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#also why i‘m so annoying abt being nice and telling people i like them tho
hanarchy
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2 years
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me: this is about me, I did something wrong like always and now everyone will hate me
#LOVE that old feeling of having been a badly bullied child lol
#if i seem cool nowadays its because i have trained intensely and through my entire life to seem unaffected
#the truth is i am always affected and literally fucking terrified or incredibly sad 90% of the time
#like literally i seem very calm irl and i am bc of depression detachment and the general inability to process feelings
#but the truth is i am… 12 and entering a classroom where everyone laughs at me and calls me names for literally just sitting down
#idk how to express this but like
#i always think that i am doing things wrong in everyone‘s eyes
#and i never know /what/ it is
#bc that was the defining experience of my life so far both at home and in school and i just
#aahhh wow old trauma really back in full force these last few days
#sorry sorry sorry for trauma dumping ig
#but yeah its part of what i use this blog for
#also why i‘m so annoying abt being nice and telling people i like them tho
#bc it‘s the clearest way to like…. make sure people DONT have to feel that way?
#idk
#this isnt even trauma dumping im just talking lmao
#but idk what to call it so here we are lmao
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