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#I just want to say that Jimin deserves the whole world not this ish world I'd make him a better one a one a whole angel like he deserves
bangtangalicious · 3 years
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the glow up | kth (2)
pairing: taehyung x reader
summary: after going off to college, you & your best friend committed to working out. a year later, the results show, and you cant wait for your hot hometown friends to see you. now all you wanna do is wild out and have lots of sex, and enjoy it without feeling insecure
genre: smut, fluff, childhoodfriends!au weightloss!au (is that a thing) friends-to-lovers!au
word count: 2.1k
warnings: carrrrr sexxxx, public sex, dry-ish humping, exhibitionist, horny!reader, praise kink, taehyung calls you princess, softdom!taehyung, slightly awkward, unprotected sex, creampie, daddy kink for like 2 seconds, light spanking, body image issues, taehyung DRIVING with ONE HAND fffff
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The events from Jimin’s party still weighed on you. After Taehyung had left you couldn’t look Jimin in the eye. This is not what you wanted. You just wanted to have fun. You did love Jimin, but Taehyung was right. What Jimin had said…the way he had derogated you all because you willingly had sex with someone you wanted to have sex with...was not okay. 
Before you had been to overwhelmed to recall how exactly the whole thing started. But after sleeping on it, you found yourself back in the car, wind flowing through your hair.
“So” You said nervously, “What’s new? Any new girlfriends?”
Taehyung grinned, “Nah. What about you? Any princes for our little princess?”
You licked your lips, looking at how delectable his long neck was, how much  you just wanted to wrap your arms around it.
“Ah…no. I actually…I wanna start hooking up with people”
“Oh?” Taehyung raised his eyebrows but kept his eyes on the road.
“I’ve had sex before…but it really sucked. I was just worried about crushing him, or if he thought I was…well…I don’t look like a porn star so. I just…wanna enjoy it, you know?”
Taehyung nodded. “Of course, you should enjoy it. Whoever you’re with should make you feel amazing. And stop worrying so much, people don’t care nearly as much as you think they do”
“I guess I just…” You turned to look at the world passing you by, “Don’t know where to start. I don’t know what I like” You had no idea why you were telling Taehyung this. His hand gently massaged the nape of your neck as the other one steadied the steering wheel.
“That’s valid. Just pick a fantasy and start exploring. What do you think about when you masturbate?”
You were grateful at how chill Taehyung was being about having this conversation with you. You realized you really took him for granted at times. He had always been really nice to you, and you really enjoyed his company. You never felt like you had to…try that hard around him. But you knew that was because you didn’t have a shot with someone like Taehyung. Not even now. He was one of the hottest guys from your hometown no question. You assumed he had two or three fuckbuddies in his back pocket at all times.
Taehyung was also openly bisexual. And that made you feel at ease in a way. It was as though because you knew about his sexuality you felt more comfortable to talk about your own.
“Well…” Your face was red, but Taehyung couldn’t see that luckily. “I wanna ride someone’s cock.”
Taehyung bit back a smirk, nodding in understanding. “And?”
“And…I want it to be risky. Like…in a movie theater…or a parking lot…somewhere I could get caught.” You inhaled sharply, thoughts putting you on edge. You rubbed your thighs together feeling the damp squelch of your arousal. You hoped Taehyung hadn’t noticed.
“Ooh. That sounds fun” He glanced your way quickly, noting your blushed state.
“Taehyung” You exhaled, gripping onto the car door tightly, spreading your legs so that the rough wind could ease your yearning a little bit.
“What’s up?”
“I…I…” What the heck were you supposed to say? How did guys initiate things anyway? You couldn’t exactly kiss him while he was driving. “Can I suck your dick?”
Taehyung almost jumped at your query, car jolting slightly before he recovered. He inhaled sharply. “Yeah, um…right now?”
“If that’s okay”
“Yeah…no yeah…um” He glanced down at his lap then back up at the road. “I don’t really know how to do this if I’m being honest y/n.”
“Uh…don’t worry I got it” You reached over to unzip his pants. Taehyung raised himself up just enough for you to tug them down to his knees, giving you access to his cock. It was big. You shivered in anticipation. You stroked him slowly, getting him to harden. You could hear his breathing get shaky. “Does that feel good?”
“fuck y/n of course it does” You couldn’t see his eyes because of his sunglasses but the way his jaw was clenched gave you evidence supporting his words. You look around. There’s a decent number of cars on the highway, but no one directly next to you guys. You decide it’s safe and crouch down into the vehicle, leaning over the console so your tongue could kitten lick his throbbing tip. Your chest pressed against his hand which was clenching the gear shift as you bent over. It was not comfortable.
You licked your lips and covered his tip, sucking slightly as your tongue flicked the opening. Taehyung groaned, pressing his foot down slightly causing the car to speed up.
“Tae”
“Yeah?”
“This isn’t comfortable”
He glanced down at you quickly and smiled, “Doesn’t look it.”
“Can I sit in your lap?”
Taehyung coughed. He glanced your way again, lowering his glasses to really look at your expression to see if you were kidding. You weren’t. “Go for it princess”
Careful not to block Taehyung’s line of sight, you somehow crawl into his lap so that you can straddle him. You make direct eye contact with the cars behind, whose driver’s look shocked and confused. This turns you on even more.
“I just want to make sure you know how illegal this is” Taehyung said.
“I don’t care” You exhaled, loving the way his raw cock head was pressed against your clit. You rolled your hips slowly. “Does that feel good Tae?”
Taehyung put one hand on your ass to help steady you and squeezed it affectionately. “Feels so good y/n. Shit. Is this really happening?” 
You couldn’t help but smile at the almost childlike excitement in his voice. You began to roll your hips faster, humping him like you were in heat. Arousal shot through your veins. The feeling was addictive, and you didn’t ever want it to stop. You grinded your hips faster and faster, his cock roughly gliding against your barely clothed core, at times pushing the fabric and directly pressing against your soaking folds. You were a moaning mess. You let out streams of curses as you rode him like you couldn’t believe. You tugged his hair roughly, ignoring his whines of pain.
“T…taehyung” You stammered, slowing down. You felt his hand smack your ass making you cry out in pleasure.
“Don’t you dare stop” His tone was gruff, and it sent shivers down your spine. “I want you to cum for me. Can you do that? Can you cream my cock princess?” He smacked you again. You picked up your pace, feeling the sweet friction guiding you closer to your high. You wished you could have his cock inside you, but you also did not want to get in a car crash.
“Want your cock Tae…” You screamed into the wind, “I wanna feel your cock inside me. So bad. God Tae…baby…fuck…I’m…” You squealed as your orgasm hit you like a truck. Taehyung could feel your wetness soak onto him through your swimsuit.
“That’s right princess…cum for me…you sound so sweet I could listen to you all day” He coos at you, lightly slapping your ass because that’s all he really could do without bringing you both near death. You wrap your arms around him and fall against his body.
