#Sorry for the ramble! I’m just happy

[xylo-art]

I can’t think of a funny caption for this . Sorry not sorry . Yoga

#looks to the moon #rain world #I was worried while making this that it’d be a case where i try a new style #And the first drawing goes SUPER well #But everything after that is shit #So I’m pleasantly surprised by how this turned out! #Originally she was going to be in a more crescent shape #with the moon outlining her entire body #Maybe I’ll do something like that in the future #But i wanted to do something more dynamic kinda #Sorry for the ramble! I’m just happy #also click for better quality

[fantasykiri5]

Fabian and Riz to me are like. They’re like the definition of “a secret third thing” to me but not like in a qpr way. Their thing is just Their Thing, like they’re inseparable they drive each other fucking bonkers they care so deeply and they’re stupid teenagers and I don’t think they would even really think about it at all. I don’t think either of them can imagine a world where they’re not at least around the other, and like whatever their thing is definitely isn’t allo but it’s definitely not regular besties shit. They just like being around each other, I don’t think either of them would really even think to put a name to whatever it is they’ve got going on, and I definitely don’t think either of them would ever put enough thought into it to even figure out what a qpr is, much less label themselves in one. They’re just Fabian and Riz. The Ball and Captain of the Owlbears. They’re just them I think. Idk man.

#kiri rambles #idk dude it’s a hard thought to verbalize I think #as someone who is more recently realizing that I’m PROBABLY at least some manner of arospec and probably also acespec but also in a very- #-happy romantic relationship of nearly two years with my best friend- who’s also thinking he’s at least acespec- I just kinda relate to- #-whatever thing they have going on is #like yeah technically we’re dating but we’re also just like. hanging out mostly. idk #IDK. idk I just relate to their crazy codependent bullshit I guess #fabriz #<- sort of?? idk #like I like some of the ship stuff a lot of it is very funny and I relate to it but I also really respect the more stark aroace Riz- #-believers like I think they’re both true. yeah he IS aroace or at least aroacespec to me but also FROM EXPERIENCE whatever he and Fabian- #-have going on has NO way to be like regularly platonic #I guess this makes me a qpr Fabriz truther?? idk I don’t think they’d ever outright say it #but it’s the same flavor as a qpr I think. it’s in the same vein but neither of them will ever acknowledge it #anyways sorry for my incoherent ramblings I just Feel That Shit man #riz gukgak #fabian aramais seacaster #fabian seacaster #d20 #fantasy high #yeah that’s all the tags I’m giving it I’m tired

[mad-c1oud]

was trying to figure out why my fic a letter to your old address was getting hella kudos out of nowhere and well uh

I see

#momma im famous #I’m sorry this is the funniest way for a fic of mine to blow up for the first time #like everyone going to read letters is going to get fucking whiplash the entire fic is not like this I prommy #taking this as a compliment btw I’ve been laughing for that last 10 minutes #happy so many people love this stupid little line #fun fact- I wrote it after actually forgetting Fit was bald and not just his cubito #it was a lil reminder lmao #mad ramblings #qsmp #qsmp fic #qsmp slimecicle #Slimecicle #qsmp fitmc #links

[secretmellowblog]

I’ve read Les Mis a couple times now and I’m always blown away by just how kind Valjean is. Like every time I reread it I’m a little more impressed by the fact that he manages to be a good caring dude even while carrying around his metric ass-ton of troubles.

Yeah, it’s so good! And so complicated too? Idk the more I reread Les Mis, the more I enjoy the way it dives into “the politics of politeness,” the difference between being kind and being polite…and the way people like Jean Valjean are violently forced to behave in excessively ‘polite’ meek conciliatory ways in order to escape abuse.

And again, that’s something that really strikes me about Valjean’s story, and his complicated brand of kindness, in particular?

He’s genuinely a kind compassionate person; but, because of his status as a convict, he’s also forced to be excessively conciliatory to people like police officers who have authority over him, out of fear of punishment and torture. Especially before he earned his money, he had a social obligation to cringe and fawn before authority figures, to prevent them from hurting him. He’s gentle to people out of genuine love and sympathy, but he’s also often forced to be polite out of fear. And while he is a genuinely a sweet gentle compassionate person, you’re often forced to wonder: would Valjean behave with such excessive meekness if he wasn’t living in a state of paranoia and terror where a single ‘wrong move’ could make him suspicious, and lead to his imprisonment, torture, and death?

