#and i’m like okay whatever it’s probably there cuz like my I9 and W4 and bank account are linked

[emodennis]

i have a horrible feeling about my new job.

#i just got an email to set up my account for this staff portal where you clock in and out and see your schedule and your pay stub n all that #and it has my deadname on it #and i’m like okay whatever it’s probably there cuz like my I9 and W4 and bank account are linked #but then. i see there’s a page where you can ‘meet the team’ #and it says everyone’s names that are going to be working at my camp #so now everyone is gonna fucking know my deadname. #i am really fucking upset #i literally emailed the person in charge of diversity and inclusion a while back asking about their preferred name and pronouns procedures #and they made it sound like i don’t have anything to worry about and the other staff members won’t know my deadname. like only HR and those- #-people will know #like ummmm i guess you forgot about the staff portal huh? #fuck my fucking life #i’m so mad #get your shit together #this is the bay area california #have you literally not employed a trans person before???? #how has this not been an issue ????????? #i’m convinced they’re gonna fuck up my name on the roster too #they’ll call it out during roll call #and i’ll have to be like IT’S. PHOENIX. #and be humiliated for the rest of the day and go to the bathroom and cry. #phoenix talks