There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.
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I am once again tagged by @radellama, thanks a bunch!
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Last Song: Song of the Ancients / Fate, by Keiichi Okabe
Currently Watching: Still Trigun (1998), I am unfortunately too busy to watch much else (Though I do sometimes think about how much I want to rewatch TGCF season 2....)
Three Ships: Xiao/Venti, Feng Xin/Mu Qing, Minamoto Kou/Mitsuba Sousuke
Favorite Color: Still cobalt!
Currently Consuming: Nothing at the moment, last thing was some chai tea. Now I'm thinking about grilled cheese again tho...
First Ship: Leo/Takumi from Fire Emblem: Fates
Relationship Status: Unfortunately, no
Last Movie: I genuinely don't remember... It was either Spirited Away or a combined Megamind/How to Train Your Dragon movie night
Currently Working On: A lot of my current angst is actually over the fact that I'm too deep in the schoolwork trenches to actually work on any of my own personal creative projects. But, my other project besides the Genshin Poetry Gala fic that I've been working on for months now is a TGCF essay about how the main couple are representative of the story's main themes. They make my brain explode <3
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Tagging: @hollyisanonymous, @rubberbandballqueen, @tempests-bards-and-birds, @sl33pyr3v3ri3, @stardustdiiving, @h4msanta
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ccc translations are so hard to find and i can only ever find crumbs BUT HELLO TODAY I STRUCK GOLD AND FOUND OUT A HAKUNO LINE FROM THE CCC TRUE ROUTE AND LIKE .
Even if I forget about myself, I want to forever remember the person who touched my heart.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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don't talk to me I'm grieving (<- just finished lotr after avoiding it for 18 years)
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the problem with your mom barely surviving cancer is when you try to pick up a book and the book tells you that cancer is the one great ill that kills everyone it touches no matter what, especially moms :/
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so what if i watched the dance scene from mac finds his pride eight times in a row. some people do that to cope
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i know y’all are gonna say i don’t owe you anything,
but i would like to apologize for my absence at least one last time.
i’m falling behind here.
and not only here, but on discord and IM’s as well. i do intend to catch up on all of these things, so bear with me while i dust off my keyboard a little bit.
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just finished my flowerbed weekend project. 😮💨 i've still gotta put some taller plants in the back and i'm thinking about some sort of shallow-root groundcover in between the ones i just put in, but i've installed sandstone pavers, got the vincas planted and edged the bed again, so it's looking like i'm gonna have an absolutely bangin' flowerbed in a couple months. it's fucking spring y'all!!!
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