The lines between Valjean’s genuine kindness and the forced mask of politeness that’s been violently imposed on him can get really blurred.

And it’s telling that some of Valjean’s actually kindest moments are the times when he risks arrest and has himself branded a criminal, in order to save people- the moments where he sacrifices the approval of ‘polite society’ to do something genuinely compassionate.

#Les mis #thank you for the ask!!! #but yeah sorry I see the words Jean Valjean and words spill out #he’s just a little guy!!!!! #an unbearably sad beast #I do want to write a whole post on the whole ‘enforced conciliatory politeness’ in Les mis thing #because it’s also a huge thing with thenardier and javert #thenardier tries to play at being meek conciliatory and polite to authorities #but he is Bad at it #he’s awful at it #he’s terrible at lying and pretending to respect them #but he’s also right that it’s dehumanizing to even have to? #to cringe and fawn and lick boots in order to survive #Javert of course is very happy to lick boots #it’s genuinely his favorite thing to do #but now I’m rambling #XD

[whereismyhat5678]

I don’t know how to describe it but I have this feeling, and I want to express that feeling..

I have this specific color palette that I just wanted to use, the colors are filled with really pretty oranges… I think it’s beautiful, and it wouldn’t leave my head so I had to draw something for it. It’s simple (the background took me a a bit to get-) but I think it looks nice.

I don’t know how to describe HOW I feel, but how I feel is this. You can interpret anything, and I think I’ll agree that I feel that way.

I didn’t have a bad day or anything, I just feel strange. I see orange- like a comforting orange.

#Pizza Tower #Sorry about my little ramble #I just feeling. #I love using orange color palettes #They always just give me so much comfort #I feel like I’m getting a warm hug #I feel happy #I feel comfy #and I feel warm. #Peppino #Rambles

[mint-termsandconditions]

Rope MF is one of the best Kirby OCs I’ve seen in a while. I love how he simultaneously is silly but also not a joke.

I can’t tell if you actually mean it or if it’s a joke that’s flying over my head, but thank you!!!

Focusing on the topic:

He is no joke, my guy swings on rope 24 hours a few days a week. Like I said in my previous post, probably have a crazy sleeper build.

Like if Bandana Waddle Dee was able to crack the planet at the beginning of his career, just imagine what Rope MF could do

Going into Rope MF origins when being created:

It’s funny you say that their not a joke because originally that what they were!

Rope MF was a joke character in a game concept I had where Kirby, King Dedede, and Meta Knight were all captured and Bandana Dee had to save the day.

It would’ve been a turned-based rpg where you had different waddle dees to join your party and Rope MF was one of them. Because while I was looking at the different types of waddle dees I just found it funny that swinging waddle dee was a type of waddle dee. Rope MF would’ve been one of the weakest member of your party because all he had was a rope, and you can’t do much with that. But then I grew fond of the idea of if you had him in your party the whole time, and if you complete his side quests he’d be one of your most powerful asset (imagine Terry from Lisa the Painful).

This was the first ever drawing of them:

This was the second drawing when Bandana Dee completes his arc of not being ashamed of being a waddle dee. He then goes on an entire rant about how each Waddle Dee was special, and I included Rope MF because I thought it was funny:

I lowkey became attached to Rope MF and decided to make them their own character backstory and all, but they’re mainly here to explain their love of ropes

Here’s a little bonus comic of the aftermath of the Megaton Punch:

Rope MF never changes and I love him for it

#Sorry for the ramble a bit there I’m just shocked and very happy that someone actually like Rope MF that much #Like “best in awhile” is crazy /pos because I’ve seen many other significantly better designed and written Kirby OCs recently #Don’t get me wrong I love Rope MF as if they were my own son but there are Kirby OCs that actually show complex motives and emotions beside #rope glee (Rope MF has a rope) #rope stress (Mirror dimension version of him does not have a rope) #and British distraught (Mirror dimension version of him is f*cking British) #But I’m very thankful you’ve been interacting with these silly Rope MF posts #and if Rope MF were to hear that compliment he’d be very confused but thankful nonetheless (they’re not the best with compliments) #but fr tho don’t take Rope MF in a fight they could probably rock your sh*t #Kirby #kirby oc #king dedede #bandana dee #Waddle dee #waddle dee oc #Rope MF #& ask away

