#about time I get to posting some darn writing smh
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Hiii. I love your writing. It's so cute and always puts a smile on my face💕 I was wondering if you could do one with each of the boys where they are dating a black girl ???? Thank you!
Aw thank you, I'm so happy to hear that ♥️♥️ And of course! I hope some headcannons alright for you and have a lovely day!!
George
So I think we all know that accurate stereotype about how bland and gross British food is right?
Well you can forget that with George!!!
If you've got any favorite, homemade soul food recipes, he'd love to learn them
Particularly because he'd like to give cooking some American cuisine a whirl!
Also, you will NEVER catch him complaining about food being "too spicy"
If anything, he'd probably be the one making spice and seasoning recommendations to dish lmao
"Oh, but what if we add some cumin love?"
And stuff like that
You miiiiiight have to teach him the ropes on what make good dashes of flavor tho
Just because he's willing to eat spicy food doesn't mean he's very good at actually adding the correct spices and herbs lmao
He is trying tho!!
John
Now I'm not going to get too dark here, but we all know how bad things were for poc in the early 1900s
Like, even worse then today
You might be kind of scared dating a white man as a black woman during this time period
But let me tell you right now, John would do anything to make you feel safe
I don't even mean just with him
Like just out in the everyday world, he isn't shy about letting people know he's with you!
John simply just doesn't see color, and he treats you like he'd treat any other woman (so, like a Queen lol)
And anyone who has a problem with it, especially if they try to start something with you....
Oooooo boy 💀
I said I wouldn't get too dark here, but let's just suffice to say that I'm 100% sure the real, actual John Lennon would have no problem beating up some racists in your defense 😌
Paul
Paul is in the same boat as John tbh
Instead of just ignoring the racial injustices and try to live as happy a life as you can manage...
...Paul is interested in going the extra mile and being outspoken on these issues
Especially as he sees how they affect you!
Now you might be thinking, that sounds more like John tbh, but at this point in his life (early 1960s ish) John has yet to find his voice on the political platform
But Paul on the other hand is already charismatic and outspoken!
You guys would have a ball going to rallies and protests together
And once the equal rights activism truly kicks off, ooooo it's go time baby!!
Paul would do everything he could to be your biggest ally, and you'd have nothing to fear in the way of retaliatory violence or slander from others
All in all, it'd be just the two of you, changing the world for the better ♥️
Ringo
Now Ringo is just a simple man
A simple man, who loves your gorgeous locs
He's really impressed with all the work you put into maintaining it!
...As well as the amount of product required to maintain it
Well he figures he's got all this money, might as well put it to good use!
He'd totally take you shopping for all your butters and oils, anything you want
And as a bonus, he can help you style it of you'd like!
Although he may not be as dexterous as his string playing friends, he can do some braids and twists with a bit of patience and guidance
And if you'd rather he not, he 100% would still love to keep you company while you do your thing
Not only does he love spending the time with you, but all the creams and stuff smell pretty darn good to boot :)
#about time I get to posting some darn writing smh#the beatles#paul mccartney x reader#john lennon x reader#george harrison x reader#ringo starr x reader#black!reader#the beatles x reader#beatles headcannons
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37 for the fic writer questions!
Ask meme here
37. Talk about your current wips
This is great I was thinking of listing out everything im working on these days anyway n now i get an excuse. For quite a few of these I cant talk about them actually cuz they are event stuff but imma list em anyway.
(This got long so im putting it under keep reading)
Lets! Categorize!
A) Ready to post!
Here we have my ShinKami bb fic: No Escape (coming out tomorrow) and my DabiHawks bb fic: Red string of death (coming out sunday) - obvs cant say much until they are posted, lets just say that for shinkami we are gettin some horror and dabihawks gets double banger of soulmate au x reincarnation au but like angsty
B) Currently in editing
Pieces for: DabiHawks metamorphos zine, LOV found family zine and villain/vigilante deku zine - since they are zines i feel like its a big no no to talk about them so we goin down
C) Currently writing
A secret santa piece and a piece for todobaku bb - one of these is actually cute couple things and the other is be dumping magic and horror on to a shipping fic again i obviously have a thing for that the more i think about these
D) Currently planing
Shinsou bigbang! (Do NOT judge me for how many events im in) anyway im super looking forward to this i feel like i have such a great idea n mmm we arent even to partnering up yet so i zip
DabiHawks secret admierer au - something i can talk about :0. This was one of my pitches for the metamorphos au n i got attached. The basic premise is: no powers high school au, local bad boy band member Touya is pining hard after straight A good boy Keigo and in atempt to confess his feelings he leaves a love song in his locker. The problem? Dabi is super fucking edgy and so is his song and upon reading it Keigo is 100% Dabi wants him dead. Shennaniganse ensue. LOV is there giving Dabi increasingly bad love advice, Rumi is there mostly to laugh her ass of and then do dramatic reading of the song, im gonna write actual songs for it!!! Anyway just lil slice of life school comedy, im not always about horror and angst belive it or not. Im looking forward to this one it should be fun!