“That was amazing” You exhaled.
Taehyung was still painfully hard.
“I’m gonna pull over” He announced. You nodded your head. “and then” He inhaled sharply “I’m gonna fuck the shit out of you”
And that’s exactly what he did. He got off the highway at the next exit. You had no idea where you were, but Taehyung found an abandoned parking lot at some hardware store. He parked as far away from the main street as he could. The second the car stopped, he brought his hands to your face and kissed you. Your eyes widened, not expecting that from him.
“Y/n…I…Wow” He chuckled, allowing his tongue to explore your mouth. “What did I do to deserve this? This is like, everything I’ve ever wanted”
“Let me help you now” You whispered seductively, grabbing his cock tightly and pushing the fabric aside to allow yourself to sink down onto his cock.
“Holy shit” Taehyung groaned, gripping your hips tightly as you bottomed out. His hands moved to latch under your knees and he lifted you effortlessly, cock buried in your cunt, out of the car, laying you back down on the head of the white convertible. His strength, the ease with which he could just manhandle you, it drove you crazy. You had never felt this good in your life. Taehyung practically tore your clothes off, not caring that they landed on the ground. He grunted as he rolled his hips, thrusting up into you at a perfect angle. “You’re so tight…so fucking tight princess. How have I waited this long for this…” He steadily piston his cock in and out of you.
“You love this don’t you?” He teased, “Spread out naked all for me. Anyone can come see how much you need my big cock”
“I love your cock Tae. I love it” You whined in agreement, wrapping your legs around him.
“Yeah I bet” He said gruffly “You’re so perfect for me princess, all wet…dripping all for me. You want daddy to cum inside you?”
You nodded dumbly, like you no longer could form words. Your brain had completely shut off, and all you could feel was sheer bliss from Taehyung thrusting into you perfectly.
“My perfect little princess. So good to me…so sweet riding daddy’s cock like that…mmm” He kissed your lips, then traveling down to your jaw, nipping at you harshly, then down to your tits, kissing every inch he possibly could.
“I can’t believe how good you feel” He groaned, “This is even better than in my dreams”
You took off his sunglasses so you could see his fucked out eyes. His pupils were completely dilated, and you could see the rampant pleasure on his gorgeous face. Sweat coated the roots of his pink hair. He clenched his eyes shut, savoring the way your pussy drank him up.
“Where can I cum y/n?”
You didn’t even hear him. You were too caught up in the amazing feeling.
“Y/n…quick…where can I cum? I can’t last much longer”
“I…I have an IUD…” You managed to mutter. Taehyung exhaled in relief.
“Good fucking girl. Ready for my cum hm? You want me to cum in you princess? Make you mine?”
“Yes…yes oh my GOD yes” Your eyes rolled back as you felt the hot liquid seep inside you. He cried out.
“my god princess, just like that, take my fucking cum” He sucked your tit harshly “I’m gonna fuck you up so good. You’re mine. My princess. My sweet sweet princess”
After he finished he quickly slipped out of you, then went to his trunk to grab a towel. You groaned at his absence, but he was back instantly wiping you up as you flinched with oversensitivity.
He took off his button down shirt and wrapped it around you as he picked up your clothes from the ground. You smiled at how tenderly he cared for you. He grabbed some water and handed it to you, taking another bottle for himself.
“Drink up” He tapped the bottle against yours and gulped the whole thing down. You watched the way his throat moved, feeling yourself heat up yet again. He put the bottles back in the car, then helped you into the back seat. He let you lay down comfortably, stroking your face as he lowered himself onto you, careful not to crush you beneath him. His smile reached his eyes and it made you feel elated. He left a soft kiss on your forehead. “I missed you so much y/n” Then another on your nose. “You have no idea” Another on each cheek, “how happy I am right now” another next to your mouth “because you’re back home”. Another at your jaw, pecking all over your face in the most loving way he could. “You’re so beautiful y/n…” He inhaled you deeply “fuck…am I dreaming?”
“No” You giggled.
He sighed, a goofy smile returning to his blissed out face. “Mmm we better get going…” He kissed you once more, lingering as long as he could, before helping you back into the passenger seat. “Did you have fun?”
You nodded. “Yeah…wow…that was”
“Yeah”
You dressed yourself quickly, giving Taehyung his shirt back. He stared at you a while longer, blinking almost as though he were in disbelief. You couldn’t blame him. It all happened so fast it seemed unreal. Before you knew it, you two were back on the road, only minutes from arriving at Jimin’s house.  
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A/N: WOO okay, there it is. dw dw...i promise jimin will get his chance to shine. 
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jeon-googi · 4 years
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Eros
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— pairing: Greek God!Jungkook x Mortal!reader
 — genre: Fantasy, romance
 —Synopsis: The God of Love Jungkook always took his job seriously, that is, until he meets you.
— words: 2.2k
— rating: SFW-ish
— warnings: implied smut
— notes: I decided to make my first au series and after Bangbangcon last night, I wanted it to be BTS! These are going to be slight retellings of greek myths featuring our fave boys, this one was inspired by Eros and Psyche, I hope you enjoy! (not proofread again I’m sorry) 
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Within the entirety of the land, it was rumored you were by far the most beautiful person any human could ever lay eyes on.
In fact dear reader, you even made the GODS jealous with how attractive you were. 
Rumors of your beauty stretched far and wide bringing many potential suitors but to be honest all of them were a bit scared because???? It seemed a little fishy honestly showing up to your quaint cottage??
A LOT of them would wind up leaving for fear of you being a monster or a trap or something but nope! You were you! 
Honestly it was getting a bit lonely when everyone was scared to approach you. 
Most thought you were SURELY going to get cursed because how could you be so beautiful??? It made no sense???
So you lived by yourself in your little cottage full of flowers and animals.
…..Little did you know…
You weren’t alone!
Or at least
Not completely!
You had a secret admirer!
Or at least that’s what you called it.
Most days you wake up and there would be a single lilly placed on your doorstep, 
The first time it happened you were a bit surprised! Most people never even stepped foot on your property
Yet here was this beautiful flower!!! Just for you!!!
You picked it up twirling it in your hand with a smile, shutting your front door
Reader not only were you beautiful to mortals
You were beautiful to the gods as well
 Jungkook first saw you when he was just flying over your town in the middle of a request from the god of beauty and romance, Jimin
Jungkook wasn’t a major god oh no, he was a god of love so he worked closely with Jimin, often doing small deeds for him.
But since he wasn’t a major god! He got a lot of freetime to mingle around the mortal realm
That specific day he saw you, you were in quite a pickle actually.
You had ventured into town to get some produce when the townsfolk started to act really nasty to you, mean comments under their breath and even going as far as to gather around you! Yelling at you to get out of the town!
Jungkook frowned because typically this town was rather peaceful, so the loud crowd got his attention.