[meep-meep-richie]

I’m just hoping people won’t ruin Buddie for me by slapping on BuckTommy. Cause we still have so many great Buddie moments besides other beautiful storylines. Yes i’m a buddie shipper and a great fan of BuckTommy and i’m just enjoying both. The Buddie and the BuckTommy moments, but making all the BuckTommy moments be about Buddie is starting to annoy me.

#sorry #i just try to enjoy the amazing episodes we have #we came a lot closer to buddie thanks to tommy #and i enjoying that ride right now #cause Tommy is amazing as well #and i’m kinda okay with buddie just being friends right now #so just let bucktommy happen for a little while more #and let buddie enter the stage when it’s their time #but please stop hating on bucktommy #and just be happy what abc has given us so far #we could have had the show ended with s6 #so i don’t know what you prefer here #sorry for my rambling #buddie #bucktommy #911 on abc #911 abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #tommy kinard #txt post #my thoughts

[wundrousarts]

Mini Silverborn Countdown

If you’ve been around for a few years, you’ve seen me vaguely mention a “Silverborn Countdown Challenge” several times. It’s been delayed and changed as many times as the book itself, lol.

If anyone wants sort of a low-stakes, very chill and spaced out version of this ye olde never tackled challenge to complete in the next year before Silverborn, I propose what I’m doing:

Every 3 months leading up to the initial release, I am creating one thing based on each of the books.

January — Nevermoor

April — Wundersmith

July — Hollowpox

#nevermoor #nevermoor fanart #nevermoor fanfic #silverborn #silverborn countdown challenge #thank you theo for reminding me to post abt this on here. I am stealing the “mini” moniker (?) in return. lol. #this was in my drafts and I forgot to post it. happens a lot lol. #anyways if you’re reading this happy new years ! #nine masterpost ver 1.0 dropping tomorrow evening prob bc I have had a headache all day and that’s the next time I’m free #now time to sleep. zzzzzz. perhaps I’ll have a prophetic silverborn dream. who knows. #I love giving myself set times to draw nevermoor things or just think about the series bc otherwise I go insane #literally thinking abt this stuff 24/7 it’s all I want to draw. But then I have to hold myself back + then end up never drawing anything lol #I have three big things planned for this like big pieces to work on over awhile and get myself out of my comfort zone #but idk what to draw for this first one. aahhhhh. excited for wundersmith and hollowpox though. #also I want to do a little animation for nevermoorian new years. which is on a leap day this year! how fun!! #I have an eternal nevermoor to-draw list that only gets bigger #sorry to the person that requested some Christmas stuff last year. I missed out and was gonna do it this year. then no time. so next year? 😅 #also 🏆 to anyone that ever reads my ramblings in my tags. I am so insane about nevermoor especially. <333

[skyloftian-nutcase]

Actually, you know what.

To the anon who asked me to tag stuff when I mention God or Christianity so you could block it, I’m sorry I gave a noncommittal answer, you deserve an actual answer. It was like 2am and I was tired and felt uncomfortable with the ask but am a people pleaser so I didn’t want to argue. (Still don’t want to argue, I’m just stating my actual answer instead of the wishy washy one I gave you.)

I don’t really reblog things about Christianity. This is my main blog but it’s primarily packaged as a Zelda blog. If I bring up Christianity or God, it’s just me talking about things going on in my life, or asking for help, or sharing my love and joy with others here. Maybe occasionally something in writing, because I’m allowed to share who I am and what brings me joy as much as anyone else. And if I write a story that is entirely referencing Christianity, then I probably would tag it! More importantly, though, asking me to tag everything that I mention God in so you can block them makes me feel uncomfortable because asking me to help you avoid God goes against everything I am. I’m not trying to downplay your experiences, I truly am sorry you were hurt by someone(s) who claimed to be Christian. But I’m not going to do something that makes me equally uncomfortable. If that bothers you, then please feel free to do what you think is best.