All the beautiful things we are (All the dangerous things we will become) - another chuuya gen fic!! This one featuring Kouyou (n maaaaaybe Kyouka) in some good ol sibling bonding. Set earlier then The suffocating quality of your dying breaths, its basically kouyou taking chuuya under her wing and some good sibling bonding that will probably feature some good ol exploration of gender expression and just kouyou wrestling a brat into a suit. I just want some good chuuya n kouyou n some decent chuuya experimenting with dressing up n darn it ill make it myself
There are a few more that are in my notes as possible ideas but these are the ones im sure ill write so i dont wanna promise anything i wont do
E) On hiatus
TodoBaku murder mystery - my original idea for the todobaku bb, i wanted to challenge myself n write something i never did before but then college slapped me n ye i went back into the comfort zone. I still wanna do this one someday, probably over summer. Basic concept: normal life au, Enji Todoroki is found dead in his bed and detective! Bakugo is on the scene trying to determin did any of the family members, gathered that night to celebrate their mother returning from a hospital, have anything to do with it while trying super hard not to fall for the one Todoroki that keeps sticking his nose where it doesnt belong. Featuring: literally everyone having a motive and Bakugo being done with the family drama, Dabi being in a gang and acting like he owns the place, and ice skater Shouto both too dumb and too smart for his own good. We will see does anything come of it.
Season of rain - omegaverse light fic where i, an asexual, look at a trope purely made for kink and go 'what if for me tho?'. I call it light cuz i wont be writing any sex but u know me its heavy on angst. Featuring: Deku squad as a ship, omega sho n izu, alpha uraraka n beta iida n tsuyu. Dealing with such topics as: postpartum depression, sexisam, fear of alphas, arranged marriges, pack dynamics, betas having an actual role and importance, maneging poly reletionships, me harping on about how ideal number of parents is actually more than two and that if there were three genders standard reletionships would be expected to be a x b x o not just a x o. Aka me putting way too much worldbuilding into a kink trope. Basic premise: seeing as shouto turned out to be an omega, instead of training him to be a hero enji signs him of to enter a quirk marrige when he gets older just like rei. Years later shouto has just gotten out of a divorce and with a whole baby in tow is taken in by dekusquad. Hurt comfort ensues as they slowly work shouto into their dynamic and make him feel safe and loved again. Honestly i just want to give this one more time n attention that i have rn so its waiting for summer
Ashes to ashes - a dabihawks (maybe) post war au fic that was supposed to focus on Dabi facing what he has done and who he has become and the almost imposible process of changing yourself for the better when you spent all your life chasing one thing, on one side and on the other; Hawks recovering fron trauma caused by almost being killed, dealing with his newly growing wings causing him pain and being afraid he'll never fly quite the same again and trying to find connections among other heroes just cuz i say he needs friends. Both of them are dealing with very mixed emotions about each other and they work through them seperatly and together, trying to set everything that happend into a perspective and figure out where to go from there. I havent decided do they actually get back together or not by the end of it all. I was planing this and then hori dumped dabis crazy ass on me n now im mostly waiting to see what he does with him so i know what to do with him in the end, smh hori making my life hard :/
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Emotional post (trigger for anyone with heartbreak rn):
This may be triggering to read also for anyone suffering from an ED so just ignore if somehow someone comes across this.
I tend to stress eat and emotionally eat. But recently I felt a level of heartbreak (shocker if you see any of many posts below) that took my appetite. I’m someone who loves food. Like I live for the taste of food. I love eating. I’m someone who on dates I’ve never been dainty or like delicate. Like give me some wings and let’s get gross lol. Anyways I digress.
But. I’ve only ever had heartbreak where it took my appetite. A few times in my life. But never for this long. The first real time was when my first love was hurt by something I had done and ran from me. And blocked me out. And refused to answer my calls. I lost all appetite. I couldn’t breathe. I felt like I lost a part of me (you’d think with time this wouldn’t happen again or I’d be better prepared for the next one but I wasn’t). So sprinkle a few other traumas along the way. And recently my first love did the same thing to me. And I can’t blame him fully for this one. At all.
Because for four years I essentially blocked him out. Well prob more like last two years. I gave him half of me. I let my busy career and life and friends take over so I could stay busy and therefore keep him at a distance. It was fucked up but I truly didn’t know I was doing it or why even. Until recently. Obviously from my many posts if you can’t tell. I’m very much still in love with him I have always been. But what happened to my heart the first time he ran was something I never fully got over. I never fully wanted to let him have that power again. Because and I mean this honestly tumblr (only place I can be honest) that is the only man who has power and control over me in a way no other man has ever had. And I ran from that.
