#story time wooppp #so tonight i had music rehearsel again for the local orchestra ( not school )#so like thats nothing new ive been in the orchestra for yearss now #but yeah it was summer break for the last 6 weeks and today was the fiest rehearsal again after those weeks #so i havent played for 6 weeks #and then he says lets start with camille #my heart dropped #camille is my solo song and eveey time its nerve wrecking like the orchestra plays as well #but they play very softly while i have to play pretty hard and u only hear me basicly #and i was sweating like shit and shaking #and the shaking was the worsttt cause like i have to hold the instrument and i have to like but my mouth on the thin #sounds so wrong tjis jesus #but my mouth was shaking as well so the sound that came out of it was so shaky and blehhh #i felt horrible cause i couldnt reach the high notes #and i just wanted to run #but then when i waa finished some people started clapping #AND THAT NEVER HAPPENED BEGORE #and it was soo sweet and they all complimented me that it was very brave and stuff and that i did very well #and then i felt a bit better and we played the song again and it didnt went perfect cause i was still shaking #but i reached all the high notes and it just sounded way better #and i just loved making music again after so long #even though m excausted now sjksks #sorry this is soo long omg #elle talking to much again #sorry!!!

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supercantaloupe · 2 years

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i just got an email introducing the new wind ensemble director at school. bro what the fuck happened to the old one

#he's only been here a year and never mentioned a WORD about leaving #four years I've been here and we've had a different wind ensemble director every fucking one of them. what gives.#jesus christ im sick of this. literally the only reason im still here is orchestra #if i find out maestro is leaving too im straight up dropping out lol #ive finished my degree ill just graduate early and gtfo. this sucks #sasha speaks

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lostjulys · 2 years

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oh my GD 😭

#LOOK AT THISSSSS. SCREAMINFG. theres so much stuff i have to resolve.#email the head of the french dept abt dropping fr 1000 b/c i tested out of it. fucking. script analysis which i have got to get into b/c it #s a prereq for literally everything. sighhhhhh <33333 #cannott believe i am going to have a FIVE HOUR class block mwf. alright!!! alright!!#dot text #not shown is my fuckinnnnng. 8pm to like 10pm orchestra. LOL.

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isuckatwritingsobenice · 5 months

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𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐟𝐞.

Synopsis: What I think Alastors wife would be like, if he had one of course.

Warnings: mentions of blood, pinning, harassment?, Alastor being himself, not in a specific time period but at some point shifts to hell? Let me know if anyone is interested in a part two!!

Navigation!! // Masterlist!! // Serendipity Writes (event)

Alastors wife probably didnt like him at first, and that’s a guarantee. He likes a challenge, but Alastor also likes being liked by people. It fills his ego, makes him feel good about himself. He likes to watch people stumble and fall but quite literally cracks under the pressure of doing just that when it comes to winning you over. Chances were he was constantly trying to figure you out, for two reasons. One, being that he didn’t understand how you couldn’t like him. I mean come on, look at him! He’s got the charm, the manners, the style and the class, the status. What more could you want? The second reason being, the more you denied him, the more he took it as a challenge, the more he wanted you.

Well, surprise surprise, you dont like people with an image to keep up; and to his dismay, that’s exactly what he does. He projects an image. One he refuses to change, and even after marrying you, still doesn’t drop the image, but starts to become more real and honest with himself.

“People who project an image of themselves to others are just trying to fool themselves into being someone they aren’t.” Was what you told him.

Alastor had also asked you out multiple times before you finally said yes. Everyone knows Alastor is very picky with the people he chooses to surround himself with. Everyone he associates with is either there to serve him, or to provide him with something, even if they’re unaware of it. Which only made you trust him less. What purpose did you serve him? What if one day he found you no longer useful and tossed you to the side? Well what were you to do then?

Denying him proved to be a challenge in itself, seeing that he’s quite literally everywhere all at once.

He’d try cheap tricks first. Buying you gifts, constantly showing up at your doorstep with a bouquet of flowers or a stuffed animal. One time he even got you a whole gift basket of your favorite treats. How sweet~ if it was actually about you and not him just trying to patch up his ego. Well at least that was what you thought on the matter.

