#Mavka who is just. a freak. and knows it. knows that god hates them and hates god for it

[maaaahri]

Oh no I’m thinking about VtM npcs again

#text #screaming into the void #vtm #I started doing prep :) #they’re all such horrid beasts #god hates some of them more than the average cainite #Davis just wants order she just wants things to be civil #she’s so human in her push to maintain and so ventrue in her enforcement of edifice despite being an anarch #what decent bulwark is so prone to cracking #I think she thinks about that a lot #the sins of her clan eat her alive and she can’t escape from them no matter how hard much she fortifies her defence #Saoirse is so similar but refuses to lock people out in the same way #she WANTS To see her clan used for good! she does! but she’s self-loathing in the extreme #and it’s easier to turn that hatred outward and pretend all of your loneliness isn’t the fault of a century of trauma #but could easily be fixed if your kin weren’t essentially an MLM cult supreme in a world filled with MLM cults #Mavka who is just. a freak. and knows it. knows that god hates them and hates god for it #perpetually confused in their own ostrasization until they have no choice but to revel in it #it’s funny to me at least that every time Mavka sees Sybil it’s just :> yay Sybil my friend Sybil #Very clearly they could try to be more normal but it’s also absolutely out of the question for them to do anything but wage slow war #against a god that they hardly know outside of resentment #I cannot talk about major villain themes bc that would be telling :)