And I think in many ways he is doing the same to me now because I had power over him without truly realizing. But I realized now That’s real fucking love. Love is being vulnerable and feeling that someone could leave any minute with your heart. Love is so strong you see them and you feel your soul is back with you. That the part they hold of you is like an old friend you haven’t seen in awhile. Every time I see him I call him my reset button to my friends. He reminds me of who I am. Because in many ways he is me. He has a part of me. And he is everything I have always loved. And it’s scary. Life gets scary. Humans are messy. My god are they messy. We make stupid choices. We block one another out. We both did. We say things we don’t mean. We say “how are you” instead of “I am not okay. I love you and I don’t know what to do. I’m afraid you won’t feel the same or run from me again. Because if you run again idk if I can survive it” on messenger. And that’s fucked. I should’ve said that. But we’re messy. Humans are so so messy when it comes to true love we get it wrong so gosh darn often. In how we handle it. So I’m trying to get it right now. It’s been really scary. So many aspects of my life have changed already.
So anyways. This takes me back to my original point. In many ways I’m trying to get life right. But I’ve lost this appetite. And it’s many many manyyyy of the reasons why I realized I was still attached and wanting that love again. Because it affected me to this level again.
But. What isnt fabulous about it. Is this is the longest I’ve ever had lack of appetite. It’s been almost. Now a month and a half. My body is changing so rapidly. I feel like a child honestly. With my mom having to make sure I’m eating. Watching me like a hawk. It’s not even intentional. I just go into my head so far deep or I work so much to distract myself. That I don’t even realize it’s now 5 pm and I’ve had an egg white for breakfast. Like. It’s insane.
And it’s scaring me a bit. I just took a shower and could see my ribs in a way that I never knew I could before. I love my ribs and collar bones and hip bones they always stick out. One of few things I loved about myself. But idk now it’s like I almost passed out in the shower. Like that’s not normal.
Anyways. Came on to rant about having no appetite. Ended up spilling my heart out. Again. Real shocker. It’s been two days of having this blog now and I’m already writing essays. smh.
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Soulmate!Taeyang
Requested by anon: Soulmate!au for Taeyang please?? Preferably with the both of you being childhood friends too! Thank you so much!!
hi my little anon this is for you!!! im sorry if its kinda yikes i never like my writing or the product tbh and when i do i feel like it gets overlooked by my other pieces rip @ writers the struggle is rEAL but anyways i hope you enjoyed this!!! also im tearing up on how much notice vigilante!wonwoo is getting thank you guys so so much!!! remember that REQUESTS ARE OPEN READ FAQ AND RULES FIRST SEND THEM INNNN
au where you have a tattoo of what your soulmate is most passionate about
since you were little you had a small cute tattoo on your wrist of a pair of dance tap shoes
but what did you know you were only 4 and only thought “those are pretty shoes!!”
when you entered kindergarten you met fETUS TAEYANG HOW CUTE AWW
“hi i like your tattoo!!!!”
“thanks i’m y/n!!”
“i’m taeyang!!! check out my tattoo my dad said they’re music notes”
he had little musical notes trailing down his forearm and you’re just like wow that’s so beautiful!!
“do you know what these tattoos are for?”
“my dad said it’s what your soulmate is most passionate about (whatever that means LOL),,, so what your soulmate really really likes!!”
how cUTE smol you and tae become little cute friends just like that!!!
even at age 5 tae was so certain and self-assured he loved dancing and singing but not as much as grooving to the beat
on the other hand you were still unsure and wanted to explore a variety of fields
smol 5 year old tae would bust out his moves to you and hE IS JUST TOO!!! ADORABLE IM CRYING
your friendship only strengthened over the years but
alas!!!! you had to separate in middle school darn young love :((
your parents’ jobs made them relocate to another city
but ofc you and tae were determined to continue communicating!!! so you exchanged home phone numbers
y'all are so cute you would talk on the phone for hours but then,,,,
they got more and more infrequent, as he was trying to make a name out of himself by joining dance competitions and basically he got the ball rolling for his career starting at that point
you were lonely and missed talking to your best friend :(((
you were always so jealous of tae’s determination you were just,,, a wandering lost soul
in these dark times you turned to music and found major relief and comfort in soothing calm ballads and upbeat pumping beats
you got interested in music very quickly and decided to take up some music classes
you eventually learned how to play the piano and guitar, which led you to making cOVERS!!!!
you were enjoying it but you felt like there was still something missing
you took music theory and practically fell in love
in fact it pushed you to really analyze music and produce your own
the only job you were able to do was babysit your niece every weekend but at least your aunt was generous about the pay!!!
it still took you f o r ev er to save up for proper equipment but you were able to have a decent system going on
you locked yourself up in your room for who knows how long every single day to familiarize yourself with the new technology and play around with different instruments on the editor
it came to you so naturally that it only took you a week to produce something pretty decent for a rookie
and even in the midst of all of this you constantly think about tae and it influences your work and you practically make songs about him
you wanted to share it for people to hear so you opened up a soundcloud and youtube channel and posted on both
views were steady but a little low in the beginning but a few months in your little producing career it sKYROCKETED
everyone started to listen to your sick beats and mixes you were a dj bUT ALSO WITH THE BEST SINGING VOICE EVER WHAT A DOUBLE THREAT!!!
you became a viral sensation (sensational feeling lMAO ok bye)
at this time you were well into high school probably around your senior year and we all know how senior year can get hectic especially at the beginning
you decided to put your mixing on hiatus to focus on college apps and your classes for the time being
it was a few months in the school year around november when one day the school was buzzing with a little more energy than usual
you asked your friend “what’s the deal with everyone today????”