Floating in closer he watched from the top of the buildings to see
You.
Your eyes were watering as you grabbed your basket, trying to retreat out of the crowd but they grabbed onto you and lets just say Jungkook was FLAMED
But! He wasn’t allowed to intervene with human affairs unless ordered to! 
Eventually the crowd eased up enough for you to escape back to your home, but honestly you did not hold too much anger towards them after all they were just scared.
Sighing, you placed your basket on your counter and retreated to your garden for some much needed YOU time. 
Jungkook watched from the trees by your house, moved by your strength!  
While he had followed you back to your home, he just so happened to pick up some fruit. 
He was a god so he really didn’t need to eat so he quickly floated into your home, placing the produce in your basket. 
And being the sweetheart he is
He left one single lilly as a gift.
Watching from his hiding spot, he grinned as you stared at your basket confused, but smiled happily when seeing the flower.
Lets just say reader, you had his heart.
Since that day he made a routine route that passed over your village, and he would leave one flower just so he could see you smile. 
You honestly really appreciated the gifts, making sure you always said a small thank you outloud. 
Cue Jungkook holding his heart because wow he’s whipped for you
Your beauty was divine yes but Jungkook was a god of love! So he began to fall for the little things that made you so lovable to him
The way you sang when you gardened
The way you fed the small animals in your yard
The way you cuddled under your blankets when it was cold
Jungkook was IN LOVE
This little exchange went on for a while between you two, but soon Jungkook decided he really wanted to meet you!
He wanted to go shopping with you and grow flowers with you and dare he say HOLD YOUR HAND
For being a god of love Jungkook was very sweet and honestly he just wanted the chance to meet you reader.
That is how he currently stood in front of his friend/boss Jimin begging with all his might for some help!
“Jungkook you could literally just go talk to her.”
“But there are rules Jimin! I don’t want to get in trouble!”
Honestly Jimin has told Jungkook so many times he can do whatever he wants but! Kook just wants to follow the rules and do his best! So Jimin sighs as he thinks of a plan.
“God of Love Jungkook, your next task is to get the mortal Y/n to fall in love!”
Jimin patted himself on the back with that one tbh
Lets just say reader
Jungkook is HYPED
He couldn't fly fast enough to your home where he saw you sitting at a table in your yard, reading a book.
The breeze blew through your hair gently, and your eyes softly fluttered as you focused on the page
Honestly Jungkook hadn’t really thought this out because
WHAT WAS HE GOING TO SAY
HE DIDN’T EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME
His feet gently touched the ground as he nervously shook out his hands
He was so close! Yet! So! Nervous!
He even made a bouquet of Lilies for you!!!!
It was now or never for Jungkook, and so he quickly marched to your table.
You were honestly so absorbed in your book you didn’t even notice anyone approaching until a cough interrupted your thought
You glanced up, the sun shining in your eyes as you saw a figure before you!
A person! A real person! Or at least you hoped and that it wasn’t someone sent to fight you!
“Hello!” You smiled your eyes finally focusing on who it was before you and 
Wow
Reader before you was the most beautiful person you had ever seen,
The stranger tightly held a bouquet of flowers in his hands as he just stared at you, a childlike grin on his face.
“Hi…” he breathed out, the two of you staring at each other for some time.
Jungkook shook himself out of his daze as he presented the flowers to you
“These are for you!” 
He pushed the flowers into you as you took them into your own hands, grinning at the gift
“Are you the one who leaves me lilies on my door?”
Jungkook rubbed his neck sheepishly because
Well
YOU WERE SO CUTE
He nodded as he played with his fingers
“My name is Jungkook.”
“My name is Y/n.”
Lets just say reader
Your life became like a fairy tale after meeting Jungkook
The day you met you both sat and talked the entire day
And from then on he just became a constant in your life!
He would show up with bouquet after bouquet 
“Because you deserve them!” He told you
He wanted you to teach him how to garden and how to feed the animals
In return, he taught you dances from far away lands and told you stories of his travels.
By dusk, Jungkook would wish you a goodnight and return to, well, 
Wherever it is he lives you guess
In reality he is hightailing it around the world to finish his other tasks but! You always come first!
One night you were a lil sad he had to leave and trust me
JUNGKOOK NOTICED YOU WERE SAD
HE COULD READ YOU FROM A MILE AWAY
He wasn’t sure what he could do to cheer you up so???
Before he left for the night he gripped your hands in his tightly
A blush on your face because well Jungkook never really tried anything physical with you
It was the first time you both ever had contact with each other
And you could feel small waves of electricity from his hands
“Y/n.”
You glanced up because wow! His voice! He sounded more serious than you had ever heard him before
When your eyes met his he gave you a big smile
“I really like you a lot y/n.”
You hear that reader???
That was the sound of your heart 
EXPLODING
You could feel your face slowly turning red as you nodded your head
“I like you too, Jungkook!”
It should be known, Jungkook’s heart also exploded!
He was!
So happy! 
Honestly he couldn’t help himself as he pulled you in close, his lips happily pressing against yours
Reader you were currently kissing Jungkook aka a God of Love
You were so happy, as your hands wrapped around his neck pulling him in closer,
You always saw Jungkook as a happy, childish person
But wow
The way his hand gripped your leg to wrap around his waist
And the way he held you against the wall
And the way he seemed to be able to whisper spine chilling things
And the way his hands held your down into the sheets-alskdlkdlajdiow
Well he just seemed like a completely different person
It was the first time he stayed the whole night
And you guys played a great game of chess :D
Jk you guys know what went down
You woke up to the sun filtering in through your windows
The soft beams illuminating Jungkook's tan skin
His hair a mess of fluff on top of his head
He looked too perfect
You smiled, kissing his shoulder softly as he smiled in his sleep, pulling you closer to him.
It was all exactly how you pictured in your mind, being in love with someone
Wait
Reader
Did you just say????
In love???
You were in love with Jungkook???
Your face flushed at the thought but in your heart
Yeah you were.
Y/n finally had fallen in love.
A sharp knock at your door caused you to sit up, clutching your blankets to your chest
Jungkook somehow was already out of the bed, glancing through the window at who it was
His face looked startled which made you worry more,
“Jungkook…” You whispered as he turned around giving you a smile
“It’s alright Y/n it’s just a friend of mine”
Jungkook went to your door and opened it as you tried to eavesdrop
“Jimin…” he said, his voice serious
Jungkook whispered in hushed tones back and forth with whoever it was outside your home and you took the chance to quickly slip on your dress.
Approaching the door as well you peered around Jungkook's large shoulders to see another man with orange hair
What was with these insanely attractive people showing up at your door????
The man noticed you and gave you a smile
“Hello Y/n.” 
You gave a polite nod but Jungkook protectively pushed you behind him
It wasn’t that he didn’t trust Jimin
Not at all
But Jimin actually showing up here meant something was wrong.
