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bigg1999 · 1 year

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Hi there :-) What's your favourite of your own fics? What would you recommend to a reader and why?

Hello dear Anon! Sorry for the delay in answering.

To pick a favorite would be impossible, I love so many of my stories so much, which is why I've been writing the majority of them so many years. So I'm going to gush about my favorites, and why you should check them all out, haha.

To recommend to a reader, it would depend on what you enjoy.

I'm always pushing people to read Stardust. It's got so many good issues tied up in it, I feel like it could benefit people to read such a storyline, but, I know some people are not into the idea of transgender storylines, which, Stardust features pretty heavily. (In the same vein, there's also Screw Stardust, which is the same base storyline, only I've flipped who is trans, which is a WIP, but, I also love it so much)

If you want more canonverse Clexa, I just finished Depths of Love (which I assume is how you've found me, haha). It's unlike any of my other AUs, and has such an amazing idea. Like, I can not get over the storyline, and honestly, would love to see how one of the other talented writers in the fandom would write the same idea. I can not get over the fact it hasn't been done before, and a very special thanks to @sassymajesty for giving me the inspiration to finish it (three years later, but, oh well).

Then I'd say if you want soft and a lot of fluff, check out Softball. It's nowhere close to done, and I don't know if it will ever be, but it's such a soft idea of high school kids growing up and dealing with challenges and Clexa realizing their feelings for each other. It's honestly my most detailed fic, I have like, five pages worth of outlining for it, and a chapter by chapter guide set up, but it's just finding the time and the motivation to write it.

Then, if you're in the mood for some smut, I'd recommend Create Stardust. It's not really a fic, just a future of Screw Stardust (An AU of Stardust, haha) and it does feature Transgender Clarke, which, again, isn't for everybody, but, I think it's just so soft and one of my most beautifully written pieces. And, it's pretty hot, if I do say so myself, haha.

And then, (last rec, I swear) I would say Not the End if you want some angst. Lots of angst, and lots to come. It's a WIP, and nowhere close to done. Starts off full of confusion and hardships, and then realizes the truth, and trying to make sense and understand it from both sides. I don't think enough people start it with an open mind, and are too quick to hate Clarke, but, yeah. It's so fun writing this storyline and seeing how these complex characters deal with their impossible situations. It's not my best writing, but I'm enjoying it.

Then, last but not least, ones that are my favorites, but I wouldn't recommend as a reader (but I'm more than willing to gush about). Keep Holdin' On - This is angst city. It's so sad and I wrote it about 20 different times whenever I just needed a good cry. Not a deep story, but damn, it tugs at the heartstrings, well, mine at least. Not a lady - Game of Thrones AU. It's very different and very fun to write, but I have no idea how to tie my idea's together. I want Clarke to be so much more than a whore, but I have no idea how to make that fit into the GOT universe without changing everything about it. I've got a few ideas, but, I wouldn't recommend waiting around for me to figure it out, haha. Traitors - Harry Potter AU. I LOVE this idea. Griffins vs Woods. Griffins known for, well, Griffindor, and Woods are known for Slytherin, and Clexa coming in and BOTH of them 'ruining' their family's reputation? Clarke, who's always thought of herself as better than, always seen Slytherin as evil, slowly coming to realize, when she's placed into Slytherin, that maybe, things aren't always black and white? Poor baby Lexa, who was already the outcast in her family, giving them even more reason, now a Griffindor. GAH, just talking about it makes me wanna write it, honestly. I need to sit down and make a plan for a story, more than just them being little gay beans (or do I? Honestly, do I?)

Thank you so much for the question! I apologize for the wall of text. I'm an over-explainer. Hope that kinda answers your question? Or if you have any questions about a certain fic of mine, please reach out! More than happy to gush about any/all versions of my Clexa's. From stupid one-shots like Comet Girl, to my babies in Softball!

#bigg1999 #anons welcome #anon ask #clexa recs #lovely anon #my fics #Stardust #Screw!Stardust #Not the End #Keep Holdin On #Not a Lady #traitors #sbau #got au #hp au #asks answered #asks open #asks welcome

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rainymoodlet · 10 months

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Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

[Episode Five] One Last Push!