“uM have you not been paying attention?? there’s a new transfer kid and hE IS THE MOST MAJESTIC THING EVER”
and she goes on and on about his good looks and what a gentleman he is
you’re thinking guys like those are practically nonexistent i’ll have to see it to believe it
you just shrugged it off and walked to your homeroom
and there, folks, is when you couldn’t believe it bUT NOT FOR THE REASONS YOUR FRIEND SAID
“class we have a new student please introduce yourself!!”
“:D i’m blind by tHE ACTUAL SUN hi everyone!!! i’m taeyang i just moved here a few days ago!!”
he catches your eye and yALL JUST DO A DOUBLE TAKE BC
1. YOUR BEST FRIEND GLOED TF UP
2. YOUR BEST FRIEND IS HERE
tae is actually fangirling on the inside and he shines even brighter and actually blinds the entire school
“please have a seat next to the empty desk next to y/n. y/n can you show him around today?”
hAHAHA NERVOUS LAUGHTER “sure,,,, i,,, will be,,, showing taeyang my childhood best friend,,,, around,,, no biggie,,,”
when your homeroom teacher gives you homework time to do you both frantically turn to each other and loudly whisper
“wHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE”
“I JUST MOVED HERE ON SATURDAY”
“yoU DIDN’T TELL ME OR GIVE ME A HEADS UP????”
“i’m sorry!!! things have been so crazy with competitions,,, :(((“ pls doNT LET MY SUN BE SAD
you can’t help but forgive him bc you know better than anyone else how important his career is to him, especially when it comes to dancing
you just brush it off and ask to see his schedule
you guys have a few classes together and plan to meet up at lunch so you can give a proper tour
it’s just like old times and you’re suddenly so nostalgic that you get slightly emotional
you just missed talking to him so much it’s been years since you picked up the phone and had a conversation with him
little did you know, he feels the exact same way
the way your arms brush across each other makes him go just a little crazy
it takes literally no time for him to get adjusted like by the end of the week he’s already got his own crew and is involved in a few clubs
ofc he is one of the officers in the dance club
he’s drastically improved his dancing skills to the point where he can singlehandedly make his own choreo
let’s just say it gets LIT AT RALLIES unlike my school smh
dance club meets pretty often, as the students wanna perfect every single dance they do
so basically multiply taeyang by 15
they’re amazing for a reason
you wanted to walk home with taeyang one day and stopped by one of their practices near closing time
as you near the door you hear some reaaaally familiar music
“hEY WAIT THATS MY SONG OMG!!!”
you watch through the classroom window and the dance team is busting out them moves
but all your eyes see is taeyang, front and center
not only does he look cool and charismatic but he looks happy doing what he loves
you clutch your backpack strap tighter and internally squeal legit your best friend is so hot rn
when’s he not tho??? anyway
when they finish the dance you hear him say “god this person who remixes these is so cool i love their works i would love to meet them”
and then he takes notice of you and dOES THIS CUTE AF LITTLE WAVE IM WEAK
one day at lunch he tells you about an upcoming competition he’s about to compete in
he actually got in the final round so he’s like
“!!!!!! if my team wins we win a scholarship!!!!!”
and you’re both freaking out and ofc you’re gonna go to support him
competition day rolls around soon and you’re in the bleachers overseeing everyone
you admit everyone is majorly talented but you know tae’s team has it in the bag if it has tae in it let’s be real here
when his team finally gets introduced they get into position
AND YOU CAN’T BELIEVE IT BUT YOUR SONG IS PLAYING AGAIN!!!
it’s blasting in the speakers for everyone to listen to and you’re so emotional rn
tae executes his dance as flawlessly as ever and you’re so proud of knowing someone like him
and that’s when you realize
everything you know about tae and his dancing
from the way he pulls all nighters for a new choreo to how much he glows when he’s out on the floor
you lift up your sleeve and stare at the shoes
“oh my god” you whisper
the results come in and ofc hE WINS YESSSS
tae’s team is asked to do a quick thank you speech and when it’s tae’s turn to speak you’re anticipating on what he’s going to say
“thank you to all my friends and family, esp my parents who have been supporting me the entire way!!! and of course my best friend who came all the way to watch me today i love you!!! :DDDDDD”
HES RADIATING SO MUCH HAPPINESS THE ACTUAL SUN
BUT YOU ARE A VERY CLOSE SECOND BC ALL YOU HEARD WERE THOSE LAST THREE WORDS
you know tae to be very touchy and affectionate
but that was actually the very first time he’s ever said that to you, whether it be platonically or romantically
and you hadn’t realized that you wanted it to be the latter until that moment
you’re in love with your best friend
as the crowd files out you step down the bleachers and sprint to him
he’s carrying the trophy in his right hand but when he sees you advancing towards him he quickly shoves it to the person closest to him LOL
AND HE OPENS HIS ARMS FOR YOU AWWW OFNNFHFJNFN
you embrace in a tight tight lung crushing hug
“i love you too soulmate”
and he’s like wAIT A MINUTE
and he pulls back to look at you
“ok we’re gonna get back to what you said bUT SOULMATE???? MUSIC????”