#random rambles #Sorry to drag everyone into this - it has just been weighing heavily on me since I got that ask #I’m usually such a people pleaser I’ll change who I am to make others happy and comfortable #I’m trying to be better about that #To be understanding but still retain who I am and what I believe #anyway back to our regularly scheduled silliness

[crazymecjc]

manga redraw bc I’m in a silly goofy mood

panel and version without text below the cut!

#trigun #trigun maximum #oof my art i guess #vash the stampede #nicolas d wolfwood #vashwood #spinning them around in my brain at the speed of sound #something about the two of them just Hits Different #maybe it’s the religious imagery #maybe it’s the fact that they both Know each other so so well #who knows #whatever it is in their dynamic I am biting it #I just think they’re Neat #I promise I’ll chill the fuck out with art of the two of them Eventually however I do also have like three more ideas off the top of my head #so uhhh I will be going wild on main for a bit longer sorry #anyways I’m very happy with the colors in this one they sure are color #gonna stop rambling now I need to get out of the tags if you read all this for some reason ily

[questwithambition]

I’m literally about to sign the lease on a flat in London and I guess I should be happy but I’m panic crying in the kitchen because oh my it’s so much money and I don’t know if I’m making the right decision and I’m trying to remind myself there are no bad decisions and I made one which is all one can do right? But I’m so tired, every day after work having to find, enquire, do references, read contracts (is this a massive mistake? Why am I doing this??? A million questions in my head). And it’s been a dream of mine since I was 14 to move for the big city but all I can feel right now is “is this really worth it?”

#London renting got me hating my London dream #basically been a month of me wondering why I want to live there #and I’m sure I’ll be happy once I’m there but. I’m just so tired. #anywho sorry for the despressing rambles #rambles

[thingscanalwaysgetworse]

Never not going to be emotional about this

#adventure time #adventure time together again #finn the human #Jake the dog #the brothers of all time #rambles from the ether #I will admit I’m biased and more emotionally invested in this episode bc it happened to come out the same month I graduated high school #but still. it’s GOOD #also I think this is one of the first times thet I cried tears of joy while watching a cartoon #I get emotional when I watch shows but usually I just cry because I’m sad #but this ending made me cry because I was so HAPPY. #that doesn’t usually happen with me #just. oughhh #I wish I could write endings like that #also I wish I could experience this episode for the first time again #I can’t watch the last few minutes without smiling #also sorry the screenshots look weird #I got them from YouTube bc I was suddenly having feelings about this episode again

[obstinaterixatrix]

I have a friend whose favorite series is a•t, which, Yknow, I am trying so hard to be polite about having extremely different tastes. but I cherish & support her and when it comes to bday presents I’m either waiting for someone to express a need/want for smth during any time of the year & just buying it & going ‘happy early/late birthday’ OR I’m planning months in advance (& sometimes collaborating w/ folks) for The Perfect Present but I can never bring myself to get something I’m halfhearted on… I’ve been on & off scrolling thru mercari/ebay/amazon/aliexpress and feeling very Eh abt the quality/size/price and was almost close to just getting two small cheap but cute plushies (13 cm & 10 cm :/), then on ebay I saw smth that was 20cm (good size) and actually very cute, but it was like $50 for the plush & $20 for shipping and while I cherish my pal I am not dropping $70 on a plushie (AND ESPECIALLY NOT ON A•T MERCH). so I do a exact match search of the specific brand and find one (1) online store selling it for $20 (incl shipping) (they’re having a 20% off sale). which is suspiciously low so I made sure to look up reviews outside the site & it looks legit, so I’m gonna buy it & hope that even if it’s not legit it’ll be an acceptable quality bootleg, and if it isn’t even that then I still have a month and a half to get one of my backup plans. in a week we’ll see if I get a Perfectionism Win.