 “Y/n dear I just had a question for you.” The man spoke, his voice light like a fairies.
You gently patted Jungkook's lower back as you emerged from behind him, staring up at the being.
“Y/n do you love Jungkook?” 
Your heart beat rapidly as you wet your lips, glancing back at Jungkook who stared at you with wide eyes.
“Well…?” Jimin pressed
You nodded your head softly 
“I love him. I love Jungkook.”
Jimin gave a smile as he leaned in closer
“With all your heart?”
You shook your head
“With everything I have.”
Jimin gave a gleeful laugh as he clapped his hands
“Well Jungkook! You did it! You completed your task! Now the question is-”
Jimin's eyes seemed to pierce through Jungkook
“What will you do? You do so love rules.”
Jungkook couldn't really handle his emotions right now
On one hand, Jimin was right, you fell in love therefor his task was completed
On the other
HE JUST WANTED TO HOLD YOU
YOU LOVED HIM
YOU REALLY LOVED HIM
Jimin watched the conflict in Jungkook's eyes as he smiled
“Jungkook, you've deserved a love like this for so long. You need to stay with Y/n.”
Jungkook but his lips nodding his head
“I want to stay...with Y/n forever.” 
Jimin, The god of Love and Beauty smiled at his best friend
“Jungkook, The God of Love, I relinquish you from your work as my helper. From here on out you may live freely, with whomever you choose. But I do expect visits every now and then.”
And then
Jimin was gone
You turned around to stare at Jungkook, his godly presence still shining through his mortal body.
He stared right at you
His eyes watering with tears of joy as he ran to you, scooping you into his arms tightly
“Y/n… Y/n..I love you..” he sobbed into your hair 
You sniffled as well, your arms holding him close
“I love you too Jungkook”
The legend of Jungkook and Y/n say they lived the rest of their lives together in that cottage, proving love could defy anything. But sometimes people could swear even now, eons later you could see a young couple, smiling and holding hands through the streets of the town.
The wife clutching a bouquet of lilies to her chest
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btsjimln · 7 years
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acopenhagenarmy · 5 years
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KISSES
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Pairing: Jimin x reader
Wordcount: 800 ish 
Warnings: Self-doubt, self-hate and fluff 
A/N: This is a request I got from one of my friends, I’m concidering opening up for you guys requests... So if you have any send them my way, and if I feel inspired it might just end up here! Anyways, I really hope you like it! 
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You looked at the dress you’d hung up on your mirror the night before. It was a custom-made Louis Vuitton, designed for you for this specific event. But as you looked over yourself and your body you couldn’t help but feel slightly scared.
You had always been confident, loved your body and how it looked, despite some of the so called ‘flaws’ beauty-standards around the world would lay upon you and women in general. Until this point, you’d never cared, never given it a second thought. But because this was the first time you would walk the red carpet beside Jimin, everything suddenly looked a whole lot worse than it did last night before you went to bed.
You were afraid of what people would say, what people would think. And not just of you, but of him too. The two of you were connected now and everything you did, said, wore could in the end, end up biting his ass.
Your hands ran over your body and you couldn’t help but comment of everything they touched. Your breast only looked good if you wore your favorite bra, your hips weren’t as smooth as you would like them to be, your legs were short, and as your hands reached your stomach… Let’s just say you shook your head in a desperate attempt to escape the bad thoughts.
You had been completely stuck in your own little bubble that you never saw him as he stood in the doorway. He had seen it all, every frown and face of disgust you’d made as your hands traveled down the body he loved and adored so much.
He’d always been jealous of your relationship with your body, you were confident and careless. Which was something he found inspiring and refreshing. You’d taught him a lot over the last few years, you’d been one of the reasons why he started to finally love himself after so long.
You sighed deeply into your hands that was now covering your face. How would you ever be able to step out into the spotlight looking like this? Maybe you should find him and tell him you’d do it next year instead, that way you’d have enough time to get in shape.
You looked up determined to tell him exactly that, but instead found him staring back at you. Your breath hitched. He leaned against the doorway, looking like a god in a suit. But his eyes were full of concern.
“H-How long have you’ve been standing there?” you looked at him with an embarrassed and shocked expression.
“Long enough princess” He slowly walked towards you and as he stood before you, he sighed as he rested his forehead against yours.
“Why do you look at yourself like that? Hmm? Don’t you know how much I love every inch of your body?”
You couldn’t look him in the eyes, you were to embarrassed being caught in such a weak moment. You tried to look away, but a single finger beneath your chin was it took for him to find your eyes again.
“I-I know you do but… I just… I don’t what you to get criticism, and I don’t want it either. So how do you think it will look when you arrive tonight with me on your arm? People will talk Jimin, because let’s face it how could they not?”
He gave you a small peck on your lips and took your hand and led you to the bed.
“You are right how could they not talk when I have the most gorgeous woman right there by my side?”
You rolled your eyes
“That’s not what I mean, and you know it”
You could feel his hand on your cheek, and you relaxed into his touch.
“I know what you mean princess, but don’t for a second think I don’t deserve you. In the end it’s me who’s not worthy of your love. I don’t even know how you’ve put up with me for this long.
A small chuckle left you as you smiled as his ridiculous comment.
He kissed your lips once again. “I love you”
“And I love you Jimin”
He proceeded to kiss you shoulders, your arms, hands, shoulders, shins and thighs. And every time his lips had touched your skin, he told you once again just how much he loved you, how much you meant to him.
You were now laying down in your shared bed, as his lips hovered over your stomach.
“Don’t for one second think you’re not worthy of me because of how people think you look. You let me decide that. You are my love and my soulmate, and I will choose you every day for the rest of my life”
He kissed you multiple times, until his kisses made your giggle as his pillow soft lips tickled your skin.
He stood up and dragged you with him.
“Now let’s get you into this beautiful dress and show the world just how wonderful you look by my side”
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minyoongisjiminie · 5 years
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nothing happens by chance | 04
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Part: 4/?
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• pairing: Jimin x Reader • genre: fluff/romance, very very slight smut, • words: 2,2k • disclaimer: language, sexual tension, little dirty talk, short make out, very light smut, bad grammar (lol) → all throughout this chapter
So, this is my first time ever writing anything smiliar to a smut. So please don’t judge me and just try to enjoy it! It’s nothing that “dirty” or “heavy” more romantic... but still sexual :’)
→ Chapter 4: “My body, heart and soul, I know that it’s all yours...” 
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Exactly today, two months ago, you met the love of your life in a place that filled you with anxiety and depression. You knew what kind of person he was and you were sure he also felt the same way about you. 
The funny thing is, that you both were still interacting in a more friendly way, slowly getting to know each other. It surprised you that he was always patiently waiting outside of your house, leaning at his new motorcycle, and as soon as you came around, his face lit up. 