“i kinda produced the song you just danced to??? surprise!!!!!”
and he’s just wHAT THE ACTUAL
“you’re – you’re actually – how – when-”
you just giggle at how dumbfounded he is
and you take his face in both hands and plant a kiss on him AW SCUTE SCUTE
his hands tighten around your waist and you’re both smiling so much on each other’s lips
THAT IS THE BIRTH OF THE CUTEST GREASIEST RELATIONSHIP WHAT A COUPLE
#my post#sf9#sf9 taeyang#taeyang#sf9 imagines#sf9 scenarios#sf9 headcanons#sf9 au#taeyang imagines#taeyang scenarios#taeyang headcanons#taeyang au#soulmate au#soulmate!taeyang
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OKAY so writing this actually took me? way too long because i got a lot of love in my heart and i’m always afraid of forgetting someone in these things. which makes me feel awful because i love? all of you so much? so first. to you, yes you, reading this THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU.
i’m always so nervous roleplaying as canon muses because i’m scared to mess up their characterization in some way, shape, or form. but because of all of you i literally adore coming onto this blog and you’ve all helped me so much with my confidence i am forever grateful for it. i already feel myself growing as a writer because of all of you AMAZING PEOPLE. i am just… i’m humbled and in awe of all you. i’m really bad at writing these things.
so from the bottom of my heart THANK YOU again and i’m gonna get mad gay and gush under the cut some more but this is already really long. and if you aren’t on here i’m? so sorry i’m such a forgetful bean but know i love u all the same <3333333
SOME PEOPLE I SEE ON MY DASH WHO MAKE ME HAPPY EVEN THO WE DON’T TALK MUCH (yet ( seriously hmu i’m really shy but let’s be friends ) )
@armigrd / @vvalentinus / @churchflower / @endlxssmelody / @starlitvcins / @anvarwol / @mcrcenaire / @glacianastral / @oflucis / @ofhammerhead / @keycursed / @estanima / @hestercott / @lvcion / @ghirenze / @sinstress / @valorguard / @topmechaniic / @pridevowed / @bxstiarius / @phylxrchus / @furiiosus / @fxrtem / @legacie / @aspiringartisan
SOME PEOPLE I GOT A LOT OF WORDS FOR I’M SORRY I’M A GAY MESS
@glaiv : BICO i know i probably gush 2 you and make a fool of myself already but? i’m really glad i got the chance to know you and become friends with you because? you are such a fantastic person and writer and i admire you so much!! i’m sorry i come to you with so much angst. you inspire me to become a better writer and u give me a lot of confidence and??? i’m lov u
@daemonshield : ROOK like i tell you always how much i adore you but seriously? you are such a sweetie and the thought, the attention, the yelling you put into all your ocs stops my gay little heart. and now you’re on luche too and just? you take these concepts and these ideas and you turn them into people and that is? so amazing.
@oracleborn : VIXEN because even though we don’t rp with each other ( on these blogs. hmu on zexion xoxo ) i love your luna? so much? i love your passion and talking to you is an absolute joy !! you’re so sweet and funny and have? such an excellent taste in muses smh
@falsebefit : POET how the fuck??? are you so cute? and such a beautiful writer ? the public demands to know. but seriously i adore both of your muses so much and i’m so glad i got to know such an absolute sweetheart? you are? chef kiss i gosh diddly darn lov e you
@amiiciitia : SHIGURE even tho we haven’t had a chance to rp proper yet every single one of my interactions with you is a fucking joy!!! your gladdy is so cute and funny just like u and honestly seeing you posting brightens my day. heart eyes emoji motherfucker
@aurescere : TEA how often? do i come to you crying about these kids? too often? not often enough? your writing is beautiful and i know u don’t take compliments well but please, please know that i adore you and your rav. talking to you is so wonderful an d? yeah !!! you’re such a sweety i ado re you.
@pierccr : LEA do u know how happy i was?? to find someone else as much of a linguistics nerd as i am? talking to you is so refreshing and wonderful and i love your characterization of prompto. i can’t wait to rp with you more !! and talk more linguistics w you <3
@guardiicn : HAVEN seriously i love you. i love trico and how u write them and you are such a sweetheart talking to you always makes me so happy? you’re so, so wonderful and i’m so glad that we’re friends c: luna will adopt all your muses they’re hers now i don’t make the rules.