Thank you to my darling Maria/@itsmariejanel for asking after Daniel like this! 🥹 I had wanted to do a small interview with him after the night was over anyway, but I thought this was a good way to involve our beloved viewers. 🥰

Daniel's certainly had a great time getting to hang out with his contestants - but the Jealousy of this round's interactions sort of threw him for a loop! It's time for Daniel get out of "Bro Mode" and really get his head in the game - this is for a love worth fighting for, damn it! Hopefully, this rose ceremony tomorrow won't be too heart-breaking for some...

[ Part 29/30 ] 🌹

#i'm just gonna keep whorin' this man out to y'all do you mind #ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 gameplay #ts4 challenge #ts4 bachelor challenge #;kmik #sim: daniel #||#feels weird not tagging the contestants hrggg #his tits... got biggur. more heavy.... needs help holdin them...#but omg bless you my dear maria for askin' after him :')#i imagine viewers will write into the show or tweet @ him #and so he's able to read through those at the end of the night #and film some interviews for production #it's like responding to fan-mail so he enjoys it :'')#he's so fcking nervous abt tomorrow my poor baby. he genuinely really does #admire the courage it takes to come on national television and tell someone that you're literally going to risk your own feelings #to vy for their affection... ON NATIONAL. TELEVISION.#he's more concerned abt embarrassing them than making his own damn decision i'm like bro i know your sister signed you up for this BUT #did you not READ THE RULES FSDKFS STOP SPARING FEELINGS #pls excuse me talkin to my lil pixel man like this but i know y'all understand how irritating a muse can be dsfjkhdf #its like my favorite poirot episode #ariadne oliver talks about how her detective is a vegetarian so a plot point she'd written abt him eating beef was completely null and void #she would have to rewrite PAGES of her manuscript all because she'd centered it around him eating beef #when someone asked her if she couldnt just change him to being a meat-eat she replied #'well he's not. he's a vegetarian.'#and it was the best way i've ever seen the process of writing a muse that you know and are living for you as real as you are #anyway i'm a big ol dork but i hope you guys are excited!!! for the rose ceremony!!! :')

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twomanyfandomshelp · 6 days

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Shuffled playlist tag game 🎶

Got tagged by @the-stars-are-ineffable, but I made a new post ‘cause it was getting pretty long.

Rules: you can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Put your iTunes, Spotify, etc. on shuffle and list the first 10 songs. No skipping!

My music is kinda all over the place, so we’ll see how this goes.

1. Maroon by Taylor Swift

2. My Goodbye from Epic the Musical

3. It’s Goin’ Down from Descendants 2

4. Someone You Loved by Lewis Capaldi

5. Did I Mention from Descendants

6. From Now On from the Greatest Showman

7. Keep Your Friends Close from Epic the Musical

8. There’s Nothing Holdin’ Me Back by Shawn Mendes

9. Your Obedient Servant from Hamilton

10. Aftermath by Lauren Spencer Smith

How did over half of these end up being from a musical or movie musical? Oh well.

Tag time! Y’all know the drill, no pressure and let me know if you want the tag removed! @sushis-mylifeee @ivys-garden @thekingofworems @bippityboppityouch @kingofdandelions @aeolianmusic @sushi1056 @nyx-of-darkness-1620 @aaronofithaca05 @livelaughlovechai @ik-kudi-da-khwab @shellywith2ls @theghostnamedspecter @ponkssponk @rubbercrowy @imobsessedwiththeatre @donutsalami @my-castles-crumbling and anyone else who wants to join in!

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temeraire · 11 months

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theres all sorts of different flavours and foods in the world but sometimes theres nothing more comforting and reliable than the "basic". vanilla ice cream. salted popcorn. white rice. toast. porridge/oatmeal. cinnamon doughnuts. plain chips. pasta with butter or olive oil. so humble and unassuming but where would we be without them

#the majority of these are like . carbs + oil/butter. but like. listen. it doesnt miss #special shoutout goes to miss white rice that girl is everything to me. versatile queen. there is nothing she cannot do or be #btw have you guys tried eating popcorn with chopsticks. absolute game changer #like greasy popcorn and chips with lots of flavouring etc etc just whip out the chopsticks and your hands are grease free. insane #also makes me eat slower bc i am not the best at chopsticks thereby creating the illusion that i have endless popcorn. its an all-round win #after cindy dunked on me for my cringe chopstick technique ive been tryin to relearn but i keep holdin em like i hold pencils (also wrong)#monologues #anyway. this post brought to you by autism. probably. idk its hard to overlook the relief of simple foods you can trust to be uncomplicated