You spent every day together but a voice you couldn't chase away, the dark voice inside of you, always whispered that he didn't want to waste his precious time with you, that he was just a regular fuckboy that will break your heart the way Jae did. But you didn't listen to it, you purposely ignored it and never even once regretted spending your time with him. You realized how you could easily forget your problems when you were around him and started to feel more confident and open when it came to your feelings. 
After years of running away from your happiness, finally, you were running all into it.
"Close your eyes and count till ten."
You snickered softly and hold tightly onto Jimin's cold hands. He promised to finally bring you to his very own dance studio that he bought a few days ago. You were the first one to see it and you could feel your heart pounding. When you finally went over every little obstacle like the front door, the stairs and more doors, you arrived. Jimin's grip loosened, and you felt his other hand softly grabbing your waist, pulling you closer to him. "Open your eyes.."
You opened your eyes and saw a big room that was flooded with light, all you could see at first was your reflection glancing back at you. The exciting boy that just held your hand, moved away from you and let you breathe in, the full positive atmosphere that instantly filled you. As you started to turn around to take a closer look at the whole studio, you recognized that there was a small part of the room that was not fitted with a mirror. It was actually a yellow painted wall and you could see a few pictures that were hanging. You came closer to the pictures and your heart stopped a beat. 
The biggest picture from all of them was a moment taken by Jungkook, when you went to a picnic with Taehyung, Jimin and him. Jimin was grimacing holding two fingers behind you, forming bunny ears. You took a closer look and saw how happy you looked and instantly remembered that day...
It was a month ago, you felt depressed and lonely and didn't want to leave your bed. Jimin and the other boys, with whom you started to get really close, were bombarding you with messages trying to speak you into going to a picnic with them so you would feel better. So when you started to ignore your phone they really came to your house, dragged you away from your bed, threw some clothes into your face, even brushed your hair and then pushed you outside. It was also the first time that you saw their new motorcycles. Jimin was handing you a helmet but you remembered how you hesitated, now when you look back at that moment it made you smile. 
"Is it safe, though?" Taehyung was rolling his eyes took the helmet from your hands and smashed it onto your head. "HEEY! You asshole!" You scoffed and you were ready to throw some hands. "Ah come here." Jimin pulled you away from Tae while he was laughing and shaking his head. He made sure that the helmet was tight and whispered: "Now, it's time to live, Y/N. Now, it's time to show you the good moments of life." He went back to his motorcycle put the keys in and started the motor. "Are you ready?" The other two boys were already sitting on their vehicles and were playing around with the motor. Probably wanting to tease you a bit. You shook your worries away and hopped onto the motorcycle. Jungkook and Tae were already driving away into full speed. "Are you ready?" Jimin once asked again. You put your arms around his chest, holding tight, shut your eyes and whispered a yes. "Alright, then." Was the last words you heared. He didn't even consider to start slowly but went all in with the speed. At the beginning you were afraid, your hands were clenching into fists while holding tightly onto Jimin, and your eyes were shut. But the more he was driving, the more you relaxed and enjoyed the ride. You let go of the hug and slowly put your hands into the air. You wanted to scream. You wanted to let the world know how you felt. The wind blew right into your face and after some seconds you went back into hugging Jimin. "I want to scream!!" You shouted and layed your head on his shoulder. "SCREEEAAM!" Was all Jimin replied. "I scream along with you!" You laughed out loud and started to put your hands back into the air, making it look like you were hugging the air. And screamed. You screamed so loud that you felt like your lungs would collapse. But you didn't care. You wanted to let go. You wanted to feel this adrenaline, that was filling your body in a rush, all the time. 
It was a moment that made your knees weak, when thinking back to iit. You realized that you never experienced that much happiness in your life than on that day. As your eyes started to fill with tears of joy while looking at the big picture, Jimin approached you and pressed your shoulders slightly to make you face him. Slowly you turned around, but didn't dare to face him therefore your eyes were fixing the wooden floor. Jimin smiled and raised your chin to make you face him. Before either of you could say anything, you got interupted. "Jimin-ah, I'm mad hungry right now.. Wanna grab some-" Hoseok saw you, freezed and started to stutter. "I.. uhm.. haha... sorry..." 
Completely embarassed he went trough his hair smiled at both of you and left. "What a fucking cockblocker." The blonde boy rolled his eyes and quickly started to grab his bag that he previously flinged down into the corner. But before he could leave, you rushed towards him and gave him a back hug. 
"Don't go!" 
You could feel his shy smile but you still hold tightly onto him, almost jumping all over his back, looking like you were a little kid urging for a piggy back ride. He let you jump on his back, still holding tightly on his stomach, you refused to let go easily. "Here we go ~" Jimin let you sit down at a higher positioned shelf that looked like a bench. His skin was really pale probably because of the cold weather right now and while he was reaching for his hair you could see how red his knuckles were. Your eyes continued to look at his face and stopped at your favorite feature: his lips. He bit his underlip and you could smell his delicious strawberry lip balm that he started to use recently due to the cold weather, and you wondered if it tastes as good as it looked and smelled. 
“I think I need to go..” He whispered softly. 
Ahh.. You wanted to kiss him. Right now. You were done waiting and being patient. He deserved it. And you also wanted it. So badly...
'Now or never' you thought for yourself. 
Without even thinking twice, you jumped down from the shelf, reached for his jacket and pulled him closer to you. He definitely was surprised by your new confident attitude and looked at you with big eyes. 
"Uhm, do you?" You replied and bit your lips in return for his strategies. The blonde gulped and it made you feel... superior. For once. Since he was always the one seducing you with his charms. Now it's time for a revenge. 
"What.. uhm.." He cleared his throat slightly and tried to prevent any eye contact with you. You smiled slightly. When it came to seducing strategies he always looked so confident and bad boy-ish, but now when he is stuck on the other side, he was so lost and didn't know how to control himself. It was definitely cute and you had fun playing this little game of yours. 
"And?" You asked making him even more nervous and his ears started to turn into a pinkish shade. Firstly, he looked down, then his glance was focused towards the door knob and finally after 30 seconds of completely ignoring your gaze fixing his, he finally locked his eyes with yours. It was hard trying to look seductive when he was looking right into your eyes with such a genuine and sexy undertone. It wanted you to stop this act and just jump into his arms. But you couldn't. This game was way more fun...
"Cocky much?" He replied finally gaining some confidence after his weak little moment. "Yeah, pretty much." Your sight wandered around on his face till' it reached his lips. "Don't get me wrong... I love it." Knowing your weakness, he came so close to you, that your back was completely relying on the shelf and you needed to stop him with your hand so he wouldn't come any closer. 
"If you wanna play with me... I am honored to join.." 
Jimin's voice was so different to anything you ever heard coming out of his mouth before. Breathy and dark. Your stomach was completely numb and your heart was racing crazy. There was in no way a chance that you would come out of this situation. You rode yourself into it now you needed to handle it. You slightly raised your eyebrow and went on with sucking on your underlip. The boy in front of you closed his eyes for a second and shook his head. 