@selfiesun : LETO your prompto is so cute? you are so cute? i’m so glad that we talk and yell about how gay we are back and forth. i love writing with you, your characterization of promps and our screaming about their relationship it means s o much to me i’m gay okay bye
@frigidum : GRACE i know i gotta get back on puck and do replies there but i’m terrible and keep getting distracted. but seriously? THANK YOU because i wouldn’t have had? the confidence to make this blog if it wasn’t for you? and talking to you is always so fun and all your ideas are? wonderful i adore you and your writing and everything? yells into the sky
@ascendantly : THOMAS you’re just rlly nice and funny and fun to talk to? thank u for letting me bully you and honestly shitposting w u kills me every time i’m glad i know u so??? yea h i will never admit 2 writing this but i think you’re p cool thanks for being my friend ye. and also:
#me: wonders just how many times u can say 'i love you' in a sentence#seriously tho pls don't feel bad if you aren't on this thing i'm? the worst forgetful soul ever#i honestly cried writing this because i've made???? so many friends and i haven't even been here a month???#bias list tag#follower count mention /#i'm still crying tbh#long post /
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Iddhsgsbshsj okay here we GO ((sorry for how long this post is about to be in advance lol))
1. 6 of the songs you listen to most?It’s kinda hard to answer this as I listen to so much and fluctuate between which genre I want to binge listen to but prob something from p!atd, mcr, or maybe Hamilton idk I’ve been listening to a lot of that recently for some reason
5. What does your latest text message from someone else say?“Oki” ,.,….. like okay but weirder I guess
9. Ever had a poem or song written about you?Nothing other than like family projects by my brother and this one time a friend wanted to write a song about me because I came back from a week vacation in Canada but it never happened oh and I think I was in a couple raps lmao
10. When is the last time you played the air guitar?lol like last week at a friend’s house when I was imitating pharah’s new dance emote in overwatch
11. Do you have any strange phobias?I don’t think I have “"strange”“ ones but I faint around needles and I’m claustrophobic
14. If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?Ew,,.,. Outside,.,. Uh well I only go outside on obligation so probably walking the dog or going out with some friends
15. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?Is this,,.., metaphorically?? I can’t tell but either way probably most of the time behind but I guess it matters on the situation?
16. Favorite band?My Chemical Romance or Panic! At The Disco because my emo phase will never truly leave me
17. What as the last lie you told?Uh idk I don’t lie very often,… well I just told someone I couldn’t go to something when I just,,, didn’t want to and I also just told someone I ”“appreciated their words”“ when I sure af didn’t
19. What does your URL mean?Well my URL on almost everything is TheFabulousKilljoy ((mcr ref)) but THAT was obviously taken so I made this and it’s the only website I’ve ever used it on
20. What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?Everything and nothing hella
23. How do you vent your anger?Do nothing until I get over it or go to the vent channel on a discord server I’m on and complain
24. Do you have a collection of anything?When I in third grade I collected erasers, then in fourth I collected silly bands, and then after that not really anything unless you count the growing landfill of empty water bottles I’m too lazy to throw away in my room
25. Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Shrug probably voice chatting bc discord doesn’t support video chat yet ((I use discord a lot of you haven’t noticed))
26. Are you happy with the person you’ve become?More or less, but I believe I still have a long way to go
27. What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?Hate: anything too loud that isn’t musicLove: rain!!!!
29. Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Nope and yep, ghosts don’t really make sense to be real and duh of course there’s other life out there somewhere do you KNOW how big this universe is??
30. Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. A supernatural blanket which I lowkey hate because it has the main characters on it and isn’t THAT terrifying to see when you’re trying to sleep and iron pills for my anemia
31. Smell the air. What do you smell?Shampoo because I just got out of the shower
32. What’s the worst place you have ever been to?There’s this house in Vegas that i have to go to every once in a while for vacation that I absolutely despise