If that didnt work he’d resort to going ghost. After all, people only miss you when you’re gone right? Well not in this case. He had left you alone physically, at least to your knowledge, but he had still kept a close watch on you. Why, he just knew it would bother you that he suddenly stopped! Until he overheard you speaking with a friend about how happy you were to finally get some peace and quiet. Well that simply wouldn’t do. After all, you should always make an impact, and what kind of impact would he be leaving on you if you went back to your old boring life? No no that just wont do dear.

He’ll start showing back up at your doorstep, taking you on surprise outing to force you to spend time with him. He’ll take you on a walk around a nearby park, a restaurant one day, the picture show the next. He has a long list of places to take you, so you’ll never go to the same place twice! Get your dancing shoes because he’s gonna take you out to the town for the night, after all the city never sleeps! This is when he becomes less forceful, but more of a decent calm. He begins to listen more when you speak, and you actually begin to care about what he’s saying, what a shock!

It’s almost like a switch flips after your outings. He’ll take you to an orchestra show, snickering to himself when he sees your eyes begin to water as the show closes out. He’ll force you to hold onto his arm as he walks you across the street on a rainy night, making sure you don’t slip or trip on the wet pavement. If you ever do, he’ll try his best to catch you and if he doesn’t? Oh what a nightmare, it seems he’s fallen too! For you that is~

You two begin to feel closer, not only physically but emotionally. He gets you to open up about your personal struggles, and in turn, he’ll share some of his own, but not too much. He doesn’t allow himself to be fully and completely vulnerable with you, not yet. But he does try his best to sympathize with you when you share your piece of mind with him. He feels accomplished to know this part of you, and his ego is the last thing on his mind anymore, but instead you take up all the space.

He doesn’t use pet names for you, not cute ones anyway. He’ll call you his devilish belladonna, especially if you love flowers. His creepy spider Lillie. He’ll often speak in the ‘language of flowers’, and will educate you on it if you don’t know so you know exactly what he’s talking about.

He’s the type of person to correct people in public to make them feel stupid, but he never does that with you. Instead he’ll wait until it’s just the two of you and tell you jokingly how wrong you were. You’ll get upset because he let you look like a fool, but in his mind he’s just protecting your feelings. If anyone else corrects you, they’ll have their mouth sewn shut that’s for sure!

He never gets you the same bouquet of flowers. They’re always different, and every week or so you have a new one. He keeps a separate batch for himself so he knows when to get you another. That being said he also makes the bouquets himself, he does not buy them for you already made.

When you finally take Alastor up on his offer to court you properly, he is over the moon about it! Finally, you seem to be coming to your senses dear! Though you quickly follow that comment up with a “Let the blood rush to your head first.” He just bats his lashes at you with a smile. You always know how to make him feel so loved!

Gets very jealous very easily. If he sees you laughing with someone that isn’t him, he’ll size them up before deciding if they’re a threat or not. Heaven forbid anyone actually put their hands on you and uh oh! Limb of the floor someone come get it!

His possessive nature is rooted in abandonment, and thus being said, he has deep attachment issues to you. You are never out of his sight when you two begin dating, and you’re hardly ever far from him in general. You two dress similarly too, especially if you’re from the same era. He’ll switch up your wardrobe slowly so it complements his.

He isn’t one for strong PDA unless he feels like he needs too or just has a strong want too. Usually it’s an arm around your waist, or you hanging onto his arm loosely. The most he’ll ever really do is a kiss on the back of your hand or to your temple. That being said, he’s like this for various reasons.

One, he has a lot of enemies, which means that not not only does that put you in danger, but if you’re also a powerful overlord, it puts him at risk too, though he doesn’t care much about that part.

Second, he doesn’t like physical contact much, and though he always makes an exception for you, he has his image and pristine reputation to keep up. Which you extremely dislike but tolerate because it’s Alastor and if he hasn’t changed much in centuries, nothings going to change ever.

Alastor is very very fond of you, whether you believe it or not. Your fiery attitude has him whipped more than he likes to admit. He’ll joke with other sinners that he’d sacrifice you to save himself but you both know that isn’t true, his nervous ticks prove it to be false, if you do say so yourself.

