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#I’ve scraped myself down to nothing for peace in my family I grovel and shut up and bear it fucking all and even then
urbanbirdbud
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it’s been. a very rough afternoon
#fun to know that even while in the midst of my worst disassociative episode in the past year I can still cobble together a good meme
#anyways um. about to tear down literally everything I ever derives joy from in my room and put into storage and never speak more than needed
#to my dad. I am. so so tired. every time I think things are looking up and I can relax in my own home something has to happen
#and then I need to slowly rebuild any safety I felt beforehand. I hate knowing my stuff was looked through and I dont know to what extent
#anyways yeah. yearly deeply oversharing personal post over. gonna go hide literally half of my mortal possessions in a box somewhere
#personal
#no rblogging etc etc
#edit: having another breakdown bear w me
#I’ve scraped myself down to nothing for peace in my family I grovel and shut up and bear it fucking all and even then
#they have the fucking audacity to ask me more? to put away the few reminders I have of people who love me things I enjoy
#and the friendships Ive held onto like a dying man does to water?
#they say they care about my mental health and how the devil affects everyone insidiously. I think they should take a long deep look
#in the fucking mirror. open their eyes to how fucking close I was to just. giving up while I was suffocating under the veil of religion
#and no before anyone asks I’m not gonna do anything stupid. I’m not one to live for spite but I trudge on hoping to get somewhere better.
#just gonna have a short cry before bottling it up and dealing w it ten yrs down the road. not gonna go thru another ‘check in’ to lose more
#oops forgot my little tag ->
#ubb chirps
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