#my ramblings #NEVER COMPROMISE YOUR VISION!!! #nightmare scenario is she already has it but I’ve been to her apt and I’m sure I would’ve seen it #plus as a fan I think it’s great to have duplicates #double the cuddle and also if one gets destroyed there’s a backup #sometimes mom does take me by the shoulders and go like You Don’t Have To Buy Birthday Gifts For Everyone #but #well first of all let’s shove aside the standard blah blah it’s nice to give friends things and see them be happy #1) when a gift lands well I like being right #actually that’s it I just like being right #the other day a friend was like ‘you know how I have bipolar’ and I was like ‘huh? I didn’t actually’ #and she was like ‘I think we’ve had this conversation like three times’ (sorry) #but I do remember her aesthetics and interests and the types of clothes she was browsing one time when we sat at the desk together #about two years ago when she offhandedly mentioned that she was trying to figure out lighting that would fit a bar she was asked to design #it just stuck in my head and one time I was in a place that had lighting that reminded me of what she was trying to go for #so I sent her a pic of it #anyway yeah I have a really bad memory except when I have a really good memory

[wolvisms]

dude i love love

#it’s nearly love day!!!!!! MY FAVE DAY AHHHHH #no bc. you have vday lovers and vday haters. i ignore the haters. no need to be bitter bc you’re single ! #the ‘blocking every couple i see’ people are the ones who need the most love… within themselves first! ;) #like. #i’ve been single most valentines days and i was still always so happy like AWW ITS SO CUTE I LOVE SEEING PEOPLE IN LOVE #like it’s nice to see ppl in love!!! and love yourself!!!!! i’ve always loved to treat myself on previous vdays #like i’d get myself flowers for my room! or cute lil chocolates or something idk?? #i love the decor everywhere?? in shops. restaurants. just outside in general. all those little red hearts and roses decorations everywhere #like hearts are my fave!!! and roses are my fave flower <333 plus i love the weather in feb likeeee i’m a summer baby but i just ❤️ winter #anyways. i think i love valentine’s day more than most ppl do but… it’s okay. i love it sm #like… people love halloween. or christmas. or whatever idk. but valentine’s day is where it’s at for me. #it’s just so ✨me✨ i think #celebrating love??? HECK YES. friends family partner anyone omg. just love one another ! we need more love!!! #it’s just PERFFFFECTTTT for a lovergirl like me to have an excuse to be extra mushy and cute HEHEHEHEH #i feel it’s ironic that a slightly moody n broody girl like me is so soft n gushy inside and loves vday. (according to mi amigos n my bf) #but!!! uggghhhhh it just brings out the soft in me DO U GET IT #i’m done. i yapped sorry #briar rambles

[katetorias]

starting to make fronting bracelets for everyone!! I’m (🐥) gonna do my own last because I technically already have like two since I had already made them lol… but so far I have Jack’s, Jocelyn’s, a syskid’s and ???’s!!!! this made me very happy, Jocelyn and our little even came out to help make theirs! just very joyous rn :3c

#sorry I’m 🍃 rn #that’s ok tho #just very happy #rambles #sys talk #undescribed #no id in alt text

[cheridraws]

see I often get conflicted because yes, I do want to watch things that will ultimately help myself, especially with an issue I have that I’m highly aware of. But also that fear of having the issue fixed is always there, and the issue is so convenient that I don’t wanna get rid of it, so,,,,, augh

#my rambles #this isn’t coherent bc I’m tired. sorry #but just. mmrggrb #related to the last reblog #I’m aware I have food issues that are not healthy. i shouldn’t be waiting until past 5pm to eat something #but…. it’s just easier #i rarely get lunch breaks at work. i don’t wake up early enough to get breakfast in the mornings. reminding myself that it isn’t healthy #just makes me feel like shit bc I feel like I can’t fix it #which isn’t true. i could. #but…. augh. again with the convienience. it’s EASIER to wait that long instead of waking up earlier. or preparing a lunch to take with me #and it’s cheaper too. i can eat whatever I can scrounge up at home after work instead of going out for food I can’t afford #I don’t know… I’m just complaining right now I guess #the last post just reminded of it is all #it may be one of the reasons I haven’t watched it yet despite my friends telling me to is all #ignore me #I’m happy for the people it’s helping. I’m just scared to be one of them