He’s very fidgety. He’ll tug a piece of your clothing or twirl a strand of your hair between his claws. If you claim he’s messing up your hair he’ll cast a tornado of shadows around you to fuck it up even more, and then smiling at you lovingly when you threaten to cut his ears off because you can’t tell if they’re his hair or just furry ass ears. You always give him a good laugh.

Other sinners are actually convinced you both hate each other, but turf wars on the news show that you two are the most in love when you’re wreaking havoc on innocent sinners for no possible reason other than the fact you two had an argument and the best way to settle it? Dancing in the rain, which actually isn’t rain, just blood falling from the sky because you like to kill people for fun.

“My darling looks the best in red if I do say so myself! Especially if she’s dressed by another’s remains, oh the beauty!”

Alastor has and will continue to get in his feelings about you and his mother getting along so well. He loves you both to pieces, so seeing his two favorite people together makes his dead heart swell with joy.

He’ll ask you to accompany him to the tailors, he values your opinion more than others so you often make adjustments to his suit and he’s just like ‘Whatever she says that’s what’s going on the suit.’ You also make him your personal dressing doll, trying different patterns and styles on him for fun. Alastor is a true skinny jeans hater and he will die on that hill, again. He really appreciates the 60’s style, but prefers to stick to his own decade.

He will take you out hunting with him, and the two of you share breakfast together with the fresh meat you’ve caught. He only gets the best quality for you because he refuses to have you two ‘eating like chums’. A restaurant tried to lie to the two of you, saying their meat was high quality and fresh. Alastor killed everyone in it and you two shared remains like a true power couple. Hells finest of course. ;)

He’s very critical of picking out jewelry for you. Hunting for the perfect ring for you took him ages, mainly because he knew exactly what he wanted but no jeweler had what he wanted all in one ring. So instead he forces them to make him a custom one. Torn limbs and bloody parts later, you have the ring that Alastor worked so hard to give you. He proposes to you Extermination day, claiming he’d love to spend another year in hell with you before the angels come to rip you two apart from each other. It was such a sweet day, at least to you it was.

The type of relationship where he plays the piano and you sing. He loves when you sing and will gush about you to anyone in sight even if he doesn’t know them.

Is very needy in private. He’s a stage 10000 clinger, and will stick to you like his life depends on it, but will be damned if anyone catches him. You don’t tell anyone about it, you like the private life.

You two have cook offs all the time. You make the hotel staff judge, and ultimately Niffty is the tie breaker because she’s brutally honest. Once she told Alastor he should stay out of the kitchen because women were better at it for a reason… harsh!

He was fine though, he got her back by ridding the hotel of bugs. He knows she likes chasing them around and for that she sobbed at his feet for ten minutes asking him to bring them back. It didn’t take much actually, Sir Pentious brought them back on his own, much to Charlies dismay.

He loves to read with you. You two often read a book and once you both finish you have a tea session over it. It starts off being about the book and then somehow shifts to just gossiping and talking shit about the other overlords, except for Rosie, we love Rosie in this household.

Speaking of, Rosie is usually where you get your clothes from. She’s a sweetheart when she isn’t picking pieces of muscle from her teeth, that sharp smile is a killer! She loves to talk about Alastor with you, and usually she’s where you go after you two have had an argument. You’re also her personal Barbie doll. She puts you in outfits and she and Alastor judge over them. Nine times out of ten you leave her boutique with a new wardrobe every time.

Now let’s talk about Vox.

Honestly the whole reason Vox knows about you is probably because he was digging through Alastors shit. But when he sees you? Oh lord, this man is HOOKED.

He doesn’t even know how Alastor managed to get you entangled with him. He finds out about you when you and Alastor aren’t dating yet, and he basically jumps at his chance to try to be with you.

Vox will forever consider you the one that got away, you can’t change my mind.

Alastor has proven time and time again that he’s basically better than Vox. He took a seven year back, came on the radio one day and boom all his viewers were back. In Alastors mind there’s no competition, just Vox being obsessed with the fact Alastor said no.

Valentino uses it against Vox all the time, and it will always make Vox buffer.

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