#and i have a transfem oc. same process. i was like lookin at him and then i was like: should i change your gender?

[aria0fgold]

I think the thing bout me and my own OCs is that I'm like, a stranger to em with my own preconceived perception on how they are but the longer I spend time with em, they turn out completely different so even if I'm the creator, I can't even tell if my ideas are final until I look at it again and the OC in question just goes: I would not say that.

#aria rants #lemme just tell yall bout how in the beginnin alec is straight. and after awhile i was lookin at him some more and was like: #this man... is actually so gay. i didnt know that. happy for you and im so sorry (created an oc just to be his gf) #and that same oc turned out a lesbian (who i so far think has a crush on his sister instead and like: im happy for you as well) #ray also. like i wrote him as a happy go-lucky character and i myself been fooled that hes just rainbow and sunshines #me. i been fooled by my own oc. that i wrote as someone whos a good actor to fool nearly everyone. which included me apparently #and i have a transfem oc. same process. i was like lookin at him and then i was like: should i change your gender? #and i was thinkin of just changing it from birth but it just doesnt seem right at all and then i had a thought: wait youre... trans #now i have a happy trans woman oc and im out here wondering which one of my ocs are next on the: #''i would not say that'' or ''i would not do that'' line cuz i dont know em much rn so they better speak up