"I can't believe you're doing this to me, you little teaser..." He put his hand at the shelf behind you so fast and loud, that you jumped out of your teasing attitude. "Do you really think I will let you go now?" He frowned and put on his crooked smile.
As you told yourself already: ‘Now or Never’...
Without even letting him say one more thing, you grabbed his chin and kissed him agressively. You didn't mean to do it in this harsh manner but you were so frustrated that you did it nonetheless. Completely surprised by your action, Jimin stopped for a second and pulled away from the kiss. 
"Whoa.. Pfewwh... What are you trying to achieve?" He wasn't furious or anything and his voice sill sounded so teasing, but he was really surprised and didn't know how to handle your sudden change of mind. 
"Kissing you, any problems?" 
Oh, you were definitely not done and he definitely hadn't any problems because after your quick sassy reply, he reached for your waist, pulled you closer to him and kissed you right back. In comparison to your first aggressive move, his wasn't in any way lighter. If anything it was way harsher. He kissed you so passionately like you were the last sip of water and he was dying of thirst. 
After a while, he grabbed your thighs and made you sit on the shelf from earlier again. Your mind was switched off and your hands were making a little journey all the way over Jimin's body. Starting with exploring his chest, caressing everything that you wanted to touch for such a long time, until you reached his neck. But before you could start to kiss your way through it, the boy that was pecking your cheeks right now, took the alternative and was going his way to your neck way faster. Giving you wet kisses all over the face following the chin and then finally reaching his destination: your neck. You moaned silently and were unsure if you should push him away or just wait a few more minutes. Right now you were pushing the pause button and everything that you both been through and the promises to wait for a little while more, didn't count. 
It was a moment that you desired for so long, so why shouldn't you enjoy it? 
But the more you started to push away your thoughts and trying to enjoy this moment, the more your worries started to increase. Would this little make out possibly ruin everything? Would Jimin just change his mind and tries his best to have sex with you and then leave you? 
Your worries were starting to form into a literal mess. Thankfully Jimin recognized your worried gaze and stopped. "Hey, everything alright?" 
His hands were going back into caressing your cheeks and his face started to look more and more worried. You didn't reply anything back and just layed your head onto his chest. He embraced you into a hug and kissed your head before you both, hand in hand, headed out to grab something to eat.
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homieswithhades · 6 years
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BTS Analysis;
I don’t even know if I can call this an unpopular opinion bc I know some people agree with this, this is more of an in-depth analysis and personal experience I guess. It’s all about bts... and its lowkey a mess. I apologise in advance for any grammar/spelling errors, and times I may contradict myself a bit. This is something that REALLY bothers me. I just want to clarify that I love bts a lot, and that I was the HUGEST STAN for a good 5ish months. I still stan them but not as much due to the following reasons.
They just don’t make good music anymore.  They love yourself era was when everything turned to shit. The actual core love yourself concept is very good but,,,, it was executed really poorly.
Dna was my first comeback with them, even though I’ve been listening to them since august 2016. But when actually became a stan in April 2017, I was obsessed with them. I was so damn excited for their September 2017 cb that my standards were through the roof. During the summer they changed the logo and did the beyond the scene thing,,, that’s the first thing that kind of irked me,,, and then they did the highlight reels in the style of I need u and they were redeemed.
When love yourself her started promotions and teasers, the bar was higher than the person who edited the DNA mv. The concept pics were so unfitting??? And just lacked that aesthetic element. I dint like them at all,,,, and the album cover was,,, below standard and looked rushed and lazily designed. But when serendipity came out I loved it (and I still do) so that fuelled my expectations for the music, even though they weren’t really that damaged by the odd first impression of the album. But then DNA came out and???? I was so disappointed?????? The beat was so annoying,,, the mv was so ugly,, the outfits were ugly,,, the lyrics were weird. In other words DNA was just a straight up flop... I hoped the rest of the album would have been better but,,,, it really, REALLY wasn’t.
After love yourself her I lost a lot of interest in bts. I missed their old music so much, and I was genuinely upset over it. I didn’t follow them as closely as I used to. I started to joke about them with my friends who lost interest in bts before me, but I still missed the old bts so much. The whole Ellen show thing, all the western media like Buzzfeed and Billboard making vids and articles about bts, all the rigged award shows, it pissed me off bc they were getting famous in the US bc of their worst album that didn’t display their full potential at all!!!!
Imma just go out and say it, armys are one of the most toxic fandoms ever.
Sometimes they’re just plain disrespectful and starting arguments where they don’t belong. I wouldn’t be able to count how many times I got attacked on Twitter, Instagram and even in the YouTube comments for expressing a different opinion. I remember all the fan wars and scandals. All the mobs at airports, All the times k-fans and i-fans tried to ruin another groups reputation (I’m not saying other fans never did this, bc it was always a thing, but it was never this extreme.) and the fuckin credit card thing oh my god,,,, a huge shitstorm caused by one fandom that lasts for years on end.
When bts got really mainstream, and gained more young western fans, they really ruined bts even further for me. Not to mention all the cringey tweets and memes, they hurt to look at. I absolutely don’t mind the “you got no jams” meme or the “ExCuSE mE” one, bc theyre just pure goof from the members, but when armys took it and overused it, that’s when it started to get annoying.
Some armys genuinely think bts is the only kpop group and that the world revolves around them. They comment “annyeonghaseyo any armys here???!!!” in the most unexpected places, I deadass saw someone on my overwatch team playing quick play with the name “army.FOREVER.saranghae” yall do realise it costs 10$ to change ur blizzard username, right?
Some armys also don’t respect other kpop groups in older gens (or any other ones for that matter) and assume that bts broke through into the western world themselves, which is complete bullshit, without groups like bigbang, shinee, tvxq, shinhwa, h.o.t,  seo taiji boys etc etc (and other ones I don’t know of rip) kpop would have never gotten into the western world.
I never identified as an army bc I knew they were cringey bc of my friends who were HUGE armys back in 2016 and low-key koreaboos, and I knew what the bad stans looked like, so I never associated with them, and just called myself a bts stan. But the whole western situation just got so goddamn worse. I was sick of the Americans plaguing bts for me.
I also wanna say, I know not all armys are toxic and cringey. And I respect the level headed and chill Armys, yall are doing it right.
Moving on from Armys, I noticed a change in bts themselves. Namjoon changed his stage name, which absolutely sent me. I understand the meaning behind it but for some reason I felt that he did it to be fake deep? Or woke, and that he tried to completely cover-up his past self. The other members became cocky and were always draped in all that ugly Gucci and designer shit. I knew they were being forced to act the way they were acting, bc I know them well. I know how they really are. I know that they’re good people. I know they’re very humble deep down. They had that special connection with their fans before, that made u feel like u were good friends with them, and they absolutely ruined that. They’re being forced to put on this fake image to impress you filthy Americans.
