#also just lazing around. i miss staying up until 6am talking and drinking and waking up the afternoon from the sun

[greppelheks]

We all actually need summer vacation in the way we had as kids. Just six weeks off work where time doesn't exist. Where we can just hang out by the pool for hours on end, reading. Where we can come home at God knows what hour for dinner, exhausted but satisfied from spending all day outside. And we can actually decompress from working all year. So we can come back to work refreshed and motivated to start again. I miss the way time seemed endless during those days.

#a week just isn't enough #when it's only a week I'm thinking about having to do something having to go places #Unfortunately it's probably not financially possible to 1. take six weeks off work and 2. rent a place for six weeks where I can relax #would any rich person like to give me money? #personal #time felt like... liminal then #everything felt and looked different #there was a quietness to everything #the lack of rhythm and responsibilities felt so freeing #also just lazing around. i miss staying up until 6am talking and drinking and waking up the afternoon from the sun #just completely losing time and space and having the whole future wide open to you #not feeling guilty about not being productive #and i loved the feeling of coming back to a place you havent been to in a few weeks. like reuniting with something dear to you