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eebie · 7 months

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#my mom keeps talkin about me bein in relationships with dudes . after i came out 2 her #Shes holdin out for the chance i might one day change my mind and turn straight LMAO

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aquato-family-circus · 11 months

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sometimes im struck once again by the real tragedy of helmut's particular circumstances and i collapse into a puddle on the floor

#cospn2 #HOLDIN ON! FOR 20 YEARS!! WITH NOTHIN BUT MEMORIES TO KEEP HIM GROUNDED HEBPICKS HIS HUSBAND AS A LIFE LINE.... WAILING ANNABSOLUTE AGONY

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portableleo · 9 months

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the popsicle charm i ordered from @sassatello has arrived safely!! it’s so cute 🥺🧡!!!! she’s going on my turtle bag :]

#text post #well not a text post but its not art so lol #ALSO ITS SO SPARKLY I KEEP HOLDIN IT TO THE LIGHT #tysm for the cute charm #AND ALSO THE LIL LEO DOODLE #AND THE CANDY

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loversandantiheroes · 5 months

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I forgot I don't have DW filtered on Twitter (if that is even a thing I could do) and Saw Things and now I am quietly having angry opinions.

#i'm holdin it in bc idk if anybody's keeping up with it rn #but might salt under a cut later #which is a fantastically terrible sentence #anyway I shan't be loudly shitting on anything I'm not watching don't worry #but I will be bitching in asides for sure

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sybeez · 1 year

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new wimter pfp for myself :]

#sy.png #seeb #sona #i forgot how to tag again rip #i fuxkin lov playing around w colors when doing thos oughh #ill try to keep doing these every few months from now on #also!!! theyr holdin a thimble of hot choccy :]] bcs theyr small #sy.op

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bingobongobonko · 1 year

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fallin asleep outta exhaustion but wakin up dead early in the morning cuz my anxiety started blaring sirens in my brain and i wake up on edge and afraid. please god......... let me have this. but also its too late im workin on comm again!!!!!!!!!

#mental illnes mondaaaaaaaaay tuesday!#in all seriousness just kind of sad and uncomfortable #everything is too much i dont wanna process anything #or maybe im too slow but i am scared #the only thing keeping me from snapping in half and becoming a husk of my former self for a few days is parade by susumu hirasawa #and realizing i have a day off today #and also i really dont wanna undo all my progress #im holdin on!!!!!!!!! im a fighter!!!!!!!! im a fighter and i am worth the time and the patience and the love

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huntinghare · 2 years

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shoutout to the people i just ran eden sepulture (the titan one) with <3 lost 6 people off the cliff to one of his knockback attacks, just me on sage left with a bard, and the dancer left and lost us our lb3. but i got the other healer and the main tank back up and everyone kept trying and we recovered and cleared anyway <3 good attitudes pay off sometimes!

#and the tank at the end said ''make sure to comm the healers for that one :)'' and i got 3! and presumably the whm got some too #it was fun <3 i'm a little shy about healer still because i don't always know the mechanics well but i adore sage #anyway hi i miss you all i live with four other people and all five of us have the rona. the ambient cough noises in our house are insane #i'm holdin up okay but my words are not working too good atm. soon hopefully #roulettes are nice. keep me upright even when my brain isn't firing on all cylinders

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beantothemax · 1 year

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some platonic thronè/hikiari comfort

"Hikari? Are you alright? I... thought I heard crying."

Thronè stood in the doorway to Hikari's room. They were currently staying at an inn near Agnea's hometown, resting for a few nights to recover from so much loss and hurt. Thronè had had to kill her father in Montwise- Hikari hadn't had a chance to search for Kanza-, Cassti had suffer in Winterbloom, and Temenos was recovering from grief over his best-friend-maybe-lover's death. He felt guilty for shedding any tears over himself, but he couldn't help it. His best friend had tried to murder him, his city had burnt to the ground, he watched his brother murder their father before his very eyes, and he'd had to flee the scene, resulting in a tall tale about his character.

It was all just a clusterfuck of unfair. And he felt like a child again, using that word so vehemently, but it was true. None of it was fair.

Hikari clutched at his robes. "... No," he said after the stretch of silence. "No, Thronè, I am not okay." The woman sat down beside him on his bed. "... Do you want to talk about it?" She asked, her voice gentle. It was a genuine question, and Hikari understood her message perfectly. If he did wish to talk, she would listen. If not, then she would wait until he clarified what he wanted her to do.