33. Choose: East Coast or West Coast?West, I live in California
36. Define art. Anything that somebody creates
37. Do you believe in luck?Eh not really? Maybe?
38. What’s the weather like right now?Cloudy in the 70'sish but no rain :((
41. What was the last book you read?Oh god I have no idea probably the Princeton Review APWH 2017 Study Guide™
42. Do you like the smell of gasoline?Not really but my brother loves it
43. Do you have any nicknames?Killjoy, kj, tfkj, your royal highness ;))
44. What was the last film you saw?I don’t know what the last one I saw was called but the one before that was Dirty Dancing
47. Do you have any obsessions right now?Homestuck, Steven Universe, Still Mystic Messenger for some reason, Supernatural, Hamilton also for some reason I haven’t even seen it, the new FOB album ((can’t wait)), Skyrim, Overwatch, and about 846272 other things
51. Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?Yes, but again it depends on the situation and the person and how, if at all, it was resolved
53. Do you save money or spend it?Save until I get enough to buy something I want ((rn it’s the void sweatshirt from wlf so if anyone wants to throw me like $40 hmu ;;);)););)(;);,),;),))))
54. What’s the last thing you purchased?I can’t remember
55. Love or lust?Love of course
59. Where were you yesterday?Home playing a ton of overwatch
60. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?Yep, a pink skirt I use for Roxy cosplay ((still working on that,,, eventually)) a Steven universe crop top im not actually allowed to wear lol, a flower, one of those eos lip balm eggs, and a flower crown thing from medieval times ((the knight dinner show thing))
61. Are you wearing socks right now?Okay honestly I just got out the shower and I’m very lazy so I’m just sitting here with a towel
64. Where is your best friend?Uh I don’t know probably at her house
67. What were you doing last night at 12 AM?I was on tumblr and discord because sleep schedules are for the weak
70. Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?No I’m an asshole lol, but having shared interests would be nice
72. You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) what do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?Wow that’s dark okay uh I would tell everyone because then I’d just,,, die out of nowhere and they’d be so confused, with my remaining days I’d probably travel and make amends with people and try to do some good things in the world in the month I have left, and I’d probably be afraid but eventually accept it
73. You can only have one of these things; trust or love. Trust, love isn’t 100% necessary and it’s built off of trust nyanyways
74. What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?There’s definitely some but I sure can’t think of them right now
76. In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?Mutual trust, the ability to have fun with one another, shared interests and views, established boundaries
81. What would you want to be written on your tombstone?Something really witty and/or confusing so when people see it in the graveyard they’re just like,,, what the fuck was wrong with her
82. What is your favorite word?I don’t know I need time to prepare for these questions smh
83. Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. A,,,,,,,, heart
84. What is a saying you say a lot?Oh god I have a lot of terrible annoying things I say a lot like rip, diddly darn, golly gee gosh, big mood, I’d let (her/him/you/them) step on me ((I say that all the time whenever I really like someone or someone says something nice to me lmao)) etc.
85. What’s the last song you listened to?Some Queen song I don’t remember that was playing
86. What’s your favorite color/colors?Black and pastel pink
87. What’s your current desktop picture?Well My computer has the Aperture Laboratories™ symbol from portal, my phone lock screen is my cat with a flower crown I photoshopped on him because,,, i love cats so much,,,, and my home screen is Bubblegum and Marceline from adventure time kissing ((even though I haven’t watched the show in years))
89. What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?There’s probably a ton but my least favorite that always comes up during truth or dare and stuff is "who do you have a crush on?” bc I can’t say that without outing myself bc spoiler alert: she’s a girl
99. If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?“HOLY SHIT THE WHOLE WORLD IS LISTENING TO ME RIGHT NOW I CANT FUCK THIS UP”
And we DID IT! Questions=Answered what a trip ((also something I say too much)) there’s probably hella spelling errors and shit but there’s no way I’m double checking this lmaothanks for asking my dude!!
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So today was all around pretty sweet. Got out of bed at my alarm at 7, like a good girl, and went to work. Work was a bit of a scramble, I did a lot of different things so I may not recount all of them perfectly. I started with more jail phone calls, which I did at other points in the day as well. Nothing super interesting came out today other than the mom like cursing out her 16 year old daughter and saying she didn't want to see her when she gets out of prison, because she's clearly an awful person. But like, mom's not even a party on this case because she never came forward, despite giving birth to the child???? Idk, it's weird. Stupid. So I did that until around 11 when I had the interview scheduled for, so I called the juvenile correctional facility (proper name) and got bounced around a few times until I got the guy I was talking to yesterday who then put the kid on the phone. I know it's like, basically a jail, but it still kind of bugs me that they refer to them as "offenders" or "inmates." We're always very intentional with our language because they're our clients, so we make sure to always refer to them as such. But anyway. I wasn't sure what to expect from him, I want to say he's like 17 or so, and basically I was interviewing him because he's set to get out at the end of the month and there's a CIPP next week for him to try and figure out a placement. He was actually really polite, very "yes m'am" and such, and he seemed to be in a pleasant mood and I'm sure fairly excited at the prospect of getting out. He gave mostly one word questions, which to be fair is all that was really required for a lot of the questions. He was not enrolled at school at the facility (don't know how that works) but when he gets out he wants to get his GED and go on to college to study music, with his future plans being to "inspire people in the same situation I'm in through my music" so hey, good for him. As far as placement he wants to go live with his aunt in Texas, which is somewhat questionable because she used to to be his guardian but he got returned to the system because his behavioral problems were giving her "high blood pressure" (smh). But relative placements are generally a good thing, so that may work. Overall it was pretty short, but I got all the info I needed so I'm counting it as a win. I wrote it up as a narrative afterwards then went back to the phone calls. At one point my boss gave me some stuff to work on, but I ended up going back to the phone calls until I could review them with that lawyer towards the end of the day. I had gone through my notes and