#LISTEN ive kinda come to terms that i like food too much to be below 165 BUT whyyyyy TT

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my toxic trait cycle is kinda not liking being fat, getting into a good workout routine and holding it for a few months, gaining a ton of muscle and losing little weight overall bc i love food and live in urban areas with amazing diversity, then stopping the exercise routine cuz IDEK, and beinmg like whaaaahhhh where r my moose-kles??? gaining a ton of weight and starting all over

#LISTEN ive kinda come to terms that i like food too much to be below 165 BUT whyyyyy TT #i deticate SOOOO mcuh time to working out #my weight kinda bounces between 155 and 190 cuz. IM TERRIBLE AT STICKING TO ROUTINE #im REALLY deticating myself to this one tho #i stated doing 5 miles a day #which usually meains about 3.5 miles of running #and my mile time imrpoeves SLOWLY BUT SURLY #and my meal plan is amazing and expensive so i dont wanna limit too much cuz that'd be an EXPENSIEV waste #which means even though i workout an hour a day for over a month my weights been at 180 (maintaining) #BUT ik that means ive put on a LOT of muscles and my lungs feel much stronger #and i can hold pace for much longer #plus i get to explore the neiborhoods during runs #and take care of calls and busieness during them #anyways enjoy my rant #today i was GOOD i had two salads two chicky soup #a burrito #you see my PROBLEM is that i am surrounded by aMANY delicious options cONSTANTLY #I WOndeR Why aMERiCa hAs aN OBesiTY PRobleM #its cus our food is delicious and calorie laden and everywhare #worth it in my opinion #i just have to focus on eating more protein in my salads and soups and smoothies so im full longer #ok lol im done now bye