"... You already know why I'm not okay. Please-" he winced at how his voice cracked with emotion- "Do not make me relive that...."

Thronè nodded solemnly, then opened her arms. Hikari fell into them gratefully. He sobbed openly with Thronè Anguis, shook and cried and didn't bother trying to hurriedly compose himself. She understood. Her friend Pirro had tried to kill her, too. The only difference was that Thronè hadn't been allowed to let Pirro escape.

She also had to kill a loved one to gain freedom. It was her own freedom, yes, but it was freedom nonetheless. She understood. Thronè understood his pain.

Hikari Ku cried himself into exhaustion. As he shook quietly, he became aware of two sensations. One, his hair resting against his back, instead of in the ponytail it was usually in. Two, Thronè's long nails gently running along his scalp, sending shivers down his spine. It felt nice, being held so gently like this. Sure, his father was kind and gentle with him- in his youth. Hardly ever had he been held like he was some delicate thing that could break at any moment. It was almost calming. "... Thank you, Thronè..." He murmured against the skin of her neck, dampened from his tears. Thronè simply hummed and kissed the top of his head. "You should rest, Hikari. You need it just as much as the rest of us." Hikari gently pulled himself away from her warm embrace, and smiled softly, surprised to see her return it without hesitation. "Goodnight, Thronè."

"Goodnight, Hikari. May your dreams be peaceful, and your sleep be refreshing."

AAAAAAAAAAUUH…… WAAAAAA

THISBIS SO GOOD?????? WHAT????? MY BLORBO!!!!!! THE GUY!!!!!!! AAAAAAA

#TBISG IS AMAZING #Hikari deserves a good cry #dudes been holdin it in for 4 chapters #HOW do you KEEP WRITING SOMUCH GOOD STUFF??????#SO FREQUENTLY?????#im extremely impressed #<333333 #asks #hikari ku #throné anguis

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caffeled · 1 year

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oh my god double life really is the manifested embodiment of "lmao get a load of that idiot,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,WAIT THAT'S MY IDIOT"

#💖#scar w a kiddie leash on him & grian holdin up a baby panda in lieu of rattling keys to keep scar's attention #im crying #mcyt #double life #life series

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leowifefang · 10 months

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one of my favorite things about eh is definitely how most chrs weapons have a visible sheathe + animation when they sheathe it otherwise they just kinda. awkwardly hold it

#except for schmid fuck you. how do you keep that big ass sword on your back #i hate floating weapons on someones back with my very heart and soul. like if its a big sword fine its iconic #but. like a skinny sword???? daggers????? YOU CANNOT TELL ME IT WOULD FLOAT THERE AWKWARDLY #at least code red schmid has a magnet thing in the back that you can see. forgiven for this #but in base and black fc???? how are you keeping it there .#athlon holds his sword awkwardly all the time idiot man. prothiof holds his too since they both dont have sheathes #but SCHMID. THIS GUY .#even nemeris!! nemeris has a hip sheathe. baraka has sheathes for his daggers. iden slings his bow over his shoulder. bathory keeps holdin #g her staff. but SCHMID.#eh rambling

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loveofastarvingdog · 2 years

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I’M ONLY LOOKIN’ SO I CAN LIVE THROUGH YOU VICARIOUSLY! I’VE NEVER REALLY BEEN IN LOVE! NOT SERIOUSLY!

#I END UP ALL ALONE BUT I STILL KEEP HOPING #I WANT TO FEEL ALL THAT LOVE AND EMOTION FEEL THAT ATTACHED TO THE PERSON I'M HOLDIN'#I WON'T BE SCARED TO LET SOMEONE KNOW ME #WIAOUWAGUWGAGUWAHWGHAH I FEEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE EMOTION!!!!!!!!! I FEEL!!!!!!!!! LOVE!!!!! EMOTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#SOMEDAY I'LL BE FALLIN'!!!!!!!!!! WITHOUT CAUTION!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT FOR NOW I'M ONLY!!!!!!!! PEOPLE WATCHIN'!!!!!!!!!#people watching by conan gray #timothy's txts.#tw caps #SORRY I JSUT FEEL VERY WOUAGWUGAGHHAGGGH

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ivydubbbbz · 2 years

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