I still stan bts atm. But I stan them for their old music and the people they truly are, not who they are portrayed to be. I can’t remember when euphoria came out, but I was kinda annoyed they tried to incorporate hyyh prologue into their shitty concept. And the song was also annoying and too edm-ish (like most of their new songs, idk why their style completely changed). Anyway, when tear came out, I was still kinda off the bandwagon, and I saw the concept pics and I was surprised at how nice they were. I saw the album cover, which was still ugly but better than the previous one. Then Singularity came out and!!!!! I loved it a lot. And then fake love happened. Oof is all I have to say. But some songs on the album, were actually good. Like the truth untold, paradise and OUTRO TEAR. Outro tear will remain the best song in the love yourself trilogy.
I also feel that I have to acknowledge that for all the love yourself albums only the intro and outro were genuinely up to standard (except outro answer).
Then came love yourself answer and idol. When I found out they were collabing with niki minaj I lost it. The concept pics were ugly once again, it was supposed to a controversial comeback???? And??? It wasn’t. I’m honestly glad it wasn’t promoted.
I noticed a repetitiveness with songs on answer. The beat was off with the singing. It was all just a mess. I also noticed the amount of godddamn auto tune in the songs (eg, mic drop, fake love, idol, airplane pt.2 and others I can’t remember atm) all of bts’s old songs all sound unique and different, and they all had this “emotional” element to them, to elaborate on that, compare dna, fake love or idol to save me, I need u or young forever. Notice how dna, fake love and idol convey absolutely no emotion through the lyrics or the actual beat of the song, unlike save me, I need u or young forever, that literally have more sentimental/emotional value in the few English lines that are in the song then all of the lyrics in their 3 new title tracks combined. I think this is my most difficult point to explain bc different songs make people feel different things, but it’s no doubt that you can tell the difference between a song that’s made to appeal to the masses with no unique properties to a song that coveys deep emotion (whatever the emotion may be) through the beat, the lyrics and the sound of the vocals/rapping alike. Listen to intro nevermind, and then listen to go go and just try to tell me that im wrong.
Alos, bts seem to have incorporated auto tune into songs, especially on their vocalists. bts don’t need the auto tune bc they’re good vocalists. Also, I have to mention, the vocal line isn’t the “best” per say. they’re good vocalists but it’s nothing special. Seokjin is the best vocalist period. Jungkook’s voice is generic, and in recent songs he has been straining it to reach the notes. Taehyungs voice isn’t even that special, it’s just deep, and it only really suits ballads and R&B songs like singularity or butterfly. Jimin has a very nice voice, but again, it’s nothing extraordinary. I feel that Jin has the most vocal potential, and he doesn’t get to show it, he has this really unique voice, idk what it is about it that just??? I really love it. But to clarify, I’m not hating on their voices or saying there untalented, because they’re very talented, but most of vocal line gets too much credit. As for rap line, I think they’re one of bts’s strongest points. Namjoons style is so smooth and just overall good? It amazes me that he rapped so well over the years with a breathing problem. Hoseok is a good rapper too, his sound is unique and his adlibs add to that uniqueness in older songs, as for Yoongi, I genuinely think he’s one of the best rappers in the industry, it’s not about the speed element, it’s about his flow, his power, his emotion, everything about his rap is just amazing.
Now I wanna talk about the member’s individual popularity. The maknae line has the most stans, and quite frankly, their stans are the worst. Treat all of the members with the same love and respect. Sure, it’s perfectly fine to have a bias but to disregard the other members is just plain wrong.
Bts are human beings, first and foremost, and then there musicians second. They’re being made into media puppets and clout bait, which they absolutely don’t deserve. They deserve recognition for their good stuff, which they have PLENTY of.
All in all, I’m sick of the American attention. It’s cringey, annoying and unnecessary. Sure, bts deserve recognition but not that much of it!!!!!!
And they were being recognised for the wrong thing for fucks sake!!!! I didn’t like ANY of the new songs on answer. I only liked epiphany. And then I found out it wasn’t written by any of the members. Rip. Fans will unfortunately blindly follow, stream and like whatever they put out like blind sheep because it’s accustomed to them, bighit KNOW that they’ll make more money in America. They know no matter what bts put out, no matter how shit it is, fans will like it and itll be revenue for the company. And all the mobile games and the bt21??? Was so unnecessary?? Capitalism amirite? Quantity over quality. It’s the sad truth.
Armys tend to mix up criticism and hate. Although there is a very thin line between the two, there is a difference. Criticism is the analysis and judgement of the merits and faults of something. Hate is blind and unjustified. Hate is disliking something for no reason, or for a very invalid reason. So for example, saying; “I don’t like this apple because its bitter and im not a huge fan of bitter things” is fine to say, unlike, “FUCK THIS APPLE BECAUSE ITS BITTER, FUCK ALL APPLES” you know? It’s okay to dislike a group. It’s NOT okay to hate on a group. No one’s is going to gain anything by hate.
So, all the youtubers are reacting to bts for clout, the fandom is a fucking mess, armys are attacking other fandoms for no reason, the members lost their TRUE humbleness and neglected their real personalities and they’ve put out 3 overall bad standard albums over the course of a whole ass year.
But I still have this spark of hope for them. Why? Because I love them, they have a special place in my heart. I know they have the potential to be amazing, unique and just overall good people with their own personalities, and truly special musical abilities.
After their tour I honestly, really hope the attention dies down and they put out another good, original, album like the hyyh albums, with nice concepts, good songs, and a pleasant to look at mv. It’s really all I ask for. The old bts. I know I’ll never get them back, and I absolutely cherish their old stuff, like the bulletproof logo, bangtan boys, rap monster, hyyh, young forever, no more dream, wings, them all goofing around together and not caring about their image, their wholesome interactions with fans, and all the songs and concepts and theories that never have, and never will be recognised.
On a final note, I realise I can’t blame bts themselves entirely for this. This stuff is only partially “their fault”. Its bighit’s fault, the army’s and haters fault and the media’s fault. But, America is to blame the most. That’s all for today.