highlighted the important stuff, where they talked about evading DCFS or when their relationship was particularly evident (given that they're not supposed to be together, according to his testimony). So that was good. Afterwards I didn't have very much time left, but I started on an assignment my boss had given me regarding a client who essentially went missing, but is supposedly living in a city in Illinois with her mom, so she wanted me to call the caseworker and see if I could find her on Facebook or anything. Caseworker didn't answer, so I moved on to Facebook. Apparently another lawyer had tried a few months ago and didn't get any results. Well, my web sleuthing skills tend to be pretty good, and I was able to locate a potential profile for the mom that was friends with a profile with the same name as the daughter, with other contextual clues pointing to them, so that could be a potential lead, though there's no information posted publicly so we'd have to have the investigation unit message them apparently. I also did a people search on lexis which is apparently something you can do, and it turned up one Illinois address in a town not too far from the one we were told they were living in, so that's a potential lead to probe when I get back. And yeah, then it was 2:30 and I headed out. Got an uber pretty quickly, nice driver if a little quirky, when he heard I was gonna head to O'hare shortly after going home and grabbing my things he asked if he could hang around and do it as one trip and I said sure, so when we got home I just ran in and changed, then through some things in my bag and headed back out, which was all I really needed to do. My downstairs neighbor, the dad, was outside playing with his two adorable children, and when I was walking in the little boy stood in the middle of the sidewalk and tried to like, growl at me, but it was actually the cutest thing I've ever heard and I could not stop laughing lol. Then on my way out a few minutes later he decided he was a puppy and wanted me to pet him, and then his sister decided she was one too and between the two of them it was just so darn cute it made me smile. We hit the road again and hit a little bit of traffic getting to the airport but still got there right on time so no worries there. It's probably my most expensive uber trip, it came out to like $65, but I was in the car for like, 2 hours, so it was a significant amount of distance lol. The airport wasn't very crowded, which is always a relief in this city. Checked my bag quickly, then got through security in just a few minutes. When I stepped out of the scanner machine the guard made a quirk about having to do a field sobriety test because I had two different socks on, and I was like.....really? And he was like no I'm just joking haha then asked if it was intentional and I told him it was. It was a bit of a trek to the gate, all the way at the far end of the terminal, and I thought I was lost at one point but I was actually headed in the right direction. So I got down there and surveyed the scene, saw that they hadn't started boarding yet and probably wouldn't for a little bit, so I walked back and bought a sandwich and some granola since the flight wasn't gonna get in until 8:46 (supposedly, anyway). So I sat at the gate and ate my sandwich, as we waited, and waited, and waited. We were told we were just waiting on the crew and we should be boarding "soon," and it would only set us back 15 minutes. Alright, fair enough. We did eventually board, and there was some confusion with seating and I got bumped up one row from where my ticket said but that wasn't a big deal of course. So then we boarded the plane and waited some more. We were like, set to go, phones on airplane mode and everything, but then ended up sitting for a while longer waiting for our turn to go, and soon enough it was 6:30 when the flight was supposed to take off at 5:30....sigh. So I turned my phone off airplane mode for a second to let the guy who was picking me up know this, and then we took off shortly after that. The flight itself was fine, it took them pretty long to get the drinks out but I didn't really care lol. As has been my tradition for flights lately, I read the fanfiction I had earlier downloaded offline to my phone. Read some short stories and one fairly long one, and enjoyed them all quite a bit. We ended up landing around 9:10, so not too bad from our expected arrival time (note the time difference as well). Got off the plane and headed to baggage claim, the terminal was pretty much deserted, our flight was the only people there. Baggage came soon enough, and then my ride showed up. Since my parents absolutely refuse to go to laguardia airport since they're slightly nuts and hate it (it is a pain in the ass but they're unreasonable about it) they always just have our family friends who own a limo service send somebody out to get me. Tonight it was the dad of the family, who I know pretty well of course. It was a decent length ride back, so we talked about different things, I shared about my job and he wanted to know how I handled the more heartbreaking elements of it and such, and we talked a bit about the current political climate, though I chose my words very carefully since I knew he was a Trump fan (or used to be anyway, I don't know how he feels about him now). We were talking about the poverty problem and I basically just framed it as whether you believe in public or private funding, as Christians we are called to help the poor, and the attitude of simply being apathetic and even demeaning towards them is all too common in Christian circles and simply antithetical to what the bible says, and I think he definitely agreed with that. Overall it was a pleasant ride. Got home around 10:30, but everyone was still up and around (save my younger brother, who's always out doing something with somebody and never really around). So we talked and ate and just hung out for a little while, and made some more plans for tomorrow after the baby shower as well as for our city trip on Sunday, just figuring out the mechanics and all that. I'm excited for the baby shower for sure. They asked that instead of cards everyone bring a children's book and inscribe it, so they could read them all to their child. I had gotten the book Corduroy off amazon and had it shipped to the house since that was my favorite book when I was a little kid, so I wrote a little message in the front entitled "dear little one" and signed "Aunt Rachel" which just made me feel really happy to write because ahhhhh I love children and no matter if I end up in New York or not I am most definitely going to be around for this child's life and be Aunt Rachel, just as she was my cousin growing up and her mom was my aunt (though of course we have no blood relation, I always still refer to her as my cousin and she does the same). So yeah, I'm super excited for that. And then I'll apparently go to the fair that's in town with my sister for a bit and then I'm making sure we go to see Wonder Woman because I need to see this movie and cannot wait any longer. But yeah, good day and I'm happy to be home. Should be lots of fun over the next two weeks and I'm looking forward to it. That's it for now. Goodnight sweethearts. Hope you have a lovely weekend.
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