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kpopsinarios · 7 years
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Demon!Jimin
A/N: sorry this took a while y'all, I got home super late last night :’)
Jimin was a highly ranked demon in the underworld, mostly because he was so good at his job
although he had the appearance of an angel, he was one of the top soul collectors out there
in fact, if his coworkers could describe him in one word, it would be heartless
he had no sympathy for anyone that sold off their souls to the underworld, and he had a particular distaste for those that did it for money or fame
most times, he would just smile as their souls left their bodies and flowed into the little jar he carried specifically for transport
humans, he decided, were vile creatures
and even if he was one in the past, Jimin was sure glad he wasn’t one anymore
he hated how dark the colors were, how most souls were a deep blood red, and (though he hadn’t seen a large number in his lifetime as a demon) a few of them were even pitch black
it was one of those days when he had to cross paths with such a person, a man in his late 40s who had sold his soul off so that he could stay wealthy
while it was a such an ordinary job, the man was far from ordinary
he was one of the few humans with a black soul, meaning that he had done things in his lifetime that even a demon would find shocking
just seeing it under the man’s skin made Jimin sick to his stomach, and a satisfied smile made its way onto his face when the man began to beg for his life
“Please, I need more time, I’m not ready to die-” the man began, but he was shushed quickly
“Your contract has expired, so your time is up. Don’t worry though. The pain wont last long,” Jimin paused to give a smile full of mocking. “But I’ll make sure it hurts like hell.”
the man began to break down, but there was no time for dramatics that day, Jimin decided, so he simply reached into the man’s body and gripped his soul tightly
the man choked out a sob, gasping for breath as the small black ball of energy was pulled out of him
once the job was done, Jimin wasted no time in sealing it away
after all, he didn’t want to touch the disgusting thing any longer than necessary
the man was on the floor, slumped against the wall
Jimin squatted down to his level, grabbing his chin and making their eyes meet
“I’ll see you in hell.”
and with that, he left, knowing the man would be dead in a matter of seconds
returning to the underworld, he turned the soul over to the sorters
it was their job to decide how to use the soul, and he had never particularly cared what happened as long as he got his proper credit for bringing it in
but just as he was about to go look for his friends, he was told he had another soul to collect
sighing, he sent himself back to the human world, preparing himself to find yet another trashy mortal whose greed grew too large
instead, he found you
he didn’t mean to stare, but in all his time as a collector, he had never seen such a light colored soul
it was a light blue color that glittered softly under your skin
“Are you okay?” you asked him, looking at him curiously
“I- I’m here for your soul. Your contract is completed.”
oh.
“I understand. May I ask your name?”
he hesitated, before deciding that he might as well
“Jimin.”
there was almost something… warm in your eyes when he said his name
“I’m sure my file already said this, but I’m y/n.”
he couldn’t help but find your smile alluring and it was all too strange for him
how odd that you were smiling so brightly right before having your soul ripped out
for the first time in his memory, Jimin was nervous
he urged his hands not to shake as he glanced at your soul once again
no, his eyes hadn’t fooled him
it was the same bright blue-ish color as before, and it made something inside him click, causing his mind to drift
echoes, that was all he could hear
echoes of screams, of pleads, of misery
Jimin wondered if he was the one making those sounds
he had no clue, no way to tell
all he could focus on was the pain, the unimaginable pain that he felt everywhere, like fire coursing through his body
there was a voice over him and arms wrapped around him
he wanted to say something, needed to say it
he tried to speak, he really did
but all he could muster was a few garbled sounds that he hoped said “I love you”
and suddenly, his mind went blank
when he snapped back to reality, you were looking at him cautiously, hands holding him steady
demons weren’t supposed to remember their human lives, their memories were supposed to be wiped
so what the hell was that?
“I didn’t mean to grab you, you just looked like you were about to fall-”
“It’s fine.” he interrupted
though you weren’t so sure about that
he coughed and you pulled your hands away from him nervously and began to play with your hair
“So uh… is this the part where you take my soul?”
your smile from before had disappeared, replaced with a small frown that made Jimin even more uncomfortable
“Do you mind if I ask why you sold your soul?
your eyes didn’t dare meet his
“I did it,” you started, “for someone who didn’t deserve what happened to him.”
his interest was piqued, to say the least
he hesitated to ask, but eventually the words slipped out of his lips
“What happened?”
you sucked in a shaky breath, as if to steady yourself, and began
“We were out walking late one night. And a guy jumped out of the alley with a knife. I don’t really know fully what happened after that honestly.”
you paused to breathe for a moment before continuing
“It was murder, pure and simple. He was stabbed. And in his last breath, he told me everything. He told me he was in love with me, and that he’d never truly leave me. That he would still be around even when he wasn’t.”
Jimin noticed a look that he hadn’t seen often in the humans he had encountered since becoming a demon
love
you looked up at him once more, tears in your eyes
“Jimin, you were never meant to be a demon. So I got you a second chance.”
and that’s when it hit him
well, more like that’s when you hit him
“No…” he mumbled, but he couldn’t undo what you had done
he remembered it all so clearly all of a sudden
school, his parents, his life, his dreams, and he remembered his love for you so clearly it hurt
Jimin understood what you had meant
you sold your soul to get him a chance at becoming an angel instead
you bought him a chance in front of a council that would either take him to heaven or drag him all the way back to hell with no chance of ever coming out again
“I found out about you becoming a demon as part of my contract. At first I was just going to ask to go wherever you were, but I knew you could do better than that. So I figured why not?”
“I’m not taking your soul, y/n.”
his eyes had grown darker and his fists were clenched
you slowly reached for his hands, pulling them out of fists and intertwining your fingers with his
“It’s already done Jimin. I’m ready now.”
“Y/n-”
you laughed and it almost brought him to tears
“Maybe they’ll make me an angel too, and we can find someone to guard together. It’ll be alright.”
why, he wondered, why were you the one comforting him?
“Just do it,” you whispered, pulling his hand to your chest
and he did
carefully with trembling fingers, he grabbed your soul and pulled it out
it was weightless in his hand, and sparkled as if it was home
after placing it in his jar, Jimin turned to see you gasping for air
“God, I’m so sorry, I’m so so sorry-”
he helped you down to the floor, fretting over you as you tried to push his hands away
“Jimin, you gotta leave,” you choked out
you had watched him die not even that long ago, and you couldn’t bear the thought of him watching you die too
he tried to argue at first, but you shot him a look and he knew he had no choice
he felt utterly helpless
“I still love you.” he said before he left
and in your last breaths, you felt the urge to laugh
could demons even feel love? you weren’t sure
maybe you were crazy for selling your soul for a guy that you were in love with
but hey, you thought. what’s love without madness?
when Jimin turned your soul over to the sorters, their eyes went wide
he knew for a fact that you would become an angel, there wasn’t a single doubt in his mind
he just walked away, ignoring their questions, and tried to find a way to keep himself busy and distracted, anything that would keep him from thinking about you
when he was finally summoned before the council, he walked into the half black and half white room with a blank look that was quickly replaced by wonder
his whole life was playing on a screen, every little tidbit that was important to him
“Park Jimin,” a voice boomed, “you have been called for status reconsideration.”
he nodded solemnly, eyes still glued to the screen that was now filled with his memories of you
“If your status does not change, you will be bound to the underworld permanently, and your access to the human world will be restricted.”
again he nodded, this time paying attention
after all, you had given your soul for this moment
the least he could do was pay attention to the verdict
“Park Jimin, the council has voted.“
and he couldn’t help but hold his breath
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